Thread 106142787

Remember that you are loved

>who?
If you aren't aware, Fallenshadow is the most hard-working schizo loli on the internet and enjoys the company of her husbands very much! Please treat her well.

>links
Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/fallenshadow
ASMR Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadow
VOD Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowtwitch
Clips Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@fallenshadowclips
Ribbon Cage: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UWMyb4vKRU0
You Are My Sunshine (Cover): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vX_vx_p_Yfc
Twitter: https://twitter.com/fallenshadow_YT
Alt Twitter: https://twitter.com/goodgirlshadow
Otis Twitter: https://twitter.com/managerotis
Shondo Store: https://shondo.store/

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Previous thread: >>106116791

b itch needs my good dick desu that'd fix her

Please pray for her, ask God to keep her strong and to grant us all hope.

>>106142825
God gave her schizophrenia tho

>>106142824
>Durr guys you should have killed yourselves and cut your losses
>Btw I can fix Shondo with my dick haha

>>106142825
your god is a dick

thread reading shondo dont read the threads
ps i love you

>>106142836
I mean he created a situation that allowed vaccines to be cultivated, but ultimately it was the state that gave it to her

>>106142825
>God
Cringe.

>>106142836
And it made her very strong, but satan is a bastard and he loves tormenting humans with all kinds of feelings.

Isn’t it kinda funny how she craves male attention but also hates all men?

>>106142839
mad, shondo agrees with me
she's also silly and thinks dick would fix her when she was being menhera but that's irrelevant i'm sure

>its such a burden, please dont love me anymore
>youre all stupid and biased
That felt like a knife

>>106142873
Satan has no power over people, God does.

I actually got so freaked out listening to the stream. I hope this is just an episode and she’ll be ok in a few

>>106142885
grow up, you need a therapist not an internet schizo

There will be no dicking, you goats of the devil. God will fix her like He had fixed me and all of His Saints.
>>106142897
Not the time

>>106142885
she says, from her biased and warped perspective

>>106142921
> Not the time
Tell that to yourself, piece of shit

>>106142907
Anyone with a basic level of empathy could feel those words, I'm sorry you can't

>>106142898
It's an episode. She was literally schizoposting on her alt before she even turned the stream on.

No streams for a bit.

I hope her sister is giving her a hug rn

>>106142885
yeah i'm biased and i love shondo (as much as i can love someone who i have never met or had a real conversation with)

>>106142935
feeling and how you manage them are different, anyone with a basic level of understanding of their emotions knows, therapy is there to teach you at the very least that basic level

>>106142937
I saw. The Twitter bs might be getting to her.

>>106142935
anyone whose delt with an inconsolable woman meltdown has heard those words before

I hope for the best case scenario where she sobers up and tries her hardest to set things straight in this marriage, bringing it back from the dead
However, hope is all that this amounts to currently

>>106142898
Spoiler: this is nothing new and happens all the time but she started hiding it because of concernfags

>>106142975
I doubt it. She's just extremely stressed. Lack of sleep, all the streaming, her life in general is hell post-Shadowmama.

Shondo if you’re reading this you did nothing wrong, we all hate male vtubers, that guy 100% has groomer vibes, and we all love you!!!!!

>>106142885
Bro it's like DDLC.
>Say you love her
Your love is too much of a burden I can't take it
>Say you don't love her
Why does nobody love me I can't take it
You can't just lifehack someone else's mental illness with a few words over an internet connection. (You) can't help her. Afraid you've got to trust the critters to not leave her hanging.

>>106142875
She is a quintessential woman

>>106143048
this u?

>>106142875
it's not funny at all.

imagine if you needed food, and experienced hunger as normal, but you lived in a world where there is literally nothing to eat but dog shit. that's what being her is like.

>>106143102
it's getting harder to tell the trannies and self-hating basedboys apart

>>106143099
Really a shame that she never made it further in MGS1.

>>106143099
You usually work alone? Are you an otaku too?

https://x.com/goodgirlshadow/status/1984184924711088554
I feel really bad for her but I have a desire to see where she hurt herself and seeing her pretty girly sheets stained crimson and her girly smells mixed with the scent of blood.

>>106143194
After eating meat she had her first period in years

>>106143194
same

I'd say I'm surprised but this is actually exactly how I expected this to end

>>106142989
>concernfags
are always proven right

>>106142875
She doesn't hate me

>>106143102
I like how you wrote this thinking it would make her seem at all sympathetic lmao

>>106143296
i like how you haven't killed yourself yet lmao, go ahead and make another post on 4chan though loser ass pussy

>>106143296
I am not interested in the sympathy of sociopaths.

>>106143102
i'm at least the quality of a decent takeaway pizza

>>106143315
ok

>>106143365
you are not ready for this conversation

>>106143102
Speak for yourself mr Dogshit guzzler

>>106143371
lol mad asf

>>106143381
im in the oven right now

Eomer stopped paying for Shondo and Demons took over her...

>>106143473
Where has that guy been?

>>106142876
No wonder you dont interact with women irl

>>106143481
He got a GF unironically

>>106143102
Most women are disgusting wretches who’s only merit in life is their body and gender.
And even that collapses in value once they hit the wall and end up as childless spiteful misandrist hags.
Young men are lonely and fucking miserable for a reason.
The modern day is literally the exact opposite of the situation you described.

>>106143532
He won.

How did Dewd travel so fast across the ocean to save her?

if eomer were here shondo would be happy...

>>106143505
your mother would beg to differ ;)
kind of like how she begs for more of my good d ick

shondo needs to stop streaming until she finds a competent psychiatrist, and in the meantime stick to yt uploads like she used to

>LTD and Somnium start minimodding together at the same time
Noticing

uh oh, S melty.

"Schizophrenics altering their own meds when they have the education of a preteen is a good thing actually!" - Somnium, 2025

He should go spend time at his dead end job to afford some more Twitch bits before she starts streaming again.

>>106143711
he needs to bee nise

>>106143711
I like how he just instinctively starts implying everyone who disagrees with him is a fake fan

>>106143532
Nice, we should all strive for that.

>I don't believe in giving 15 chances
>Gives him (alongside Forest_fires, the kiwifarmer) a chance after getting banned for infighting and has had to warn him several times.
wtf

>>106143844
Ask him about not having breakfast and he will have a melty

>>106143865
>I don't believe in giving 15 chances
She basically gives her regulars a new chance every single day

Anything from her since the sleeping stream ended?

>>106143867
How the fuck did a faggot like him get into Shondo in the first place?
Seems like the more normie Liggers would be more his speed.
We really need to bully him more.

Michael is cool
https://x.com/MthFigures/status/1984020144532943199

I really didn't realize she hated men what the fuck.

She hates men so much that having me caring for her gives her a mental breakdown

why didn't michael save her ?

>>106143940
she doesn't

>ends the marriage on Halloween
The demons influenced her

>>106144021
What do you expect a cat to do?

> "I am the worst person alive. You're so stupid and biased, you don't know anything."
Did she really cause her mom's death?

Kaz....too mask off

i could save her

Unbecoming guppies

>>106144129
no

>>106144129
Yes

>>106144179
How?

>>106144141
Do it then

>>106144129
She just hates herself and feels like she doesn't deserve to be loved.

She's wrong though.

>>106144190
By being born a schizoaffective child

This happened because she didn't marry me in particular

>>106144312
I posted this

Shinstitutionalization

Hopefully Twitch bans her so she will be forced to stop streaming

that’s what u get for defending bao shondo

>>106144515
it was distressing behavior

>gets pumped and dumped repeatedly
>starts hating men and lashing out against her audience even tho they had nothing to do with it
many such cases

>>106144576
>Cuck brain
Calm down Somnium

Now that Shondo understand the real value of money I wonder if seeing people with low paying jobs like Somniun dropping all of their money to her made her feel some sort of guilt.

>>106144576
thankfully Shondo isn't Bao and these are your schizo delusions Somnium

She's running into the same problem grifter whores run into. She can't mentally separate her fans from outsiders because she doesn't like or understand her own audience.

holy shit, I go away for a little while and this is what happens? lmao, hey, maybe a fucking VACCINE will fix it, lol. maybe you should get INJECTED with safe and effective VACCINES
>>106142591
kek I was telling you wasn't I fake ass morality fag, I told you there was a sinister current going on in that country 火眼金睛

>>106145238
Are you in the uk right now?

What the hell was she thinking using the word groomer like a cudgel?

don't worry by the way, these fake humans just switch back at some point, always switching constantly, which really makes their emotions worthless to consider, since usually it is an internal cause and nothing outside can sway it much.

>>106145273
no, I am referring to publicly available information. I am likely not allowed to travel overseas but haven't checked

>>106145382
Where are you? Poland?

>>106145313
>tee hee i can get away with infulting people but can't handle the same harmless internet words despite being on the internet my entire life
again, she is physically messed up in the head, so it is not really an outside cause. she could have looked at a dead bird and had the same episode from
>>106145436
lmao NOW you wanna pay attention to me? your energy would be better spent looking at the monarchy, mi6 types, and the home of all nexions

you were talking about demons yeah well her family is very obviously oppressed by one (not the catholic term just literally)

vtubers who don't hate their male fans are lining up take shon's spot and you're blackpilling?

>>106145575
>coalburner
just grifters, bro, the same as shondo. they all harbour the same lies.

>>106145575
>vtubers who don't hate their male fans
>elfinpsyop
absolute kek

>>106143194
>I feel really bad for her but I have a desire to see where she hurt herself and seeing her pretty girly sheets stained crimson and her girly smells mixed with the scent of blood.
jesus christ you guys are sick in the head

>>106145575
She wont fuck you bro

>>106145575
>openly racist
Okay you have my interest.

>>106145575
she’s just the same as shondo no way ur falling for it

>>106145651
not me, I'm just here for the learning opportunity because of demons

>>106145747
nvm, she might actually

>>106145747
She did fuck me though(esex) and I'm not joking

>>106145748
she's pakistani bro. her racism is hating on indians and having a melty cause someone said pakis arent white

>>106145818
>racist jeet hating paki girl who loves bwc
Fuck yeah.

>>106145575
>coalburner
no thanks.

>>106145643
>>106145980
Samefag.

>>106144576
It really is the female equivalent of turning into a raging incel lol

I can tell you even if I was watching stream at that point I absolutely WOULD NOT have felt sympathy it is easy to feel sympathy when you have never had one of these people try to hurt you irl (physically or mentally) as well as cram you into their ego centric model which they never let you in on and just expect you to operate by because you can read their minds, hey maybe i actually understand your words just then since I too want to find their abusers who would cause somethinf like that or at least find the truth of what happened. curious as to how this specific situation goes, will continue to hone my works /here/ anyway since the fans aworth annoying

>>106145980
Wrong one, Ririgaki was the bbc girl

>>106146005
go on twitter and do your reps, faggot.

>>106142787 (OP)
groomer alert

I'm gonna say something a lot of you are gonna dislike but these are my honest feelings. why bother with shondo when she hates men and there are vtubers who do proper gfe and love their male fans like >>106145575? why is it our burden to fix her? all we have ever done was treat her well and support her. she can financially take care of herself and her family and she still hates men because of relationships she had before us. there are so many female vtubers who will treat you well and not secretly hate you. you don't have to stay in this abusive relationship.

This is the third time I caused her a melty, I'm the only one who can get under her skin without being there in person.

>>106146046
she friends with elfin and you know how it works

>>106146135
>when she hates men
lol
>there are vtubers who do proper gfe and love their male fans like >>106145575?
lmao even

>>106145490
My question still stands

>>106146135
it's like a findom fetish or something

>>106145798
post the pics faggot

>>106146046
Elfin is the one who lead on six different guys at the same time, then called them creepy groomers who took advantage of her when it came out.

tourist here
what the fuck is even her problem? she's surrounded with people who support and love her, just had a massive successful donothon and she's still complaining that her life sucks?

>>106146167
elfin defended her by saying "she can't be a nazi, she has a black bf!"

>>106146247
she made 50k off one guy alone, can you blame her

>>106146249
chemical imbalance in the brain, needs more vaccine needles going into her body

>>106146135
I love her, and true love is sacrificial love

>>106146249
Her problem is that she's impressionable and befriended a couple of normal party whores who became vtubers for money, as a result Shondo thinks like a Stacy even though she's a crippled schizo.

>>106146249
>what the fuck is even her problem?
She has schizophrenia. Not the "lol I'm soooo menhera" kind, but the actual real thing.

>>106146245
one of the other boy toys posted some. you can find them on the archive. I don't want to deal with that bpdemon anymore.

>>106146198
I have left you hints before maybe beg for a sceencap if they saved one. Currently farming xp in ukraine like it's battlefield 6

I love her!

hope she feels better soon!

>>106145575
hey from me watching random vod she seems based

>>106146273
bird mentioned wtf

>>106145748
>>106145818
>>106145866
Erm, based?

Bird can you patronize me im poor and tight

>>106146273
still a massive whore

>>106146406
nice, gonna edit this one to with my name

>>106146249
She is an actual for reals schizo. Don't expect her brain to function normally.

>>106146420
Elf is great! Horrorthon today and she actually needs the money so she doesn't go homeless.

>>106146575
fuck off elfin and show your thighs

>>106146575
i would donate 10k$ but only if she dresses like a slutty loli and lets me fuck her

Classic shondo earning a ton of money then having a fake schizo episode so she can have her 10th break of the year
She's such a manipulative bitch, funny how her mental health was fine when she was collecting money

>>106146575
>didn't include the bidding battle

It's really curious how in all of these major holidays, her menhera just happens to unleash... really convenient...

i don't buy it. she is hiding something.

>>106146759
unironically wish i could be that sociopathic. just pure manipulation

>>106146759
I noticed she has an episode whenever she gets called out on her shit

>>106146759
classic shondo with another fake episode lol

>>106146827
>I noticed she has an episode whenever she gets called out on her shit
This. She does something retarded, either doubles down or makes excuses, the mild hate becomes too much and then she has a schizo attack.

>>106146759
>remember to donate lots or i won't return to regular streaming!!!
>fucks off anyway
lol irl t bh

Shondo is hiding her 10 inches futa cock

>>106146827
Bro you niggers are always "calling her on her shit". That's like saying you noticed she only has episodes on days ending in 'y'

i have to stop discovering menhara lolis that hate men and milk them of their money at the same time
it leaves me depressed and suicidal because my faith in human goodness is rapidly fading

>>106146902
you're in the wrong hobby then mate. they all hate men

>>106146902
>faith in human goodness
Why would expect anything good out of a community of pedos larping as lolis?

>>106146902
>FUCKING WHORES collabing with MALES! I only want to watch a vtuber who loves their fans!
>Vtuber talks shit about male vtubers trying to collab with women
>FUCKING BITCH HATES MEN!
You really can't win. Fuck off from the hobby, your pedestal is broken and self-contradictory. Nothing will go on it.

>>106147042
why are you saying they are the same person? are you retarded? who is saying both of those

>>106146370
>ukraine
Darn

>NA wakes up
>anting ramps up

>>106147073
Oh, so he's a homobeggar then? K. Fuck off from the hobby.

>>106147073
that poster is a tourist and sees /here/ as some vague "other" to use as a strawman
>>106147103
>one or the other
fuck off and touch grass, you actual sperg. can't even handle your made up strawman being torn down

>>106146827
It's the effect of having so many people wishing for your demise

>>106146370
No way! I'm also farming XP for the other side. Drone guy.

>>106147139
Bro you're the nigger strawmanning Shondo talking shit about groomer male streamers trying to collab with women as somehow hating her fans you tourist faggot.

>>106147148
lmao never said what side, just the location. btw I think drones are boring and only serve to make /gif/ war threads unusable.

Will she announce stream today?

>>106147086
shondo loves me c:

>>106147196
For sure c: She still has 4 hours left for the shondothon

>>106146765
not him, what bidding battle?

shondo hates her fans cause they're all weird groomer incels

>>106147175
this guy >>106146902
never said this
>FUCKING WHORES collabing with MALES! I only want to watch a vtuber who loves their fans!

>>106147193
Well they're very useful, I disabled four armored vehicles and mainly resupply with them. Imagine having to get close and plant charges or like in those WW2 stories where you'd have to run in and throw a grenade in a tank. Drones are so convenient.

I fucking wish my life was easy enough that I could earn 90 thousand fucking dollars with low effort streams and immediately make a stream afterwards saying I hate everything with no consequence

>>106147310
women be living on easy mode

>>106147232
So what you're saying is that he wants a loli vtuber who collabs with males and doesn't say anything bad about mixed gender collabs, because doing so is hating men?

>>106145747
she actually might if you pay enough

>>106147310
Not only did she make 90 grand but she did it while being completely broken, imagine an incel being able to make 90 grand by appealing to pedophiles on the internet.

>>106147310
It is way more than that

>>106147381
She is an incel

>>106147310
your life would be easier if you got the fuck up and earned it like shondo does instead of bitching on 4chan in her thread lmaoooo

kill yourselves
see you next stream in chat happynodchama hahahaha

you deserve worse than you'll ever get, though your life is already it's own hell you've earned for yourself kekk
cry bitch, grown ass man hahahaha

>>106147270
I know I just prefer to look at firefights when I browse, drone footage is repetitive

>>106147436
Women can't be incels, in her own audience she has like 100 simps that are actually in love with her and would date her.
>but they're not good enough for her
Yeah, I know.

>>106147335
I am saying you are making up quotes that people didn't say to use as a strawman

>>106147466
She malds about being a virging every other week She is an pincel. Men can also get laid whenever by paying a hooker, it is not that deep.

>>106147443
not your best work, tuff. Showing your emotions so blatantly without a twist is unbecoming. cool down a little and relax on the astral plane

>>106147381
Fucking do it then if it's so easy. If you're going to bitch about the fact you were born a man, it's a skill issue. Niggers over at ES told me of this spanish guy who larped as a mute loli for years without getting caught by occasionally hiring prostitutes to do ERP with people. He made absolute bank. Why don't you do it too?

>>106147469
What, like how "Shondo hates men"?

>>106147556
it's easy for a woman to cultivate predatory parasocial relationships on the internet. not everyone is wired to be a reptile

>>106147529
The definition of incel is not being any woman's first choice. "Any man can rape a woman therefore no man is an incel." is a weird take.

>>106147589
that is not an untrue statement. there are clearly men that she hates. and some of these men are who she get's money from. your fake quote is a blatant strawman and completely different to stating an opinion

>>106147529
What the fuck is a pincel? Is this shondo terminology?

>>106147535
sorry, that shunny got me acting a fool
mlem mlem mlem mlem mlem mlem wetcat mlem

nah but seriously they can handle a little kys, they do and say far worse don't let them fool you
>>106147604
it's easy for men to do also lol, just like how you spend all day crying here, for instance

>>106147556
That guy is 169 IQ

>>106147675
>he doesn't know about pincel gate

>>106147672
>that is not an untrue statement. there are clearly men that she hates.
This is some next fucking level gaslighting.
>i have to stop discovering menhara lolis that hate men
You're seriously trying to tell me this nigger was upset that Shondo hates at least 2 male humans somewhere in the world?

>>106147751
how many simps has she banned?

anyone have an archive of the vod?

>>106147814
Alright, I concede. If you're going to say the quiet part out loud and admit the original nigger is just some guy who got banned by Shondo and is seething about it, I can't really argue with that because it's almost certainly true.

why did she delete the VOD? was there something incriminating in there?

>>106147888
Because she was having a full blown Rimworld mental break? I'm confused as to why a vtuber wouldn't take something like that down.

>>106147881
avoiding the question? his personal ban status is irrelevant, how many man who gave shondo money have been banned by shondo?

>>106147957
I have that one nail pulling chick somewhere, I like to collect rare and lost media like that.

>>106147888
Well she lost control pretty bad and woke me up at 6 in the morning because of it. It was the worst melty I've ever seen so you be the judge.

>>106147966
At least 2. This is why I'm conceding. Because there really is a reason why someone would be made upset that Shondo hates at least 2 men, rather than being upset that Shondo hates men in general; they're one of those few men that she specifically hates.

>>106146759
Why are ypu being evil?

>>106148000
that's how she is every morning, you just got to see it because she was preparing the halloween-themed asset for today's stream and began streaming by accident.

>>106148043
shondo is the evil one

>>106147826
Also wondering. Just got home and missed everything

>>106148033
thank you for conceding that shondo does in fact hate men in general and uses them to get money.

>>106148043
shondo has cultivated a garden of evil sociopath groomers and manchildren and she has yet to cull those weeds, it's like asking why shondo is schizophrenic, rather than "what can we do to manage her schizophrenia"

i know there are a lot of newfags around but she's always at her worst in november because it's when she lost her grandpa. now it's obviously extra bad because of shadowmama too

i hope she spends the day however she wants, having fun and perhaps eating lots of sweets

https://files.catbox.moe/ci86t9.png
https://files.catbox.moe/vo74xx.png

>>106148141
salmon. she needs to eat salmon. sweets make things worse

>>106148092
>banned nigger gets upset I strawman him accurately
>immediately employs straw men
No wonder she banned you. You're fucking obnoxious.

>>106148164
she can eat both!

>none of this would have happened if people like Zman didn't keep whaling when she was way past exhaustion
I hope he kills himself over hurting her like this.

>>106147888
Maybe twitch took it down
Remember that's what happened when she got banned for the drunk stream

>>106148209
don't forget those who encouraged her to keep going and manipulated her by saying they were "proud" she didn't take any breaks

I swear to fucking god you guys, If you have a deficiency of salmon like I did due to poverty, having never tried it, it was like my first time doing coke. could practically feel the omega 3 it was awesome. good for your brain if you're worried about mercury there are ways to avoid it, and you can test food in extremes

>>106148221
if that were the case, her entire channel would be closed

They said they'd "look into it"

>>106148182
I have never had an account to be banned, just entertained by your blatant falsehoods. keep avoiding the question when you know the answer though, lol.

>>106148236
which btw are way worse than anyone donating because extending the timer isn't directly influencing her mentality in the way gaslighting her like it's something to be proud of does, even worse if they haven't payed up either

>>106148209
>people like Zman didn't keep whaling when she was way past exhaustion
Nobody made her make it uncapped, nobody would have stopped her changing her mind and capping it. Personal responsibility is a thing

NAC too but idk about her specifics and if it'd work. like, it's good for inflammation?

>>106148295
>extending the timer isn't directly influencing her mentality
She was begging people to stop donating last night you fucking lunatic.

The worst part is people like Noncium because as we all know he makes her insanely uncomfortable and yet he keeps donating huge amounts of money, making her feel indebted to what's essentially her abuser. He's fucking disgusting

>>106148353
foid detected

Is this the one with the shock collar? if so it makes a little sense. didn't pay too much attention to the ingroup drama, but who pushed for that?

>>106148353
so why is she accepting the money? oh right, cause she's a whore

>>106148342
>haha nooooo stop giving me money~
lmao blaming people donating to her for her being genetically fucking nuts is so beyond dumb

>>106148342
people donating when she keeps saying she's fine and not to concern is way better than the groomers who weren't donating anything but were constantly telling her they're proud she hasn't taken any breaks or capped it in any way, i can repeat it a third time if you need though

>>106148445
She was not saying she was fine at all last night you retarded faggot. I can repeat this too if you need it.

>>106148445
Sorry, the next time I'll tell her I'm disappointed in her instead of telling her I'm proud of her.

>>106147888
Yes, this is why it was taken down, by herself. It would kill any narratives if she left it up.

>>106148554
groomer outted
>>106148475
get ready for when she inevitably addresses what you're saying and says it's not the fault of the people giving her money it's her own mindset and choice

I cried on the shitter while listening to her cry and talk

Is she going to start stream later than usual today because of this?

>>106148689
I came buckets

>>106148280
But why? He's a cool guy.

>implying when shondo tells people not to do something she ever means it
>implying shondo wouldn't just blame herself if asking them to stop doesn't work to avoid holding them accountable
>>106148729
she just told me no, normal time

>>106148729
I would be surprised if she streams at all right now.

>a Saint came to visit me in my dreams and i saw her cry over something
>shondo cries about everything
I don't care what you say, this was a premonition from God.
St. Petka, pray for us! (She was the one in my dream)

I'm really surprised at your guys reaction too, this happens every other day, you just dont get to see it
Maybe she was onto something when she said that you couldnt handle her off stream

At least her episode wasn't as severe as the guy in my backyard who drank melted ice cream straight from the tub

>>106148835
This doesn't happen every other day. In fact, it has never happened.

definitely not as broken as a human can be, let me tell you that is actually sad to witness. she will bounce back because thats what happens. and no, there were no saints, demons are your own creations. FS has her own mini pyramid head tormenting her

at least i will get to cum down her tight little girl throat and inside her stinky 2 weeks no shower kidish cunny that smells even worse due to her diet to the point even i'm a little bothered but that's okay she can be flawed and weird with me i don't mind

>>106148833
>>106148844
>>106148944
>>106148955
I need to meditate on this now

>>106147826
>>106148079
Here you go you two, and all the other anons in the thread. I also have the video but it's entirely static with the same background animation looping and it's really not worth the full 400 megabytes.
VOD audio file: https://files.catbox.moe/h3glam.mp3
I recommend you to open up the file in some audio processing software since some selective amplification is needed to properly hear everything the mic picked up on.

A knock on the door can be heard before it gets muted at 1:17:07

has she ever tried eating normally for a few weeks? you hate to hear about the least healthy people possible insisting on being a vegx

>>106149176
No

>>106149114
>"I think I'm the worst person alive"
My heart...

>>106149176
she needs to be forcefully fed with a tube like they did to my cousin, then she will feel better. more vaccinse too, LOL

I FUCKING HATE le quirky schizo suicide girls
all that suicide baiting is just for money
men kill themselves all the die and i dont see any manwhores posting that they are sad and want to die
FUCK SHONDO
YOU STUPID LITTLE SUICIDE BAIT LOLI

>>106149114
some of those loud thunks with her whimpering afterwards. she's definitely fucking hitting herself with something. i really fucking hope she's okay dude. listen at 3:34. what the FUCK is that

>>106149114
The way she schizo rambles when she cries it's just like me.

>>106149288
could also just be hitting something random and crying at the same time.

Where are the stats for the secret stream?

>>106148978
https://files.catbox.moe/zfyi2r.png

>>106145575
fuck it ill check her out. i need someone who isnt constantly playing withh my emotions

I don't think we're going to see her for a while. She was probably taken to a hospital and will stay there for at least a few days.

>>106149217
That's the royal path, which is good! She is very humble, but the demons cloud her with despair. And also she lacks the hope of the Life-Giving Cross

>>106149535
how fucking convenient for her

>>106149572
What does this even mean? You think she'd go this far to avoid having to stream the last 3 hours of the timer? Unironically fucking kill yourself you subhuman retard.

>>106149550
She's too reddit coded to go to a real church not some dance rave church and ask for help.

>>106149610
She will rather kill herself than stream those 3 hours to you

if streaming causes this much mental strain on you then why wont she quit?
just get a real job and unplug the internet
what is so hard?
even if you dont want to wage slave then put all that 90k plus other regular cash from streams into a stock to pay divident and you are set for life
all she needs is like half a mill to live off stocks depending on where she lives and quit streaming

30 minutes and we'll find out if she's stabbing today(at least at the usual time)

>>106149801
any job, or no job at all, causes this level of mental strain.

>>106149822 me
Erm, streaming*
Autocorrect

>>106149610
how convenient that her schizophrenic episodes happen right after milking 90k off you cucks. very convenient for her. i hope she enjoys her vacation, she definitely needs it. she spent too much time around her fans and it disgusted her so much her mask almost slipped. thank the heavens she has condom money and wont disappear for 9 months straight though, am i right cucks?

>>106149822
>stabbing

The bait in this thread used to be believable

>>106148280
ZASED I FUCKIN KNEEL

>>106149885
>>almost

>>106149610
Literally yes, she's a lazy whore who wants to stream as little as possible in between sponsored shit and big grift events
Try watching any stream this year (between the 10 breaks)

stretchin her little pussy out rn, thanks for the vacation cucks, gonna go on a sexcapade in japan and have crazy orgies with nina ina and cc, shondo was really worried about spending the fuck pad money on the cute outfits she's gonna buy to wear for me but now she's feeling much better, thanks guys, you really made her happy, don't worry i'll take good care of her like usual

It's so fascinating to watch the Discord. They're all back to talking and joking as if nothing ever happened.

>>106150424
What are we supposed to do? Make things worse for her by moping around?

>>106150424
Yeah; they should be like us instead!

>>106150456
Is somebody holding you at gunpoint forcing you to spam in there 24/7?

>>106150500
No but it's a social place, that's the whole point of having a discord server.

>>106150500
Yes?

>>106146249
She is a legit schizo and is currently the main support of her chav family.

>no tweet
Stream canceled, vacation/ graduation imminent

>>106147826
>>106148079
i've got you senpai
https://files.catbox.moe/52ex0l.mp4

Friendly reminder

Even with vod, I still don’t know what happened

Thread reading Shondo respond to my mail

>get self into drama
>suicide/pitybaits
>continues as normal
lol

>>106151171
>Schizoaffective disorder is a mental health condition that is marked by a mix of schizophrenia symptoms, such as hallucinations and delusions, and mood disorder symptoms, such as depression, mania and a milder form of mania called hypomania.
We'll crack this case together my shogga

>>106151171
she was awake late at night, unable to sleep and suffering from schizophrenic delusions. she decided to start preparing the assets for today's halloween stream while she was near a mental breakdown; for reasons unknown, she decided to start the stream (with the phone camera turned off but her mic turned on), during which she seemed confused and emotionally unstable.

>>106151171
The pressure of twitter being slightly negative to her.

>>106151040
the crunch really adds to it

>>106151271
Oh God, I hope it was just an episode and not a depression thing.
She keeps saying she wants to go home and doesn’t want to do this anymore, and that she’s a burden.
I really hope she doesn’t think that.

>>106151333
Non-crunchy audio here >>106149114

>>106151424
She will be going to my home c:

>>106149114
Kill yourself

>>106151505
>Kill yourself
shondo prob will

>>106151523
no

>>106151040
Kill yourself

i dont think we should tell people to kill themselves in a shondo thread, its insensitive

>>106151505
>>106151550
lol

>>106151604
suck my ballz

>>106151231
the cycle

>>106151171
since shadowmama died she doesn't feel like anything is real and wants to "go home" back to the way things were by killing herself, but she doesn't want to do that to big critter even if it's not the real big critter

im not trying to be an anti but this is going to sound like an anti post
when she asked to please stop loving her because its a burden, that kinda hurt. it really sounded like she wants out of the dynamic. but maybe it was just a freakout moment and she regrets saying it now? id like her to mention those comments, because honestly if she doesnt want to anymore thats fine with me. i just want her to be clear

>>106151715
listen retards
stop talking like this
i know the writing is on the wall for shondo but still its sad to know about the thing before it happens
fucking grim

>>106151753
We'll see

>>106151472
Me, I said this

>>106151604
they would be doing themselves a favor.

>>106151715
>back to the way things were by killing herself
i wasnt sure on that interpretation, yes shes in a dark place right now but the way i read it, in her head theres a true "home" which is the past. so her saying she wants to go back and wanting to go home are basically the same thing. which checks out because those are the two lines she kept repeating over and over

>>106151753
it has nothing to do with you, it's a depressed persons mindset in general, don't be so insecure

maybe its out of place to put myself in her shoes, but if retards on twitter were mad at me right after i did a donothon that raised 100k for myself, id be laughing my ass off...

Hello shondophrenics, any updates on shadow?

(((Last))) round to get into the shunny, better pack your bags and get to the klub because this will most definitely, 100%, undoubtedly be the last time, again

>>106151884
>it has nothing to do with you
she directly brought up her viewers in context. so it quite literally does. i want her to be honest with herself. because if she doesnt want to do it anymore, shes just going to keep suffering in silence

Good Afternoon Shondopolis!! ^_^/ how we doing today??

>>106151972
suicide pact tonight 9pm sharp

>>106151944
>suffering in silence
Shogga

>>106151766
i'm not saying she's going to do it, i'm just paraphrasing the most coherent reason she gave for the episode.
i don't think she'll ever get over shadowmama and wouldn't expect her to, but maybe with all the dono money a schizophrenic child won't have to be head of the household anymore and some of the pressure will get lifted off her

>>106151818
i really don't want to re-listen to it, but at one point i thought she said something like "i want to go home but i can't do that to her, even if it's not her it's her"

>>106151753
i think she doesnt want to disappoint us and doesnt feel like she deserves the love so it ends up feeling like a burden to her

>>106152010
>i'm not saying she's going to do
nigga ive been here for like 3 days and from my experiences on the internet and other shit i can fucking tell she will do it
its a matter of fact
just fucking hearing that talk in that vod?
i mean yeah you cant fix a schizo

>>106152004
suicide is gae.
>>106142638
waste of money mister

Anyone checked the other discords yet?
She might just be watching some movies

>>106152006
what about it? i mean if she brushes this under the carpet and pretends its fine again. that would be suffering in silence
>>106152019
thank you, i didnt think of it that way

>>106151944
you fucking retard she wants her family to stop loving her too, you just want her to confirm your insecurity because you're selfish too

>>106151914
She's taking me out to dinner and a shopping spree. Thanks for all the donos

Waiting for Otis to post “No streams. Shondo is gone.”

>>106152065
please listen to her properly, because before it was emote only and people could talk she literally retorted and said "you guys" to viewers. she was very literally talking to chat and im not sure why youre denying it. it was maybe halfway in or so.

>>106152094
Naur...

>>106152112
you're being autistic, when she says she wants people to stop loving her that's a mindset that a lot of depressed people have
you want people to stop caring about you so you can give up, it has nothing to do with "you guys" or the "marriage" and it has everything to do with everyone who loves her in general

as I said I know what she is thinking becaus i haveto deal with these people irl. when they get high for free, they are sometimes pretty terrible. when they return to reality (like crashing from coke) they go in the opposite direction and turn it on themself. She has definitely done or thought some mean stuff long ago and is running the sims in her brain on loop, at least thats what seems to happen with them. it is a very egocentric illness, even the self loathing is ego centric. all "me me me", everything has to be connected in some great way to them specifically, everything that happens ever to cross their senses

>>106152094
i need this misery kino

>>106151916
Shunny? As in shondo cunny?

>>106151753
If you love her you are an anti

>>106152178
>everyone who loves her in general
....so, what i said was correct then. i dont know why youre arguing on this point. yes she was talking about her family too. i never once said that was false. she was talking about literally everything going on in her world right now. you can keep slinging insults but at the end of the day youre clearly just as stressed as anyone ele is after hearing that stream

shondo will live inside me together

i am seeking and eating her corpse

>>106152178
Stop explaining everything and let the retards filter themself

reminder: once Shondo kills herself, she’ll be proving that she is gae. can yall make sure that doesnt happen??

I wonder what the last thread will look like

>I'm so fkn good and cool and the best
or
>I'm the absolute worst, I hate myself and you should too
notice the constant, "I". very illogical, very tiring (for themself as well not just the people they annoy). I would pity bro more If I thought he had any kind of self awareness or empathy

>>106152254
He's has no reading comprehension and having a melty because an anon showed concern, he's the one filtering himself out

she prob visits sancionedsuicide as we speak
the sn is currently popular method

If Shondo was Canadian she would be already dead

>>106152185
everyone is egocentric, but when it comes to real mental illness is when it becomes REALLY problematic and people just don't want to deal with it
depression is also egocentric too, they are suffering on the inside, not the outside
>>106152245
i'm not even insulting you when i say you're being autistic, though now you just seem like you're being manipulative, because you said "it sounds like she wants out of the dynamic" and "you want her to say that"
no, she wants to give up on life in general and that is seperate to the dynamic so she doesn't need to say anything based off of what she said last night
>>106152254
i'm explaining it for the people who aren't retarded too
>>106152307
>concern
there's that manipulation
>this is going to sound like an anti post
>but

>>106152170
PLEASE LET THIS HAPPEN

>>106152323
ESL

>>106152298
>very logical
Not really, it's very textbook overactive ego. It can be either "I'm the best" or "I'm the worst no has has it as bad as me"

>>106152369
>If Shondo was Canadian she would be already dead
huh?

>>106152375
If you think my original post is manipulative then im not sure what to tell you. I simply repeated what she said and drew a basic conslusion. honestly i dont care how she proceeds with her streaming career from here, just not in a way that causes her to relapse like this over and over

>>106152404
Joke about euthanasia in Canada being stupidly easy to access.

>>106152404
There has been this concept floating around in Canadian healthcare and politics about legalizing "Medical Assistance in Dying" i.e assisted suicide for people with mental health issues. Currently, "Medical Assistance in Dying" is already legal for certain physical conditions but there's a movement for it to be a legal medical solution to mental illness as well.

>>106152375
Holy projection
talking like a professional authority on the subject and simultaneously battering others, lashing out like a child kek

If she did leave idk what I would even do, like I kinda planned out my path with this community as my opps. I am confident she will stay anyway cus I still need to beat the discord and rest of /vt/

>>106152537
>euthanasia in Canada being stupidly easy to access.
is it ?
i might book a flight

>>106152468
i'm telling you your conclusion is wrong and you misinterpreted and that's even more clear by calling it a relapse
she is mentally ill anon, and far more than most, you are not equipped to be speculating much
>>106152555
>projection
>child
yes you are
>>106152557
she won't leave, besides you should know that if you're truly as powerful as you claim, little bro

>>106152618
NEW

>>106152630
anon.... nobody here is equipped to be speculating on an internet streamer

>>106151505
Why? What did I do?

>>106152239
Then i am her biggest anti (nta)

>>106152630
that's why I said she would stay lmao
>>106152666
spooky. Q said he would be fighting tha demons...

>>106152676
i don't disagree kek
>>106152688
you cannot hide your sins from your creator, do not patronize them

>the anon acting like a knowitall is also a christcuck
figures

>>106152689
Hi FE

>>106152711
jesse