>>102727350
its in the blood.
they are exposed to evil at a young age, while men are exposed to it later on.
this doesn't mean, exposed to evil, but exposed to the deep understanding of evil, women are exposed to it at a young age, and usually dont know how to deal with it, and end up compromising with it, which is why when puberty hits, they end up turning into total bitches.
guys on the other hand, aren't exposed to it in the same way.
we see evil, but are kept in the dark for a long time, it creeps up on us and tries to catch us "like a thief in the dark", unawares, in order to kill us off or turn us.
the reason why dad didn't come back with the milk and/or turned to drinking?
probably that, his only way to deal with the darkness was to drown it out or try to escape it.
dont get me wrong, i dont hate women, i love women because i understand women.
but that love doesn't mean i'll excuse betrayal, i'll forgive and forget her, not holding a grudge, but never taking her/them back.
the sooner you understand that liability, the sooner you'll come to terms with the monk life.
