>>103524097
A TLDR summary is kids are awful shits that traumatized her from an early age, but the year or so before she joined holo and left the work force let her more appreciate what she got.
She started developing breast from a young age. Like by the time she was in the 5th grade she had E cups. Kids made fun of her calling her a cow and her brother an African refugee from how skinny he was. Going into middle school girls hated on her for drawing the eye of all the boys and the guys all creeping on her. Sometime in high school she starts doing radio type content on NND from essentially being isolated, where one of her classmates finds out and tries to blackmail her into dating him. Yes just like your doujins. Luckily for her she had a teacher that actually stepped in and listened to her.
Thereβs also the stuff with her dad but Iβm not too knowledgeable on him, but heβs essentially been out of the picture after he got a gambling addiction. And just abandoned them.
Going into the work force after uni also did some stuff that made her not like dudes but I think that was more the annoying office workforce. It wasnβt until she wanted to start pursuing Internet work to leave her shitty office job that she started to more appreciate her booba and the power it holds over people. And she did asmr and other content for like a year before she joined holo.