>>106323850 (OP)
No. I'm on this board in this moment because it's habitual and I poked my head in after not checking here at all for like a week, and I'm writing this to just hopefully annoy someone who'll think I'll still lurk this thread after I post it.
I initially watched vtubers genuinely and enjoyed them, but I gradually lost interest. I still browsed /vt/ for a while after losing interest though to try and find some sort of understanding as to why a vtuber fan would enjoy watching these, frankly, absurdly boring streams when just playing the game myself is way more fun than watching them.
I found no answers, and I've gone super in depth and some of the posts I've made I got dozens of (You)s from you faggots actually agreeing with me and reflecting on the points I raised a bit. Those guys though, also presumably left this activity's community over time because my earnest attempts in the past to form some sort of understanding and inquire about others perspectives, were gradually met with worse and worse quality discussions, until the last time I seriously tried to understand you all I was met with absolute gutter trash. With other hobbies, stuff like
>video games
>tabletop gaming
>painting miniatures/gunpla/plamo
>illustration
>music
>watching movies
>reading books
>cooking
>programming
>making videos
etc. Anything that involved either creating something, or critically analyzing something, whenever I would earnestly attempt to understand why someone is passionate about the thing they care about, their face or attitude would light up and they'd start explaining it. Go ask a drummer about their kit and they'll talk your ear off for an hour, minimum.
But not you fuckers.
Towards my latter posting on this shithole of a board, every single earnest genuine question was met with increasing hostility and defensiveness. No matter how polite I phrased it, no matter how rudely I phrased it, no matter how neutrally I phrased it, every single one of you worthless retards who responded to me in the past year or so, have met merely questioning why you even do this shit, with vile hostility.
This has led me to the only reasonable conclusion. You're all aware of how retarded it is that your hobby is giving women money.
In conclusion, if you're reading this, please go die. All of you who actually pay these boring women with either your time or your money, are beneath me and anyone with an actual hobby. You want an example you can actually use to visualize? You're beneath Idubbz, because at least the woman mistreating him is physically in the same room.
