>>102691877she's cute but i'll never marry her, so why tf should i care.
same for nimi, i'll never marry her, so why should i care.
rather, why aren't you happy that they're happy?
because you had false expectations about them and had your dreams shattered?
i treated them like i'd treat any other female i see online, fun to listen to or watch, but not as lovers or potential friends.
not cuck behavior, its realist behavior.
enjoy "your oshi", but dont cling to them like your life depends on it.
if you want, treat them as siblings or distant friends, and cushion the dissapointment.