Thread 105825075

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>Merch
https://uwumarket.us/collections/pillowdearasmr

>Fan website & resources
https://piwwow.love/
>Fan wiki
https://virtualyoutuber.fandom.com/wiki/PillowDear

>Latest cover
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns08Y6GYWEc
>Latest event
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8C6LGy2A4S8

>Latest stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TJqE-y88W-8
>Upcoming streams
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjJnOce-sSY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NGZxtnfD_9c

Thread rules:

https://x.com/pillowdearASMR/status/1981447804447805662
Pillow's screams are very funny and cute.

Do we have any Piwwos going to MCM? It seems like Pillow is going to be doing the M&G literally like 30 mins after Comfy Morning.

>>105825172
I've seen a couple mention it. Although I'm in the country I didn't want to go to London for a convention I'm not interested in just to see Pillow, especially since I just saw her at VeXpo.

>>105825075 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BGPZPMECQiY
I was not sure about this one since I generally dislike fast ASMR but holy moly my oshi is perfect.
Pillow cute!!!!

When I see Piller,
I think "Fill'er!"

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1981449219056521425
I love when she posts stuff like this.

>>105825397
Makes me happy to know she's happy. As much stress as I get thinking about the future when it comes to her, it's nice to enjoy things and take it easy in the present.

>>105825397
She often gets clingy after collabs. Probably doesn't want us looking at Kanna's body.

>>105825397
It's great when she posts stuff like this it makes me feel warm and fuzzy.

>>105825728
Thankfully I am far too busy thinking about Olive.

Watching pillow getting DP'd and struggling to take both cocks at once

How is Pillow recieved by other fanbases?

>>105825834
Wouldn't that entirely depend on the fanbase?
I mean in the asmr community she's probably either liked or basically lesser known.

>>105825834
I think as a vtuber she isn't really known enough to say.
As far as ASMR goes I've been in plenty of comment sections and most people seem to like her. At the worst some hold a bit of animosity for deleting her more spicy Yandere stuff, around the same timemwhen she started livestreaming. That's about it though.

The idea of a clingy Pillow who doesn't want me to leave the house without her is very endearing. I'd take her on errands with me so she wouldn't get lonely.

Going for a long hike with Pillow, having a nice lunch overlooking a fantastic view and princess carrying her the whole way back.

>>105826643
Keep 'em coming fellow yearnpiwwo. This is what I follow these threads for.

>>105826643
Planning a long hike but seeing Pillow get tired after half a mile and carrying her back to the start, and going home to play minecraft instead.

you just know

Having sex with Pillow in the kitchen!

>>105827051
Olive awkwardly making herself lunch next to you.

>>105827273
lol

>>105827273
I do wonder what Pillow's long-term living situation will be. Perhaps I will have Olive come live in our home, and she can put a cup up to her wall and listen to me and Pillow every night.

>>105826968
"olive can you help me put this thing in?"

Even if Pillow stays single for us for as long as she's a vtuber, there's nothing stopping Olive from getting into a serious relationship. What if Olive wants to move in with him? What will Pillow do on her own?

>>105827650
That's a sad thought. Hopefully Olive wouldn't move far and they'd still see each other.

>>105827650
Pillow has implied a few times that Olive is far too autistic to even want a relationship

I hope Fempiwwo will be open to a relationship with me in the future.

>>105827273
Sticking a cucumber in her pooper so she feels included

>>105828441
She’s already accepted her position as my autistic side-girl who comes to polish me off after Pillow milks me with her butt.

>>105828554
That's disgusting even for this thread.

>>105828554
Being cleaned off by Olive as she tries to watch her favorite show. Feeling her bony fingers through a wet rag as she avoids making eye contact with you

>>105828694
what the fuck

>>105828694
are you okay anon

This is supposed to be the one place where hornyposting is allowed. Where are the prudes coming from

>>105829027
It is allowed. You're not going to get banned for it.

>>105829195
Did you make this?
Holy fucking fuck

>>105828441
Shes just like me, we would be perfect together

>>105829285
nah i just found a commissioned pillow art lul
it does look cool tho

>>105829195
As I was trying to find a source for this image, I came across an AI image dump of Pillow porn. Some 160 images, but they're paywalled for $4

>>105829195
Cute...

Falling asleep with Pillow's arms around me

art by https://x.com/r0_fo

>>105830875
I love the live 2D version of this one too. The way she looks at us adorable, but the way her little feetsies sway in the back is mesmerizing

Cuddling Pillow as she falls asleep talking about the content her fans have made for her.

raaah (not mine)

>>105834281
Cute

>>105825834
We each stay in our own GFE lane but Pillow is a friend of Nene and thus a friend of Cloudtomo

The most powerful image of them all

>>105834395
She's gorgeous

>>105834395
my orange wife

Pillow accidentally left her replies off on Twitter again, so none of us can say anything to her now

thinkin about pillow's cute anus

>>105834395
Has she seen this one? What did she say?

>>105846543
I don’t think she’s ever turned down a proposal before. She’s already married, divorced, then remarried to the Piwwos.

>>105846604
I mean what was her reaction to the art.

>>105846707
She commented that her boobs weren't that big and made a reply chain that meticulously described the absolute flatness of her cute, lickable chest in excruciating detail but then she got embarrassed and deleted it all

Hand-holding with Pillow at every opportunity

>>105847873
She doesn't wash her hands after she pees.

>>105848476
Source?

Couple's Halloween costumes with Pillow

Sex with Pillow dressed as Wednesday Addams

>>105848496
uhh her bladder

>>105848476
That's hot but does she wipe after that's the real question

>>105849259
Pillow wondering why you're dressed like that

Having an extremely vivid wet dream only to then wake up with Pillow on top, gently panting and smiling smugly at you

>>105850086
th-that’s rape

>>105850086
That is a perfectly healthy and encouraged scenario

>>105834395
>>105846543
She reposted it and sang a little song https://gofile.io/d/rAdoFC

>>105850086
I need Pillow to hold me down at knifepoint and rape me in cowgirl position. I want her to force me to cum inside her against my will so we can start a family together

>>105850640
That's adorable.

>>105850640
Most adorable thing ever, she’s going to be so cute showing off her ring to everyone after our honeymoon.

I'd marry pillow and have olive as a concubine with us and sleep together if that made her happy

>>105851859
Dream relationship is finding out that Pillow is a cuckquean that gets off on me plowing her hot vtuber friends. I’d convince her to fly Nene out so I can see if the model’s tit size is an exaggeration.

good morning text wall

>>105850658
art by https://skeb.jp/@Midori_annte23

>>105852268
Yeah I know Pillow these faggots are unbelievable

Good morning >>105852288

>>105852623
Sex (missionary)
Sex (anal)
Sex (paizuri)
Sex (doggystyle)

petting puppypillow and telling her she's a good girl

Having sex with Pillow in the living room while Olive awkwardly tries to watch netflix

She's so nice and I don't appreciate her enough. How many more opportunities will I get to meet her? I should've gone.

>>105856669
The sad truth of nobody can ever appreciate another human being enough, divorced as we are by the chains of individual conscience. Do what you can and know that what's done is done.

>>105856669
This was her first year ever trying to get into cons, and she's been pretty successful, mostly due to her being pretty aggressive about going to every con she possibly can. Even if con season is over, she'll still try to make appearances. Even if she's unsuccessful, she'll try to make just as many, if not more, con appearances next year. I'm gonna try and beg for her to bring back VRChat meet and greets as well, so we can have 2 meets with her in Discord. I have no idea why she didn't do it this year, aside from just being busy. She actually almost completely forgot about the regular meet and greet

>>105856789
If she came to one of my local cons I would die.
Plus I'd have to make sure I end up being able to see her because not a single vtuber I've liked has ever been to one of my local cons.

pillow is the sweetest person ever raahhh i love her

I might fail her as a piwwo, but I'd endeavour to never fail her as a husband.

Is the new fempiwwo lurker still around? Did we scare her off?

The dakis are finally shipping

She’s doesn’t want to see us on Fridays :(

impatiently waiting for pillows next stream like a dog waiting for its owner at the front door

>>105858402
More like the Futurama dog

Rubbing Pillow’s feet and giving her a back massage after a long day of her laying in bed

>>105858301
As much as I’d love to see her on Fridays, never forget that she has a bunch of professional friends and a good manger who keep her in line. I’m sure she’d love to stream every single day, but they’d be the first to point out how important it is to have days to yourself so that you can rest as well as get your work done. She’s a big mess of ADHD and executive dysfunction, so she has to work extra long and hard to make sure everything she wants to happen happens. That’s a big reason why she likes streaming earlier (the actual reason is because I’m an EUwwo and she loves me the most in particular), because she then has the rest of the day to do stuff instead of just waiting until it’s time to stream.

The neon shrine merch came in today
>packaging 10/10 it came in a nice custom colorful box and wrapped well with paper and tape and cardboard
>the cam badge is big and holofoil
>the cheki comes inside a card sleeve which is nice points off for not being a real cheki on polaroid film however it is clearly a printed cardboard/paper card
>the acrylic is B tier, smaller than some I know of. The art is nice but the plastic arrived scuffed (which is not uncommon) and I felt like I was going to break the little disc stand inserting the vertical into it
Shipping was extremely fast as well, presumably because everything was already manufactured for the IRL event. Bonus points for selling this stuff online at all.

>>105862918
Good post reviewpiwwo

Watching Pillow's cute face of fascination as she plays around with my load in her hands after a lengthy pillowjob

>>105864250
>Why is it so watery and clear Piwwo?

>>105866318
Feigning ignorance and blaming my diet as I try to not imagine the tight butthole of Pillow's roommate, Olive!

Precious angel

creds: https://skeb.jp/@wabu_mement

>>105868425
Adorable commission. Do you plan to share it on Twitter, where Pillow can see and repost?

>>105868425
That's looks great very cute

>>105868599
i dont have twitter so you can go ahead! idk whether shes seen it or not

piwwow cute...

>>105870865
I can share it on Twitter for you, any particular message you want to attach to it?

It's Friday!

https://x.com/PillowHoney/status/1981887533593075781
she said she wishes she could bake stuff for the piwwos a few streams ago...
what is she planning??

>>105868599
>>105870865
This was shared in her discord server months ago, piwwos

>>105874278
Why would that guy lie to me and pretend it was his, that’s so messed up and evil :(

>>105875612
Lets rape him, Piwwos.

I hope Pillow breaks in and rapes me in my sleep. Goodnight, Piwwos. See you all in comfy morning tomorrow

>>105879143
Same

>>105879143
>>105881342
She's actually outside me window right now

>>105881539
my window*

I will never get to try Pillow's cooking

I love her so much... These bitches at the bar keep coming onto me... they ain't shit... I never should've gone with my normie friends.... Pillow is all I need

Getting sleep raped by Pillow and her waking you up in the middle because she got lonely and missed your company

Setup for Pillow's M&G today

Would you still watch pillow if she was a stoner and smoked pot every stream?

>>105890828
No. I like her pure, pale, stinky and flat.

>>105890828
Probably not, being a stoner tends to come with a lot of other things that are really annoying. Big part of why Pillow is so lovely is because she's a modest, pure, and decent girl, who is simultaneously responsible in all the ways that matter but also a girlfailure in the ways that are cute. Like for instance, I'd like her a lot less if she was shitty with her money, because that's something i'd have a hard time dealing with.

>>105890828
No, that's repulsive.

>>105891708
>Big part of why Pillow is so lovely is because she's a modest, pure, and decent girl, who is simultaneously responsible in all the ways that matter but also a girlfailure in the ways that are cute.
That's a good way of describing her appeal.

>>105891787
Genuinely it has me fucked up since I couldn’t imagine any woman matching up to what I want in the way Pillow does. It’s kinda like some Piwwos said a bit ago, she’s not perfect, but all of her flaws are ones that I can appreciate. Yeah, she’s a mess of anxiety and depression and has terrible self-worth. She’s also stinky and messy. At the same time, she’s decent and modest, while also being quite savvy about her work and driven while also not being greedy. Shes so perfect it hurts

>>105891930
I don't want to sound naive and say that life with her would be perfect, because it wouldn't, but I think it would be as good as it could get. She really is special and it sucks because I know I'll never be with her and I can't imagine meeting anyone who matches up to her either.

>>105890873
She'd be pretty stinky from the weed, and she'd probably take fewer showers

pillow will become real in 1 hour

>>105892425
I'm going to miss it :(

I want to gently kiss pillow and taste her lips

I need to make a family with Pillow!

Spending Christmas with Pillow

Whenever I'm feeling down and struggling to watch her stream she does something that cheers me up. I love her so much.

hehe smug

>>105894676
Look at that sexy face
Pillow is cute too

sometimes its weird that +40 watch her when she could be old as their daughter

>>105894706
pillow makes me feel young and virile enough to be her dad

>>105894706
Pillow wants to lose her virginity to a loving 40+ year old piwwow.

Feel like she's being extra sweet today. Really cheered me up.

Unc piwwos are so lucky. Pillow is always talking about how cute older piwwos are and she’s always bringing attention to them. I wish I was older so I could play into her fantasy

>>105895114
>I wish I was older
trust me, you dont

She's so incredibly lovely.

Pillow has daddy issues? Maybe the affection she craves is that of a father figure, not that of a husband or bf. She needs an older guy there for her. To protect and hug her.

>>105896803
Treating pillow as a daughter during the day, as a wife during the evening, and as a whore at night!

>>105896819
Please don’t make babies with your daughter ojiwwo

I like being around Pillow's age because I can relate to her more.

>>105825075 (OP)
Wow, it's Ninaninin!

Happiness from speaking with her fading, sadness from not being with her setting in

Pillow cute!

Pillow’s gentle dainty fingers in complete control of my orgasm. Fully submitting to her touch.

the pings are never for me

Pillow’s gentle dainty fingers in complete control of my bagels. Fully submitting to her cream cheese spread.

It's nice to be recognised. I haven't even been around for long.
Lurker piwwos, you should try interacting with her. She loves getting to know piwwos and truly cares about all of us.

>>105902081
I’m too scared to talk to her, especially knowing she’ll spot me instantly lol

I may be round bread with a hole where my center should be, but I believe Pillow will one day clumsily fill that hole with some kind of topping

>>105902268
Pillow jacking me off with a bagel

>>105902175
What are you afraid of? She's so nice and non-judgemental. Unless you say something really out-of-line, she's going to love hearing from you.

>>105902081
I wish she would recognize me more

>>105902470
Even Piwwos that have been really out of line, she usually has been kind to. You gotta realllllllly fuck up in order to get banned or something, like actual harassment levels of shit.

>>105902668
Just interact with her more. I think she really does try to remember every piwwo and treat them all the same, but she'll recognise you easier and be able to acknowledge you more if she's seeing your name a lot.

>>105902668
It's really nice, you have to interact a lot, but particularly if you're putting in work to do clips and such, she appreciates it extra. She loves all Piwwos, some Piwwos just get called out a little bit more.

>>105902470
I guess I’m also scared for my parasocialism ramping up if she directly talks to me and says my name. Pillow is so nice I would go schizo for her I know it. I’ve had a 2view talk to me before unexpectedly and it freaked me out. She was asking me questions and replying to my posts like a full conversation. The interaction interaction itself didn’t freak me out, but it was my emotional response and falling for her, hard, when she wasn’t even GFE or trying to groom me. This was way before I started watching Pillow who’s MUCH nicer and cuter than that other girl. I’m not a yearnposter but I understand where they’re coming from if they get frequent interactions.

>>105902987
Well that has been an issue for me lol. I'm hopelessly in love with Pillow.

Bagelfags get out

>>105902987
I can confirm, the parasocial feelings do increase when you get more interactions. Though, maybe this is just me, but I feel like the real yearning only really begins when you start thinking of her as an actual option. I've said this before, but there's quite a few GFE girls who I could have gotten into, but they just seemed so supremely unapproachable that I never even considered them as anything other than idols. Nene is a good example, she's on a whole different level of success and she's been working for a long time, she's definitely extremely unapproachable. Meanwhile, Pillow is just a cute girlfailure in the US, who does genuinely try to cultivate bonds with her regulars. She is extremely good at making and maintaining boundaries, but she's very good at making Piwwos obsessed with her.

>>105903104
I'm the type where I could break off from her, it would suck and I'd be sad, but I could stop interacting and stop watching and I'd be okay. At the same time though, the whole yearn grindset feels a lot healthier than anything else I could be doing instead. I could go find some IRL girls, but that has a whole host of issues: STDs, pregnancy scares, they could just be shitty girls to be around. Meanwhile, at least yearnposting is safe, and Pillow does a good job of motivating me to do better.

>>105902987
>emotionally weak to cute girls interacting with you
>lonely
>schizo
Sounds like you’ll fit right in. Just say hello to her you retard and stop overthinking it. Pillow wants you to be parasocial with her so it doesn’t matter

>>105902838
>>105902950
But I do interact a lot...

>>105903205
Nene seems unapproachable, but she really isn't. She's great at maintaing boundaries, she will remember the names of Cloudtomos and what they say. She'll randomly talk to them in the waiting room or on Twitter. Stuff like that is rare, but it and other things are proof Nene is approachable. Also, Nene remembers when a fan has had a bad day, especially if they let them know and she'll give them a bit of extra attention and affection.

>>105903205
I think you're right. Even though I know on some level that I'm never going to meet her in person, I think her approachability makes me feel much more strongly about her than I otherwise would. She's someone I can actually see myself in a relationship with, if it wasn't for the other things that keep us apart.

>>105903284
But the "yearn grindset" has to have a realistic goal for it to be healthy, and dating Pillow very likely isn't one for you (or any of us). It's not much use if you're going to do all of that self-improvement but then not put yourself out there because you only want to be with a woman who's effectively unavailable for the foreseeable future.

>>105903390
Make yourself stand out. Share things about yourself. It'll be easier for her to remember you as, for example, "the piwwo who's making my game" or "the piwwo who said X to me at a M&G" than just another piwwo that she knows nothing about.

Whenever I'm alone, I think about a life with Pillow, often vividly imagining specific scenarios—where we are, how she looks, what she says, what I say—and every time, eventually, I have to stop and it really upsets me.

I hope she does another pumpkin carving stream. It might sound silly but I find the way she moves around and emotes with her hands adorable.

>>105825834
All asmr girls, all v4m girls, all pxl girls suck her dick.

>>105825974
>At the worst some hold a bit of animosity for deleting her more spicy Yandere stuff
The video where she cuts off my legs so I can't leave..... give it back...

Pillow needs to make just one NSFW ASMR, yandere Pillow breaks in and rapes you

>>105911050
This but it's not a video, it's just her breaking into my house to claim my seed

Y'all know Pillow is in VRChat right now on Daiya Fortuna's stream, right?

Gentle anal with Pillow, with lots of kissing her aching butthole afterwards

It's time to clean up the streets of Gotham

Pillow is the nicest girl in the world, but I think she is a phase for me. I hope she hasn't seen me enough to notice if I'm gone one day.

>>105932846
>a phase
heh

>>105907885
+1

>>105932846
I know I'll have to let go someday if I'm going to find someone I can actually be with. I just want more time with her.

The way Pillow talks with her hands makes me want to hug her so tightly. Fucking adorable. Even the way she picks things up and moves things is cute and feminine.

>>105937878
I love the 3D streams and hand-cams for this reason.