us

>who?
If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

>links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
ASMR Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
VOD Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Clips Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowclips
Ribbon Cage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWMyb4vKRU0
You Are My Sunshine (Cover): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vX_vx_p_Yfc
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Alt Twitter: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow
Otis Twitter: https://twitter.com/managerotis

Schedule: https://x.com/fallenshadow_YT/status/1950309145153880115

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Previous thread: >>103003026

need to run my hand through her peach fuzz pubes while licking her armpits

>>103049852
She shaves for him tourist

>>103049900
niggas really think a woman of her age would be naturally bald to fit their fantasies lol

>>103049945
Shaving isn't natural ESL groomeranti

>>103049852
i typed this btw :)

>>103050132
Clearly referring to>>103049852
Retard

Shondo has thick curly black Jewish pubes that she shaves for the man she sees when we're in the pub

>>103050233
Peach fuzz pubes aren't naturally bald
Two for two ESLchama lmao

I don’t mind a lil hair

I chew on her pubes like a cow chews cud

>>103050350
>b-bro I have a beard bro my peach fuzz counts
It's bald
Three for three, you're out

bald or hairy I don't care

shunny is shunny

I love her!

Tonight is rather funny given the Ray situation. Either she will give him some pity interaction now wondering why is he being a retard or he will go back to irrelevance where he belongs.

>the Ray situation
jesse, also why are you so obsessed with men

>>103052809
some of us care that she is still giving anti's like him attention

>>103052859
but whats the situation jesse?

He can do whatever he wants because he made her best BRB screen.

>>103052923
the issue is that he's an anti, Walter.

>>103053075
if ray is an anti because he sent her a few schizo emails then that makes dewd an anti as well but you arent posting about him all the time

>>103053124
i am sure the sudden mass blocking spree is in no way indicative of being an anti when you combine all of his previous behavior.

>>103053726
source?

>>103053726
his previous behaviour is exactly why he's considered an anti. the guy is a fucking idiot

>Someone dares to block a bunch of groomerantis
>"They're the real anti!"

>>103054144
He blocked nice Shoggers though. Shoggers that do not even get brought up /here/.

Shondopolis whats your view on lc and bc??

Shondo’s favorite cutefunny archive character is Hina right??
shes so fricking overrated and not that good looking >_<

>>103055771
I have to agree with you for once. Hina is mid.

Besides Noncium how many other shoggas are weird little gay kids on their basement?

>>103057490
thank goodness i dont have a basement!! ^_^

>>103057551
everyone knows about your Bible study loli basement garry. You’re not fooling anyone

>>103056429
see! but i agree its better than being a Kisaki fan >_< all people like about her is her dumb armpits, shes not the cute, shes not that funny. shes just mid \>_</
Seia is also mid as frick for similar reasons, i dont care for the quiet intellectuals or quiet clueless lolis. theyre just mid and i bet 40yo gooners like those characters the best… >_<

>>103057590
buddy, what you think your referring to was a one time thing. why yall keep fricking bringing it up thats like from 9 months ago or something ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

>>103057751 (me)
now it might be too popular of a pick, but my favorite is Reisa, shes fricking loud as frick, but she really opens up to you about her problems. and is very relatable. a very heartwarming character. plus she is cute, yet funny at the same time! ^_^ i wish she wouldnt sleep during the day so much, she has room to improve. but dont we all?

>>103057879
Gary, what do you think about Kumo the shunty slayer?

>>103057894
Kumo is fricking gae, hes bound to embarrass himself to the extent where Shondo would start being “Erm…” around him.
what i mean to say is that he will make a fool out of himself while in the attention spotlight.

Faking being Gary is fricking gay

>>103058084
oh my fricking gosh just hold a regular conversation without calling me fricking fake. whats new is i finally started blue archive and my luck has been insane.
like i pulled Hifumi as my first 3* character ^_^ shes so cute but then i learned shes mid at fighting >_< i got Reisa, Midori (i like Momoi way more), and a couple other lolis i like with ease.

>>103057993
Do you think Shondo should collab with Kumo?

>>103058606
id rather she didnt collaborate with troons

It's astonishing you're all men

>>103058631
Why?

>>103058713
… cuz troons are gae and weird and too focused on sex. really bad example to shondo. she should be hanging around good examples. not weirdos

>>103058815
Who is a good example?

>>103058700
Proper men dont watch vtubers

>>103058915
good thing i dont watch vtubers ^_^

>>103050928
ESLchama...

>>103058815
You really didn't study too hard for your Gary larp did you?
Embarrassing post

>>103059532
at least i dont larp as you weirdo >_<

>>103060103
Gary's own definition of a troon isn't the same as yours.
Or did you not even get the most basic of details right and you didn't know Gary cross dressed?
Stop larping now you pathetic cuck

I love her!

Anything new in the discord?

>>103060187
only the troll who must not be named is in denial of Gary’s existence. fuck off

>>103060187
Gary cross dresses which he should repent for, but he is also based. not supporting trans.

i won ^_^

>>103061342
Might wanna work on your English reps
I didn't deny Gary existed. This larper isn't Gary.
Gary vehemently denied cross dressing=tranny, which is what coomo is.

>>103061708
kumo is transgender though

>>103061728
Proof?

>>103061746
Die transnar

>>103061728
if it has a dick it's a man fuck off with your woke cuckoldry

>>103061772
then why does he identify as a girl?

>>103061806
Demonic affliction

>>103061906
??? well then there!! she doesnt need to be around all that weirdness. she doesnt need to be around man whores.
who the frick cares what he is anyways if hes gonna be this confusing, hes an attentionwhore putting Shondopolis under siege >_<

>>103061806
nobody gives a shit about your fake gender shit wokecuck
it's a man

>>103061976
stop trolling dude. my gosh this kumo crap is why i havent been posting here as much. i wasnt trying to be woke by calling him trans. i havent seen this guy before but from what ive read yall were calling him transgender. trans = weirdo.
idk why your so picky, we agree on this subject but im just using easy language so everyone fricking understands you fricking twat troll.
so fricking annyoung

and literally why the frick are you calling me a c*ckold, im literally not into any of that crap. you know it, everyone knows that im cool by not being a fricking weirdo c*ck.
the word pisses me off.

>>103062061
So you admit you're a tranny too then
Weird how your opinion on this changed after you left. It's almost like you're being piloted by a different person. Luckily we don't have someone with a history of doing that here

>>103062145
… whatever dude. difference is that im a tasteful human being, and this kumo retard aint.

>>103062225
Embarrassing larp. Do your research better next time cuck

>>103062256
whyd you even fricking bring up kumo.
i was talking about how Hina (Shondo’s favorite BA character) was overrated and you had to bring up trans people like a moronic troll.
get back on topic, blue archive rocks ^_^

>>103062319
>>103062145

no stream today, she's just going to have FT play for her on Nightreign while she klubs

Fallen 'I only listen to fleshtubers ASMR' Shadow

>>103058631
>no males

>>103064379
Fuwamoco won

Fallen "Binge and purge" Shadow

>>103064379
Fallen "Jason unlocked my sexuality" Shadow

>>103064850
Fallen "I discovered Alice through Jason porn" Shadow

Fallen "Reading up on Sex and Kissing on the Lost wiki" Shadow

Fallen "Island Sex" Shadow

groomer melty lel

Fallen "Deceptions and Cons" Shadow

Fallen "my wife" (<3) shadow

>>103065396
what happened to make tubby have this groomer melty, did king D win again?

>>103065715
He never stopped winning

all of you are gay

How are we feeling about Nimi killing her friendship with Dooby and Saba, potentially bringing shondo back as a collab partner?

>>103066126
>Saba
Saba's still following her on twitter

>>103066126
It's funny how in all of this Shondo revealed herself as the most supportive of NTR

>>103066209
she always has been the premium choice for NTR connoisseurs

nimi and fauna werent gfe they werent even friends

>>103066322
she had all the trappings of GFE until she dropped that hammer, and kept operating the same way after
just like Shondo really

>>103066569
she dropped 'that hammer' before she even became the green grifter
shondo has been lying about being a virgin femcel for years

>>103066630
She never mentioned She had a boyfriend for the 4 years She was Fauna, nor did She when redebuting as Nimi, but you were suppose to know because She was talking constantly about her bf when she was a 2 view.

>>103066787
fauna and nimi were never gfe

>>103066787
yes? you retarded lil gup?

>>103066787
she did her fans dirty by revealing the marriage after plushie/debut merch drop

>>103066892
It doesn't matter, She presented herself as a single cat lady and people liked that character, She lied to her audience, is like Shondo saying She is an asexual short girl but instead She is quite tall and also goons to Jason.

>>103066990
did you buy a shumo just to try and fuck shondo?
lol irl

>>103067060
Yeah

Shondo will admit her marriage IRL after the donothon.

>>103067004
Or claiming She is 21 when She was 23, or saying She enjoyed a date with her husbands that She didn't, or saying She will never go corpo while auditioning for Vshojo, or promising stuff in a subathon that will never be delivered, or saying She will take more care of her health while lying to her doctor.

Good Morning Shondopolis ^_^/

>>103067004
she always pretended that the cats were preventing her from streaming because there was no one else to take care of them, when her fiancé could have just taken care of it for her. it was intentional deception

>>103067732
cats ruin lives, hope this helps ^_^

>>103067732
2 weeks off to move a mattress btw

>>103066787
if you was even half as invested in her as you make out you would have done reps. or even better, would have realised she was never gfe to begin with since she very clearly said her audience is nothing more than that to her. you burned yourself

>>103067898
your gay

>>103067898
It makes sense that VTuber fans are low IQ, but it surprises me every time specially with replies like this.

south east asians, south americans, or eastern europeans. place your bets on which third world region is throwing the melty this time

>>103068063
Jews

>>103067992
>being expected to do the bare minimum and listen to how a vtuber sees her audience before getting attached is low IQ
lol

Wth is inis doing? Her feet were wet and so she took off her boots, but hwr soxks are wet anyways??

Inis is joyful and outsidepilled

>>103068239
nobody asked about your blacked whore

>>103068063
3/4 of her regulars are eastern europeans

>>103068358
Oh? Then i could with relative ease get to and fight 3/4ths of her regulars
Good to know

>No backseating omg!
>Btw here is some backseating Shondo my queen :)

Anything new in the discord shoggas?

>>103069239
Jesse

>>103069425
Gary Stone joined

>>103069425
shondo is in indescribable pain

>>103069663
I don't think he's allowed to
>>103069717
?? What happened

>>103069778
she exercised for the first time in years on her exercise bike

>>103069937
Oh yeah they makes sense

>>103069937
Oh
Yeah, that makes sense

>>103069937
makes sense oh yeah

>>103069937
makes yeah oh sense

12.5%*

Inis is right, she is too jewish

Collab ruined

Gay

>>103071016
What happened?

>>103071311
Women being whorish

>>103071311
shondo joined it

>>103071375
What was said? :(

nothing

Almost like exercise is good for you

She's so cute

>>103071708
Yeah! I agree!!

I could probably one-shot shondo

grape, layna, alice and grimmi for gen2 barbies

>Shondo has a pot belly now

>>103071917
Reps

>>103072028
Cute shummy but not a potbelly, this is a product of her recent binge eating

>>103072053
Still cute though

tiffy boss fight right now

current opponent looks like tubby

I've figured out that i can exercise while i watch streams

I thought inis wasn't going to crunch

>Inis is taking Shondo's meme story as fact

>>103072685
Unlike the jews, inis isn't used to lying about everything, and thus easily believes people

>>103072685
Shondo never lies

>>103072720
>>103072718
This isn't even about lying, Shondo was making a meme cannibalism story

>>103072740
>memory holding shondo's litter sister tragedy

>I am a man
>you are a woman
>you know what we must do

Jewish pride

The jews went through lice treatment, woth zyklon-B
Don't believe their lies, it wasn't a deadly gas chamber, spot the wooden doors...

nobody asked

Wtf... girls don't pee...

>>103073294
She's not a girl anymore>>103066098

>>103073311
No...

>>103073241
Ok qwerty

This collab sucks

>I don't actually like naked people
She's lying to spare Inis' feelings
She considers Inis mid

The german people did nothing wrong

I don't like this topic

Exercise gave her too much energy

Shondo is NOT your friend

>i don't want guy friends
Transwomen count here too, shondo

>>103073738
We don't count since we're husbands and thus also friends

>>103073749
nuh uh taking feminine penis doesn't count :3

>>103073793
I'm not listening to you, dewd

>>103073787
We're fans, not friends. Shondo considers herself single too.

She's so jewish

>>103073838
No, she is my wife

>>103073936
Show cert, and it better not say (You) and Shondo in the name fields

>>103073973
Sevens, don't do that

End stream already, they're too freaky
Never collab again

Shondo got the ick from Grep...

Yeah ok i'm showing up to her house, sorry guys, i'll tell you how her cheese sandwich tastes like

>>103074010
Shondo doing the uwu chaste act is just funny at this point

>>103074121
I'm like 4 freaky moments away from going to her house

>>103074149 (me)
Maybe less

>>103074010
What are they talking about? Just got back

>>103074149 (me)
3

2

>>103074320 (me)
Never mind, i'm going and i'm passing by inis
>>103074345
The freaky count is irrelevant

Inis just called Shondo out for needing a good dicking

>>103074377
for context shondo just made a song about Inis' pussy juice

She has changed a lot in the past few weeks... Like unironically.

Yeah alright after i finish my business within next week i'm heading out

>>103074508
She's headed for sum gooooood dick and aint comin back

>>103074515 (me)
Never mind, i misread the date, i think i'll be going tomorrow? I already consulted my patron saint like a couple of days ago for whether or not to go

>it's the schizo
FT is gonna fold you in half

>>103074587
good luck schizoid anon

>>103074617
Oh right, i forgot about that, i'll win
I was planning to fight him at some point anyways

>I'm not a little girl, I'm not a little gay man
She fucking hates gay men... the husbands are going to be devastated

>>103074664
kumo...

>>103074626
I don't think i'm schizoid

>we can't have men in our stream
husbands are castrati

Grape and Inis are trying to play the game while Shondo is sexpesting and insisting on making it freaky

>>103074587
Sucks to live across the ocean. Good luck

>>103074793
and also failing to play her class

>no I don't like those big fingers
>unless~
yeah needs emergency dick asap

Please make it stop, lol

awkward for the husbands that pretended they were asexual and thinks everything sex is yucky

>>103074959
I'm not asexual, but it is gross outside of marriage and everything lustful should be avoided

>>103074587
qwerty you're a dumb fuck and i hope you get curb stomped

>>103075032
No i think i'll win
If you're along the way i can pass by and you can try to stop me if you want, though i'd probably win if it comes down to a physical confrontation

>>103075136
If you need help call my name, I will appear right behind you

>>103075136
i will call the police

Honestly though, if you have any convincing words against otherwise i'd love to hear them
To be frank, i really would rather i not do this
>>103075183
I think i'd win still

>>103075194
* has cameras and will call the police the second you show on them.

>>103075194 (me)
There's maybe half a day till i get going, maybe (but hopefully not) more

>>103075183
Pussy

>>103075194
you won't do shit. zero mental fortitude, having melties over nothing

>>103075246
she confirmed this on valentines eve

also talking about it shows you have no balls to actually do it

>>103075277
No, you guys are also husbands and thus it's important to inform you of this

>>103075299
can you give us the reason then?

>>103075334
went feral listening to Freaky Shadow

>>103075356
what are you going to do?

>>103075400
nothing cuz im a little bitch

>>103075507
you should do a Jason impersonation

i will marry fallenshadows pilot in real life

Please do, however, pray on my downfall, since i would rather this not happen. I would be happy if God heard you and put a stop to my efforts
>>103075334
Was it not clear? She's gotten too out of hand, especially recently. And i don't have the heart to wait on God's working and active grace since i doubt her strength to last until then
>>103075356
This is a good tl;dr
>>103075400
A few months ago i would've smacked her, but it's not right for a Christian husband to lay hands on his wife, so i'll only talk to her about important topics metaphysically, epistemologically, and community problems
Same for inis' case, minus that last part since it's not relevant to her, if only maybe in regards to how she should act around shondo
>>103075528
I'd win, though i might wear a mask or something as not to scandalise her

Good Afternoon Shondopolis!! ^_^/

>flying to her house to lecture her on Jesus
>while already divorced
bruh

>>103075642
Problem?

>>103075642
He wont do shit, qwerty is all bark and no bite
True pussy bitch

Shondo HATES autistic men

This jew is too proud

shes unironically a bitch lmao

i will be shondos wallet husband in a sexless marriage

Shondo's getting cranky

Why is Shondo suddenly being an annoying aggressive bitch suddenly. In the past 30 minutes her entire mood tanked.

I wanna believe her, but she IS a jew...

>>103075958
She read the thread and realized Q might come to lecture her on Jesus

>>103075958
Exercise energy buff wore off

She's sick of always being dead and doesn't want to play Nightreign again

Please rate the stream.

>>103076156
7/10 freakyshadow good but got grouchy

I will set some conditions for the trip being canceled, that way i will know whether or not to go on by God's providence, how's that?
>>103076156
3/10, cute wife though

>>103076156
Was the stream as freaky as people were complaining about?

>>103075958
Mad Inis called her sexually frustrated

>>103076276
All the quotes posted in thread are things she actually said
She even sang a song about how Inis' pussy is always dripping

>>103076285
This was honestly what pushed me over the edge

>>103076195
just go if it is God's providence everything will go well

>>103076317
completely leaving out the context to make it seem worse

>>103076285
Seriously, it was like a flip switched. I think that may have pissed her off.

>>103076327
But i am weak of faith and need constant reassurance

>>103076156
7/10 meh nightreign time

>>103076339
Oh yeah they were talking about their underwear and how your pussy leaves stains without it and Shondo talked about how wet Inis' pussy must be before teasing her for it constantly and bursting into song about it. Is that better?

>>103076156
7/10 fun collab. Not really a fan of Nightreign though. 10/10 wife like usual hope she has a good shadow weekend.

>>103076285
She does hate the truth.

>>103076156
freakyshadow scared
10/10 collab
11/10 wife

>>103076156
10/10 I couldn't stop laughing. It was hilarious.

The people who don't read the thread while they're watching are in for a surprise (maybe not?)

>>103076276
Bad enough for P2W to be running damage control

>>103076285
when did inis say this?

>>103076530
You mean Qwerty being retarded again threatening to show up to her house?
Actual retard schizo behavior dude. Not cool

lmao shiggaz think constantly begging for movies won't make her wanna never do em again

>>103076530
qwerty shut the fuck up with your vague threats you're such a manchild. grow up

>>103076156
Shondo angry for no reason/10

>>103075619
1. you have no right to do any of that
2. even if you did, you still have no actual right
3. just email her if all you're going to do is talk
4. even by your marriage standards you would never accept other men doing this
5. it's not your place to make decisions like that for her and YOU are the one with the wrong idea of the marriage, she did not marry you in whatever your beliefs are, YOU came to her and should have known what you signed up for, it wasn't this
6. even if you're married she literally divorced you
7. you're going to hell if you continue this route i don't care what the church shill told you
8. take your meds lel, shondo never agreed to whatever the fuck fantasy you think you had going on, and again email her on main, it's the same exact thing and at worst you're annoying her and you're not threatening to go fuck with shondo on everyone else' behalf, most who disagree and were in the relationship longer than you by far
----
@groomerantis: melt

>>103076892
it's hilarious how so much of your post applies to you. you continue to be the clown king of projection

i unironically love her.
They told me stay away from vtubers but i didn't listened. Now i have to deal with unrequited love again.
Fuck

>>103076973
that's how you know i'm right, yes
that's why i make you so mad and why you're this obsessed and petty like a high school bitch lol
>>103077006
lel you did it to yourself, anyone who actually should be here already knew they were signing a deal with the devil, it's kinda funny innit? just appreciate the suffering and do your best

kek irl
you'll see what i mean eventually >;p <3

>>103076892
you are banned c:

>>103077181
correct ;)

>>103077125
you're right about both you and Q being autistic and malicious antis, yes.

* loves me

>>103076892
>1
Free will gives me this right
>2
Free will is inalienable
>3
She isn't forced to acknowledge it by email, and it's a weak move
>4
Yes, while i believe it is necessary, i would not be okay with other men doing this in my stead, which is why i am the one that should do it since i am not a cuck to wait for other men to bring about change
It is actually a big worry of mine to think of the resulted awkwardness in the community. Frankly, this is the strongest argument against me going through with this
That is to say, keep pushing for this argument
>5
It is precisely my place to make good decisions when she can't or won't, even if it requires being forceful
>6
I don't have an argument against this, but it's not really relevant to me since i love her
>7
Not your call to make
>8
Mini melty desu

>>103077413
you're literally a dog that needs to be put down. you and the other manipulative antis that play this fucking word games just to suit your own selfish behavior. fucking kill yourself.

>>103077413
extreme cope, you can justify literally any action to make you feel good about yourself, doesn't mean it's right, you admit yourself men shouldn't be doing that, and she doesn't need to be forced to acknowledge it, she'll read it + you'll save everyone the trouble

>weak move
it takes more strength to do what's best and right desu
>>103077460
yeah kinda this, but bella would never, he's just a typical human "oh i beat and robbed women in the street and shot 2 yn but i'd never hurt a child" type shit lel

>>103077517
>you admit yourself men shouldn't be doing that
I said i wouldn't like having OTHER men do that in this case because I'm not a cuck

>>103077641
you will be because i am going to ask her out first

>nono officer, i had to rape her boundaries in real life
>i'm not a cuck!

>>103077641
so it's okay to cuck everyone else? that's not what you've been saying over a year now

>>103077413
free will doesn't give you the right to harass and infringe on other people's privacy and disrupt their personal lives. that's a choice not a right. you're fucking disgusting

Q, not to drag bratty/tiffany into this but for the sake of comparison, this will also be used against you when consideration is given for a potential unban. you are not 'anonymous' just because you post /here/.

>>103077890
*unless you're a king

>>103077890
>when consideration is given for a potential unban
lol you think he has a chance of an unban when he's threatening to go to her house?

>>103077955
no, i am telling him his chances are now less than zero.

>>103077413
Just reported you to mods and she will know about it so good luck not getting police sent to your house you creep. At the very least you are never getting unbanned. Nobody here will chase her away from Christ more than you. You are a disgrace and a danger to people around you. Just leave and find someone else to orbit.

i went to her house and i didnt get banned

Why did Somnium impersonate Qwerty just to thwart his unban?

it wasnt him it was ray why do you think he blocked everyone

>>103049668 (OP)
LTD/Michael/Jason/Kumo's cocksleeve...

>>103077708
It's not right and as i said it's the best argument against me going
But at this point I'm starting to think it's a consequence of no one saying anything to her (for different reasons) for so long
>>103077744
Yes, yes, i am familiar with this concept in political philosophy of "your freedom ends where your neighbors' begins" by writers such as John Stuart Mill
However, i am not working on the same worldview as these philosophers nor do i care to much for it in the face of more pressing issues
>>103077890
I stopped caring about such things since a few weeks ago frankly, though i do seek forgiveness for what I've done. But that is different from what is going on now
>you are not 'anonymous' just because you post /here/
I also stopped caring about that for a while now
>>103078027
We'll see what happens, i hope nothing turns out to badly, but if it does then God have mercy on us
>Nobody here will chase her away from Christ more than you
If that happens i will become a monastic and seek forgiveness all the days of my life with tears flowing down my cheeks
>You are a disgrace
I think so too in the context of people
>and a danger to people around you
I don't think so, last i felt violently unstable was when i was a teenager

>>103078049
He's too busy impersonating me to impersonating Q ^_^

>>103078407
I don't think he'd do any of that

Now that i think about it, it was definitely a bad idea to tell you guys, but i don't regret it and I'm glad you actually took preventive actions against it
Though I'm still open too changing my mind on account of the condition mentioned here >>103076195 , though i won't say what it is, but I'll let you know if it happens

>>103078363
it's not a consequence of no one saying anything to her and that's why you won't email her instead, and it's why she never changed in the way you wanted when you were around- and it's not your place to just pick some random girl and decide that she's going to live how you want or you will go harass her irl

send her an email on main, i guarantee you'll get a response and it will probably even look better than the one i got lel
also she reads the shit you write too already anyway, go ahead and tell me what your plan is when you tell her and she still tells you to leave her alone?

god gave her free will too, respect that, it's not your place to find random people and force them to conform to your beliefs anyway i presume
>but i just want to talk!
no you don't, you can already do that, and you know why going in person would be different

you're just lying to yourself
i know you wouldn't do it anyway but still

>>103078363
>Yes, yes, i am familiar with this concept in political philosophy of "your freedom ends where your neighbors' begins" by writers such as John Stuart Mill
>However, i am not working on the same worldview as these philosophers nor do i care to much for it in the face of more pressing issues
those "more pressing issues are you seething because someone doesn't follow your personal beliefs and opinions of how they should act to the letter. you're delusional as fuck and need to be put down

Start fingering your butt twins

it was tubby actually

It was Shondo actually

>>103078674
>those "more pressing issues are you seething because someone doesn't follow your personal beliefs and opinions of how they should act to the letter.
So just like you?

>>103078808
obviously, notice the avatarfagging immediately
he said himself he only avatarfags to deflect. trying to drag q down with him

>>103078585
I won't force her to do anything, if she listens to what i have to say (which requires a dynamic conversation) and still doesn't change her beliefs then it is what it is (highly unlikely, she seems like she would understand the metaphysical aspects at least, might refuse to hearken about different kind of truths though)
>>103078674
>you're delusional as fuck and need to be put down
We're in perfect agreement
If God's providence allows me to reach England, will you entertain me and fight me? Be it that i lose, i shall in that instant turn around and go on my way back home

>>103078784
Don't it will give Shondo the ick

>>103078852
no. nor have i ever threatened her
>>103079014
i just know you're a massive pussy with how much you keep asking for fights

>>103079333
but you fight everyone all the time lil gup

>>103079333
the irony of you talking about never threatening or fighting her lol irl

>>103079014
He will just dodge you bro he is a rapper not a fighter

>>103079454
name one time i've done that

Ok but i lowkey never uttered a threat

She swipin

>>103079014
why are you dancing around the rest of what was said? you're not even trying to reason, you're only trying to justify. your "logic" is determined by what you've already set your mind on doing (something wrong in general and to shondo)
send her an email first
>but
no buts, you can't make her listen irl either and definitely can't have a dynamic conversation irl, and again, it's not your place to do that and you yourself admitted that you're just too impatient (aka disregarding completely) for god's plan on top of all this

>>103080630
you dance around every argument all the time cock sucker
go back to grindr kid the adults are having a conversation

>>103080697
just dm me if you're bored we can play games too if you want

>>103080727
im not gay, sorry faggot
time for a nap kid

>>103080859
>time for a nap
>im not gay
ok i actually believe you, my eepy time is in around 2 hours give or take, you would know that if u were truly gay
to be fair though i'm kinda relating to inis today too in terms of eep

anyway, kid or not, i'm the shark of these gups, this little boy stays raping you "grown" ahh "men"

she's my fute bagel

http://youtube.com/post/UgkxO3Cv0m5ytgUJapOpJtPVWleFGLfeCvfV
Ok trip canceled, sorry for the outburst
I suck so bad, this keeps happening
http://youtube.com/post/Ugkx7Lzcdb-yaz1dwj2J_kc2uPrZJWQDuNS7
I'm too impulsive
>>103080630
True, please have mercy and forgive me
>>103080697
He's right

I don't know what i should do, but I'll probably ask for spiritual guidance tomorrow as a start
I most likely need to view this place with a vpn so i can't post stuff without thinking twice about it at the bare minimum
I'm sorry for being so trash, never say I'm not the worst of all people ever again. How can i expect to "help" or "fix" anything when this is my present condition? I'm sorry. The right thing would probably be to go away, but i can't bear to do that, please be patient with me
This is why i probably kept seeing those quotes of elders and saints stating that silence is holy, but i threw... as i always do...
Not trying to pitybait, just how i feel currently. Hopefully i remain in this state of mind.
Anyhow, I'm not going on any trip, but i will probably spend the whole day tomorrow outdoors and away from any electronic, safe for my phone (for Google maps, and, sadly, likely this site too, but I'll try to avoid it)
Also yeah that would have totally been inconsistent with my "don't cuck my shoggas" preaching, I'm sorry for entertaining that and excusing it.

she's my futa bagel

>>103081215
>baited into being a literal cuck
As said, you're all bark and no bite. Called this hours ago you attention seeking cuck

>>103081334
kill yourself

>>103081223
This gives her the ick

>>103081334
I wasn't baited since it wasn't anything /here/ that convinced me
Nice try Satan

>>103081053
I'm gonna hug you

>>103081334
>attention seeking
True, it's called vainglory (a premature form of pride) in Orthodox teaching
I saw a video a bit ago that perfectly encapsulates this
https://youtu.be/oBGO7zMIyXA
I'm sorry

THE UNBECOMING METERS ARE OFF THE CHARTS >__<

>>103081620 (me)
I don't think it was a matter of attention seeking in this case, but i certainly practiced that at other times

Honestly Qwerty you're just downright disgusting with your behavior. Everything she has going on and you have the audacity to think you have the right to preach your stupid fucking beliefs to her.
You're not that close, you're not married, and it's schizos like you that makes her want to drop this whole "marriage" label in the first place.
You have no connection to El* or anything in her personal life, you couldn't even handle being with her in a virtual relationship before she realized you're a controlling schizo.
If moments like this where she goes a bit mask off is what causes you to break, you have 0 right to be here. And you could never handle the real her in any capacity.
She wants nothing to do with you, and even making threats to show up to her house where she has 4 younger sisters and an elderly woman is disgusting. You've been here for long enough to know she puts her family above all else.
It puts unnecessary stress on her, and if you do even show up you'll be putting even more stress on her and her entire family having to deal with retards like you.

newfag here, will I turn into the schizos in this thread if I keep watching Shondo?

>>103081858
Yeah
>>103082013
Also yeah

>>103082013
>watching
no
>taking the larp serious and/or caring at all about shondo beyond a platonic level
yeah you'll be some form of it, not necessarily very vocal though

>>103081858
she wants* to put her family above all else
ironically one of the biggest places she struggles to do that is when it comes to "men" on the internet lol i r l

>>103082013
were full fuck off
also only watch if you have a cuck fetish and like to see your wife lie, cheat and whore herself out in front of you. oh, and she does it intentionally too

>>103082121
at least you're honest about your fetishes groomerantichama

>>103082140
>not a single counter argument
cuckchama...

>>103082214
my counter argument is you being here in the first place c;

>>103082226
>still nothing
oh dear
cuckchama...

putting family first is based ^_^

>>103082140
Don't you suck cocks for money so you can try and groom coomo? LMAO c:

>>103082279
For money, no. He sucks dick for cock

>>103082303
My mistake

>>103081858
this. also do yourself and her a favour at this point and just move on to something/someone else. i *almost* thought maybe you actually chanced minus getting baited into religious arguments constantly then there was the last time you pulled this shit and now again for the second time. one of the most retarded, selfish, and delusional people i've had the displeasure to run into online

>>103082360
Yeah
>move on
I won't, as right as it may be, that's something i won't do
Sorry for having met me, i can imagine the displeasure, if only to a minimal degree, for which i am also sorry

>>103082360
Hi transnar

>>103082516
you can still love her without dedicating a large part of your life in doing so in a way that she doesn't want and doesn't help you or her

>>103082516
Don't ever apologize to a nonce
You did wrong, but this cunt of all people has no right to cast judgement on you after the harm he's caused to shondo

Noncium is a nonce

>>103081858
Fleece, Bratty/Tuffnar and Qwerty are honestly the worst kinds of scum on this planet and so much of our relationship was impacted because of these perma-divorced control freaks and we are only now just getting passed some of the hesitation and damage they have caused while she recovers from the other truckload of problems in her life. These kinds of people are literally why we cannot have nice things and you almost think that their goal is destruction of the marriage.
Then again, every one of them operated purely for selfish reasons. While I could victory lap upon these insects due to being doubted across all three and eventually proven right when Dereking them, I am glad that my patience has once again been rewarded and my satisfaction is knowing these bugs will die alone somewhere under a rock.

>>103082586
>after the harm he's caused to shondo
name 3 things

>>103082792
kys dewd
>>103082800
hooked

>>103082013
yeah
brb planning my trip to ingerland

>>103082819
And once again; I am not him. You may feel free to credit me to whoever you wish. Nothing will change the reality that I have had spot-on and pinpoint accuracy with every Derek post and brought attention to every single regular that either changed their behavior to some capacity for the positive or received a ban. If you wish to give him this credit then you are welcome to.

>>103082567
There are only two things i care about (largely speaking) in this life anymore, and they are Christ and shondo
Everything i do revolves 90% of the time around those two circles
I've said it before, but shondo has time and time again helped me climb the spiritual ladder by putting me in the worst mental state possible and making me have to look at myself, Christ serving as the objective moral plane that i must not stray away from and as my help in all times
I can't quite say i have no attachments or things that i engage in outside of these, but the two mentioned make up the majority of my time
Mind you, this is all intentional and i regret nothing, if only my weakness. But in any case, dedication and involvement are directly linked to love for something; how can i say i love someone and not try to fill my life with their presence and being the most that i can?
To make things clear, though, the center of my life is Christ, not shondo. I love Christ more than shondo and Christ will alwaysvlove me more than shondo. But i would still give my life for shondo's sake, if it were needed. Obviously, same goes for Christ. I hope to die before shondo so i don't crash out and i hope to die a martyr's death.
As of now, though, i am the worst of the worst, unworthy of anything, still selfish as to desire stuff. Worse than adjectives can describe.
I hate writing posts cause i cannot stop and i yap too much and jump the gun too early every time
I think i need to sleep already, i've been going to bed too late for too long now. I hope i die in my sleep, though also that i live another day to live out my repentance and to not stay in a state of sorrow, which is a passion (bad)
I wish there were stronger words for apologising

>>103082959
weird larp dewd

Again, i don't mean to pitybait or anything, but i don't know how to shut up or how to express what i mean otherwise

if u were normal u would know that an online relationship isn’t a real relationship

>>103083401
Oh fuck off and take responsibility. This isn't a conversation irl, you have time to plan, think and also stop yourself online. Literally step away from the keyboard you dumb fuck
This is a very pathetic excuse that I'll give no pity to

>>103083347
kinda based honestly

>>103083406
nta but love is stupid. The heart desires even if the mind says it's irrational

>>103083754
more like the dick desu

>>103083347
imagine caring about a girl who doesnt even fricking know you nearly equivalent to your love for Christ >_< gross, and yall say im the bad Christian??