Thread 105513126

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If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

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>>105513126 (OP)
When exactly the shondothon starts?

>>105513361
same time as her usual streams. 6pm BST / 1pm EST / 10am PT

>>105513485
Shondo after the shock collar makes her cum for the first time in years

>>105513126 (OP)
she's not egyptian enough to replace her cover with that

>>105513828
she is what she is made to be

Which shoggas do you think will be fighting for the 3 handwritten letters?

>>105514301
doesn't matter, you can always just fight whoever wins 20 years later when their bodies are frail and yours has been 3D printed

>>105512753
Define being happy first

As worried as I am for her spearheading herself into this Shondothon. I look forward to spending time with her again. I hope we can have a great time hanging out together for this next week or so.

Forgiveness means that you will plead before the Lord to have mercy on them, you don't have to downplay or ignore what they've done
Leading hundreds of people on as business while having a partner is despicable and extremely jewish. What rational person who was affected by that would give her another chance? Days of your life wasted, maybe tons of money given on illegitimate grounds due to deception and also being betrayed on top of that.
Both sides being in the wrong and evil, as opposed to just one, doesn't justify forgiving the former, firstly revealed evil and instead now condemning the latter much more heavily. Though, you also shouldn't ignore the new wrong.
Personally, i don't see why people need to involve themselves with other people's drama. Who cares that someone who was not involved forgives the evildoer? This also leads to a fake sense of reconciliation because of tourists to the community offering it. The only side to be able to offer forgiveness should be her community, but not the casuals— those affected.

>>105515149 (me)
Anyone not involved (like shondo) is just saying "what you did wasn't that bad!", either directly or indirectly
Imagine how hurt by that the victims would be

>>105515149
you are using religion for your own end which is an error and will land you in one of the many hells, Q.

>>105515372
Religion is for man, not God (as in, God doesn't get anything out of it); but for, as in with the purpose of, edifying man before God (and in the Christian view to also deify man).
I was basing my logic on the words of a monk/saint also

>>105515845
God does get satisfaction out of people kissing his ass, which is why the whole fucking system exists. If he got nothing out of it he would be impartial and fuck off

>>105515974
That's under the unbased presupposition that God's love is conditional, even if not said outright.
God will never be impartial or fully go away, for He is in and of Himself pure being. For Him to completely move away from us means a ceaseness to be. Furthermore, God's Providence is upon everyone at all time, indifferent to whether or not the people practice religion.
Now, I'm not denying that He does at times go out from people in response to sinfulness, but He's always present enough that the people still have life in them to give them a chance for repentance

>>105516096
impartial as in not taking a personal ego driven role in the lives of men as some spirit dude. your God is an annoying tsundere/yandere

>>105516182
God is neither of those, for He loves all people equally. Each of those archetypes represent the attitude one has in relation to their significant other (or perceived significant other), which doesn't work with God since He has a fatherly love for people.
Though, see exodus 20:5, the Lord is a jealous God

>>105516182
maybe if he was a cute anime girl i would find his character appealing, but he is just some closeted fag trying to get me to worship him. he is nothing like what a true God of all would be

brainwashing christcucks sure are something

>>105516264
>loves all people
because he sees us all the same worthless playthings, a single category. your God is not fatherly nor is he my father. he had no part in my birth. no god is my god, i hate the very idea

God is not a person with superpowers. It's a personification of how things are. The authority of the church is derived from them supposedly knowing better than you and it's not lent to them as a reward.

So how confident are we that she will faithfully fulfill each sub goal or is she going to put off fulfilling them until they get memory-holed?

>>105516528
Not very confident.

>>105516528
I'm out of the loop, has she finished all the prior subathon goals?

>>105516343
Sorry, my long reply got overwritten. Tl;dr: God is the reason you exist, directly and indirectly. In any perception of time (which i went through much trouble to explain, and of which there are three, according to McTaggart, if you're interested), there needs to be a source of all matter that can't be matter itself. The mythology of the uncaused bigbang is pure fabrication also and God is real
Not any God is real, the Christian God is real

>>105517172
lol, ok. now prove your God specifically is the correct one to follow. from my pov, I am the cause of all.

>>105517377
You need humilty, not proof

Shondo will die today after eating the chip

I'm still holding out hope that chat talks her out of the chip challenge and the shock collar. Everything else is fine, why she added those when she's likely not even physically healthy enough to survive them is ridiculous.

why did she side with sinder? why side with anyone in that rotten drama in the first place?

>>105517964
it's self-harm that she can justify to herself and to others

>>105518347
First time realizing shondo is a contrarian?

>>105518392
True. She even defended Rushia at first, lol.

>>105518399
that's a bit different, she was her kamioshi until the cat murder came to light

>>105518417
She defended Wonton and Nimi too.

>>105518347
because she's based and right and you deserve worse, feel free to leave

>>105518436
nimi I understand, but why shiina?

is 2k bits enough?
third world country poorfag here

What is Manager Otis opinion on the dangerous shondothon with shock collars and chips?

>>105518612
2k bits = 20 points 3rd worlder chama

>>105518623
he refused to comment

>>105514301
It is 5 written letters

Does she start at her normal time?

>>105516528
She won't, she'll have too many breaks and mental health hort to be able to manage even half

>>105516528
she isn't even going to finish all of the accumulated hours. some mental health crisis will happen as usual and she will cancel the rest of the time. then she's going to disappear for her Japan trip

>>105519396
Where her mental health problems will magically disappear, despite travel to a different country being stressful for someone who's too scared to leave their house or talk to strangers

>>105511704
> global conflicts can be solved by everyone just "being nice and getting along".
That's literally true, the problem is precisely that not all people are nise or get along with the rest. This is why historically the largest and most prosperous civilizations formed by committing genocide against everyone who didn't fit in.

>>105513491
thank you

Bee shumo

>>105519492
You are either a faggot, a woman or a retard perhaps all 3 at the same time (like Shondo)

>>105519658
Please explain what is wrong instead of just calling me names, it's really not nise of you to act this way.

>>105519658
he is right tho, if you genocide all others only you and your people will be left and thus no more conflicts.

>>105519550
I love that bee!

>>105519928
if the kind of people who are left are the ones who commit genocide, then they will find any excuse to cause even more conflict within the surviving group.

>>105519964
God, you sound like a women

>>105519923
Conflict and competition is on the nature of Men, only a woman a faggot or a retard would think otherwise

>>105520221
You are just reaffirming my point. It seems like you are falsely believe that "natural = good", when that's clearly not the case. To solve our problems, we need to overcome our own nature.

>>105520444
You think like a woman, conflict and competition are not bad that is how civilization grew.

>>105520639
Yes, and the way most civilizations grew is wrong. You are just committing an appeal to tradition fallacy.

>>105519492
>historically the largest and most prosperous civilizations formed by committing genocide against everyone who didn't fit in.
you need to relearn history

>>105520692
You are making an appeal to emotions like a woman

>>105520866
All normative statements are ultimately grounded in emotion. Your inability to recognize your own emotions is not my problem.

i just want some peace and quiet i don't care WHAT needs to happen

>>105520692
You are a soi filled bitch and I would pulverize you to death

>>105520941
This is why women shouldn't vote

>>105515120
>deliberate tone-shift after failing to manipulate her

what is the groomer endgoal exactly?

>>105521743
i want shondo to cutely cry on stream

>>105521743
the same reason as any groomer irl, attention, cope, take your pick, there is no end game as long as they get to groom

I love her!

>>105521743
Couldn't even tell you, tubby is still trying and he's banned lol
Sunk cost

>eats one spicy chip
>fucking dies
Spices are truly are the lone holdout to be unrivaled and ungovernable in regards to British hegemony

>>105521906
It was a mutt that died to the one chip challenge

>>105521743
to win

>>105521955
And apparently Shondo if she even dares. People have no faith in her and retards are frightened she gets one shotted

>>105522067
you're conflating faith in shondo with things that might be out of her control like a paranoid schizophrenic. it has nothing to do with faith in shondo when it comes to something like her poor health from her diet, for example, she is not invincible and should take care of herself and that is completely detatched from thinking less of her. i'm not just talking about the chip i don't think that's a serious issue but your mindset is unhealthy in general if i understand you correctly

>>105521955
>eats one spicy chip
>dies because they can't afford the hospital bills
Classic.

dont worry shondo you are stroger htn you believe

>>105522139
Wow I didn't realize her doctor with her full medical record was in the boards. I apologize so sincerely. Only you would know Shondo's physical capabilities and limits better than herself or internet autists

>>105522476
I told her to stop being a vegetarian the stupid bitch needs to eat meat

>>105522476
you're acting like a literal schizophrenic, what are you being defensive for? i never made any of those claims it's just an example, the fact of the matter is that this kind of concern is not related to shondo's ability or character in any way. when she had pneumonia and a tooth infection would you ever say this or think like this about it? no, because that's silly, and you have a very immature and misguided way of viewing reality, it's warped. you sound like how i get sometimes.
>>105522525
kek

>>105522535
pipe down you don't know shit you newfag banned cuck

>>105522559
yes mistress sorry mistress

om padme hum
what do you find in the sick one?

i like shondo, she feels pretty warm

I can't wait for day 1 of the cuckathon !!!!!

>>105521955
Not even a mutt, he was straight up black

>>105522934
A true aryan american

unbecomathon

Fallenshadow 20XX - 2025
Died after eating 1 Chip on stream

my body is not ready for what is yet to come

>rage baited her autistic regulars with shock collar goal
>convenient unban request goal
she planned this reaction and she's going to ban anyone who bitches today.

>>105524461
i love my lovely bitch wife

>>105524461
she won't do anything lmao they own her

stupid b itch

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vijgoRXm9rM
doing this with fallenshartow but i leave her at the top of the mountain

>>105524660
>the manchildren boycotting her subathon own her
Their status will die in real time.

sadly even if she says something nothing will change, if she was going to do anything she'd already have done it because of how much she should already retroactively enforce on a few people who know they take advantage of her leniency, trust, and kindness she's given
so don't expect anything even if she bothers talking about it
>>105525108
the worst problems are the ones who will be there gaslighting like nothing happened, which is exactly what shondo struggles with, they're like little critter hitting FE then gaslighting that she didn't do anything when FT walks in

this is gonna be my first shondo stream!
very excited to join the community :)))

>>105525569
fuck off we're full

who else?

Pedo bear costume

Complete unashamed grifting

120 subs per hour of stream

>1 sub = 1 point
>$5 is one point
>give me 2500$ to do something i would do anyway
>give me $5000 to change my twitter profile

>>105525854
Yeah it's way rougher than I thought it would be. We're not getting those feet :(

>>105525854
she meant 5

I hope this is a resounding failure and she gets angry at the lack of money made.

>>105525854
The sheet explains it, she is just retarded she currently has over 1300 points.

>>105525928
1300 points fits with that guy's post though? She'd have way more otherwise

>>105525991
I amactually retarded it is gfits subsx5 + donation + bits/100

>>105525854
begathon lmao

>>105525854
Learn how to read.
$1 spent is 1 point and (30/5) seconds.
Calculation for points now is: (413*5+798+21100/100) = 3074

(subs*5+donations+bits/100)

why bttv doesn't work anymore?
can't spam emotes in that way

>>105526084
update it

[Shondo News] "It's mostly about profit."

>>105526063
she said what i posted on stream

>>105526147
She is retarded and contradicted herself

She has high expectations now. Imagine if it only lasts like 2 days. Most of her big whale OGs have left after all.

>>105526201
2 days is generous

it's good to see she's quintupling down on her issues and making sure she keeps making things worse worse herself and everyone around her

>>105526230
It will be 7 days because she will stream 4 hours per day

why not just have a 'TOTAL $ DONATED'. is it some kind of psychological trick to keep people donating?

Poor people are so retarded

it's like the math they make you do for a gacha game

A lot of vegies is basically just poison

what microwave dinners and tinned beans for 15 years do to a palette

>>105525740
as a former favourite i have to say that i wouldnt support this either
she's a weak little pissbaby and the the shock collar might aswell be the same as her getting hit by lightning

not you

Almost 5k points

i'd rather her be sleeping with another man than behaving how she does

Whats with everyone being so negative about the subathon? :[ Dont you want her to succeed and be happy?

Where is the chip? Where is the whisky? What a fucking scam

>>105526505
she's doing that and behaving like this

>>105526533
I'm happy and excited. She's gonna keep me company during work. Only the groomers that love her so heckin much are negative ironically enough

>>105526533
she is retarded and throws away her life over the people who are the issue

>>105526533
welcome to r/shonsnark

69 TIMES what she has gotten now to see feet. Good luck fellas.

>>105526533
This is an anti-thread. Most people here hate her.

>>105526586
She has 5019 points right now, we only need 14 times.

>>105526604
Wait until you realize that she wants abusive husbands and thinks being abusive = love and all of a sudden this is the most loving and supporting general.

Shondo will die soon

>>105526559
Me too brother, enjoying my paid vacation with her, i'm just glad shes back

chip challenge will be fun and harmless. she will do what most people do and take a nibble without eating the rest. only way i can see it going bad

>>105526230
If it just runs the fuck out I'mma lmao

>>105526717
*is with her vomiting or something.

>>105526626
no she doesn't, the ones she's the worst about are the ones who are never mean enough for her to have a spine.

>>105526626
Abusive husbands that hit her and make her go make a sandwich and pilot an oven not nagging fags that act like a women having meltdowns over the most stupid things

>>105526457
Ant

>>105526776
You don't get to choose what kind of abuse you get

>>105526811
She literally does, this sadly isnt the 1800s

>>105526626
Also that she thinks consent is boring

Has she changed how the point system works?

>>105526533
>Dont you want her to succeed and be happy?
Only with me

Is shondo trying to scam people or just retarded?

This is so fucking frustrating!! Read your own poster shondo

>i don't have a programmer boyfriend
nagl for ltd

1400 points only after all of this HOLY SHIT LMAO

Is it just me or is the bee spinning way faster than normal?

>>105527083
He doesn't have a job so it is ok

she tells herself that she cares but she doesn't care enough to try

Who's gonna tell him?

>doesnt like dairy
>"why am i malnourished?"

Based on her own poster she's at 7789 points, but she's being a woman

Also it is not even hard to do a google sheet with the formula. Incredible retardation from the monkey

>drinks only nut "milk"
LMAO

>>105527163
You should seriously tell her in chat or she's gonna count it wrong and scam people the entire donothon

My autism can't tolerate her not being consistent with her point system.

sexy whore

>>105527163
The funniest part is that the timer is actually working propperly

>>105527183
>supports snakes and whores
L

i am praying on her downfall inshallah

>>105527160
She needs to start the mongolian diet, that way she will become strong enough to reconquer the united kingshon!!

my autism is satisfied

>>105527183
Yeah, mine.

>This subathon has been planned for a long time and is a lot more thought out
Kek

It would be hilarious if she massively overestimated her expected earnings and is just now learning how little she's going to make

she's a woman and uneducated please understand

>>105527318
the only part that's premeditated is the part where she takes the money and runs

I can't deal with this retardation, actually this is the real GFE

>>105527140
she'd rather you leave and to make herself hate you so she doesn't have to accept that she's being played

Bro I can't with this woman

150IQ

what is the middle number and how much money does it represent

She's mad that she didn't grift hard enough

>>105527336
I think she may have done that for some goals and not for others since she keeps switching numbers. 40,000 for a handcam maid cosplay would make absolutely no sense if it was 40,000 subs.

notice how much she struggles to just admit she misunderstood and move on, her ego is genuinely unhinged, stop being so fucking insecure and just improve retard, admitting your wrong makes you smarter

>>105527392
Middle number are direct donations it is a 1 to 1

>>105527413
she is literally lost as fuck because shes dumb and asking for help, please keep your schizo narratives to yourself

>>105527442
you don't know her

Shondo will die in the next 30 minutes

>>105527482
she says herself she hates admitting she's wrong and feeling stupid, she realized she made a mistake, saw people calling her stupid, and then spent 10 minutes struggling with her emotions

>>105527413
what happened

>>105527540
i am talking about the instance literally right now, retard
i know its hard for you to keep on track but lets focus

>>105527565
And this makes you complain?

i think this reward should go in my mouth

>>105527580
i wouldn't want her to post pictures of her ass either, especially not in 8k professional "artistic" quality

I hope she paints her nails black.

>>105527610
Ok, well get used to it because it's happening? Lol

>>105527625
damn i didn't realize

>>105527610
her occupation is digital prostitute don't get prudish now

Why did that guy get banned? 9 month sub

soldier of rick and morty

59k for one photo feels way to little of a reward at that price desu
like at that price she should upload footjob asmr

>>105518347
Whores do like to defend other whores, so it's not looking good for cuckopolis.

>>105527775
It is actually 69k Noncium

she still can't admit she's taken it too far every time she's drank and stop herself from feeding her mindset of lashing out for people just looking out for her, she's not even trying, she is actively choosing to be worse

>>105527811
nooooo dont point out my minor spelling mistake

>>105518540
>>105518436
did she defend shiina before or after the gfe grift started

>>105527843
I know you like minors a lot Noncium

i was late, did she bring up the vegetarian diet thing with her doctor at the start? if not i presume shes gonna avoid getting dogpiled about that

>>105527844
She was always GFE grifting

>>105527888
No. I wonder if chat controlling her food includes meat

>>105527825
it's so stupid because she'd be so much happier if she just realized how misguided her emotions are and eventually wouldn't feel bad in the first place whilst also being able to be better for herself and people she wants to be better for instead of this spiral into her pathology

>>105527960
even worse it turns her away from the good people around her which further feeds the spiral and makes her feel worse and more resentful when it's the other way around

>>105527922
I would say not really before she started on twitch

I'm looking forward to hearing her laugh from qwerty's unban request.

this is why i dont like subathons. it's just sitting around saying "please gib money. tank you for deh moneh"

>>105527825
Last chuuba I actually watched that was like this I dropped outright
Almost got attached to another one that was the same but I stopped before that could happen
I'd prefer not to do the same with shondo but she's been irking me with how she's been lately

Shondo when are you going to fucking eat the chip?

>>105528104
she should do an interesting goal that creates content for the subathon like having her mom on stream

What was the total from last subathon?
I know a lot of the old oilers left but I'd still be surprised if the stretch goals aren't hit

>>105528114
she's not even that bad i genuinely think she'll grow up and out of it sooner than later, but yes it's very toxic in the meantime for anyone who notices and cares

>>105527775
I'd expect to fuck her for a week straight for that much

>>105528179
she spends more energy worrying about it and being stubborn than it'd take for her to just start trying and it also weighs on her and how she treats other people too

Why did she copy Kiki and Neppie?

>>105528167
14,211 subs over 11 days if I go by tweets

letting mean people run your life and people around you is way meaner than standing up for what's good and healthy

Shondo is the less "nise" person I ever met, and I met Obama

she is completely ignoring the reason why she bans people, genuinely sad levels of cope for such a good girl, this is just a convinient excuse to not try

These speeches always feels so fake no matter who I hear them from, but with shondo especially right now.

>I want to make people happy and be an inspiration for them
>Trauma dump and vent about your life 24/7

>>105528358
because they're annoying?

>>105528114
never dropped a chuuba over such things but I have had reservations about them steadily becoming an excessive drinker for content
gets exhausting the dozenth time they promise to pace themselves before getting sloshed again
at least some are cheerier drunks than shondo, every drunk shondo stream is just depressing these days and hurts her brand with all the "god I wish I could be a whore too"

Not even 2 hours in and already pity bating

>>105528378
it doesn't matter which reason, what matters is that there ARE reasons, good ones, and she is making exceptions at the expense of making it worse for herself and everyone else

>>105528395
Will the whiskey make this better or worse?

>>105528413
Worse

lmao didnt even need to get her crunk this time

it's called trauma, and it's not a reason to give up

hiatus soon
graduation soon

>>105528442
Only Shondo has experienced hardship, please understand

she needs a therapist so bad, it's impossible for her to work through this by herself, and that's not because she's weak

>>105528474
>lerapy
>>>/reddit/

plink182 theres no way anyone could understand me

my parent was murdered in broad daylight

Shondo needs the rapist so bad it hurts

>>105528490
it's better than what she's doing now

Shondo can you just be a fucking monkey? No one cares that your whore mother killed herself

>>105528413
syadousmug

i don't get why this means she has to actively sabotage things and make it worse

When something worse than this happened to me Shondo told me that she's not my wife and asked me to fuck off :)

Oh that's nice Shondo. Only some of your dedicated husbands are with you in this, not the others.

>>105528514
but you tanked it right

>>105528555
no choice because im a man

>>105528474
too much ego to accept help with things that she knows she doesn't know about, you think she'll ever accept help for something like her mental health that she is the ultimate authority on

>>105528535
Yeah her bs that no one in the audience could possibly understand her is frustrating

>no one can understand what I've been through
I know she's been through things that neither her nor her family have deserved but it is annoying for her to act as if people really haven't had similar or worse situations

I love the new army BGM i hope she releases it soon so i can metal work to it

she's right. life can suddenly break you out of nowhere. idk how ptsd works and how much of a meme it is, but trauma fucks your brain in ways that are very hard to recognize/control. idk how exactly it makes you feel disconnected from your previous self, but i've experienced that too.

larp over

DIVORCE DIVORCE DIVORCE

>>105528600
>and I'm gonna get <someone to rely on>
BF arc confirmed

She is codifying streaming as just an emotional prostitution.

I want someone to make an edit of this part of the speech and then hard cut to her being suicidal after getting sloshed later

She is getting very close to admitting the bf

she's opening the relationship lmaooooo

the secret bf is so real

Can she just admit that she regrets starting the wife larp and give it a clear cut end already?

she is an adult and can leave her family if its too difficult

Oh come the fuck on she's claiming stress over wifey doko

I'd honestly be a bigger fan if she'd be honest about it desu

>>105528474
she needs a boyfriend, unironically

This shit is fucking done

>>105528690
yeah me

If she shut down her DIscord 99% of these problems would disappear, unironically. Only show up for streams, that's it

>guys please dont be mentally ill and shit your diapers over me every day you can enjoy other things too
>how fucking dare she, its so over

why are you guys acting like a girl who has to support her family whos mom kysed herself is being a selfish crybaby

>Shondo says she wants to be happy and that means you should leave
>Kiki says she worries about everyone who leaves and gets upset and cries and wonders if theyre hurt or died

>life is too short
>I want to be happy
yeah she's getting the boyfriend

Therapy is a scam

Holy shit
Therapy arc finally

>>105528672
autist kun she literally just did

>>105528757
No, she already has one and she wants to open up about it

>>105528750
sounds like youre new here
this is how everyone normally is. this is where the mentally ill manchildren vent as they hatewatch

>>105528750
Because her grandma does nearly everything. She's just sooooo overwhelmed doing the exact same things as before.

>makes fun of american healthcare constantly, smugly saying the NHS is superior because it's free etc
>get so traumatized by how shitty the NHS is that she never goes again
kek

>>105528833
oh so that makes it not a big deal that her mom killed herself
you're a psycho

Now that the mandatory pity bait is over, can she eat the chip?

>>105528870
That was months ago

>>105528785
In the most long winded way while trying to "bee nise" so that she doesn't kill the subathon's momentum

her sisters need to move in with their dads

>>105528739
"Did that guy just post that he missed me? OH GOD IM GOING INSANE HELP ME OTIS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

>>105528896
are you for real

>>105528868
therapists here also fucking suck, it'd be better if they cost less so you could shop around for the right one.

>>105528868
classic brit bong moment
same thing happened when she was trying to get shadowmama treatment at a private hospital
>LMAO EVEN PRIVATE BRI'ISH HEALFCARE IS BETTER AND CHEAPER GET FUCKED AMERIKEKS
>so erm... they're not equipped to deal with shadowmama ackshually and she has to stay at the bad place

>>105528934
People die all the time, move on. She sits infront of a computer playing videogames for a living. Normal people need to get back to work and live paycheck to paycheck when even wose things happened.

Pay homeless people for therapy instead of wasting your money on "professionals"

>>105528996
insincere post

>>105528996
yeah i think you're trolling, bad taste

>>105528987
she couldnt be released into private healthcare until discharged, idiot. she was going to go to a private doctor later but then she died

>>105528934
sociopath found on 4chan
in other news the sun is hot

>>105529035
>>105529038
When she is still traumadumping over it in 2 years will you admit being wrong?

>>105528987
Both things are true. The British healthcare system is not so sociopathic as to place emergency care behind a paywall.

>>105528996
this, months grieving is enough time, is she gonna be struggling to do work a year later because of her misfortune and still expecting handouts?

It was a mistake not calling off the marriage now when she had the chance. Nothing will change because of that speech, she has already said as much many times before, asking people to stop trauma dumping and putting pressure on her etc

>>105528870
unironically its not. move the fuck on and grow the fuck up. everyone loses their parents if they get old enough. she isn't special at all.

>>105529092
wrong about what? it takes people years to get over the death of a family member even in non-traumatic circumstances

>>105529111
What speech? I can't watch the VOD.

>>105529111
>putting pressure on her
>traumadumping
>"uuuu wifey doko"
her issues are literally in her own head and self inflicted

I've been hanging on for really long but man, every single stream now, when she actually streams, shes being a downer and brings this up. Even removing all the "parasocial" things I miss that has been gone from her streams for over a year now, it's just not fun anymore.

My sub expired during this last break and I think I'm out. I never chat so it's not like she'll notice anyway. I've been watching some other vtubers while she was off and realized, I have much more fun with them, it's way less drama and too be honest they treat their communities better too.

I know I'm just throwing this into a lake of piss but I wanted to say some sort of goodby

>>105529149
No need to be disingenuous. We talk 24/7 in here about how insufferable the groomers are

>>105529149
>her issues are literally in her own head and self inflicted
her mom committed suicide

I missed the first part, can someone post everything that was soad since (conveniently) the vod is muted for it

>>105529184
that is an unrelated issue

>>105529170
Proud of you man
I've been attached to chuubas that I liked a lot but decided to kill it just cus I wasn't enjoying them anymore due to their behavior
You've got more will and sense than most of the people here

>>105529184
LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>105529236
That's literally what she was complaining about

>>105529149
not really, she has to corral a ton of manchildren
wish she could stick to her guns with the serious shon schtick because it just feels worse that she lashes out but ultimately keeps most of the troublemakers around and still cares about their whining

>>105529223
Just that she doesn't want to be people's only source of happiness. She doesn't want people to put pressure on her anymore because she literally can't handle it. And that she's going to take care of herself better, she's going to therapy after the subathon as the first step. Something like that

>>105529184
And being upset to the point of being unable to function over that is up to her.

>>105529170
Hate watching shondo is really fun, you should try it

>>105529284
not really

>>105529277
>She doesn't want people to put pressure on her anymore because she literally can't handle it
in this case putting pressure on her is posting that you miss her after she goes away for a week

>>105529276
yeah, this only punishes people that were already behaving while the other groomers will continue doing their thing as always. it always happens like that because she refuses to actually put her foot down for real

>>105529223
I will upload the VOD once the stream ends anon chama

Her calling out p2w's groomer shit is the most satisfying thing of 2025.

how are people saying theyre watching the vod if it's live? when i try to clip i don't hear the song either

>>105529223
she chock collar is real, itll go on the highest setting in rapid pulses until she dies on stream
feet reward cancelled
parasocial dynamic is now finished. she can be your sister at most, but you arent allowed to make it incestuous
otis is responsible for tearing the family apart

>>105529322
You know damn well what she meant unless you're deliberately misunderstanding or if you're a literal retard. Which one are you?

>>105529326
When did that happen because it definitely wasn't in this stream

>>105529357
S melty

>>105529326
nothing she said was new she's told people to stop trying to use her as an attention ATM and do other stuff besides post in discord trying to bait attention when she isn't live for years

>>105529326
It's just frustrating to me because you know damn well they won't change and she won't ban them anyway

>>105529326
she absolutely did not do this. SHOULD have, though

>>105529170
been kinda my experience
soft left ages ago and joined other communities and it's cool not being in competition for attention all the time and having someone approach their community without needing to be guarded against constant attack
also helps to not be so affected by the mood swings and everything
I want the best for shon though
I think the casual watching experience is best, if the stream's a downer just come back another time, etc

>>105529357
she should say what she means, because i merely repeated what she said

Does Shondo have anything going for her if she isn't parasocial? She doesn't seem like she's having a good time on stream or does anything interesting

>>105529408
Unironically no. Even non parasocial streamers are better gfe/parasocial experiences

>>105529408
She's the based cunny vtuber who says lol so random things like she loves Hitler.

>>105529408
The parasocialism was the big draw so she's obviously going to keep milking it. She's just saying that she won't so she feels better about herself for having a bf. Hence the "life is too short" spiel.

>>105529428
I get the impression that she used to be big on parasocial stuff and everyone here is upset that she stopped

when is the husband trials? she said she needs someone to rely on and lean on, getting a boyfriend would make the most sense

>>105529408
No, she is boring

>>105529408
im not very parasocial for her because shes way too much of a landmine. i just enjoy her talking random shit and making edgy jokes while i play a game or something, and she does a big variety of games + silly ideas
its really not that deep

>>105529445
You just described half of Phase Connect

>>105529467
>he doesn't know
Chat getting friendzoned because she found a real man

>>105529521
Her actions arent consistent with someone who has a bf

Man i dodged a bullet. I found her at what I consider peak shondo when she still had secret alts and would have wifed her if I didn't already have an oshi. I got very close to switching oshis but couldn't betray my oshi when she did nothing wrong and I'm so happy I was strong enough to resist shondo back then.

>>105529545
whos your oshi

>>105529535
Her actions arnt consistent, period.

Shondo can't even do the most simple goal of eating a fucking chip

>>105529561
no, she doesnt get those consistently either

>>105529559
Saruei

>>105529589
worst bait you couldve picked anon

>>105529589
Based BPDemon enjoyer

>>105529408
you have to take the daughter pill except its the kind of daughter that runs away from home to get pregnant with a homeless man and you have to watch her life fall apart but you'll always be there for her
but no really she is a good entertainer, when she's not depressed or on some drama; when you're not caught up in the husband shit you get the privilege to just leave when the vibe's bad

>>105529535
You're actually delusional. She's been so inconsistent since meeting him at the start of the year, and him making her cancel valentine's and the parasocial aspects have been the most obvious red flag

>>105529589
ew even worse

>>105529589
she is almost as retarded as shondo

>>105529620
>daughter pill
she seems pretty mature, definitely doesnt have daughter vibes

>why does whenever i look at it gets bigger
good fucking god

Just realized something wierd, her first subathon was when I started watching her consistently, I watched her before but the subathon was when I really got into her. And now this subathon I feel is when I'm going to go from consistently watching her to maybe watching her here and there if a streams fun.

unironically contemplating why im even here instead of in literally any other stream

>>105529667
dude I miss 2022 shondo sooo much

>>105529686
Because no one else is on

If she doesn't marry a fan then she will die alone at 31

Cookie gate will return

Meanwhile Oli just went on 2 one on one dates with chatters and will be planning more the next few days

>>105529457
she's parasocial in the "loves her audience" way that most are, plus a sort of "I'm dedicating myself to you so I'm staying a virgin forever"
part of her sacrifice for us was feigning affection and romance, something she's been too overwhelmed to do for a long time
and then there was the whole "you need to be dedicated to ME" part which caused a lot of anguish for all parties when she couldn't let people go and nobody could just be a normal guy that comes for the experience and then goes on with their day, and that's more or less gone because of infighting and the pressure on her to reciprocate the dedication from the fans
tl;dr: she took it too seriously in a way that hurt everyone and the end result is being an average streamer but chaste

>>105529649
>mature
as if

>>105529758
And they didn't even have to pay

what are the chances that her therapist tells her a relationship with hundreds of people isn't working for her

>>105529620
her depression and trauma dumping is the best part of her

Shondo streams be like
>throwing shade at other vtubers
>please don't interact with me in any way it stresses me out
>merch merch merch
>game starts
>sulks and quits stream because either she got stuck in game or a chatter said her mkultra activation code like "suntan lotion"
>take a week off

I'm being hyperbolic but not really

>>105529811
my therapist unironically said that I should try to marry her for real IRL.

Shondo molded onahole

>>105529811
they better get her to officially drop the husband-wife thing, it's not good for her or us

>>105529864
Make it a Sho molded onahole

>>105529870
she doesn't need to officially, that's on you if you're unhealthy

>>105529759
I started watching her a few months ago and she doesn't seem parasocial at all, but she's not funny or interesting or pleasant either, so she doesn't seem to have a strength anymore

>>105529811
Whatever happens is better than the past 2 years because she has no idea what she wants with streaming

>>105529811
The therapist will ask her to talk about her trauma but slowly and do nothing else.

I told her it's my birthday today and she ignored me...

Eating the Chip with a shot of whisky

Her therapist should tell her to get married to me irl

>>105529967
kek

>>105529930
highlight a message when she gets back

i regret looking up homes for sale in the forest because i found a dream home but it would be too awkward to live there

>>105529832
It's true

>>105529896
can't really say much but that it was better and she's understandably had a hard time enjoying things with a dead mom and a legal battle
she had good chops as an entertainer and if anything the fan dynamic was a detriment once it devolved into alts and menhera possessive episodes
she had the opportunity to lean more on her talent but then mom died

>>105529930
stop pressuring her

>>105530144
>she had good chops as an entertainer
really? all i see is her acting smug

Shondo:
>"You should leave and find something else"
>"I regret the wife thing"
Also Shondo:
>"Don't forget you're here forever"
>Calls you husband and herself wife

>>105530031
Won't it be cringe if she saw it the first time and just decided to ignore it?

i dont want to leave her because syadouWiggly is the best wiggler

>>105530179
you're supposed to choose the interpretation you want and roll with it, she won't do anything about which you choose anymore

shouldn't she stop the timer during BRB time?

>>105530151
people will ignore her like the past 5 times she's had this talk. especially when she dropped that right after saying she'll keep being nice to people no matter what they do

One last sad post before I go to bed. What's hitting me harder that just not watching her is that she used to be the canonical, platonic vtuber in my mind. She was what I considered a vtuber "should" be like. It gave me comfort knowing she existed and watching every single part of that image degrade the past 3 years is bumming me out.

>>105530255
Nah

>>105530214
That's called grifting. If the other part makes her comfortable she should stop doing it. Being a liar isn't a good look.

>>105530195
I'd off myself desu

>>105529930
she just gave you the talk about being parasocial, back off groomer

thread reading shondo, marry me irl i can be there for you

when will she get decent rigging for her mouth

ETA on one chip? I don't want to miss that

>>105530468
Soon

>>105530179
>>"I regret the wife thing"
Did she actually say this?

>>105530536
She said that if she could she would have just gone with the imouto/daughter theme

>>105530536
Yes

Shondo is pregnant with my child and wants to abort with 1 chip

she will be my wife irl

>>105530772
i wonder if your aborted child would make for good salsa for the chips

>>105530860
She is infertile

She tanked that shit

fuck all of you. crying now watching my wife die in real time.

She is dead

shondo so strong

Happening bros?

>>feels like covid
dios mio...

>>105531053
she needs to go to the hospital NOW

>>105530996
And people said her heart would explode lmao

I find it sexy that her butthole is going to sting tomorrow

I can't beleive my wife just died on stream :c

I hope she dies

I hope she lives

>this one is black... eww
KEK

i hope she goes on several dates with me and then we make things official

watching ririgaki instead of this whore

>>105531157
Same, but not because I hate her; I think it would be hot.

i will put a bit of hot sauce in the lube so it stings for both of us while I bury myself in her ass

>>105529930
>>105530031
>>105530195
she ignored it again...
>>105530151
>>105530362
is it really being pressuring/parasocial? i don't even write on the discord or during her lives normally

>>105531377
stop listening to this place, you just have an unfortunate bday, use your fibber pass once the subathon is over

Shondo will shit her pants on stream

>>105531377
I'm sorry Anon...

>>105531269
>watching an open coalburner that laughed at people when she told them

>>105531377
you've just twice spammed about your irrelevant birthday trying to get a response from her. that's pressuring her, she JUST talked about this
what are you gonna do now, spam it every 10 minutes til she bans you?

>>105531377
Happy birthday anon, she obviously missed it, there is no reason for her to ignore it.

shock collar bros you could have prevented this

Jesus, she just muted mid-puke

Shondo will shit out her instenstines and die pooping

called the vomiting. poor bastard.

coughing baby takes on nuke at sub goal (what's the worst that could happen?)

FUCKING IDIOT

>>105531377
happy birthday anon

taking another break already? grifting bitch

praying for her butthole

I unironically think this could teach her a valuable lesson if she doesn't just joke it away. She always thinks nothing can affect her in any way

>>105531580
It's coming out the top hole anon

>>105531545
extremely spicy shits are fucking painful. it's way worse coming out.

>>105531269
imagine watching a coalburner whore lmao

should've had the puke bucket on standby

Rate the subathon?

>>105531624
Short and sweet! I loved it! 10/10

>>105531377
Happy Birthday man

>>105531488
>watching an open coalburner
Shondo?

>>105531624
10/10

>>105531624
spicy/10

>>105531614
that's just phase 1

>runs down the timer for 7 hours after eating a salted potato chip
evil

>>105531654
>defending Riri of all people
is this really the hill you wanna die in? kek

I remember eating really spicy stuff as a challenge when I was a kid, truly an experience of all time

>>105531624
10/10

>>105531708
Yeah I just refuse to do shit like this as social gatherings etc. I don't care if people think I'm boring for not participating. Fuck that noise lol

>>105531621
youre watching shondo

Everyone who had donated up to now is responsible for shondo's diarrhea

>shitting her guts out
>nade nade nade
lol

somebody get a Snoopy band aid for her asshole

I hope she is enjoying herself, despite the pain.

she is used to puking :)

Already failing donation goals...

>>105531624
11/10 wife

>>105513126 (OP)
Michael's cocksleeve

she didnt chew

Shondo will commit suicide by 100 chips

>>105531496
nah, i'm not gonna try again of course
>>105531515
>>105531574
>>105531649
Thanks anons!
>>105531468
it's ok, it can happen

i just want it to be happy and nise

I just want to marry her

qwerty in the list

good evening shondocucks

shondo 2 hours ago: be nise, even to people who don't deserve it, i want to kill them with kindness!
meanwhile her and her regulars

>>105533279
good evening shondocucks

qwerty next

who's the void cuck? tubby?

>>105529345
>but you arent allowed to make it incestuous
is it true, please say no

>>105533646
her incest slot is already occupied

>>105533646
her incest hole is already filled

gonna listen to vom asmr and masturbate to her tweet

qwerty next
get ready to see how much she was coping when she had that talk earlier about being nise and why she won't ban anyone except when she does

>>105533918
people like him and t need clear messages to fuck off

BTFOD AGAIN LMAO

qchama

how sad... what happened to "everyone deserves another chance"??

>>105533935
and no one else apparently

q take the hint and move on

>>105533950
it only applies to people

stay banned qwerty

>>105533957
is anyone else sticking around like a roach?

>>105533985
she won't even tell anyone else anything

what a bitch