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Imminent 1view suicide
You're laughing. A Japanese 1view is on the verge of killing herself, and you're laughing.

https://www.youtube.com/@shiro.yume.shira./

>There’s a small Japanese VTuber named 白夢しら (Shira). She’s been streaming mostly on YouTube, doing acapella covers, chatting, and trying to build a future as a Live2D VTuber. She’s never had a large following, but she poured her heart into everything - and it’s been clear she’s been struggling.

>Over the past weeks, Shira has been sharing increasingly alarming posts - both in community tabs and livestream comments - expressing deep emotional pain, feelings of hopelessness, and a wish to end her life. She mentioned having borderline personality disorder and mild intellectual disability, and talked about being abandoned by her parents, financially struggling, and feeling completely unseen.

>She wrote things like:
>“Help me… I’m at my limit. Please don’t erase my life.
>Please kill me now!
>God
>I'm tired
>I want to die"
>and
>"No one could help me. Thank you. Bye bye.”

>As of today, she deleted her X/Twitter account. Her YouTube channel is still up, and some fans have been leaving messages in the comments, hoping she might see them. I’ve written long replies too, offering support and trying to keep hope alive, even if just in words.

>Despite not speaking Japanese, I reached out to multiple mental health support organizations in Japan - including TELL Japan and Befrienders - explaining her situation and sharing translated messages. I’ve tried every anonymous reporting form I could find. But most hotlines only talk to the person in crisis, not to third parties. I feel helpless.

>I don’t know what else I can do. But I wanted to put her story out here, in case anyone else has more ideas or connections - or just to remember her, in case she truly doesn’t come back.

>She wasn't famous. But she mattered.

>If there’s anything anyone here can suggest — maybe a better way to reach out to local authorities or mental health organizations in Japan, or people who might actually know her offline — I’d be incredibly grateful.

>And if nothing else, maybe this can serve as a reminder: even the smallest creators have entire universes of emotion behind the screen. If you’re struggling, please talk to someone. And if you see someone struggling, don’t wait.

>Thanks for reading.
Anonymous No.103103548 [Report]
Is she hot?
Anonymous No.103103690 [Report] >>103103838 >>103104350 >>103106884
F
Anonymous No.103103770 [Report]
Why can’t she just settle for me as her loving, supportive boyfriend or husband?
Anonymous No.103103792 [Report]
if it hasnt happened yet then it would take a very long investigation to justify it would take a lifetime really *honk honk*
Anonymous No.103103838 [Report] >>103106892
>>103103690
327 people is orders of magnitude more than I can say care about me.
Anonymous No.103103845 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
She should stream it. No fear of ban at this point, right?
Anonymous No.103103883 [Report] >>103109273
>>103103479 (OP)
Dark thumbnails, pfp and banner, you sure it wasn't part of the kayfabe? If things come to worse just tell her to sing Ruru's song from Shinsei Kamattechan
Anonymous No.103103912 [Report]
Not hololive, not caring.
Anonymous No.103103999 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
The last thing i want to do is to give her a false hope by becoming a saviorfag who could only stay for a couple of weeks.
Anonymous No.103104076 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
this is gonna be stuck in my mind for days, maybe I should join her
thank you op, I hate you :D
Anonymous No.103104084 [Report] >>103104237 >>103105606 >>103109115 >>103112082 >>103117543 >>103122053 >>103127328 >>103128154
>talk to someone
why do people always say this to depressed/suicidal people?
Anonymous No.103104118 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
>OP's first suicide bait
You must be new to this hobby.
Anonymous No.103104159 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Probably keep track of any local news outlets in her area then
Anonymous No.103104237 [Report] >>103104323 >>103104461
>>103104084
I mean wha can that person do? Bitch seek therapy, get a part time job or something. If something is not working, change it up, stream on twitch.
Anonymous No.103104270 [Report] >>103104304 >>103105532
I've seen this happen before.
Anonymous No.103104301 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
>suicide baiting
do a flip
Anonymous No.103104304 [Report] >>103105532
>>103104270
Anonymous No.103104323 [Report] >>103104762 >>103105175 >>103129273
>>103104237
>suicidal
>get a part time job
you're joking, right?
Anonymous No.103104344 [Report]
very sad
Anonymous No.103104350 [Report]
>>103103690
she just like me fr
Anonymous No.103104354 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
>A Japanese 1view is on the verge of killing herself
Is she gonna stream it?
Anonymous No.103104422 [Report] >>103104558
>>103103479 (OP)
>Suicide bait
She's reincarnating in Nijisanji
Anonymous No.103104461 [Report] >>103107722
>>103104237
if it's your friend don't be a self centered cunt and listen to them yourself
if it's someone else then don't give them useless shitty advice
Anonymous No.103104558 [Report]
>>103104422
That's a fate worse than death
Anonymous No.103104715 [Report]
A jap killing himself is expected
Anonymous No.103104745 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
that's really unfortunate and I feel bad for her but sadly there's nothing >we can do to help in the long term. I wish her well.
Anonymous No.103104762 [Report]
>>103104323
Not gonna pretend a wagie job is any fun but it helps you interact with other people and gets your mind off other shit.
Anonymous No.103104853 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Your 1view is Asian. Those people love KWAB'ing out.
Anonymous No.103104899 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Bummer, I guess. #phoenix down
Anonymous No.103104913 [Report] >>103105034 >>103117318
>>103103479 (OP)
This is what a real menhera looks like, unlike LARPers like Miguel el gato.
Remember, just like Archer and Kiritsugu said: you can't save everyone. That's life.
Anonymous No.103105034 [Report]
>>103104913
>LARPers like Miguel el gato.
Michael Cat, a tested and true "LARP"er, in no way and no how was LARPing during her holo->ex holo indie->Vshojo arc.
It was fun to witness, but no, she was not pretending about her men-dis-hera.
Anonymous No.103105082 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
She needs a job or a good dick, either will do.
Anonymous No.103105085 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Now there's someone that probably doesn't have a secret boyfriend.
Anonymous No.103105118 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Huh! So maybe social media really is a bad thing?
Anonymous No.103105172 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
This shit isn't funny at all. Why would you even encourage people here to harass her in a language she doesn't understand? Fucking idiot.
Anonymous No.103105175 [Report] >>103105212
>>103104323
The worst thing a suicidal person can do is be alone with their thoughts. Wage slaving can distract you from that.
Anonymous No.103105212 [Report] >>103105295 >>103105492
>>103105175
>Wage slaving can distract you from that.
Not in China
Anonymous No.103105247 [Report] >>103105281 >>103105302
Youtube gone now? Fuck lads. We were too late.
Anonymous No.103105281 [Report] >>103105302
>>103105247
Almost as if you monkeys flooding her comments encouraging her to do it played a part in the deletion?
Morons
Anonymous No.103105295 [Report] >>103111214
>>103105212
ACTUAL fucking suicide nets will never stop being funny.
Imagine a word worse than "slave" - your masters are trying to prevent you from killing yourself.
Chinamen don't even own their own death.
Anonymous No.103105302 [Report] >>103105343 >>103105487
>>103105247
>>103105281
She just uploaded a new post cus of EOPs.
Anonymous No.103105343 [Report]
>>103105302
Because you raided her channel, dipshits.
Anonymous No.103105477 [Report] >>103105533 >>103105788 >>103105804 >>103105855 >>103107814
>bipolar disorder and mentally ill
>fights against "injustice" (aka Confucianism autism from boomers)
>poor as fuck, lives in the countryside
SAVE HER /vt/
Anonymous No.103105487 [Report] >>103105522
>>103105302
looks like she's doing it, what a sad day...
Anonymous No.103105492 [Report]
>>103105212
>jump
>hit the pole on the way down
>die
Kek
Anonymous No.103105522 [Report] >>103105598
>>103105487
All thanks to you and your monkey ilk not keeping your mouth shut off her channel
You treat her like she did something worse than Nimi
Anonymous No.103105532 [Report] >>103105559 >>103105566 >>103105855 >>103110503
>>103104270
>>103104304
I hated hearing about this then and being reminded of it now. Something about this type of situation is just deeply unsettling to me. Seeing that smiling, cheerful banner, knowing that this was once someone who clicked start stream with the goal of making other people smile and be happy. And yes, maybe to dream of acquiring some personal prosperity as well but what's wrong with that? Then to know that the story does not have a happy ending. I just hate how it has to be this way. It makes me grateful for every streamer who made it in some form and are happy.
Anonymous No.103105533 [Report] >>103105579 >>103107268
>>103105477
>save her
we can't, there could be support from /vt/ for some time and then what? people will leave, it has happened before with other small content creators. Also her post heavily implies she's ending herself anyways
Anonymous No.103105559 [Report] >>103106010 >>103108314
>>103105532
What happened to her? Suicide? Who is Toritan?
Anonymous No.103105566 [Report]
>>103105532
>It makes me grateful for every streamer who made it in some form and are happy
this is how I feel too
Anonymous No.103105576 [Report] >>103105791
https://www.youtube.com/post/UgkxBk2hi9NTPtIyof9VtWZHO2d_-S0-ocs4

>One boy in the Philippines greeted me using
>translation app!

>He complimented my a cappella song
>with lots and lots of compliments.

>At that time, he told me that he couldn't speak English but he wanted to
>make friends from overseas.

>I started this project and this is where I am now.

>Even though I am a Japanese VTuber
>10% of my viewers are Japanese
>90% of my viewers are from overseas

>Even after a year, I still don't speak English...

A Filipino boy...
Anonymous No.103105579 [Report]
>>103105533
>expecting /vt/ to have good intentions
I saw you fags encouraging her suicide an hour ago in her VOD comments.
Anonymous No.103105598 [Report] >>103105640
>>103105522
I didn't make the OP and didn't leave any comment, chill. Also I don't know what you are talking about, all the comments I saw were supportive to her
Anonymous No.103105606 [Report] >>103105663
>>103104084
it's because they get to that point because they never actually have conversations with other human beings
Anonymous No.103105640 [Report] >>103105682 >>103106520
>>103105598
Either way, giving her attention in a time like this is a bad idea.
Anonymous No.103105663 [Report] >>103105799
>>103105606
I'm not explicitly suicidal like this one, but human interaction does not do anything for me and I have a fulltime job where I interact with colleagues. Being social doesn't necessarily fix anything.
Anonymous No.103105682 [Report]
>>103105640
that is true
Anonymous No.103105788 [Report] >>103105839
>>103105477
poor and ugly no one can save her
Anonymous No.103105791 [Report]
>>103105576
Filbert's on the way to save her as we speak.
Anonymous No.103105799 [Report] >>103105837 >>103105929 >>103117543
>>103105663
I said "actually have conversations" not "interact".
Actual exchange of emotions, asking about each other, learning about each other, taking active interest in another human being.
Of course, it's likely that no one will do that for you if you don't start first, but there may be some lucky people as well.
You might have such attempts at 5-10 people and fail, but at least one person will be willing to enquire about YOUR state in return.
That's how friendships & relationships are made, exchange of emotions.
And that's what keeps you grounded in this world, and away from dumb nu-age "diseases" like depression.

It usually starts with family members, but I suppose you guys have destroyed your institution of marriage so even parents have stopped giving a shit about their kids and letting their kids exchange emotions with a fucking screen instead of other human beings.
Anonymous No.103105804 [Report] >>103105858
>>103105477
Orange party's win fucked her so bad, someone should try reassuring her nothing ever happens
Anonymous No.103105837 [Report] >>103106427
>>103105799
You make a lot of (wrong) assumptions. I do have 'real' conversations with people, they just don't impact my life in any meaningful way whether for good or bad.
Anonymous No.103105839 [Report]
>>103105788
>ugly
Enough about you
Anonymous No.103105855 [Report] >>103106028
>>103105477
>>103105532
Anonymous No.103105858 [Report] >>103105886
>>103105804
Who is orange party?
Anonymous No.103105886 [Report] >>103105994 >>103106080
>>103105858
Sanseitou, the resemblance isn't just the color
Anonymous No.103105929 [Report] >>103106470
>>103105799
I'm not the guy you replied to and I think I'll follow your advice. I've been struggling a lot recently with my state of mind. Thanks dude, really.
Anonymous No.103105994 [Report] >>103106061
>>103105886
Not like CDP has any better solutions to LDP's failures.
Anonymous No.103106010 [Report] >>103106135 >>103106137 >>103106222
>>103105559
Suicide via train due to black company and crumbling life. Toritan was the bird she saw at the train station.
Anonymous No.103106028 [Report]
>>103105855
Counterpoint:
Anonymous No.103106061 [Report]
>>103105994
I know, toothless bunch
Anonymous No.103106080 [Report] >>103108424 >>103109523
>>103105886
what problem about that party?
Anonymous No.103106111 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
> borderline personality disorder
Oh boy.
Anonymous No.103106135 [Report]
>>103106010
Thanks. Very sad. It's a very somber feeling reading/looking at social media accounts of people who killed themselves.
Anonymous No.103106137 [Report] >>103106222 >>103106654 >>103108590
>>103106010
>Suicide via train
how do you know this
>black company
like her wagie job or did she join some shady vtuber corpo?
Anonymous No.103106222 [Report]
>>103106010
the one from re:act, right?
if i remember correctly, she can play a music instrument too.
too bad...
>>103106137
>how do you know this
nta but probably the jp bros found out about it from her roommate twitter and the news
Anonymous No.103106270 [Report] >>103106385
>>103103479 (OP)
sounds like she should have sought therapy instead of trying to become an online celebrity.
I think we all know what she told herself.
"if I can just make it as a streamer, then..."
and now she is giving up on that because it wasn't as easy as she assumed.

OP the thing to take away from this is that you weren't enough for her. you were not appreciated. she just wanted big number.

also she isn't killing herself just her vtuber persona.
Anonymous No.103106385 [Report]
>>103106270
>also she isn't killing herself just her vtuber persona
not OP but I really hope that's the case
Anonymous No.103106427 [Report] >>103126976
>>103105837
If conversations do not have any impact on your life then as you said, they are just trivial "interactions". Talking about memes, or movies or something else etc.
Anonymous No.103106470 [Report]
>>103105929
Good luck my man.
We often get bogged down in our headspace a lot when isolated, which is why having proper conversations with people, learning about them, their worldviews, perspectives and lives can give us a sense of balance.
Especially when everything around you feels like it's flooding you with negativity.
Anonymous No.103106520 [Report] >>103107128 >>103108131
>>103105640
Not giving her attention is bad too anonchama. She will just end it if she believes she is totally completely forgotten.
Anonymous No.103106654 [Report] >>103107375
>>103106137
You can look up her name and find more details on reddit.
tl;dr
>vtuber corpo ReAct plays favorites
>everybody else has to pay for assets and MVs themselves and gets no support
>Taran was terminated for complaining about it in a members stream
>had a non-compete that kept her from going indie for half a year
>makes some ominous posts
>https://www.saitama-np.co.jp/articles/86221/postDetail Article two days after confirming death of a young woman
Anonymous No.103106706 [Report]
She should have focused on fixing up her life a little more before attempting to become a vtuber. If she's in the countryside, she'll want to kill herself even more because people out there are all isolated, people move to bigger cities in Japan for good reason. She needed a stable job and finances and THEN she can focus on hobby online stuff.

Even if she gets attention now, it doesn't translate to money. Part of her reason for wanting to die is also due to money which is like a top 3 reason to kill yourself all over the world in every culture. I don't see any way out for her since she also has womanbrain mental illness. If one of you is a rich fuckboy, now would be the the time for you to shine but otherwise I don't see this ending well. This is the reality for a lot of random faceless people you will never know about. Sometimes not even this, sometimes it's a very quiet guy that lived a stable life, and he just walks into the woods one day and no one sees him after. Then it turns out he blew his head off with a shotgun deep in the woods and no on ever knows why.
Anonymous No.103106759 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Be sure to stream it
Anonymous No.103106828 [Report] >>103106856
>Even though no one came to help me,
suddenly being this kind to me is unfair.
>Yesterday, the day before—I've been asking for help all along.
>Over and over, I've been saying, "Help me."
>And now, all of a sudden, you tell me to "Hang in there."
>But I can't hang in there anymore.
>I said "Help me" because I can't.

Also keep in mind it's almost 4 am in Japan.
Anonymous No.103106856 [Report] >>103106946
>>103106828
well understandable, but at the same time what the fuck does she expect anyone to do?
Anonymous No.103106884 [Report]
>>103103690
me too man
Anonymous No.103106892 [Report]
>>103103838
all bots btw.
Anonymous No.103106913 [Report] >>103107221 >>103107363 >>103107996 >>103109356 >>103121627
Threads like these really make me question how much people here truly care about VTubers as people.
It's like people want AI to take over this hobby. And that would be very bad.
Anonymous No.103106934 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Anonymous No.103106946 [Report]
>>103106856
Someone who's bipolar, extremely mentally ill and lives in poverty in rural Japan isn't exactly going to give you a clear answer, especially when she's having a mental breakdown at 3 am on a Tuesday. Honestly I will be genuinely surprised if she doesn't nuke her Youtube account.
Anonymous No.103107128 [Report]
>>103106520
Her fans can do that, not some malicious actors from 4chan flooding her comments with /#/speak
Anonymous No.103107221 [Report]
>>103106913
>AI take over
>No more relationship BS threads from sisters or unicorns
>No more taking breaks
>No more lazy whores that don't stream
>Infinite kino from entire communities training their AI oshi to be racist or sexist or both
And you act like this is a bad thing?
Anonymous No.103107268 [Report]
>>103105533
/vt/ even as a husk of its former self can give her a morphine shot and boost her numbers for a while but unless she builds up a real fanbase independent of /vt/ her prognosis is grim. It needs to be JP too because the cultural and language barrier is too high.
It worked for Towa because she was a holo and had memes.
Anonymous No.103107363 [Report] >>103107679
>>103106913
How much people truly care about the mexican in a Mickey Mouse costume?
I'm not without empathy but chubas are supposed to help me, get through my shitty day, not the other way around.
Anonymous No.103107375 [Report] >>103111854
>>103106654
how is that corpo even active until now, that's fucked up
Anonymous No.103107490 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
>She wasn't famous. But she mattered.
Clearly she didn't.
Anonymous No.103107544 [Report] >>103107621 >>103107657 >>103107696 >>103107931 >>103112445
>overseas jp 1views are literally starving to death and killing themselves for literally one more view or fan
>meanwhile western whores like nimi earn thousands of simpbuxx and cuck their entire fanbases on a whim
where is god
Anonymous No.103107586 [Report]
>bawww I'm gonna kill myself please someone help me
>people show up
>wahhh nobody helped me
Do a flip.
Anonymous No.103107621 [Report]
>>103107544
That's the difference between being stuck as an Indie in a sea of Indies and being part of one of the biggest vtuber corps in the world (though not even that guarantees success, see: Hitomi Chris, Yogiri, and almost all the JP homos that left Stars).
Anonymous No.103107657 [Report]
>>103107544
Nobody forced a Japanese woman with garbage self esteem who thought being an indie would be easy to become a vTuber. Next time go work a register.
Anonymous No.103107679 [Report]
>>103107363
tourist or newfag.
Anonymous No.103107696 [Report] >>103109947
>>103107544
>DUDE CORPOS SUCK TAKE THE INDIE PILL
>the indie pill:
Anonymous No.103107722 [Report] >>103107880
>>103104461
That's not shitty advice, it's the best advice you could give, don't be alone with your depressing thoughts, talk to someone about them, share your feelings and worries. Just not me, cause I don't care.
Anonymous No.103107775 [Report]
Fun fact: talking to someone doesn't help.
You need actual help.
Anonymous No.103107814 [Report]
>>103105477
I'm gonna go to Japan marry her and bring her back to my home
Anonymous No.103107836 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
MY FINAL MESSAG
GOODBYE
Anonymous No.103107880 [Report] >>103107901 >>103107914
>>103107722
and you just killed that person
Anonymous No.103107901 [Report]
>>103107880
You're next.
Anonymous No.103107914 [Report]
>>103107880
You say that like he could've saved them in the first place
Anonymous No.103107931 [Report] >>103108104
>>103107544
doesn't give a shit, is sadistic monster or doesn't exist
Anonymous No.103107996 [Report]
>>103106913
I care as much as the vtuber cares about it's viewers
Anonymous No.103108104 [Report] >>103128282
>>103107931
Reminder that after she ends it all, eternal suffering in a lake of fire awaits her. She didn't have a chance of choosing any other fate by the way.
This is apparently perfect justice for some people.
Anonymous No.103108131 [Report]
>>103106520
>Not giving her attention is bad too
>She will just end it
it sucks but they are not your responsibility.
Anonymous No.103108272 [Report]
That’s darker side of vtubing I haven’t seen but it’s not unexpected. Shit.
Anonymous No.103108314 [Report]
>>103105559
You can also read the tweets she was doing right up until the suicide, she was very talkative
Anonymous No.103108317 [Report] >>103108413 >>103108480 >>103108498 >>103109106
https://www.youtube.com/post/Ugkxz0tqfFAGRNNiK-YtbdetSzXMIehaiotL
>I'm sorry.
>After all,
>the translation didn't work out.

>I'm sorry.

>I'm sorry.

https://www.youtube.com/post/Ugkxom0zBN2xWSjeRqrJlHgyyBLQuDX4EpJJ
>No one helped me,
>but now you're suddenly being so kind. That's not fair.

>Yesterday and the day before, I kept asking for help.
>I kept asking for help,
>but now you're telling me to
>do my best.

>I can't do my best anymore.
>I can't do my best,
>so I asked for help.

You could have saved her. You could have saved her, /vt/.

Look at her face...
Anonymous No.103108347 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Mel Nekomata has made me not care about chubbas wanting pity.
Anonymous No.103108413 [Report]
>>103108317
>ask for help
>finally get help
>noooo you can't do that it's not fair!
Woman moment.
Anonymous No.103108424 [Report]
>>103106080
They will tax e-thots.
Anonymous No.103108467 [Report]
Well I'd love to donate but I can only join once on yt and even then google will take 30% of the money but not before my government takes 25%, is there any other avenue she's got set up?
Anonymous No.103108480 [Report]
>>103108317
>>You could have saved her
I literally could not. Not a single viewer could have.
Anonymous No.103108498 [Report]
>>103108317
The only way I could save her is if she marries me
Anonymous No.103108590 [Report]
>>103106137
https://x.com/ao8916
Anonymous No.103108900 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
will bet money she has a bf
Anonymous No.103108928 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Women have weak mental. Ive seen male streamers being 1views for their entire careers and be fine
Anonymous No.103109004 [Report]
do a flip whore
Anonymous No.103109106 [Report] >>103109161 >>103109288 >>103112683
>>103108317
westoids may not know this but Japanese internet is full of attention starved menheras like this to the point a lot people just learned to ignore them
Anonymous No.103109115 [Report]
>>103104084
Because sometimes it can actually work if you talk to someone who genuinely understands. I don't like talking very much, but nothing helped more when I was dealing with a loss than joining a support group and talking it through with people who had similar experiences. Even if you don't know anything else about the other person, it helps to know that you're not the only one experiencing those feelings.
Anonymous No.103109161 [Report] >>103109278
>>103109106
>why is japan the loneliest society in the world?
Anonymous No.103109273 [Report] >>103109340
>>103103883
bruh
Anonymous No.103109278 [Report] >>103109288
>>103109161
I wouldn't want to deal with crazy women as well desu
Anonymous No.103109288 [Report]
>>103109106
>>103109278
I'd marry one just for the spouse visa desu
Anonymous No.103109302 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Stream it so at least you can die a 4viewer
Anonymous No.103109340 [Report] >>103110430 >>103120130
>>103109273
it's a bop
https://youtu.be/hc0ZDaAZQT0
Anonymous No.103109356 [Report]
>>103106913
I mean would it really
Anonymous No.103109523 [Report] >>103109708
>>103106080
They hate anime, believe the Japanese empire dindu nuffin to warrant the evil, totally unprovoked war against it by the allies, and want to restore emperor worship. Right wing weeb burgers think they are great though because they think they won't be treated like the OTHER gaijin.
Anonymous No.103109561 [Report]
Pics or it didn't happen
Anonymous No.103109666 [Report]
I couldn't be fucked but someone should offer her an out via marriage and expatriating.
Anonymous No.103109708 [Report]
>>103109523
that's why Hoshutō is intellectuals right wing choice
Anonymous No.103109900 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Female browsers, contact me on Discord. Tag: j1bunw00

more so if you enjoy videogames, anime, and all artistiic and creatiive—whether it's loIi, Pokemon, Fate, Dragon Quest, Limbus Company, Bravely Default, Fire Emblem, /m/ series, Kemono, SMT, Mega Man, Monogatari, RWBY, Digimon, Disgaea or series like , Sonic, 3D SFM, Castlevania, Touhou,and more.Danganronpa, Monster Hunter, Final Fantasy, and more
Anonymous No.103109947 [Report]
>>103107696
I think the "indie" pill faggots should be the "get lucky enough to join Hololive, get lucky enough to get a following while in there and then quit to become an indie" pill faggots.
Anonymous No.103110430 [Report]
>>103109340
as fucked up as it is, i have to agree with ya
Anonymous No.103110503 [Report] >>103112040
>>103105532
Dude, every streamer you know is going to die. The only difference between them and the ones that offed themselves is that they're currently still trapped.
Anonymous No.103110936 [Report] >>103111067 >>103111156 >>103111492 >>103112312 >>103120800
>6am in nihonland
>no updates
she might no longer be with us or someone took off her phone/pc...
Anonymous No.103111067 [Report]
>>103110936
hot
Anonymous No.103111156 [Report]
>>103110936
Owari da...
Anonymous No.103111214 [Report]
>>103105295
The buildings are not even that tall, only an idiot would try jumping off those.
Anonymous No.103111492 [Report]
>>103110936
Busy with her manager (bf) please be patient
Anonymous No.103111514 [Report] >>103111689 >>103111954 >>103121725
>>103103479 (OP)
The only reason I'm not dead yet is because my sister would be sad. Once she finds enough happiness to buffer the sadness, I can go
Anonymous No.103111689 [Report]
>>103111514
Very considerate anon, good plan.
Anonymous No.103111854 [Report]
>>103107375
Welcome to the real japan. Corpos within and outside this industry make shit like NijiEN look minimal.
Suicide by stress? Death by overwork? Chernobyl-tier toxic work environment? Who gives a shit?
Anonymous No.103111954 [Report]
>>103111514
same shit but it’s my parents
Anonymous No.103112040 [Report] >>103112570
>>103110503
Yes, life everywhere at all times is a never-ending struggle between fulfillment and deprivation, which always ends in death. Now, knowing this, will you fight or perish like a dog?
Anonymous No.103112082 [Report] >>103129412
>>103104084
Exactly. Its like telling a homeless guy
>buy a house
Fucking idiots
Anonymous No.103112312 [Report]
>>103110936
What if she just went to sleep?
Anonymous No.103112445 [Report] >>103112814
>>103107544
The Japanese indie scene is insanely brutal. EN viewers seem much more willing to watch indies.
Anonymous No.103112570 [Report] >>103127352
>>103112040
>fight *and perish like a dog
Fixed that for you
Anonymous No.103112683 [Report]
>>103109106
>He doesn't want cool stab scar made by love and with care
Fagget the lot of them no wonder the birthrate is shit
Anonymous No.103112814 [Report]
>>103112445
Japs are corpo pilled drones
Anonymous No.103112992 [Report] >>103117318 >>103129511
Once again i prevail over /vt/
Anonymous No.103113854 [Report]
Female browsers, contact me on Discord. Tag: j1bunw00

more so if you enjoy videogames, anime, and all artistiic and creatiive—whether it's loIi, Pokemon, Fate, Dragon Quest,Limbus Company, Bravely Default, Fire Emblem, /m/ series, Kemono, SMT, Mega Man, Monogatari, RWBY, Digimon, Disgaea or series like , Sonic, 3D SFM, Castlevania, Touhou,and more.Danganronpa, Monster Hunter, Final Fantasy, and more
Anonymous No.103114005 [Report]
>woman doesn't have enough attention
Wow, so sad. Sending positive vibes right now!

Literally just play the horse girl flavor of the month game
Anonymous No.103117142 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
Who
Anonymous No.103117318 [Report]
>>103112992
>>103104913
Just because you're correct doesn't mean you're right!
Anonymous No.103117543 [Report] >>103117870
>>103105799
Retard

>>103104084
The normgroid is not capable of realizing people usually become depressed because society shut them out and isolated them. It is much rarer and more shocking for a guy with a lot of friends to kill himself because sad, but not for someone who feels they have no one and their life is meaningless. It screams being out of touch and more important the room temperature normalfag IQ where they just kind of vibe with other normalfags about mundane things like WWE or relationship drama.
Anonymous No.103117753 [Report]
If you didn't membership, you are complicit in her death? Are you?
Anonymous No.103117870 [Report]
>>103117543
It baffles me that people think just talking to someone can make a person no longer suicidal. I'm guessing they're extroverts who can't comprehend life not revolving around social interactions.
Personally I don't view suicide itself as a sad thing. It's everything that led up to it. Being bullied, ugly, poor, unlucky, rape victim, etc. You don't just reverse those things by talking to some faggot with a savior complex.
Anonymous No.103118104 [Report] >>103118248 >>103119717
Dawg, just play some gawd damn games! She don't play nothing on her channel, just ASMR and singing junk. Play new trending games, play Elden Ring that's always a boost for small vtubers, play those cheap ass indie horror games that Caseoh be playing all the time. Do it consistently for a few months and you will see some growth!
Anonymous No.103118248 [Report]
>>103118104(me)
And advertise your streams on Twitter, Bluesky, Reddit, Facebook etc using hashtags for the games you playing and that will bring in a few more eyes.
Anonymous No.103119571 [Report] >>103120015
Is Shira kill?
Anonymous No.103119717 [Report] >>103121894
>>103118104
>play Elden Ring that's always a boost for small vtubers
Seriously? Do people actually do this? Watch a random 2 view because they are playing a game you've played/seen 50 times before?
Anonymous No.103120015 [Report]
>>103119571
No updates for the past 6 hours...
Anonymous No.103120130 [Report] >>103120388
>>103109340
oh damn it is.
Why do people put so much effort into thtese?
Anonymous No.103120329 [Report]
Good job /vt/, scratch one more
Anonymous No.103120388 [Report]
>>103120130
it was a psa sorta
Anonymous No.103120800 [Report]
>>103110936
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5o1lNwRGGM
Anonymous No.103121627 [Report]
>>103106913
I do, but women with BPD are no joke.
Anonymous No.103121725 [Report]
>>103111514
Same but it's because I'm a coward.
Anonymous No.103121894 [Report]
>>103119717
Im pretty sure its about seeing how they react to the game and all that and not the game itself as a draw
Anonymous No.103122053 [Report]
>>103104084
because if you are too weak to get out of the mud on your own, you'll need someone to help pull you out
after that, if you have a habit of jumping into mud, you either have to learn how to get out of it on your own, or be left behind
Anonymous No.103122181 [Report] >>103126685 >>103128022 >>103128543
>>103103479 (OP)
this is so slowly turning into /b/ with the way you guys are stalking vulnerable people.
Anonymous No.103123057 [Report]
BPD, not even once.
Anonymous No.103126050 [Report] >>103128498
The world is cold and callous. I hope she finds happiness, but occurrences like this always make me think about those who are in this situation that we never even hear about. Tragic all around.
Anonymous No.103126685 [Report]
>>103122181
newGOD...
Anonymous No.103126976 [Report]
>>103106427
Guess I'm just too intellectual for any topics on this earth, then.
Anonymous No.103127194 [Report] >>103127882
>Last update: 9 hours ago
Anonymous No.103127328 [Report]
>>103104084
There are many different kinds of suicidal tendency, but the kind that publically advertises their impending suicide for attention is the type thag genuinely needs to just talk to people about normal things, and realize that you dont need to stand on a table and scream to get people to notice you.
Anonymous No.103127352 [Report]
>>103112570
Yes, some expressions of fatalism are more dignified than others. Which one will you choose?
Anonymous No.103127882 [Report] >>103128081 >>103128150 >>103128335 >>103128405 >>103128507 >>103128577 >>103129290 >>103133471 >>103134502 >>103134882
>>103127194
SHE SURVIVES ANOTHER DAY
Anonymous No.103128022 [Report]
>>103122181
>slowly
Anonymous No.103128081 [Report] >>103128785 >>103134502
>>103127882
This was a planned move to increase ccv
t.menhera expert
Anonymous No.103128150 [Report]
>>103127882
Hope always triumphs
Anonymous No.103128154 [Report]
>>103104084
>non suicidal person has shitty advice to give to suicidal person
just the way it is
Anonymous No.103128282 [Report]
>>103108104
And all of those things happing to her are of her own choice. You have free will, you can not and will not escape or bargain your way out of the consequences of your choices. Her not making it has a vtuber was God literally telling her to choose a different career path, she chose not to listen as most people choose not to listen. This image will always be true and no amount of cope and seethe will change it
Anonymous No.103128335 [Report]
>>103127882
very cool google translate poetry, I wonder how interesting this next bpd loop will be
Anonymous No.103128405 [Report]
>>103127882
I hope you make it and find happiness, long-winded JP menhera-chan.
Anonymous No.103128498 [Report]
>>103126050
I think about that as well. Seeing the poor countryside in Japan has left quite an impression on me.
Anonymous No.103128507 [Report]
>>103127882
the burden is now shared
don't drop her fags
Anonymous No.103128543 [Report]
>>103122181
It got a lot worse after Nyfco collapsed, and then even worse after the hack had nearly all of the actual vtuber fans leave.
Anonymous No.103128577 [Report] >>103128824
>>103127882
Stop giving menhera's pity follows when you can't even understand them. What you going to do? Watch her streams when you barely understand her? You'll quit in a single stream and nothing will change. The only people that could help her are Japs and they couldn't care less about 1view indies.
Anonymous No.103128697 [Report]
/vt/ never learns.
Anonymous No.103128785 [Report] >>103129703
>>103128081
I think so too.
I've been in this same place before, and actually live in Japan where I could extend a helping hand or just ear if that's what they wanted.
It's not what they are looking for though.
Anonymous No.103128824 [Report]
>>103128577
she should come on /vt/ and say "I'm a girl" and post her feminine-looking elbow or something w/ timestamp and she will get all the love and attention she could ever want.
Anonymous No.103129273 [Report]
>>103104323
A minimal stress job has many benefits like social interaction, small achievable goals, structure, and a feeling of contributing to a team.
There's a reason many retired people choose to work at Wal-Mart.
Anonymous No.103129290 [Report]
>>103127882
I missed the period in the channel name and thought the account was deleted. whew
Anonymous No.103129412 [Report]
>>103112082
Bad analogy
Like how is somebody homeless?
Just get a house
Anonymous No.103129511 [Report]
>>103112992
The priest smiles...
Anonymous No.103129630 [Report] >>103129795
>>103103479 (OP)
There are thousands of African people dying right now and OP still shitposting on /vt/
Anonymous No.103129703 [Report] >>103129890
>>103128785
Ask her to step on a scale and take a picture first
Anonymous No.103129795 [Report]
>>103129630
It’s ok my oshi, Bill Gates, is getting them all vaccines as we speak
Anonymous No.103129890 [Report] >>103131194
>>103129703
Sure, but most menheras here are actually underweight. Check a video with the crazy girls in To-yoko or something and you'll see.
Anonymous No.103130009 [Report]
>>103103479 (OP)
she should marry me irl
Anonymous No.103130280 [Report] >>103132182 >>103132874
>>103103479 (OP)
reminder that girls like this have been pounded by 200 different men. I know because my BPD sister is a walking grenade and a massive whore. male loneliness and female loneliness are fundamentally different. one is characterized by silent suffering and true social isolation, the other is characterized by failing to lock down a man who will put up with their psychotic chaos. if you are a female and lonely, it's because you are some form of psychotic. you don't want to "save her" because she can never be saved, she'll drag you down to her level and leave you hollow.
Anonymous No.103131194 [Report]
>>103129890
True, but better safe than sorry
Anonymous No.103132182 [Report]
>>103130280
Can you introduce me to your sister
Anonymous No.103132874 [Report]
>>103130280
Nah, you’ve been sucked into your sister’s menhera gravity about being sad and lonely when that’s part of the classic BPD attention seeking trap. They’re a totally different species from girls with actual depression. Depressed girls can get better eventually, BPD bitches need a cocktail of meds 24/7 for the rest of their lives.
Anonymous No.103133471 [Report]
>>103127882
Now watch her do the same trick again once the subs become dead subs.
Anonymous No.103133494 [Report] >>103134013
>>103103479 (OP)
>reopens twitter and discord
>"only to send money"
that was the plan all along
Anonymous No.103134013 [Report]
>>103133494
I donated a couple hundred
Anonymous No.103134502 [Report] >>103134653 >>103134882
>>103127882
>>103128081
Was it all a grift?
Anonymous No.103134599 [Report]
https://twitter.com/shiraxxshiraxx/status/1952008031656452264

What did Shira mean by this?

Her model has big boobs...
Anonymous No.103134653 [Report] >>103136071
>>103134502
Dear newfag to menheras, this is textbook Itadaki joshi Riri/Watanabe Mai modus operandi.
Anonymous No.103134682 [Report]
This shit is just mentally ill attention whoring. People have been pulling this shit on the internet for decades. People that actually want to kill themselves don't announce it to the world over and over again, they just do it. At most they leave 1 goodbye message and then do it. Don't fall for the grift.
Anonymous No.103134882 [Report]
>>103127882
>>103134502
played us like a damn fiddle
Anonymous No.103136071 [Report]
>>103134653
What?
Anonymous No.103137297 [Report] >>103138975
she did this previously before as well
Anonymous No.103138975 [Report]
>>103137297
When and where?