Thread 104493398

Havin' a Peak Edition
This thread is to discuss /vt/‘s very own Kiki.

>LIVE
https://www.twitch.tv/mikanthemink
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xfk8REtGgzg
>CONCERT WAITING ROOM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E
>LATEST STREAM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=su4YKAJo-LI

>Who is Kiki?
Kiyomi Pyon-Pyon, or Kiki for short is an adorable autistic Aussie chuuba. She's a wicked bright, and super sweet girl with a passion for animals and her champyons!
https://youtu.be/1vjStYtGkJs

>Carrd
https://kikipyonpyon.carrd.co/

>Merch (*NEW: Butt Mousepad, Keychains, Stickers,* Deskmat, Magnets, Coasters, JP Snack Pack, Tapestry, Standee, Daki)
https://shop.moso.moe/kiki-pyon-pyon/
https://weebe.net/kikipyonpyon/shop/
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/product/13x19-print-kiki-feet-rishartist-/264
https://www.capippalisttradeguild.com/product/9in-dakimakura-keychain-kiki-pyonpyon/263
https://diipoo.com/shop/kiki-daki/

>Danboorus, Aggie, & /i/ thread (Art/Fan Content)
https://pyon.website
https://booru.rabbalabs.com/
https://magma.com/d/IvDNuNCy7I
Previous Aggies: https://pyon.website/pools/1
>>>/i/723670

>Newest Cover: CloverClub - ゆうゆ (MV)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zpdu7yFk1tA

>ASMR Collection, Voicepacks, AI LoRAs, and Champ Fan Creations
https://rentry.org/7uqu8mvq

>/pyon/ Cytube (Community Watchalongs):
https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon

>Kiki Notifications RSS feed w/ instructions
https://rabbalabs.com/rss/feed.xml
https://pastebin.com/nGsaGEZh

>Misc. Rabbalabs links (timestamp tagger, VOD search, /pyon/ archive)
https://rabbalabs.com/tagger/
https://rabbalabs.com/vods/
https://rabbalabs.com/pyondex/

>/pyon/craft server
https://rentry.org/pyoncraftguide

>Recent Stream Highlights
https://youtu.be/Dbv_rR9I0sU
https://youtu.be/7I_7bcD3DvI
https://youtu.be/-yLIHG8xFVI
https://youtu.be/7SxJhJ24hh4
https://youtu.be/qPjxbdxcdXY
https://youtu.be/C5nVBPcTfeM
https://youtu.be/PBM4TyRtbXA
https://youtu.be/Yvb4x_QjBSo
https://youtu.be/axT4-cycuUM
https://youtu.be/RXOwh81MG2Y
https://youtu.be/9e8lTnXqeLg
https://youtu.be/_o8d_LuFBGM
https://youtu.be/VOC0tEQHqEA

>Clip channels
https://www.youtube.com/@ihatenamez/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@GeminiCricket/videos
https://www.youtube.com/@kikiclipsYT/videos

>Emergency Gosling Resources
https://pastebin.com/L3aSUSFa

>Related places
>>>/vt//freak/ >>>/vt//vrt/ >>>/vt//uoh/

>Last thread
>>104445892

>>104493398 (OP)
KIKI LOVE!

GIGI OLVE

https://x.com/ch4ichan/status/1966951705821516197

like, comment, and retweet.

>>104493619
Is that the correct EST time or an hour off?

>>104493768
Times all match up

Kiki Love!

>>104493812
Ya it matches the time on the original but the times on the original schedule have been an hour off

https://www.twitch.tv/mikanthemink/clip/CourteousConcernedWitchNerfBlueBlaster-_Byq-PiBjubnos0W

kiki tries to eat mikan

Did any burger champs get their gigi plush yet?

>>104494245
No, Capipi guy is figuring things out since the de minimis exemption got eliminated from what I understand.

>>104494806
tariffs dot dot dot

>>104494806
awww ratso. should I be looking out for emails about it? Or is there a status feed about it? No big deal, I'm patient, but don't want to miss out.

>>104495506
He'll likely update on his twitter.

/vrt/ is up btw
http://vtleague.420699.xyz/

>>104496438
kiki sorced

>>104496072
copy that, appreciated champ

I dont think Mikan knows about manga piracy

champ power nap

>>104499741
nini

>>104499741
gunai

good day rabbs
how long until concert?

>>104504460
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E

>>104504602
dang thats late for me

>>104504872
at least its the weekend, gambate

>>104504872
get some winks ahead of time champy, good luck

>>104506797
>yes hard peggle
NAILS

>>104506797
Her love is unrequited

live
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk

Penultimate stream;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6XB0IPj0unk
https://www.twitch.tv/ch4ichan

the last stretch is when some donators wake up so the final result can get even higher

I'm definitely not done donating but I like to spread it out

>>104508722
Based

Nini all

>>104510319
ni

Is ch4i /here/?

>>104510741
Rarely I imagine

>>104510741
I think Kiki (obviously) and Mikan are very /here/, Neppie stops by occasionally and is familiar with the culture but isn't super regular about it, and ch4i is the least familiar out of all of them.

>>104510848
i don't think mikan is -very- /here/, she also stops by occasionally only imo

>>104511176
She used to be active in /wvt/ for years but I'm not sure about nowadays

>>104511190
Not a regular for a long while, but it wouldn't surprise me if she was taking a look at Kiki's community during the stream. Also she said that her friend sends her screenshots from /VT/, and it annoys her. probably the Tummy Sex posts she's getting, Kiki stop sending her those
Doubt chai or neppie have a reason to browse this place, also considering the dedicated anti.

Kiki up

>>104514182
Kiki in stream I mean

>>104513512
swirly cheek blush ftw

>>104499741
power nap over goo

are they on pyoncraft?

>>104514919
No, Hypixel

I’m sorry chai seems nice but oh my god is she dumb

>>104515254
the best girls are a little stupid. like kiki

>>104515347
Kiki isn’t actually dumb though

>>104515254
she’s definitely the most airheaded of the group… Neppie acts like an airhead but you can see from when she’s serious and from her gameplay that she’s quite intelligent

https://youtu.be/R_g-MbkBoJE
https://youtu.be/R_g-MbkBoJE
https://youtu.be/R_g-MbkBoJE
new kataroom

im not dumb i havent slept in over 24 hours sorry we have been streaming non stop for 4 days plus the concert ! its a lot !

>>104515839
LIVE

have a heart champs the girls have been working really hard for us

>>104516161
This

Wot do you like the most from each kata girl?

>>104516161
>for us
for our money

>>104516281
kiki is humble
mink is funny
ch4i is kind
neppie is a bit silly

Gonna eep and pray I wake up in time

>>104517035
Thanks fren

you do deserve one champ

>>104517333
I forgot to make that message private

>>104517600
same...

morning pyon. what?

>>104517634
goo morn. concert in 4 hours. ch4i streaming thank you message was with kiki and neppie a couple hours before. kiki went to eat dinner

Goo morning

>>104517742
goooooooooooo

https://x.com/bunnyonvt/status/1967202781963649374
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E

goodnight kiki n champs
ill have to catch the concert tomorrow
i suppose it will be mostly pre recorded?
have fun
nini zuz

>>104518916
goopnight

ch4i just blew my ear out

Kiki I know you have been busy lately but we still have that 4chan ad we won from lotb
If you make something let us know in the thread
Or let us know if you DONT plan on making one so we can instead

>>104519130
someone make one for me ploise something cuuute for my channel!! maybe a gif

>>104519219
you have been working very hard mwah

>>104519219
Ok, I have some ideas and I will have to check the rules about it but if anyone has ideas reply to this post with them
Also if someone makes something also post it here

>>104519501
these are just my thoughts. i suggest using her actual model rather than fanart, and specifically the new outfit. this lets people know what to expect before they click, its a good model so they'll like it, and the outfit is new so it appeals to novelty. make sure the tummy is visible.
the text should be something idol related like "there is a new teen idol sensation in town" referencing lia's meme, or perhaps "/vt/'s very own idol" something like that

alternatively if kiki approves we could use this gif

>make sure the tummy is visible.
top #1 priority

>>104517894
in 1 hour!!

usually on the weekend I stay up way too late, but I went to bed at a reasonable time last night just to be sure I got up in time this morning for the concert. Getting excited!

https://www.youtube.com/live/3IfHsljdJ-E

>>104519673
Yeah with my actual model

>>104520316
the lady hath spoken, can we get some good screenshots or gifs of the model in action?

>>104520716
a gif please these are low quality and SUCk

>>104520924
damn...

>>104520924
agreed, i just posted them as examples of what we're looking for. ideally a gif from the outfit debut when you were very cute and idol-like, with tummy visible of course

kill white men

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3IfHsljdJ-E
VERY SOON

https://youtu.be/3IfHsljdJ-E
https://youtu.be/3IfHsljdJ-E
https://youtu.be/3IfHsljdJ-E
LIVE

LIVE LIVE LIVE
https://youtu.be/3IfHsljdJ-E

HYPEEEE

KIKI POST A YOUTUBE COMMUNITY POST TO TELL THE YOUTUBE FRENS!!! QUICK!!!

HYPE!

so the neppie duet was part of the concert not kiki's new outfit debut

see kiki this is the mommy voice

>>104521733
the only mommy voice kiki has is a teacher voice

>>104521772
>tfw I accidentally called my teacher Kiki mom
it's so over for me

a gif of this might be good for the ad

THIS IS SO PEAK!!!!

am I the only one?

Is the intermission long enough for me to take a shit?

im so happy for them

not to managerfag, but i think it would be a good (and obvious) idea to cut up these songs into videos and shorts and slowly release them on the katabasis channel. spread em out tho. the algo likes consistency

>>104522247
that's a good idea, and productive! The work is already done, just needs to be cut up and drip fed to make algo happy

I'm kind of realizing that I enjoy the performance aspect of v-tubing more than the most prevalent streaming side of it. Kiki is such a lovely girl and I'm moved by her performance today

>>104522247
>>104522354
Wouldn't a lot of these songs lead to copyright troubles?

>>104522454
if they will, then the actual concert video will be in trouble as well. its like a reverse catch-22

>>104522492
if anything splitting the non-copyrighted songs from those that are would benefit the non-copyrighted songs reach and ad revenue

>>104522532
that's a really good point

brb walking doggies, got just enough time
well done girls, well done gigi

RATE?????????????????????????????????????????

>>104522745
real idols/10

>>104522745
kataBASED/10

>>104522745
real idols to me/10

Wow, the merch isn't even too expensive

>>104522710
oh nevermind, its starting sooner, the dogs can wait

LIVE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72S4NWOK4sw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72S4NWOK4sw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=72S4NWOK4sw

grats on getting girutea to do art for merch. love his stuff a lot

>>104522745
KATAWINNING/10

i wish i could have been more active but recent events made it really tricky

>>104523173
fret not, champs together make a mighty faggot

I can't get on ko-fi help

>>104523173
we got ya back champ

https://weebe.net/katabasis-summer-collection/

Code: KATABASIS5 for 5% off

using kata towel to dry my butt with kiki's face

>>104523330
just donate to kiki i beg she needs personal funds

question kiki. can you call in multiple songs if you donate more than 2k?

>>104523330
>>104523567
this. i was thinking it

>>104523567
just did <3

oh kiki some champs donated to you I think

>>104523756
shh not the time, remind her next stream

>>104523677
You should have waited until after the donothon

>>104523856
I know kiki will remember

>>104523916
Nah I meant because she might feel pressured to throw it into the group pool because she got it during the donothon

>>104523932
nah

>>104523932
she knows it's for her I did it through streamlabs

>>104523959
oh ok that's good

kek

>>104523579
can I pick multiple songs if I donate more than 2k?

legally distinct champies look pretty cool, even if they're not super buff

So do we know who is managing katabasis? Are the girls doing it themselves so far? Any management/investors? Can’t find anything online.

ko fi crashed can you wait?

>>104524314
Just the girls as far as I know

>>104524314
the girls themselves. i think ch4i is taking an outsized role with regards to this event, but they all do it

>>104524314
its little man

KataBASED!

and his wife

holy shit ko fi sucks it crash again

>>104524535
just donate to kiki

>>104524562
I want two songs ehh

AHHHH kofi is still down

>>104524578
if its just from kiki you know she can just make the song anyway?

IT'S BACK

i wish champs had more tact and consideration but eh, whatevs. just shades of good, can't whine

>>104524636
cuuuute

>>104524671
Wish they'd donate just some to kiki

>>104524699
thats what i meant

>>104524671
what I don't get it?

https://gofile.io/d/1aASJO
Kiki's part in the concert
someone mentioned it could be good for the ad
if you want a specific timestamp or size or crop led me know

>>104524735
just donate to kiki and ask for a song. we've spelled it out

>>104524767
oh ok

>>104524636
'umble

>>104524767
the 190% would look cool but I get your point.

>>104524636
wooooooow

>>104524791
>>104524802
some things are more important than tism tickling

>>104524636
awesome work champ

if you paid any attention you'd know kiki has been pretty broke and this helps, yes

>>104524932
holy shit can you shut up already. if you care so much donate yourself instead of attacking other champs to do it for you

>>104524975
don't be like that. i am not attacking you ai am trying to help kiki

>>104524791 (me)
>>104524820
>>104524932
My concern is that the community telling other people what to do may make people less likely to donate in general. Maybe that's not the case, but I'd chance against it.

>>104525044
i'm not pestering people to donate more, i'm just telling the champ that already planned to donate how to minmax it. i am advocating for consideration and tact, and i try to do the same

>>104525062
Yeah, I understand and don't necessarily think you're wrong.

>>104524932
>if you paid any attention
implying that he doesn't pay attention or care about kiki being broke
>some things are more important than tism tickling
implying that he is putting himself over kiki
>i am advocating for consideration and tact
implying he doesn't have consideration and tact
> eh, whatevs. just shades of good, can't whine
Implying it isn't good

I like rabbits

we doing epic wins?

>>104525253
yes, all of those are correct, but i said it more nicely

Telling champs not to tell people to donate differently is no better than telling people to donate differently. Either way you are telling people to do stuff, it's exactly the same behavior.

>>104525285
asshole

>>104525318
diarrhea donkey

here ya go kiki, dont spend it all in one place

>>104525317
I can't believe this is serious. Please tell me you are joking

>>104525438
no, he's right. we're just talking. there is no moral highground here.

>>104525461
>telling someone to stop ordering people around is just as bad as ordering people around

>>104525542
You're still ordering people around, get off your high horse

>>104525542
stop being a schizo, thats an order

humble champs, give giggle a little relax for the time being. Champ unity, champ peace, kiki love.

>>104525438
He wasn't pretending to be retarded

KIKI LOVE

watched kiki play dongey gong country and within 2 years shes a 3view and made lots of friends
So proud of you rabba

Kiki love

>>104525566
forgot to reply to the other there champ

RATE THE EVERYTHING????????????????????????????????

>>104525853
Perfect day/10

>>104525853
Katabest/10

>>104524991
>trying to help kiki with other man's money
are you ok?

>>104525898
Any of us helping Kiki is the same as all of us helping Kiki, we're always happy to see other champs doing their part in any way they can. Don't scoff at champ unity.

>>104525853
day 1: humble/10
day 2: Humble/10
day 3: HUMBLE/10
day 4: SHMUMBLE/10
day 5: MAXIMUM OVERHUMBLE/10

>>104525961
I think I got a humble overdose, I might need to be very unhumble for a few days to detox

>>104525958
don't give him any more (you)'s
he is displaying absolutely tactless behavior

"Tact" refers to a skillful ability to handle sensitive situations with discretion, allowing one to say or do the right thing without causing offense or upsetting others. It involves a keen sense of what is appropriate, thoughtful, and considerate, often described as a balance between honesty and diplomacy, or the ability to deliver difficult truths gently.

yes i was telling the champ he was spending his money wrong. you would tell someone to not buy a shit game you didn't think was worth the money and suggest another game you liked more, this is normal and not an order just an opinion. kiki has confirmed this was the correct choice, as much as he can, because she has tact.

>>104525958
berating while doing it is a real smart play for champ unity

>>104526046
Why are you still so mad? Are you okay?

10/10 concert wow

>>104526016
>to handle sensitive situations with discretion, allowing one to say or do the right thing without causing offense or upsetting others
clearly you don't have tact then

really raining on the parade today lads sasuga

BEEE HUMBLE
dont argue guys

>>104526099
everyone else took it well, clearly your ego is too fragile to ever accept being wrong even if given the opportunity to accept it gracefully. instead you would rather burn the whole world down

>>104526130
please stop arguing

>>104526099
>getting SOOOOOO mad

>>104526130
>>everyone else took it well, clearly your ego is too fragile to ever accept being wrong

not that champ, but I'm taking it because I'm trying to be humble. I would appreciate if you would likewise display tact and desist with this. It's mean.

>>104526149
ogey

>>104526130
>>104526156
what is your problem?

>>104526186
I just don't get why you're seething endlessly about this for so long, like it wasn't that big of a deal come on, let it go

NOOOOOOOOOO I HAVE TO HAVE THE LAST WOOOOORD

>>104526205
>>104526156
someone is seething yep

erm...what the spruce

so stargate later then?

>>104526309
sure thing

>I will tell other people how to use their money and I will berate them while I do it. I have tact can't you tell?
>>104526205
>>104526156
>>104526130
>>104526055
>>104525317
>>104525062
>>104524991
>>104524932
>>104524820
>>104524671

>>104526400
>still going on
lmao

>>104524791
>>104525044
The correct champ unity opinion was ignored

red
waow

Maybe with all the funds they can buy a capy farm...

I want to become Kiki. I want to live her life.

>>104527983
the dream

this would be pretty much perfect for an ad wouldnt it?
if kikis channel name or pyon was put on it
https://x.com/chanchima1031/status/1965993956577320988
would need to be resized though

EEEEP

in case anyone was wondering what the dimensions need to be for the ad
>728x90 or 300x250
>3mb max ideally less
>no sound videos
>less than 10seconds
>GIF,MP4,WEBP,PNG,JPEG
>it will not be resized automatically

>>104524739
cake champy posted this for possible cutting up into an ad gif/webm/whatever

>>104526309
>>104526387
Alright I will prep to host.
We will hit the finally of season 1 tonight. If you are all cool with it we should take a break after this. There are 17 reasons of this show + 3 movies + 2 web series' + an animated series, basically if we wanted to keep watching Stargate we could be watching it forever and there's no rush. We can keep it in the BG for if we ever cant agree on something to watch, I just dont want to crowd out anything else anyone else would want to watch.

im about to fucking jump off a cliff
how the fuck do you get rid of audio streams if there is no sound to begin with

>>104532874
ffmpeg -i [inputfile] -c copy -an [outputfile]

>>104532874
I have ffmpeg warmed up on my machine if you want to litterbox me the file(s)

>>104532949
I think he's brobly trying to make a soundpost or webm/mp4post for bread rather than encoding stuff for cy

>>104532874
is the audio stream removed removed or just muted or something

and yeah: >>104532906

>>104532959
That's what I thought. I was saying if he didnt have ffmpeg he could send me the file in a way that he could and I could download it run ffmpeg and then send it back.

someone save me from myself
https://files(dot)catbox.moe/oj5daz.mp4
tried to make something for the ad but it wont let me post it here as an mp4 and the gif version is like 12 mb so its useless

>>104533030
thar

>>104533030
Also catbox URLs aren't spamfiltered here (as far as I know)

>>104533061
ok great, consider that my proposed ad
would like to see if kiki likes it

>>104533109
I think it looks good but my recommendation would be you don't necessarily need to put her channel name in text on the image because the ad will link to her channel when it's clicked anyway. Rather, a bit of descriptive text about Kiki or her channel that would appeal people to click on it may work better, I leave it open to other champs to suggest stuff that might work though

>>104533109
>>104533146
Err, meant her full URL being unnecessary, the name could be good

>>104533146
>>104533184
too little room to put much more and still be able to see anything

>>104532686
>no hats
kek
ogey. i was thinking maybe we could watch welcome to the NHK sometime since the girls sang the op, or higurashi for the same reason

>>104533270
NHK is always a nostalgic ride for me, wouldn't mind watching again sometime

>>104533212
well not more, instead of
maybe "kiki's idol arc!" or whatever
perhaps this can be a topic of discussion for next stream's zatsu. i hope LotB guys aren't in that much of a rush

>>104533335
well its been two months since i said "give kiki a couple of days to make something" so i dont think there is a terrible rush

>>104533419
I think she might take a crack at it after she's had a bit to recover from the donothon + concert

she wants us to do it (if that wasnt obvious)

>>104535527
yeah it was, but she can give directions during a zatsu

https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon
https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon
https://stream.rabbalabs.com/r/pyon

Nini

>>104538811
gunai fren

>>104539179
Eh

>>104543845
the cunny speaks and i listen

...

why did kiki delete her h tag tier list everywhere?

>>104545658
Why?

>>104546039
It is in the archives isnt it?

we're not a bunch of loose lip lop ears are we?

>>104546039
Not everywhere, i still hab it want it uploaded?

>>104546195
It's a schizo, do not

>>104546142
We are proud hares.

kikis wet minge ready to take on her favorite food, a champickle

>>104547487
Read this in Peppa Pig's voice, I just about wet myself

>>104546719
you're a schizo
>>104546195
i'm not looking for it, just wondering why

thread police yuck

>>104547565
you aint seen nuthin
the red sea has nothing on this thread some days

gooooo

>>104548255
goo

off to the clip mines...

goodnight kiki n champs
remember in times like these(anytime)
have a heart
nini zuz

>>104548873
hort...
nini art champ

Goo morn

>>104549515
morn

finally had time to think and look back on the vods and threads and it's all just hitting me like a truck

>>104550638
dont stress about it too much champ. we all hit pot holes from time to time. sometimes we take a wrong turn and hit a roadblock. whats important is that we stay on the road and keep moving towards our destination

>>104550828
in time like these I just need to bedrot and doom until I stop feeling

>>104551690
its sad that some things you just have to experience yourself to learn, i truly wish i could help expedite the process of healing.

>>104550638
It's in the process of hitting me too, but in a more positive way
"Look at how much Kiki's grown and how far she has come.. Not only that, how much us Champs have grown, how far we've come. All the obstacles we've all faced, we've faced them head on and we've faced them together!"

..and now I eep
Gunai

>>104552073
nini

>>104525853
The whole donathon event was an experience and the concert tied it all together and took it to the next level. Streaming for 11 hours for each girl must have been exhausting but imo it was the perfect bonding for the 4 communities since the girls were mixing in and collabing all the time. Im incredibly impressed by the girls efforts and how they planned it out. And because of all this exposure to all of them the concert itself hit 10 times harder. These girls are smart, cute and talented.

I also want to say how grateful i am to YOU fans for all the support you gave them and giving these girls the opportunity to live out their dream. Incredibly based.

>>104525853
loved the great hangout, nice to see her doing great

>>104553095
yeah mingling with the other fanbases was fun

>>104555962
katabasis is perfectly balanced in all ways

>>104556500
ogey gigi, its understandable if youre still awake this late, nini

>>104556500
No worries, you really pushed yourself you deserve a break

>>104551690
If you're the champ that chimped out during the donothon, don't take it too hard. Kiki forgave you, and while some champs might have been annoyed with you, as you probably would have been too with them were the situation reversed, they'll forgive you too with time. Lots of people here have had moments like that sometimes, the important thing is that you learn from it and become a better person through the experience. Just treat it like a learning experience ok? Kiki and champs will always respect the champ who works through his issues and improves himself.

where have plain white t-shirts been all my life? i only started wearing them this summer and i love them.

>>104556746
I don't think champs or kiki will ever look at me the same. I guess I'll just have to live with that.

>>104558280
That's just not true. Kiki in particular is one of the most forgiving people I've ever known, seriously I promise she won't hold this against you as long as you're not in the progress of still actively making the same mistakes over again.

I get you feel bad and regret what you did, honestly I think that's an admirable thing and a sign of growth, just take this as a wake up call and let it motivate you to move forward. It will get easier with time.

>>104557972
Think of the stains

>>104559978
perhaps they wont last long but that's the best thing - they're so cheap i can get many for the price of one "nice" t-shirt

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MhORH0wriFI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E-tCaePDwGI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DQnGZWsTh8w
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUCoW4X4mdc
ducks lol