>>103937741 (OP)
Something like that. My absolute kamioshi of... almost 3 years at that point was commenting on a clip of the fight between Kirk and a Gorn in TOS Arena. Long story short, she said it looked all very silly sci-fi at the time, it is what it is, questioned why Kirk was just running away, made fun of him, basically it was clear she didn't understand the plot at all.
It made me tism out so hard, I silently dropped her on the spot. Closed tab. Left discord. Unfollowed socials. Cancelled sub. Filtered her general. Bitched and moaned to a friend about it who's also into chuubas. It felt like a fucking breakup for a week.
Back when I was new to the medium and on the hunt for an oshi, in one of the earliest streams of her I caught, she mentioned how she would watch Star Trek with her dad when she was younger, just like how I used to watch and go to conventions with my mum, and that really warmed me up to her so it hit extra hard.
One or two months later I get a friend request from her, she asks how I'm doing and whether she can send me something to thank me for the years of support. We exchange a few trivial messages and I volunteer why I moved on. Everything turns out to be a misunderstanding over my imperfect recollect of that early moment and she basically hasn't watched TOS, so has no clue what the plot of that episode is, has just seen that one scene. And she apologised for it, too. For something I ultimately made up. Jesus Christ.
In the end, I unfortunately couldn't rekindle my interest in her but I resubbed for a year or so afterwards and still buy her merch when I see it, even though I don't like her current design much, just to support her dream and atone for being such an autistic retard.
I ended a relationship with a girl I really, really liked over something similarly trivial a few years before this happened so this made me realise that I am probably a bit fucked in the head and should stop causing women grief. I'm more or less resigned to being here forever.
