Thread 105532570

She's Back Edition

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>>105458316

>YouTube
https://youtube.com/@pillowdear
>Twitter/X
https://x.com/pillowdearasmr
>Merch
https://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr

>Fan website & resources
https://piwwow.love/
>Fan wiki
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear

>Latest cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc
>Latest event
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8

>Latest stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBfQlXu9WdA
>Upcoming stream
Pokemon TBD

Thread rules:

Ignore the post above, these are the real thread rules

>>105532623
lies! heresy!

Anyone got ideas for "most liked comment chooses stream?"

>>105532985
If we all ask for a toenail painting stream, we can make it happen

>>105533134
I ain't putting my name on that.

>>105533134
>>105533309
We need an anon to sacrifice himself.
Should we draw straws?

>>105533396
Man I already suspect Pillow knows I'm a degenerate I can't just instantly prove her right lol

>>105533134
lol we all want it but nobody wants to be the one to post it. At least likes are private so the rest of us will be safe.

The suggestive art commissioner should do it. She already knows what he's into.

Olive and Pillow handcam. I want them to interlock fingers and get embarrassed.
>>105534586
Cute

I just want to hold her in my arms and tell her what she means to me.

I just want to see her pretty, pale feet, her cute, slender toes, and the way her pink toe tips contrast with the rest of her foot. I bet her feet are beautiful, and I must see them

>>105534586
That's really sweet, Pillow is very loved by the piwwos.

>>105535372
I make sure to be involved in these in any way I can because I know they make her very happy.

>>105535419
That's cool I prefer not being involved heavily in fan projects and what not.

>>105535362
>the way her pink toe tips contrast with the rest of her foot
This hornypiwwo gets it.

I really hope I can speak with her one-on-one in private again at some point. Another Discord M&G would be perfect. I've thought about what I want to say.

>>105535530
I'd be pretty nervous, and I have no idea what I'd say to her. I have a bit of an idea but it's probably pretty cookie cutter bland.

Pillow is incredibly good at speaking, despite her social anxiety. I still remember my first meet and greet with her. Despite how terrified I was of talking to her, she let me go at my own pace, and it was calm and relaxing. As nervous as I was, I also felt at ease talking to her. I'm still terrified of talking to her, though, despite knowing I have nothing to fear

>>105535623
I was nervous the first time too, but she was so sweet and let me know she was nervous too which helped me feel more comfortable. As for what to say, if you're honest with her I'm sure she'll appreciate it, even if you think it's similar to what other people will say. Take the opportunity if it arises; you won't regret it.

>>105535968
Yes, she conducts herself very well.

Thinking about Pillow has been keeping me awake lately.

>>105536158
That's reassuring thank you.

>>105538826
https://x.com/Cheroulac/status/1978618255267762573
OUR FUARKING HERO
JUICE THIS MAN

>>105539211
The madman actually did it. Pillow is gonna be shocked.

NOOOOOOO
NENE GO AWAY
ALIAS STAY ON HIATUS

>>105539468
What's wrong with the big titty angel?

>>105539512
She took Pillow’s feet away from us

>>105539468
Sounds good to me. What's the problem?

I hate women so much it’s unreal

>>105539542
>She took Pillow’s feet away from us
I don't understand

>>105539933
Are you retarded?

I don't care if she doesn't do the feet thing I just dont want her to do the collab cause she literally said it the rules "No Collabs"

>>105539933
Toenail painting was No. 1 until Nene showed up. It’s more No. 2, but it has no other competition

>>105540003(me)
It’s now No. 2*

For the previous community reward vote from her donothon - which was her Twitter banner - she explicitly said that she’d only count the votes of viewers instead of VTubers since they’re the ones who made it possible and it kept voting more fair. She didn’t say that she would do the same this time, though. Not like matters, really. Pillow would’ve never gone through with toenail painting, she’ll either ignore the suggestion or hide the reply. It would’ve been pretty funny it was the most popular request though

>>105540121
i honestly suspect pillow asked nene to swoop in after she saw the toe stream winning by a landslide.
it's alright, at least she knows there's interest now

>>105539957
Yes. Thanks for noticing asshole.
>>105540003
Well this sucks ass, thank you for explaining.

Putting aside how Nene's suggestion was probably done to make sure it wins over the feet one, I just think it's a lame suggestion. I mean it's just sleeping noises and I don't care for collab ASMR, I just want Pillow.

I knew the toenail painting was a crap shoot but it was worth a try. I just hope Pillow doesn't resent that brave piwwo for suggesting it.

>>105538826
Time to spend the night making twitter accounts to like this mans post

>>105532596
no bagels

Pillow on lululasso's stream

>>105541647
But I only watch Pillow on her channel

Damn this was rigged from the start, I was hoping a piwwo would win. Pillow could've just vetoed the toenail stream if she didn't want to do it.

>>105542044
I think Pillow may actually be slightly upset over the fact it got so many likes

Aside from Nene’s post, the two most popular requests are now focused on feet.

Nene comments on pillows stuff a lot so I don’t think it’s that out there for her to have naturally commented on this too

>>105541598
Bagelfags got real quiet after that Minecraft stream

When I see Piller,
I think "Fill'er!"

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978651926251078123
does she know that tomorrow is the 16th?

>>105543080
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978653219254686193
What will she do without Olive...

>>105539211
>>105539468
Both of these are bad, what a shame

>>105541373
I think he’ll be fine, this is just typical Cher behavior tbdesu. It’s usually other Piwwos that get on his case

I don't know how to feel about ASMR collabs. ASMR is usually intimate 1 on 1 time with Pillow, a collab feels like she wants me to cheat on her.

>>105545957
I feel this way about collabs in general. I think it’s kind of funny how Pillow herself also seems to want to do ASMR collabs while having that same exact philosophy you’re talking about. She wants to collab because it’s fun, but she also sees ASMR and something intimate. She’s gotten jealous over regular collabs and her own ASMR events, I wonder why she even pushes for ASMR collabs sometime

>>105546047(me)
as something intimate*

>>105545957
Aye, it kinda flies in the face of her usual possesiveness.

But seeing as Alias has commented on it and retweeted Nene's suggestion to her page, I think the cavalry are trying to avoid the toenail painting at all costs.. Which is fair enough, would hate a cheeky suggestion to upset Pillow.

>>105546203
Aside from Nene’s collab idea, the top posts are both focused on feet. Pillow tends to have a hard time setting boundaries and putting her foot down, especially against Piwwos, so she definitely appreciates having a way out that doesn’t make it seem like she’s flat out ignoring fan suggestions

>>105546336
>putting her foot down

I see what you did there

>>105546336
To be fair she stated it has to be SFW and no IRL streams except handcam and you could argue the feet suggestions go against those rules. But yes I imagine it will be easier for her just going with Nene's suggestion even if it goes against what she said before about picking a piwwo's suggestion.

Now I’m sad :(

>>105546600
Yeah, I don’t think anybody would realistically blame her for not wanting to do toenail painting. Getting it to No. 2 was pretty funny though

Just realized Nene’s collab suggestion had even more likes than Pillow’s actual post

I’m fine with Nene, but I don’t particularly want to have to watch Alias for obvious reasons. She’s disgusting. I won’t be watching if that stream wins. Pillow should just pick the highest sfw piwwo suggestion she’s comfortable with imo.

>>105546958
The ASMR movie watching is probably my favorite idea. It’s cute and fairly original

>>105546958
I don't like ASMR collabs in general for the reasons other piwwos were talking about earlier but yeah with Alias makes it even worse. I'd rather she picked a SFW option from a piwwo as well.

>>105546047
There’s a reason she’s stopped doing as many collabs and voices, it DOES make her jealous, she just knows the Piwwos enjoy it and her top priority is always making Piwwos happy.

She explicitly said no IRL besides handcam, and no vtuber suggestions because she knows if a vtuber suggests a collab it’ll win. She knew the feet thing would be near the top, and frankly it’s kinda sad. She should never be pressured to do a stream that makes her uncomfortable, and y’all forget that she’s seen the foot fetish arts, she knows that it’s just a request for gooning material. It’s just sad because it means she’ll think less of the Piwwos for being so nasty towards her, and probably never do another challenge like this again if she has to pick the 3rd or 4th highest voted one.

>>105547236
I do actually agree with this to some extent. Would I like to see her feet? Of course but it feels wrong seeing those 2 feet stream suggestions when you know what their true intentions are. Pillow has been clear about wanting to be a SFW streamer and people should respect that. I doubt she'll think less of us though, she already knows what Cher is like and the other one is a notorious footfag who isn't even a piwwo. The likes don't mean much because anyone could be liking those it's not just piwwos coming across that tweet.

>>105547484
I think it’s just unfortunate, and I want her to feel like the Piwwos are better than wanting to pressure her into some shit she’s not comfortable with. I’ll get to see plenty of her one day when we are dating.

>>105546958
>Alias
Oh, I didn't know she became a corpo. Her original indie channel is called HaewonHeartstring.

The feet suggestions are just piwwows joking around. Obviously deep-down we would like to watch that because she’s beautiful and our wife but we all know she won’t do it, which is why it’s clearly a joke suggestion. I’d be disappointed if she picks the collab for it’ll take away from the next charity stream goals if she does something similar, knowing a big vtuber can just step in and override you. She can collab with them anytime so it’s nothing unique to the event she just did. If Pillow wants to upset as few people as possible, she could do both; NAP collab and the highest piwwo suggestion she’s comfortable with. That way the people who sit out the ASMR collab because of Alias still get the piwwo stream which feels more personal to us.

>>105548533
Nah, she said explicitly a few times before and during the charity stream that she’s fully aware that the second a vtuber comments some shit, it’ll be the highest because they have fans who will like it regardless of anything. She is just ignoring anything that a vtuber suggests.

big olive love!

Olive toenail painting? Pillow can paint them black.

>>105548730
I want to tie pillow up and kiss Olive in front of her.

>>105548825
what if olive pushes you away and says not in front of pillow

Olive might dislike piwwows and only puts up with us for her friend.

>>105546936
GG no re

I feel bad for encouraging the toenail painting suggestion because she obviously doesn't want to do it given the rules she set out. The one that said "SFW feet stream" is even worse because there's no pretext. I know she'll just disqualify it, but I think she's really disappointed and sad that a bunch of us want that stuff from her. I'm sorry pillow :(

Duty calls!

>>105549584
My mistake; it says "SFW feet ASMR", but that's barely an excuse. It might actually be worse.

>>105549158
It’s weird categorizing Pillow’s growth, since it was so explosive early on, but now she’s had a full year where she only got like 20-30k. She feels very big leagues because of how good she is at grabbing conventions and events, but as far as I can tell that’s primarily because her fans are so devoted and always show up, more than having a large audience. Most of Pillows sub count is just casual ASMR listeners, hence why her more weird streams only get like 10k views vs ASMR averaging 60k.

>>105532570 (OP)
cafe merch is live
https://store.neonshrine.shop/collections/v-idol-cafe

>>105549584
I think the fact that she preempted the hornyposting with saying that only handcam would be okay for IRL shows that she knows exactly where the Piwwos would go.

As soon as she gets back we let her down. Doesn’t feel great…

>>105549659
Sure, she expected it, but we didn't have to confirm her suspicion.

I've posted my suggestion which is the outfit stream I've talked about wanting before.

The forbidden fruit…

I haven't seen anyone suggest a deeper voice stream yet. She doesn't do it much anymore so this seems like a good opportunity.

>>105550066
Someone wanted a deeper voice mommy putting you to bed ASMR

The 24 hours for the twitter post will end an hour and a bit after the Pokemon stream she's been looking forward to starts.

I say we tie up Cher and offer him up for sacrifice at the start of the stream. Because obviously not a single one of us liked his post and it was all his fault.

>>105550066
I would hate to do that to her, it hurts her heart to think about Piwwos preferring her mommy voice over her normal voice. I personally would encourage her to do more voice acting streams, but from the perspective of how it’s one of her skills and it’s good to use, instead of the Piwwos wanting it really bad.

>>105550490
I like her other voices because they're part of her. It's not that I'd prefer her to talk in a deeper voice all of the time; I don't want her to change. I just think it's cool that she can do it, and the voice is nice. I wish she thought of it that way instead of feeling like we want her to be someone else.

>>105549641
Be thankful. There is not a single GFE vtuber that became a 4view and didn't become far more distant.

>>105550698
100% agree. I love all her voices and she’s a talented VA, I’d just like to hear that soft early voice and the deeper one for fun.

>>105551839
I plan on being in her DMs and knowing her personally before that comes about, so only you dudes need to really worry.

>Not already in her DMs
ngmi

Could do with an Olive pantyjob right about now if I’m being honest.

What if Pillow actually goes through with the toenail painting?

>>105553541
Let’s just say /pillow/ will be the calmest you’ve ever seen it

>>105553541
She won't, so there's no point entertaining the idea. I don't want to see people asking her about it and making her uncomfortable either.

>>105553575
"Calmest" isn't the word I'd use.

Actually retarded people are fucking hilarious

>>105553959
What is this post in regards to?

Her lore video and that fan animation based on it made me think about just how incredible her journey has been, from the dark place she was in to where she is now. Maybe that's the case for a lot of VTubers, but the way she talks about and portrays it makes me particularly emotional. She's so special to me.

>>105555345
I was watching her Untitled Goose Game play through while she was away and that alone shows how much progress she's made over the course of 1 year.

>>105555589
I'm almost afraid to watch her old streams, especially members-only ones, for the first time. From the clips I've seen I think they might really upset me, not because she's done anything wrong but because of the way she used to talk very frankly about herself, her life and what she was feeling. That stuff really affects me.

Concernfaggots blown the fuck out

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978837089299906887
Looks like she's up for the toenail painting stream, but with fake nails lol

>>105555918
You will never see her feet.

>>105555930
We should have seen this coming, she literally doesn’t use her own nails for the usual painting streams

You have to respect her for finding a way to technically fulfil a request that she otherwise wouldn't have.

>>105555831
Eh I'm a little afraid to watch the member vods...

I love the idea of Pillow figuring out that loophole and then acting completely innocent like she thought that's what the suggestion meant, then doing the stream completely straight and never alluding to what the obvious intention was.

Also, she's a sweetheart so she might do a bunch of the losing suggestions anyway.
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978841226288714175

>>105556228
That’s our pillow for you

>>105555964
She does sometimes, though she says it makes her embarrassed (which is still crazy to me).

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978837349581644155
I missed this from her post:
>I guess they have a wider canvas which is what makes you guys interested
Actually laughed out loud. She knows what she's doing. I love that she took it in her stride.

>>105555964
I mean, she did last time, but also it takes her like 5 mins to paint her nails. Toenail painting stream would have to be literally her just doing gooner bait, which isn’t what she does.

>>105556500
>Toenail painting stream would have to be literally her just doing gooner bait, which isn’t what she does.
You're right and I don't like that I let my desires override my respect for her.

>>105556433
She’s acting innocent and needs correction for being bad

“piwwo-san! I just have nooooo idea what you’re talking about? Toenails? Oh, like fake ones! Fufu… of course I can paint those!~ w-wait! Piwwo-San what are you doing?! Stop trying to take my socks off! P-Piwwo!”

I feel like she’s teasing with “and I totally agree!” I can see the smug look on her face

Joke's on her, I find women who pretend not to know what men want intensely attractive.

>>105556663
I love it.

Pillow is so insanely erotic… the way that she is the most seiso vtuber drives me up the walls

This fucking teasing brat. It only makes me more horny how she managed to get around this whilst knowing how much she’s messing with our dicks

>>105556768
I love the way pillow also doesn’t typically act bratty. She acts so cute and innocent and bats her eyes, and then gets smug when we can’t prove anything

So we’re all okay with the outcome, right?

>>105556932
Yeah she handled it exceptionally well and didn't have a woman moment that shitposters could latch onto.

>>105556932
It's essentially gonna be another nail painting stream, which she does a lot of anyway, so it feels like a missed opportunity. But she's hinted that she'll do a bunch of the other suggestions as well, so I can't be disappointed.

Bro wasted one of the genie's wishes because he wasn't specific enough

>>105557024
If he'd ended up too specific we'd of ended up watching her wearing hairy latex feet with holes cut out to show only the toenails.

>>105556932
Yes…although she better not be smug about it. I’ll be so sexually frustrated I might go schizo.

This is the funniest outcome, I'm glad it worked out.

>>105557110
She's not even gonna acknowledge what we're all thinking; she's gonna keep up the act and play it 100% straight. I think it's hilarious. I'm just hoping nobody in chat ruins it.

pillow cute

She is the perfect woman

>>105556838
>I love the way pillow also doesn’t typically act bratty.
https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1978857039695585390

Shit like this is exactly why Pillow is so good at what she does. A lot of other vtubers would either fall into the horny bait, crash out on their audience, or just skip straight over it and lash out at people who complain. She cares a lot about the Piwwos and making sure everyone is happy, so she can up with a solution where nobody can reasonably complain. I’m sure there’ll be some people crashing out about not getting to see her feet, but it will just look so dumb that it’s written off.

>>105557587
Yeah, the way she handled it is very clever and funny. We say it a lot but she's actually pretty mature when it counts.

>>105557587
This isn’t fair on my dick. I watch Sora a lot and she does the same thing. Acts innocent whilst teasing but in a way where she’s telling you she knows and you can’t do anything about it.

Haven't seen anyone post this:
https://x.com/Lulu_Lasso/status/1978544551821205625
Pillow's doing a Halloween-themed VR collab.

>>105558196
That was last night, someone linked the stream further back in the thread

>>105558264
Ah sorry, I should've checked.

Driving Pillow to get some takoyaki!

>>105558196
It was short because the host wasn’t properly prepared and nothing really happened

>>105558745
That's disappointing. I like how Pillow bounces off the other girls in collabs.

>>105558936
I like the way Pillow bounces on my dick every afternoon.

>>105559180
Olive...

Why do I feel like some of you have been eating bagels

>>105560647
I had two 4 cheese bagels this morning with butter...

>>105558745
I wouldn't exactly call 6 hours short

Will Pillow fart?

>>105561162
My wife does not poop or fart

Does Piller have any spooky RP’s coming up for spooky season?

>>105561012
fuck off bagelfag, go back to discord

>>105561628
She talked about a potential mummy rp

>>105561894
Suck a fuck and lick a dick before I post my dick sticking through a bagel for your and Pillow's pleasure.

>>105562328
take your bagels back to discord, faggot, i know your milk scent

>>105562627
Ok this is getting a bit too gay even for Elton John and his faggotry

Pillow is gonna tire out her voice..

>>105564765
>Read all dialogue, tired voice, short stream.
>Just play the game she's been looking forward to, have fun, longer stream.

Pretty simple Pillow math, but unfortunately you can't switch your twitter vote, hopefully people realize when the stream starts and chat convinces her to ignore the vote.

>>105562127
>Piller pulls out ur brain through your ear holes with a spoon
Kino!!

pil

Happy for Pillow she's excited about the game but man Gamefreak really phoned it in this will be hard to watch. At least Scarlet/Violet had Carmine, Nemona and I can play with an emulator + mods.

It's time to be the very best

why is she talking like that

>>105570784
she's voice acting

I want Pillow to track me down and stalk me

Damn they gave that chick has an ass

A hot stream of piss is bursting our of Pillow at this very moment

>>105572898
Why doesn’t she ever let us listen? Does she hate us?

Piwwos!!

>>105572398
her ASMRs were mostly Yandere stuff before she started streaming, most of them have been archived.

The absolutely ecstatic sensation I get blasting a full cumload deep into the warm and tight butthole of Pillow's roommate, Olive.

>>105583993
Based

https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1978946350470332693
I love this art.

>>105581612
I do enjoy her yandere stuff there's something about crazy obsessed women that turn me on.
>>105583204
Perfect, Pillow watching me, watching one of her vods.

Pillow adorably covering her eyes in embarrassment when an awkward but successful attempt at a footjob glazes her pretty, painted toenails!

>>105591821
What happens if she accidentally sticks her toe in your pee hole?

>>105592146
cum harder

>Pillow back home
>/pillow/ very comfy and calm with no arguing
Are we the clingy ones?

What if pillow does the nail painting stream as usual but afterwards posts a totally innocent picture of her wearing them on her bare feet?
Is this workable?

>>105592731
I would cum

>>105592568
It was bad before she left and it'll probably get bad again.

>>105592731
That would be a great end to the bit, but it's not gonna happen.

>>105592731
I too, would cum. Immediately. Hands-free.

>>105592731
Meh feet aren't my fetish

>>105592953
Are you this negative and boring all the time?

I hope this hornypranking becomes a thing with her. It’s funny but also fanservice because it makes me hard knowing SHE KNOWS

>>105593267
No.

>>105593306
I'd like that too lol, never acknowledging it just pretending she has no idea

>>105593306
>becomes a thing
She knows exactly what she's doing, probably even before she started streaming.

>>105593385
So why did she ask that guy in chat why his fingers are stinky? Or was she purposely making it awkward for him lol

I underestimated Pillow, she definitely knows more than she lets on when it comes to that kind of stuff. Now I'm second guessing the "elbow trick" comment she read recently, I wouldn't be surprised if she feigned ignorance there too. She's a crafty one.

>>105593553
I don't know, she seemed genuinely tricked by that one lol. I didn't even realise until someone here mentioned it.

>>105593522
Piwwo, that "guy" was just her on a burner account. It's her own fingers with her own butthole.

Pillow has always been extremely SFW to the point where she won’t even make suggestive or even slightly dirty jokes. This is literally the first time she’s ever leaned into a suggestive joke but not before turning it into something completely SFW. She’s typically oblivious to such jokes, as seen by the stinky fingers guy, but she knows full well what she’s doing this time. She more than likely won’t turn this into a trend and I hope nobody else does because she really does get uncomfortable even with slightly inappropriate or sensitive topics

You’re all forgetting she lives with Olive. She’s likely a huge degenerate. You can just tell what kind of shit she reads.

>>105593589
>You can just tell what kind of shit she reads.
Yeah my horny posts lol

>>105593643
I meant Olive is the degenerate who Pillow lives with. She likely picks up a lot of dirty stuff from her. If Pillow occasionally visits this general then…yeah, there’s no escaping our hornyposting.

>>105593567
It did seem like a genuine reaction but I don't know what to think anymore lol. Next time something like this happens I won't just assume she's innocent and that it could be a bit.

>>105593738
That is true

>>105593742
It's possible she just hadn't heard of that trick before. The feet thing was so obvious considering who posted it and just the well-known fact that VTuber fans go insane for that stuff.

Now I want a Pillow footjob with cute little white socks…

>>105593583
Yeah, it was a fun interaction and it should just be left at that.

I still want a Pillow pantyjob

Pan searing a prime rib eye steak for Pillow

Do you guys think she’ll play ZA tomorrow morning? I think I heard her joke about during her return stream

>>105595753
She said she might do those no-talking unlisted streams.

>>105595753
Probably, she said she might play it for comfy morning in last night's stream as well.

>>105593553
It's less that she's unaware of dirty things, less that she's not particularly online. She's very hit or miss on the stuff she knows about.

>>105596254
>She's very hit or miss on the stuff she knows about
I think this is the absolute best way to put it. She somehow recognized a fleshlight on sight during a viewer submission stream but she didn’t know what an Onahole was before posting “I love Onahole!” on Twitter

>>105593306
She's always been aware of dirty things, she just cares extremely hard about her streams being a safe, comfortable place for everyone. She doesn't play online games for the most part for that reason. That's part of why she freaked out so bad that one time that Scout pushed over a cup during ASMR. In her head, she's built up the trust of the Piwwos that her streams will be safe and comfy, so messing up and having something bad happen ruined that trust and made her feel like shit. She's mentioned being raised by the internet, and she's been in shipping and OC spaces forever, she's read more smut in a week than people have ever seen in their life.

Gentle smut reading ASMR

>>105597876
why is she like this

>>105598423
a full decade and more of dorky slow burn fanfictions that end in the raunchiest, animalistic smut

>>105598423

What is she saying? I don't have audio.

I like Pillowdear and honestly I enjoy the nail painting streams a lot

>>105599240
I like every stream where she is mostly focusing on something that she can easily multitask with and just hangs out mostly with chat. Pokemon stream was a little bit less interesting because it was more of a let's play than anything, but it was fun because she was enjoying herself.

>>105599096
She said penis, then repeatedly tried to convince piwwows she said peanuts.

>>105599096
https://files.catbox.moe/fza3w4.mp3

>>105599660
Peanus

>>105599857
Lol poor Pillow

It disturbs me that Pillow knows what a penis is.

>>105600148
She might know but she has never seen one so dont worry

>>105600148
You never learned what a penis and vagina is in school?

Should we get Pillow to do this?
https://love-language.co/
I've been seeing a lot of VTubers post their results.

>>105600585
Someone should post it on twitter and tag her to see if she'll try it.

Predictions?

Even better, I'd like her to take the test on stream (maybe during tomorrow's Comfy Morning) and talk through her responses.

>>105600849
Probably low words of affirmation, high on physical touch and quality time/acts of service.

olive is not dirty stop saying that

Pillow is the type to play with your balls more than your cock.

>>105601078
She’s just like me…

>>105601304
Good to know, fempiwwo.

>>105600585
Well that was interesting

I hope Pillow farts on stream one day.

>>105605225
I just want to hear her piss

>>105601044
Those who hide it are actually bigger pervs than those do not

>>105605225
I think she'd be mortified. I'd feel sorry for her.

I hope I dream of her tonight. It's been a while.

>>105608019
I don’t deserve her. I HAVE to kill myself

>>105608647
She wouldn't want you to think like that. But me too lol

>>105608019
she's always thinking about us...

>>105608019
She drew me!

She's thinking about us and doing things to make us happy every day. We're so lucky to have her. I hope you all do nice things for her when you can.

http://youtube.com/post/UgkxRZgv1AicvNQp1PNRI6I-qTIUwXvFsD8f
>please let me know what spooky streams you’d like to see during the Halloween season! OK!

I want Piwwo to bake Halloween cookies

I would've loved another bodycam-like stream like the one from last year's pumpkin carving. I doubt we'll ever get another glimpse of her like that

Gently caressing Pillow's headwings and feeling her squirm in my lap as she viciously orgasms.

>>105608647
I deserve her. I will treat her well and cherish her for all of our days.

"I thought Lopunny was like, the same size as trainers..." Pillow, I wonder where you got that from...

>>105625174
I’m pretty sure it was Lopunny specifically that she googled on stream before being warned that her safe search is off and clearly seeing NSFW images

>>105626229
https://www.youtube.com/live/DskuD0hm8Ao?t=7518s

Pillow getting shy and embarrassed when the shower head feels good on her sensitive parts

>>105601304
Go stick your gay cock in a bagel

even if you did like vegetables and eating to survive you would get it beat out of you until you become a slave to desire like everyone else

is this Pillow version of JOI?

Sitting on the sofa next to Pillow while she plays Pokemon and explains it to me

I'm late!

Pillow is going to munch on a buttered bagel I have around my cock

Collab coming up on Thursday, right? Wonder what it is

>>105632173
Pillow exclusively munches Olive's carpet

piwwos doko

>>105637531
Doing our three tasks for the day. What do you have planned for today piwwo?

>>105638174
I've been working on the Pillow game for 17 hours every day I'm off work, that's all I'm doing till it's done.

>>105639244
I've seen your updates; it's looking good. How much content will it have?

Has Pillow explained why her favourite pony is Starlight Glimmer? It's not what I would've expected.

>>105640450
3 platforming levels, technically a 4th but the 4th is extremely short as a capstone. Each level will be sandwiched with some visual novel bits to tie everything into a story. I'm aiming for around 40 mins to an hour of gameplay.

>>105640942
Sounds very cute and perfect for her to play on stream, which I'm guessing is the idea.

>>105641021
Yeah, I've talked to her about it before, she said she's down to play it on stream, so I figure it's going to be fit into one of the comfy mornings.

It makes me so happy to see cool stuff being made for Pillow, because I know she loves being the subject of creative projects with love and effort put into them. Just a few years ago I'm sure she couldn't picture herself receiving so much fan art and being the main character in a video game. I love seeing her live her idol dreams.

>>105641292
She's a very wonderful girl, showing her appreciation through whatever means available is important. It's really good to be able to express how much she's done for me and others through the work of my hands.

I want to marry her so bad.

>>105641869
She’d be an amazing wife, but at the same time I would feel unhappy actually making that sort of relationship with her. She’d be forced to either lie to her audience or quit her dream job, and either option really fucking sucks. I think optimally If I had a genie, I’d just wish that I could be someone she leans on. Hurt my heart hearing about her being depressed yesterday, being someone that she feels is reliable and trustworthy would be worth more than anything else.

>>105642036
I want to marry her when she's ready. I wouldn't make her choose between her job and me. I hope that she could keep doing it in some form if she wanted to. I know that I can only wait for circumstances to change, and that's up to her. I also know that I can't wait forever, so in all likelihood I'll have to move on eventually. This is something I prefer not to think about.

>>105640532
https://www.youtube.com/live/9g5rmL1p9U8?t=1626

>>105642924
Thanks. I think I remember watching this when I just followed her casually for her ASMR.
Also, it feels selfish and horrible to think this but her voice here sounds so nice; I'm not surprised that people had told her so. But I can hear her sadness in it as well. I'm glad she's doing better.

The girl who died and became a dream entity, comforting those who hurt like she did...

I have to admit, I'm still a little attached to that old model. It has a unique character to it, and such a kind face.

Man

Pillow, if you're here, I love you more than I've ever loved someone and my only dream in this life is to spend the rest of it with you. I fear what might happen if I said this under my username, but just know that I'm among the piwwos and these are my true feelings for you.

Piwwos please stop being terrified of saying affectionate things to her, she has literally never reacted negatively to that kind of thing lmao
Your fear of appearing autistic has itself become autistic

>>105644864
I'm not terrified of saying affectionate things to her, which I do plenty, and I don't fear "appearing autistic". To be fully honest with her would be to tell her that I want us to love each other exclusively as romantic partners, and such a confession would certainly be met by her with rejection. That's what I'm avoiding.

Feels like forever since I said anything to her or posted here. Being a good-for-nothing piwwo is hard work.

Gotham calls

>>105647683
The hirrow we need.

Fondling Pillow while cuddling right before going to sleep

Mutual masturbation with Pillow because she’s too scared of sex

What is your favorite ASMR character besides Pillow?

>>105659295
I like most of her characters, but the best is when she does GF roleplay. The “your girlfriend catches you listening to ASMR” is basically the thing that made me fall in love with her. I do hope she does more GF roleplay, she hasn’t done it in quite a while and while technically every stream is GF roleplay cuz she considers the Piwwos to be her collective boyfriends, it doesn’t hit the same.

Imagine if one day, after marriage, Pillow finally decides to try giving you a blowjob. It’s still early, and she’s just barely eaten breakfast and brushed her teeth. She’s still wearing her white nightgown, her green hairband keeping her hair out of her eyes. You remove your shorts and boxers in preparation, and she takes off her nightgown, revealing her flat chest and childish panties with cute bear print. She takes your member and puts it in her mouth, but she doesn’t take it deep. You’re simply too big for her, and it’s hurting her jaw. She can’t take you in any deeper, or it’ll trigger her gag reflex.
The tip of your penis rests comfortably inside her warm, wet mouth. She tries to use her tongue, but her clumsy attempts make it seem like she’s licking a lollipop. She only licks your frenulum repeatedly, completely ignoring the rest of the glans. Her tongue gently licks upwards, but never downwards. Her licking isn’t even rhythmic; each lick is a different speed from the last. The blowjob is mediocre, but the sight of your cock in her mouth is enough for you. Her right hand gently grips the base of your penis. Her dainty, slender fingers make your member appear much larger than it truly is. Her left hand cups your balls, and she subconsciously starts stroking them gently. After several minutes of her clumsy, teasing licks, you’re finally on the edge. One of her licks ends up being a longer stroke than usual, and she feels a sort of entrance on the tip of her tongue. She’s found the entrance of your urethra, and she decides to focus her tongue on it. The tip of her tongue, now focusing on a smaller surface area, is licking faster and faster, pushing you closer to the edge. She attempts to insert her tongue just a tiny bit, but that was more stimulation than you could handle.
You finally ejaculate into her mouth. Your load was far too much for her to take in all at once, and she starts up a coughing fit, covering her chest in her own spit and your semen. Her spit shines as it reflects the morning sun, making her breasts glisten as your cum paints white streaks. She reaches out to grab a bottle of water to help swallow the last bit of your cum still stuck inside her mouth. Finally, she looks at you with her big, doe-like eyes and a proud smile. She’s made you cum, and she’s proud of herself for that. She innocently asks if you liked it.

Did everyone just leave whilst she was away or something?

>>105659295
I like the wolf girl.

>>105646225
I don't get you guys. I want to talk about Pillow all the time. I'm lonely so I send her replies when I can and sometimes I get one back from her and it's great. Even just getting a like so I know she's seen my post makes me happy.

>>105661613
Yeah, took a break hoping to come back a more passionate fan.
>>105662654
Just feels like she has 100s of regular piwwos to interact with there's nothing for me to add, her needs are taken care of so my job is done.

>>105663320
If you're set on simply being a simple emote-spamming Piwwo that just says the same things the other Piwwos do, then yeah, that's accurate. I personally want to give her something nobody else can, so I'm developing skills nobody else has. She has maybe over 100 super devoted regular Piwwos, and tens of thousands of moderate Piwwos. My mindset is that if I become someone who she can rely upon, at the very least I may be given the opportunity by her to do shit no other Piwwo gets to do. I recognize the life is long and winding, and since I have no desire to take her from the Piwwos, the most I'm looking for is maybe to be someone who speaks directly to her regularly. If the day comes when I can see a meme on twitter and send it to her DMs and go "That's you", I'll be satisfied.

>>105663320
>Just feels like she has 100s of regular piwwos to interact with there's nothing for me to add, her needs are taken care of so my job is done.
I feel the same way. I don’t even interact with her. There’s no point and she won’t care enough for it to be worth the effort and I’ll just be echoing what another piwwo said anyway for we think alike.

>>105663614
I mentioned it a bit on here before, but I was rewatching her 2 year anniversary, and the biggest part that stuck out to me was when she was crying during the ASMR portion. She said something along the lines of "I'll always be here for you, forever. I know I can't ask that you're always here for me, but can you be here as much as you can?". If you care about something, you do it yourself. I know there are 100s of Piwwos, and I know that of those 100s, there's definitely a handful who legitimately will always be there for Pillow and treat her as a priority. Yet, as a lot of the schitzos who freak out and lash out at her prove, you can't trust that they will be strong and consistent. Pillow is kind, maybe a little bit too kind, she's modest, and she's sensitive. She's someone who deserves at least 1 Piwwo who is rock-solid. Since I do genuinely care about her, the only way I can guarantee that job gets done is by being that for her.

>>105663320
>>105663614
>she won’t care enough for it to be worth the effort
I promise you that she appreciates every nice thing that piwwos say to her.
I care about getting piwwos to do nice things for her because I know it makes her happy and that's what I want more than anything.

>>105663614
Revealing yourself and saying something supportive or affectionate will arguably mean even more to her, for you’re a ‘new’ piwwo she won’t recognize and will want to hold on to you. Staying in the shadows would upset her. I can see why you feel the way you do, though. Her loyal 30 follow her everywhere.

Was just watching This Farming Life and imagining Pillow's reactions to all of the cute animals. Squeezing her hand when she tears up at the newborn lamb that barely made it.

>>105661613
cute

>>105663429
I hope you understand how creepy this comes across. You aren't above other piwwos as much as you'd like to believe it.

>>105667850
I'm not thinking like that, it's just important for people to feel motivated towards being more than just another of the hundreds of Piwwos. For me, it's my moderation skills, for others it'll be something else.

>>105667952
Being a dedicated fan she can count on to be there should be enough. Aiming to have a special relationship with her where you're in her DM's and can casually send memes to her like you're one of her close friends is weird.

>>105668157
“Liking a woman and wanting to have a personal relationship with her is weird.” Do you even hear yourself, that’s the most normal thing ever. In fact, it’s so normal that you were only born because a whole succession of men did that.

>>105668201
Stay in your lane groomer, she's not going to fuck you

>>105667952
>For me, it's my moderation skills,
Yeesh another discord mod is here

>>105668201
I agree with you, but you have to understand that there isn't really a way to go about that with Pillow while respecting her boundaries and wishes. She very clearly does not want a personal relationship with any one of us. Be there for her as a fan and try to stand out, sure, but don't try to initiate anything or delude yourself into thinking there's something special between you and her.

>>105668313
Is that actually what he meant? If so, that seems like bait. Why would one of her handful of mods admit that he's doing it to get with her?

>>105668524
Shes fully aware that theyre all doing it to get with her

>>105668573
Maybe but it should be left unsaid lol

I'm a yearner but I wouldn't mod for Pillow even if she personally asked me to.

>>105668703
She mods all her vtuber friends, I feel like it'd just be a nice thing to have. Though I guess there's a difference between having mod privileges and being expected to actually be a moderator.

https://x.com/UndeadWolfN7/status/1979275275109355967
I guess we know her type now lol

>>105669859
Pillow is straight?!

Yearnpiwwos you need to be Bloodbornemaxxing.

I can't be a mod I would brutalize the children

I will not say anything mean about piwwos
I will not say anything mean about piwwos
I will not say anything mean about piwwos

Pillow will never be comfortable elevating one fan over all the others, as long as that person approaches them as a fan. If you want to have a different kind of relationship with her, become one of her peers in your own right.

https://x.com/CrabPPhone/status/1979359194647269585
She's so good in collabs lol

>>105670093
>one of her peers
You have much less of an already miniscule chance to be her friend as a male VTuber than as a fan.

pillow not having male peers is part of the package and she has actively and consistently rejected having any for a very long time, she's one of the most unicorn friendly vtubers that has ever existed

>>105670266
she's so based for that

I'm worried this will happen to Pillow one day

>>105670553
If I remember correctly, she has mentioned that she's a bit sad that she can never, ever go to any convention or anything vtuber-adjacent. Her voice is too distinct, and the Piwwos too generally parasocial, and she's extremely careful about not doxxing or leaking any IRL. We really don't have to worry about her, she doesn't go out pretty much ever,

>>105668524
no-one mods for female vtubers/streamers just because they want to, they always have other motives, unless they get paid.

>>105670093
The only men she interacts with to any frequent degree are people she's working with in a professional context, like her manager or the people working on projects with her. Even then she prioritizes working with girls, and I'm certain she demands very professional behavior from any dude she works with and interacts to the minimum degree. I'm a yearnposter so it's not something I'm particularly happy about, but that's kinda how it is.

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