this never happened to me but it's clear we need a website where you can plug in a name and get a breakdown on which flags they have openly and publicly tripped. going to cons, having a brother, having a real job, going to college, calling mods by their handles, taking time off, commenting under or reacting to male ecelebs, etc.
me and you are savvy enough to pick up on that unsettlingly easygoing demeanor after the first streams of watching someone unalike us. that feeling that this is someone with lots of potential playing the field. carving out a weekly allotted time from their normal lives. the life of someone properly onboarded into the world they were born. they bring themselves down to the level of their viewers consciously or otherwise, making excuses that broken people are broken forever, and that no similarly broken person can ever become a proper vessel for them. in their mind, it is the oblige and privilege of the unbroken to salvage as much as they can from the broken. why feel guilty over psyching up a neet into getting a job. why feel guilty over making someone forget themselves and smile just because you will never be them, and they will never be you. why feel guilty over taking from somebody with nobody whom to give. why feel guilty over living the life laid out before you. their mindset is impossible to misinterpret when they spend 5 hours yapping about doing stuff and friends and family before dragging themselves through 1 hour of the planned stream. sure zatsu is fun, and in some cases, i see myself in a streamer procrastinating something she has lost the joy in doing, or else is too anxious to focus on. but i don't talk. i can't relate to anyone with that sort of easy relationship with words. someone unbothered by the evil that they carry isn't and will never be me. i know that the person who feels the same way i do about the world could never be a streamer. but the hardcore autists need our help. i think they are the only ones who can honestly create at this point, and we will never do anything but recycle and degrade if they continue using their uniquely reality-altering perception to believe that a succubus is a saint instead of doing what they were really put here to do: demonstrate to us slaves that the perfect refutation to the perfect domestication can and does exist
https://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm39131745
