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>Merch
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>Fan website & resources
https://piwwow.love/
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>Latest cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sQ1j9pZvtIE
>Latest event
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Zl4iZ5TMNg

>Latest stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9zemdk6hLpE
>Upcoming stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgMGWHzc46Q

Thread rules:

Falling deeply, unironically in love with pillow and opening yourself up to having your heart broken one day!

>>103550042 (OP)
built for 0view male vtweeter cock

>>103550060
When are we legalising rape?

>>103550869
We'll have to see how much the brat teases us during the yoga.

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1956501322062057480
What do you think prompted this?

>>103551202
No idea.

>>103550594
The fate of all piwwos.

One day she's going to graduate and that thought kills me. Even if she's picked up by a corpo, it's likely I'll follow but 80-90% of what I love about her will stop or be significantly diluted. There will be new things she hasn't tried and a new tight group of genmates which will be fun, so there will be gains in addition to the losses, but I can't see the gains outweighing what we will no longer have. I'll be happy for her, though.

>>103551191
GIWTWM

behave

>>103553566
That's a hot face

>>103553566
>behave
Make me

>>103553566
k Pillow

Pillow and/or Fempiwwo, how to wife one, if not both, of you?

there’s a piwwow cheating on Pillow in /pxl/

>>103555523
so cute

>>103555523
I'll always bet on you, Pillow.

Flexible sex with Pillow after yoga

Women stretching is one of the most underrated erotic things. I hope my daughter isn’t doing this intentionally.

>>103556105
I feel bad about suggesting in an earlier thread that she couldn't be wholly innocent while doing stuff like that on stream. I now believe that she has purely wholesome intentions and trust that she'll never try to appeal to men's perverted desires.

Time for stretchies
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgMGWHzc46Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgMGWHzc46Q
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgMGWHzc46Q

>>103551202
Interesting maybe she had some piwwos cancel memberships really recently?

Yoga time boys and lady

>>103557218
>and lady
It's over anon. You have to forget her.

>Two years of loving you! Pillow, would you make me the happiest man alive and allow me to spend the rest of my life with you? PillowDear, will you marry me?
Chill man

>>103557298
man's just shooting his shot

Are you actually following along? I'm giving it a try.

Yes lol. Have been coding all morning and need to move.

Pillow panties

Falling Pillow cute...

why is there moomin going on? feel like thats a copyright strike to happen

I want to kiss her thigh heart.

>good at laying down and reaching-around stretches
All that butthole practice is paying off

How is stretching getting her tired? How unfit is she?

>>103558379
About as unfit as anyone who spends a lot of time indoors. I'm beat too lol

I never watched Pillow before, but I really enjoy(ed) that stream. She's cute.

The three tasks:
>giving me a nursing handjob
>sitting on my face
>giving Olive her first orgasm

>>103558466
Nice! How did you hear of her?

I love my motivated and hard-working Pillow.

>gets me stretching and improving my physical health
>now helping me with mental health
I want to hug her

>I think one of the worst things you can feel in life is alone
Pillow been through it :(

>deleted tiktok at age 21
based

>>103558592
I don't know, I guess I saw this thread on the log one day, her design is great and you guys seemed alright.

>>103558677
Is she really that young?

>lots of handcams this month HUH?~
was...was that addressed at us?

>>103558795
Yes she started her channel when she was 17

>>103558795
NTA but she said she graduated during the pandemic.

>>103558795
~22. She's so lovely and un-zoomer for a woman her age.

Why is she toying with me like this?

kanna's tourney

>>103559023
She's giving us what we want fellow gosling. Let's just enjoy her content.

>>103559056
Kanna and Pillow should paint each other's nails with Kanna acting like Pillow's mom.

>>103559184
Stop being horny.

>>103558935
Truly. The world needs more Pillows.

Kanna and Pillow should massage each other's chest with Kanna acting like Pillow's mom.

Slept through comfy morning again award

>>103559285
>'Oh sweetie I wonder when these will start growing? Mine were already forming at your age and I got lots of looks from the boys in class'

>>103559360
It's ok pilbro, she'd understand

Pillow mentions kanna a good amount and said she admires her. I wonder if kanna knows that pillow looks up to her

Pillow's ADHD coping technique is really cute. Going to buy myself a nice mechanical pencil and paper to give it a go, too. Task and note apps are convenient to save digital things like urls/links/images which you need to attach to a task, but other than that I think physically writing it is so much nicer and feels more like a commitment.

Any suggestions?

>>103559737
She talks herself down, but she's a really motivated person who's accomplished so much. Even though she'd never know otherwise, I'm gonna do the stuff I've been putting off to not disappoint her.

>>103559184
*toenails

>>103560478
Bet she has beautiful pale feet with little pink toes.

>>103559360
Same...

"The world's largest Piwwooooo!"

>>103558875
>>103558935
I don't like to think I'm older than her...

Pillow is currently 22. She'll turn 23 on February 13th! She is a little sad that her birthday isn't right on Valentine's Day since it's her favorite holiday, though

>>103563586
Well, it'll be Feb 14 in other parts of the world

>>103563586
She should get a PO box. I'd like to send her something for the big day, and I'm sure many others would as well.

>>103564176
Not sure if you’re shitposting but I’d unironically like to buy her nice things as personal gifts and stuff for streams.

>>103564232
I don't know what gave you that impression lol, but I'm not.

>>103564373
buttschizo will buy her sex toys

I highly doubt Pillow would ever be open to the idea of a PO box or even a throne account, simply because she'd feel guilty taking even more from us

>>103564438
Someone will almost certainly ruin it, yes, and then she'll never read by handwritten letter about what she means to me.

>>103564494 (me)
Not to imply that donations are a bad thing, but this is more so Pillow's mentality. She's extremely thankful for money donations because she needs them to live, but she also doesn't want to outright take our money. She values time spent together far more than she values money thrown at her

>>103564494
>>103564526
She's very sweet that way but I hope she considers it.

Pillow had a throne for a few months when she started streaming but she eventually closed it

Throne is for girls who want to get gifted dildos

>>103565231
The throne was from long before her streaming days. It was made early on, but also closed early on

I want to make Pillow a cute bracelet to wear on stream!

>>103565564
Are you f-female?

Pillow is such a sweet and loving innocent girl. I want to hug and kiss her and have a passionate love-making session with her

>>103565883
How do I know you're not Pillow typing this to get me thinking of making love to you?

>>103566231
Pillow is not real, she can't hurt you

Pillow should do seasonal nail streams. A stream for spring, summer, autumn and winter where she creates cute designs for that season. Obviously Halloween, Valentines and Christmas, too.

Is Pillow good at Mario Kart? Or is she just there for a fun time

>>103568527
She got last place in the previous tournament

I miss pillow

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1956839833558458602
He (she? idk) has to pay

>>103569365
Both Seaweed and Kenny (Olive’s cat) are female

PO box please. I have some ideas.

I'm starting have feeling for Mint. Should I tell pillow?

>>103572347
Tell her for the next confession stream.

>>103572347
Better monitor your symptoms. Once you start collab begging you're too far gone.

butt slug in minto butt without telling pillow and then giving it back to her

>>103565564
fempiwwo?

>>103572347
Pillow will kill herself

>>103572347
Anon, you're gonna make her kill herself

>>103572347
Alright, you're getting locked up. Time for Pillow re-education camp.

Don't let the thread die while I'm asleep. Goodnight Piwwos

>>103576484
Goodnight all piwwos, even if the thread dies we will return.

What if pillowdear dropped a little lore and revealed that there's a 0view male vtweeter's baby growing in her womb?

>>103577642
why would you say this

>>103572347
Based Wispiwwo

>>103578951
Would you get a stiffy?

Does pillow touch herself?

>>103579665
Idk, let's ask her!

>>103578951
It appears Pillow's superiority has garnered some attention from the anti-unicorn crowd.

Pillow cute!

Imagine Pillow

's nuts across your face

I'm sorry... please don't die!

french kissing pillow and tasting her saliva

Her hands are so so so pretty. I make my own bracelets and jewellery and would love a way to anonymously send her cute things.

I just want a gawt dang picture of a Pillow!

What if Pillow actually hates us and it’s all just an act?

>>103589123
Then it's a very good act.

>>103589123
That would hurt me more than her having a bf the whole time.

>>103589123
She would hate ME the most!

>>103589902
I'm sure she has a soft spot for you, buttschizo. At the very least she knows you're loyal to her ass (now fempiwwo isn't around).

How doxx-proof is an Amazon wish list for Pillow? If there's anything she needs for streams I'd happily help out when I can.

>>103589895
If she had a bf the whole time that would make her a sociopath level of liar so rather than hate she would likely feel nothing towards us in that scenario.

>>103590788
I'm not saying it wouldn't destroy me, but I'm realistic about vtubing in that I don't expect any of them to be single. I've had 2 long-term relationships in the past and you don't see your partner every day all day if you don't live with them, so even on days vtubers stream they could still be meeting their partner at any other point of the day for multple hours.

I guess that's why it doesn't hurt me as much as them outright despising and looking down on their fans who they know are in shitty situations (mentally) and just coldly exploit them for money without a care in the world. Vtubers who are in relationships and make a very conscious effort to hide it for the kayfabe, but actually enjoy spending time with their fans and care for them aren't too bad imo. That's how I like to think most of them are.

Thinking about impregnating Pillow again.

Piwwos please remember all the time and love and extra effort pillow goes through for us. I don’t think she hates us

Do we know if pillow swallows? Do she like the taste of cum?

>>103592492
IIRC Pillow said she prefers salty over sweet.

>>103592531
Nice so she would probably play with it in her mouth for a little while enjoying the taste before looking us in the eyes and swallowing it for us

>>103592709
SEX

Hear me out.
Pillow soft findom.

I wish we had more pillow pits

Looks like we've entered horny hours.

>>103592964
>pillow visits our dreams
>wake up with morning wood everyday

what did she mean by this?

>>103593416
If Pillow saw your morning wood while you were still asleep, what would she do?

>>103589123
>>103589895
>>103590788
>>103590918
>>103592309
I don't think that Pillow hates her fans. Given what she's told us about herself, it makes sense that she'd be grateful to have so many people care for her. I don't know what to think about her relationship status. On one hand, if she's as much of an introvert and a recluse as she says she is, she's not meeting or striking up conversations with a lot of people. On the other, it's hard to believe that such a lovely young woman wouldn't be in a relationship. I don't want her to feel under pressure to disclose (or not disclose) anything; I just think that we should be realistic and not get carried away with fantasies. I hope that the overwhelming response to an announcement from Pillow that she's seeing someone would be that of congratulations. We should all want her to be happy.

>>103593461
Gently sex talk and moan in your ear to make sure it's her you're thinking of in your dream and not some other vtuber whore polluting your perverted brain.

>>103593657
I'm sorry i dreamt of having anal sex with mint. please forgive me pillow

>>103593657
That is so Pillow.

>>103593464
>I hope that the overwhelming response to an announcement from Pillow that she's seeing someone would be that of congratulations. We should all want her to be happy.
If she were to announce it, I would ultimately be pleased for her and not surprised, but I would also not watch her anymore for at that point, she's no longer my responsibility. A lot of Naplings who dropped Nimi had that approach: 'Congratulations and thanks for the good times, but I'm out and will move on now'. Again, that's only if she were to ((announce)) it. If she got doxxed or something happened during a stream that pretty much underlined it, I'd kind of feel bad for her because she didn't intentionally bring that shit to streams or her character unlike Nimi, but it would still be a major blow. If she dropped all the parasocial and GFE stuff after that, I'd continue watching for I still think she's cool but yeah, there will no longer be any parasocial feelings for her. Purely an entertainer at that point.

Pillow blowing her significant other right after ending stream telling us how much she loves us

>>103593996
Well said I share your sentiments exactly. I'm just going to trust Pillow, being suspicious of her is unhealthy and leads to becoming an anti.

I want to make Pillow experience the joy and wonder of marriage and motherhood.

>>103596238
What if the sex fades after marriage? Would you still love her?

>>103596289
of course! even more when our kids slowly grow up sheltered and happy, looking like their mother more and more each day. i couldn't imagine a greater joy, so something like sex fading wouldn't be that grim.

>>103596356
The sex may reduce significantly but she'll find the energy for a lactating nursing handjob now she's a mother.

Behave.

>>103596866
Sorry pillow

>>103596866
Do a sexy moan next stream

Wife awake

I want Pillow to have a hag model rigged and talk in that deeper sexy voice of hers. It can be a Pillow from the future and she tells us all the crazy shit that will happen soon.

>>103597590
That's a good idea. I miss her mature voice. Maybe she thinks people don't like it or it doesn't fit her brand, but she could do something like you said for a reason to bring it back. I'd hoped WillowFear would be a recurring character for that reason.

>>103597707
>Maybe she thinks people don't like it
I actually started watching BECAUSE of that voice. Ages ago I remember watching something like a news segment of hers and was blown away by the VA skills. I don't know if she used some voice changer or not but she still had to work on the intonation and delivery and I thought it was really cool.

>>103597787
Yeah, I liked the comfy news segments she used to do because of the voice. I don't know why she stopped.

>>103598012
She probably dropped it because she forgot about, she tends to be a little forgetful sometimes. That said, she also gets so jealous of her deep voice because of how people tend to react to it. It hurts her a lot to see so many people react the way they do to her deep voice compared to her real, natural voice

>>103595648
>Pillow is a young bright girl aimed to make lives of people on the Internet better
>her fans are all traumatised jaded old men who lie to themselves that it they just choose to enjoy this particular illusion of happiness because why not

>>103598382
>so parasocial she gets jealous of her own characters played by herself

>>103598384
I've had two really bad experiences with small corpos who I had to drop one graduated and ran off with a discord groomer mod, which is another reason why I avoid Pillow's discord. Pillow is my last hope.

>>103598382
>It hurts her a lot to see so many people react the way they do to her deep voice compared to her real, natural voice
That's plausible actually. I wanted to find a clip that was pretty funny where she was explaining that her deep voice wasn't in fact her natural voice. I'd thought it was. I don't believe that her PillowDear voice is either, though.

>>103598384
>her fans are all traumatised jaded old men
You don't understand, I'm only 24! 24 is young!

>>103598775
>I avoid Pillow's discord
You're not missing much. Some art gets posted there and there's a Minecraft server soon to relaunch, but Pillow's not active (understandably) besides replying to art and holding that M&G a couple weeks ago. It's mostly just the same few people talking about nothing and posting "good morning"/"goodnight" messages.

>>103599031
>It's mostly just the same few people talking about nothing and posting "good morning"/"goodnight" messages.
So where do all the piwwows get together and chat if not discord?

>>103599266
/here/, of course

>>103599266
/here/

Am I the only one that thinks it's unironically extremely cruel to Pillow herself to suspect that she is lying to her fans despite how frequently she mentions detecting the idea of cheating on us and how much she hates lying?
It's insane to me how people try to excuse what would be horrifying behavior to the person in question as if the assumption that they wouldn't do it is somehow crazy. It's an incredibly shallow way of looking at a person.
Of course I'd be horrified if she secretly had a partner all this time. It would be insane to feel otherwise. I'm not going to assume the girl I love who explicitly goes out of her way to say she loves us in a romantic sense is actually a sociopathic monster who lies as easily as she breathes. That's anti behavior.

>>103599348 (me)
detesting* not detecting

>>103599281
>>103599302
She has like 2-300 dedicate fans who turn up to streams. Where the fuck are they all? I'd like to have more piwwows here but I'm worried a lot of them would find /vt/ too abrasive.

>>103599401
Twitter or discord or /here/ or lurking

>>103599348
I agree with you man. I think everyone is just on edge because of how many GFE girls have been revealed to have a boyfriend behind the scenes

I'm the least insecure Piwwo

>>103599348
I don't disagree with you, but unless you've been on the receiving end of a 'vtuber breakup', it's probably hard to fathom why some would be so sensitive. It's really painful when a vtuber you love goes mask-off and reveals she's actually evil and never liked you.

>>103599522
I am literally an ex-f*ndead, I get the sense of not being able to trust people, believe me. But after watching pillow for going on 2 years now I could never find it in me to assume shes doing something as awful as that, it would be an insult to her and everything she's strived to do.
That doesn't mean that being insecure doesn't make sense for people that have gotten burned, trauma is real and awful - I just mean that it shouldn't be something people try to justify. That's all. We're here because we want to trust her, and she clearly wants us to trust her too. I think that means something.

>>103599348
That's why I've never accused her of lying. I trust her and I think that rumours and speculation about her life are distasteful and often rude. But I also think that you can save yourself a lot of pain and heartbreak by treating all VTubers as just people playing characters for our entertainment. With Pillow and others who foster parasocial relationships with their fans (intentionally or otherwise) that's more difficult, because you get the impression that they're very similar to their online personas. Pillow is more open about herself than most, and part of me believes that she's more or less just being herself when she's PillowDear, but at the same time I worry that that's naive and I'm allowing myself to develop feelings for a person who doesn't actually exist.

But we shouldn't even feel personally involved in this. Really, the biggest delusion that we all experience is thinking that Pillow's (or any VTuber's) personal life makes any difference to ours. In all likelihood, she'll want to remain anonymous until she quits, and none of us will ever know who she is or meet her. It will never matter if she's seeing someone, because it was over for us before it began.

>>103599862
Oh goodie, the ex-fandead graces us with their presence. Didn’t you get banned last year for totally normal, well-adjusted behavior?

>>103599862
>>103599994
The sensitivity of piwwows (me included) is kind of a good thing. It means Pillow is very special to us and is so lovely it almost feels to good to be true. If everything really is as genuine as it seems, Pillow should be proud of herself. We just don't want to lose her, that's all.

>>103599490
I'm the most insecure Piwwo

>>103599994
>but at the same time I worry that that's naive and I'm allowing myself to develop feelings for a person who doesn't actually exist.
That's insecurity talking, anon. Developing an attachment to a person who has deliberately and directly asked for you to develop that type of attachment to them isn't somehow wrong because they could hypothetically be lying. Anybody could secretly be a monster. It's important to trust the people you care about to not be.
>But we shouldn't even feel personally involved in this. Really, the biggest delusion that we all experience is thinking that Pillow's (or any VTuber's) personal life makes any difference to ours. In all likelihood, she'll want to remain anonymous until she quits, and none of us will ever know who she is or meet her. It will never matter if she's seeing someone, because it was over for us before it began.
That isn't how this works though - the whole reason that she cares to tell us that she isn't cheating on us is BECAUSE it matters whether she is or not. She personally believes it does, too. Disregarding that is cruel because it negates her own autonomy in favor of cynicism. Cynicism is not realism.

>>103600207
? I 'm going to assume you're thinking of someone else, I don't even talk in chat during streams

>>103600389
I wrote this

>>103600463
Oh, we all know who you are — me, Pillow, and every exasperated Piwwo who’s had to witness your dramatic little arc, ex-fandead. Wasn’t it just under a year ago you were either crying about your ban or someone was kindly reminding us of your greatest hits? What a legacy.

>>103600393
To be honest, I see in my attachment to Pillow a longing for real human connection in my life. It's a substitute, and an unhealthy one, because it enables me to become comfortable with where I am in life. I have parents who I don't want to disappoint. I'm young, but I already feel like I've wasted years of my life. So I try to reason myself out of any romantic feelings for Pillow (unsuccessfully, obviously, because I'm posting here) so I can hopefully move on and find someone else. I still mean what I said, but it's in conflict with the part of me that thinks that Pillow is the one, no matter how clearly detached from reality that is. She's on a different continent. There's no plausible future in which we meet, let alone are together. I'd like to think that Pillow would want all of us to pursue realistic goals and find happiness, and that includes finding someone who isn't her to be with.

Would pillow have sex with Handsome Piwwo if he asked her?

No bullying other anons

>>103600831
>I'd like to think that Pillow would want all of us to pursue realistic goals and find happiness, and that includes finding someone who isn't her to be with.
Fempiwwo is always an option. Maybe buttschizo was right all along. In all seriousness I hope you're doing okay and actually find someone.

>>103600642
Anon what the fuck are you talking about

Wtf is Pillow talking about

>>103601103
Texan

>>103600943
I totally only tuned in after your little arc. Honestly, a dramatic collapse. Can’t help admitting that going parasocial there totally got people talking. Wild reactions, I think. That whole incident sure left impact. Legendary move, as observed — ex-fandead.

Pillow should do olive's nails on steam

>>103601410
I want it the other way around. Olive is Pillow's mom and should be painting her daughter's dainty hands to make her look grown up and pretty.

>>103600831
It's okay to love her and for her to love us regardless of whether or not she'll actually be with you in the conventional sense or not, anon. If anything, that's sort of the point of this. Though of course you should pursue what you want to.

>>103601765
so soft feminine and sexy

>>103601765
She’s so pretty.

>>103601871
The prettiest!

>>103594953
I'm onto you and your lies Slug!!!

Butt slugs cannot be trusted

If our universe is infinite then all possibilities are inevitable. Somewhere out there every piwwo has met pillow and she has fallen in love with you.

>>103602202
The chase was successful in another universe

>>103602202
Pillow is the virtual love of my life. Fempiwwo is my physical love of my life (when I finally meet her).

>>103602315
i miss fempiwwo

Who does this fempiwwo BITCH think she is taking my piwwows away from me?

>>103603237
Fempiwwo's rejection only makes her more desirable. Pillow is too clingy

Bros...

>>103603365
fuck

>>103603365
I didn't get one either fml

>>103603279
>Pillow is too clingy
gaaaaaay

Is there supposed to be ASMR today?

>>103603766
Yes, she just hasn't scheduled yet

>>103603766
Yeah she’s just slow at scheduling streams sometimes

>>103603365
Pillowdear Meet and Breed

>>103604838
>1hr
Is that enough?

Tonight's ASMR has been scheduled https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Gvd9yQDqE

>>103605014 (me)
And it's gonna be a handcam!

>>103605051
She knows what we want.

>>103604954
I don't really know what to do with the remaining 59 minutes to be honest with you.

>>103605014
w-why is she gripping the buttslug so tightly? She’s usually so gentle with it…

>>103605014
>>103571040
Finally, the handcam we've all been waiting for.

PilButt

>>103605266
lewd! surely this is against the rules

>>103605014
>3 hours
Sunday is a blessed day

Pillow is a bratty cocktease pretending to be seiso and needs correcting.

>>103606392
>Stares

>>103607188
In complete command of your orgasm and she's enjoying every second of it.

What would the reception be like if pillow dropped a little lore about how she gets gangplapped by woke atheist 0view male vtweeters every night?

I know Korone got Pillow into vtubing, but has she ever mentioned watching Hololive EN members?

>>103606392
dear lord.. my cock

>>103607834
I don’t think so. She probably knows a bit about them and keeps herself informed with the latest events but she’s always focused on indies and her friends.

She's been playing with the buttslug too much.

>>103608140
it has taken full control

What would you parents say if you brought Pillow home and introduce her as your gf?

Would they be proud?

>>103608455
They'd be a little concerned about the age gap but my family would unironically love Pillow for she loves nature and animals and is a kind soul.

>>103608455
>Would they be proud?
She's so incredibly lovely that I can't see them reacting any other way.

Pillow appearance here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnWfRd_S_9w

Please stop making me think about being with Pillow. It makes me sad.

She's singing right now bros

>>103609072
she's so expressive and cute

I think she was autotuned lol but she was the most adorable and gave it everything

>>103608455
>Hey anon that's cool
>Can you borrow me $20? I'll pay you back

I want to squidge her cheeks.

>>103609125
I know that Pillow wouldn't want other VTubers to be compared to her unfavourably, but she's blowing them out of the water in that regard. I love the extra effort she puts into it.

Loved Pillow's energy. Made everyone look like static PNGs lmao

>>103609373
I just said that she was expressive and cute, not that the other girls were not. Not putting anyone down here. As a faithful Piwwo, it's just the obvious thing to mostly have your eyes on Pillow.

>>103610427
Sure, I know you're not. I'm biased, of course.

Emo model for that last song was definitely appropriate lol

>>103610427
Other girls repulse me.

Wife's lotioned hands and beautiful voice soon.

>>103610707
girls are scary and most girls aren't pillow

Are you working on improving yourself for Pillow? I know she would say that she loves us unconditionally, but you want to be at your best for her, right?

>>103611725
Yes. I haven't cum to any other vtuber or even porn for weeks. Only Pillow.

I'm ready

This ASMR stream is at a really bad time for me. I'm going to fall asleep instantly...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Gvd9yQDqE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Gvd9yQDqE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4Gvd9yQDqE

>>103612791
She's so gentle and focused in these streams. You can tell she loves ASMR and has been listening to it for years.

It’s hard to relax with hands that sexy. My brain is trying to chill but my cock has a mind of its own and her sensitive movements aren’t helping.

So hot

I love that ASMR isn't just something she feels obligated to do and that it's a real interest for her. She really cares about it and wants to make nice sounds for us.

>>103613730
Pillow and Ikumi are my favorites for that reason. They genuinely care.

I think she’s a redhead irl. Would explain the model and beautiful pale skin. Bet she’s incredibly pretty and huggable.

>those movements
She knows.

>>103613889
>beautiful pale skin
That could just be from never going outside lol. I'd love Pillow with any hair colour, though.

I want gentle head and back scratchies with those nails whilst resting my head on her lap.

I never knew that the motions of making ear-cleaning sounds were the same as sounding. Looks like the movements are almost second nature for dear, lovely Pillow.

You jack off to porn, I jerk off to PillowDear giving love and affection while gently handling me. We are not the same

Pillow dropped the mic again

PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP PLAP GONNA FUCK HER CUNT

instant classic?

That was weird, she wasn’t even at 900 ccv. What the hell happened? Pillow has been consistently hitting over 1,000 on ASMR for the past year

Pillow cute!

Pillow won.

Imagine if Pillow's backside was cold and you frequently had to turn her around to experience the joy of her cool side. I imagine that she would be pretty annoyed by that.

>>103619127
Won what

>>103620018
my heart

Pillow is lonely

>>103617021
Something something youtube ai culling muricans

>>103617021
Age verification and youtube cull. Even the biggest vtubers are getting hit hard. She’s doing fine.

miss her

No one commented on it but Pillow's ASMR audio quality was really good. I love it when she doesn't filter out the bass as much. Makes it sound a lot warmer, intimate and 'closer' to your head if that makes sense. Especially her whispers. She's really improved.

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1957290169327055225
>I always get so happy when I see stuff from piwwos.. I so happy when I see piwwos talk about me or put stuff in my tag or wanna interact with me.. thank you ;;
>When I’m feeling really lonely, I look at all the stuff from piwwos and feel a little better..
Reminder that Pillow loves you

>>103623531
>I so happy when I see piwwos talk about me
>When I’m feeling really lonely, I look at all the stuff from piwwos and feel a little better
I guess that confirms she isn't /here/ because she certainly wouldn't have posted that if she read
>>103550869
>>103555964
>>103556105
>>103559285

Do you guys also cum to Pillow's ASMR despite it being sfw? It's really nice to do before bed and she makes me feel safe and comfy afterwards.

>>103624887
It makes me horny sometimes because her movements are feminine and erotic but I've never explicitly masturbated to it. If she did ASMR with those laced gloves then I absolutely wouldn't be able to hold back. That would be too much even for me and I'm one of the less perverted piwwows.

>>103624887
Out of respect I don’t but if she ever gives a subtle hint that she’s okay with it then I would. She’s crazy hot.

>>103624887
No man

Personally, I think she begs for cash because she wants to go to school and become a real nurse. She's really well suited for it, and reading the bullshit here is good preparation for dealing with the mentally weak people she might one day be healing.

>>103625798
>she begs for cash
She doesn't though. If anything, she's embarrassed to receive it. But I agree that she'd be a great nurse (or carer, or someone who works with children).

If Pillow eventually graduated from vtubing to become a nurse/vet or to work with animals (something like that), it would be the best ending imo. She could still stream part time or for fun. Would happily support that journey.

>>103624887
No, I break down and cry midway from realising I'll never be with such a wonderful girl as Pillow

What happens when you push the heart button?

>>103627596
You die.

>>103628118
I want Pillow to climb on top of me, put a knife to my throat and tell me to fuck her brains out right now.

I want Pillow to pee on me and bathe me after as an apology

>>103629302
Pillow is an angel. She doesn't pee or poop.

>>103629348
Well that sucks

Pillow DOES pee and she said she needed to use the restroom one time

I would like to see her panties collection very much.

Pillow should play Ape Escape

>>103629810
Hot.
>>103629854
Same I bet she has cute ones.

I actually doubt she has cute panties. Us introvert women wear the same underwear we bought at Walmart five years ago

>>103630069
There's still a chance she could have cute ones.

>>103630069
>Us
Can it really be? Is she back?!

>>103630143
Piwwo...she's gone please understand this

Pillow still wears clothes she bought from goodwill a long time ago and only has one nice set of clothes. She’s probably doesn’t have any cute panties, she’s definitely wearing the cheapest ones she found

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1957429346043654147
>Tomorrow I wanna play a game for piwwos
What's it gonna be?

>>103630231
Dammit I wanna dream that she has really cute panties ok is that so bad?

>>103630293
Guess which panties are worn or washed handcam.

>>103630455
That sounds hot, would she mail a fan a pair or two?

>>103630486
Piwwows who guess correctly in the poll are randomly selected.

>>103630501
Interesting I might have to brush up on skills.

What if she reads this thread?

Pillow doesn’t even shower daily. Imagine how her panties must smell

>>103630575
She would randomly drop in and say:
>Behave.

I envy Olive. At any moment she can masturbate with Pillow’s stinky underwear.

>>103630575
Then she's gonna find out some of the Piwwos are panty sniffers

>>103631023
yeah, me

>>103631023
Only hers after 9 hours of gunpla

>>103631411
Mmmm well marinated Pillow panties