Thread 106339539

Broken Bones Edition

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>Upcoming streams
TBD Wednesday
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mvDoylKaDQI

Thread rules:

Thank you baker piwwo
>>106339562
This always amuses me

When I see Piller,
I want to fill'er!

Pillow I'm a man, I can't smell like a fruit.

>>106339539 (OP)
If a thread dies early during the night (NA time), I'll make a new one in the morning.

>>106339875
Thanks piwwo

She's being so cute

I'm gosling over Pillow rn. She's too wonderful to spend time with.

>>106340437
She's literally too adorable to endure. I have to take frequent breaks to recover during the stream.
I want all of her dreams to come true, all the time, forever.

man...

>>106341157
It may very well be the case that I never get to be with Pillow as anything other than a viewer and fan. It may very well be the case that I do get the opportunity and blessing one day. I can assure you of one thing though, I already strive to do as much as I can to help her dreams come true, and I'll continue to do so forever, I fully intend on working myself to the bone to improve so I can do more.

Bump!

up

I hope she does karaoke tomorrow.

Still thinking of Pillow whispering motivating words in my ear amidst giggles as one of her delicate hands helpfully holds my penis to aim the piss stream

Workout motivation with Pillow
Thoughts?

>>106346520
I already work out to her old VODs, but I can see myself getting some extra reps in listening to her cheers or threats to cut of my legs

>>106346520
i dont like working out because it hurts

>>106347086
do it for her

She’s more kinky and degenerate than I thought. Kinda hot ngl.

how about piller revives my penis, with sexxx

olove

I woke up to the sudden urge to slap my cock across Pillow's adorable face, out of love of course. Hope you have a good night.

>>106349545
She doesn't have the training for that

I still think her legs are underrated and uniquely proportional and realistic. Would thigh job/10

>>106354716
You're right about that she does have fantastic legs

>>106349016
I wonder if she's aware of what she's doing to the Piwwos

>>106350876
where is she? Pillow should release her from her sex dungeon

We need Pillow to indirectly let us know how she feels about us thinking dirty things about Olive

>>106358435
She's stated directly very frequently she doesn't want you to love anyone else. Lust is part of that. I don't think she super appreciates the weird and freaky lust that the Piwwos here have for her, but at least it's directed at her

Oh boy here we go

New template? What is on Pillow's clipboard?

>>106360309
Rape
Lewds
No anal

>>106360614
Make this the next OP lol

pillow is for anal use

Today is eurowwo pillowjob day.

>>106360922
she is working on my cock today
>t. euwwo piwwo

Wednesdays are my favorite days now. I love Pillow so much.

Sex with Pillow and struggling to scrub her garlicky scent off me in the shower afterwards

>>106361727
But then you won't be safe from slutty vampires

>>106361855
Pillow licking you all over with her garlic tongue claiming ownership for no other girl would go near you

>>106339539 (OP)
I'm glad came to this general. Pillow is such a sweety pie. Honest to good soul.
Are there more chuubas like pillow?

>>106362187
We don’t watch other girls here
Nice try, pillow

Why does Pillow want me to watch her hot, sexy friends so much?

>>106360614
One non stop handjob, prescribed and administered by your nurse: https://files.catbox.moe/nxrnhm.jpeg

>>106362613
She doesn't, she's testing our loyalty.

>>106361998
Sounds good to me

>>106362909
No lewds!

>>106364556
But we need good fapping material

>>106362970
She can test me all she likes, she won't catch me slacking and watching her friends.

What does Pillow's hair smell like?

>>106364949
garlic, just like every other inch of her

>>106364949
Olive's shampoo with a hint of garlic.

>>106364949
Fruity with a small hint of garlic.

This whole stream is kinda frustrating since Pillow is so far behind, knows nothing, and isn't really preparing herself to do anything. "I'm gonna explore" and then not wearing armor or grabbing weapons, is tough to watch.

>>106366055
If she was chill with just running around and decorating and building cute stuff at base, It'd be more watchable, but the fact that she obviously wants to help the team but just knows nothing is hurting my soul.

There’s no reason to apologize, pillow. It’s not your fault the pack is total slop.

>>106367497
It's a big kichen sink slop pack, but it also doesn't help that it's "exploration" branch, which it claims to be just as developed as the other branches, is literally just Fargo's and End Cataclysm. No amount of wandering around the void is actually going to find anything, and it kinda annoys me that Bri suggested it.

If there were two things I could force Pillow to do for her own good, it would be to go walking and do vocal warmups before streams. Nothing too demanding, and it would help her a lot with streaming endurance.

That slop modpack made me miss the days of watching youtubers play the SkyFactory modpack as a kid. Wish Pillow could play that as it not only hits my personal nostalgia but is actually fun and has achievements to guide the player.

>>106368518
There are many times I wish not even that we were dating, but that I was at least someone she spoke to regularly. I'd be ranting to her RN about how it's okay to have streams where nothing gets done or you feel like it wasn't crazy good gameplay. No Piwwo is watching because Pillow is such a pro gamer, she's not good at it, and that's fine cuz she just has different talents. I'd be telling Pillow to run and do proper exercise, because whilst it does suck, she'd be having a lot easier of a time with every single thing in her life if she had more energy and was healthier. Not to mention that cardio would build her lungs, and a massive issue she has with her singing and dancing is that she just has shit lungs. Honestly, the vocal warmups aren't even super necessary, what's better is learning to control and strengthen your voice at all. For training on that, I'd probably soundproof a room and have her just yell as much as she can for a little while, since that builds up the strength of your voice a ton.

>>106369052
I get your point but i think the last thing she needs right now is someone telling her that she needs to do MORE.
She’s been struggling with productivity and overwork lately, I don’t know if anyone else saw the original version of her thank you post yesterday but it was a bit worrying. I’d post it but I didn’t get a screencap.
I’m sure she knows there’s plenty she could do to improve, she doesn’t need to be babied. I think piwwos should just be supportive and make sure she’s looking after herself. Progress can be slow sometimes and that’s fine.

>>106370849
I have notifications on for her and I didn't see any original version of that tweet

>>106370849
Yeah, I hear you on that. One thing I hope the Piwwos can support her on is actually rolling back on the work. She’s stable, she makes enough money to be fine, and she’s hit a wall on her growth where it doesn’t seem like she’s going to be making any crazy strides any time soon. It’d be a lot better for her to slow down and chill. She’s always going crazy with events and shit, but honestly I hope she understands that the Piwwos don’t need crazy events, we’re actually happier with her getting the rest she needs and just spending time with us. Last week was tough on her since she was burning the oil really hard for a lot of different projects, I do hope she learns to slow down.

>>106372802
>I hope she understands that the Piwwos don’t need crazy events
I wish she would understand this too, but she’s credited her desire to make large events for Piwwos as a reason for her to constantly work. I get that she’s passionate about what she does, but I still wish she’d slow down. I’ve tried bringing this up a couple of times in the discord along with my desire for her to exercise because it’s good for her heart, but to no avail. The other Piwwos have shot me down saying that Pillow is a grown woman who can make the right decision. I don’t mean to be a concernfag, but I don’t think my worries are without justification. Anyway, she said November is going to be a relaxed month. I think she’ll be back to making some small events happen during December

>>106373028
she's capable of making her own decisions you sound like a very controlling person

>>106373455
You’re right, I should kill myself

>>106373455
I agree with them, but I think it’s more that she can do whatever she wants, I just want her to understand that she doesn’t need to do those sorts of things for the Piwwos. She’s said before that she beats herself up feeling like she doesn’t do enough. I want her to understand that we’re all happy with her and she doesn’t need to be doing anything crazy for us.

I mean even if pillow isn’t numbers focused, it probably doesn’t feel good to have her lowest ccv I think of the year. Decline wouldn’t feel good for anyone

I think all we should do as fans is give her the support she needs as she needs it.

I know it sounds mean, but Pillow should also evade showing around her friends that do similar stuff to her, a new potential pillow might drop her for another gfe because they found that friend more atractive for surface reasons before they meet Pillow... And honestly, after learning about some of her closest friends like H*e*w*n, maybe she should be more picky with her connections too, connections are important but you should be consistent in the way you present yourself and that includes the people you hang around with

What an evil post

I just wish she knew how amazing she is

>>106376422
I'm sure she knows, it's just maybe imposter syndrome getting to her.

>>106376636
I’m sure she doesn’t. You guys really underestimate the issues with self-worth she has. If you were to ask her to evaluate herself, she’d say that she’s just a girl with no notable talents or skills who got lucky and thus has to work hard to repay the people who’ve supported her. She may have an academic understanding of what her numbers mean and her career means, but she doesn’t understand it emotionally because she has a hard time loving herself. One of my current long running projects is a big list I’ve got going of every single time someone talks about how she has impacted their life, and particularly noting any time she has SAVED their life from suicidal ideation. I’m up to 83 on the first list and 5 of the second. I’d estimate that she’s probably saved more lives than most people could ever dream of, and one day I intend to at least help her be aware of that for a little bit until the self-hatred demons seep in again.

I wish I had a way to tell her that she’s saved me from suicide once. She was the reason for me to keep trying when all I wanted to do last December was end it all. Don’t know how I’d convey that to her without making her uncomfortable, so I think that’s something I’ll just have to keep to myself forever. There’s so much I wish I could tell her, but almost no way to get any of it to her. The best I can do is tweet into the void and hope she notices

>>106377032
Wow Piwwo that's actually pretty awesome, Pillow definitely has had a very positive impact in many of the piwwos lives.
I should tell her how much I appreciate her. I just need to gather my thoughts and condense them a bit.

>>106377398
There's definitely no easy way of conveying that and I can't really suggest a way to do it without being very vague or cryptic.
Tweeting into the void would work and atleast it wouldn't be as public unless you end up tagging her or something.

>>106377398
Legitimately, just send her an email. She will appreciate it. Her manager may see it, but he’s a professional and has seen much worse shit. You don’t have to write it as a love letter or weird or whatever, just a thank you. I promise, it’ll mean a huge amount to her.

It's time for Captain Piwwo to save Gotham

>>106377763
If you need any reassurance, I’ve already done something similar, but it was an email thanking her for giving me motivation to finally get working on a few things in my life and get my shit in order. The response I got was really nice, and it made her day. Hearing that she saved someone’s life will probably make her cry happy tears.

>>106377813
That's a new one. I like it, good job editPiwwo!

>>106377763
I think you’re right about this but I have a very extreme position against ever contacting/talking to her 1 on 1 and that extends to emails. I appreciate it, but I’ll never try this lol

>>106377403
Never forget that you can never write something perfect, it’ll never be perfect, because people are not perfect. She does genuinely get a lot out of being reminded about the impact she makes, because she loves and cares about her audience. At heart she’s the same young girl she’s always been, in her room making art and singing and making little OCs, the sole difference is that it now pays her bills and helps other people. Sometimes the numbers and the failures and the hard moments can get to her, and every single mean word stings a thousand times worse because of how much she cares. It really broke her up when people were shitting on her singing, just as it’s really breaking her up now that her stream didn’t go too well. The biggest support she can get from any Piwwo is to be reminded that just by being herself, she’s helping a lot of people get through the day.

>>106377763
I'd be scared shitless to send her an email about that or anything to be quite honest

>>106377878
In that case, take some solace from knowing that you’re added to my list, and she’ll be seeing it eventually. It’s not numbers either, I note down dates, names, and details, she’ll be reading all of it a million times over, I’m sure.

>>106377987
When she emailed me back, she did all of the typical writing quirks with the >< and the ;; and the -w-)

She’s just a girl. A very sweet and decent girl, who genuinely cares for others. You can’t be getting terrified of a chick who’s going ;; on her official email.

>>106377974
You made a valid point there I need to stop obsessing over how to word it perfectly and just speak from the heart.
I'm still sad that people shat on her singing.
She gives me things to look forward to, and sometimes just having someone or something to look forward to makes a huge difference in life.

>>106378351
See, now say something like that to her on twitter so she has something to make her smile before bed. That’s all you gotta do, she doesn’t bite, you could say nearly anything and she’d smile and go “WAAAAA THANK YOU<3”. Because she really, genuinely cares.

>>106378040
Thank you. I know Pillow loves things like that so I know it’ll mean a lot to her. I’m still thinking about how she was gushing over Piwwos showing up to her first ever con appearance this February. She was so happy rewatching videos of that day that she even showed Olive several. She cares so deeply, and I love her so much for it

>>106378142
That's fine but I'm just nervous about sending anything. But I guess getting a cute response like that would be worth it.

I've wanted to write to her or tweet at her before, but I have always had this fear that she will think my message is lame or make fun of it. Even if she writes back positively, I just know she would think those things. Worse would be if I tweeted at her, and she saw some of my posts.
>She would never do that! She is...
I know. It's definitely irrational. But I can't stop it. Even though I know she's a sweet girl, I know that something in what I say would make me the unique exception.

>>106378583
I know that’s how you feel, so what I say won’t make much of a difference, but I’ll put it like this: have you ever seen her act in that manner at ANYTHING? I’ve been watching her for a hot minute, and last I checked I’ve never once actually seen her be genuinely nasty towards anyone or anything. If it helps, make her something. Sometimes a little drawing or something can express what you wanna say way better than words, and I mean go look at some of the recent ponysona drawings, a bunch of them were terrible and she still loved them.

>>106378491
I would do that but my twitter account is cursed. I need to use it more "organically" so they stop shadowbanning me or locking my account thinking I'm a bot lol

Does anyone else here change their behavior online and irl at the thought that maybe just maybe Pillow is stalking them? Like you're gonna be rude to someone but you realize Pillow would want you to be the best version of yourself type shit. Even my goon sessions get changed cause I imagine her getting jealous that my cum isn't going to her so I switch an ASMR stream (or better yet an old voice note goddamn you Elon for removing those) before I bust.
If I'm being honest, I think these delusions have been keeping me going for the past four years.

>>106382832
For sure. I have tried to be much nicer and accepting to other people online even if I don’t fully agree with them or if I find them eccentric. I’ve constantly try to tone down how much I curse online as well, but that never lasts long. I always switch to a Pillow lewd before I cum though, I only came to her audios once

Do you guys think Pillow would get jealous if she found out a Piwwo had sex with another woman? Surely she understands that some Piwwos have sexual needs, right?

insane thread
>>106377763
>Her manager may see it, but he’s
lmao

>>106384730
piwwos trust her, you wouldn't get it because you just see her as any other GFE streamer

>>106384730
Pillow knows more than anyone her career is over if it’s ever revealed her manager is her partner or that she has a bf. It would be a shitstorm that will likely be the last straw for most piwwows and we’ve seen how schizo they are. Her opsec is only as strong as the weakest link in the chain, that includes everyone around her. Most vtubers and their situations get doxxed through mutual friends, partners and family members who don’t need to care about opsec. Pillow has been very clean for all these years and has everything to lose. Why would she risk everything she’s worked so hard for?

friendly nighttime bump

pil

>>106384730
We have looked into the manager, it’s just a standard professional manager who handles her emails and mostly just handles paperwork for conventions. Don’t be stressed out by her having a manger Piwwos, I don’t think she has any desire to date a 50 year old man who’s already married with 3 kids.

>>106382832
I’ve dropped a lot of my typical internet blood sports on twitter and any of my public accounts, because I assume she’s just gonna go through everything at some point. While I do interact with other vtubers, I try to draw a clear distinction between how sweet and caring I am towards Pillow, where usually my only interaction with other girls is messing with them.

>>106388958
Dude piwwos know this just stop replying to that faggot everytime he comes by with his bullshit

>>106389014
I’d rather reassure the other Piwwos, even if the faggot does follow up, he doesn’t have any actual ammo.

>>106389069
Alright you do you, if piwwos have doubt then that's on them.
I have yet to find another girl as sweet and genuine as Pillow so I have no need to doubt her.

Shondo really fucking cooked the industry with her "Every vtuber who says they have a manager is just talking about their boyfriend" quote. It's even funnier too since she's a Mythic talent and has a manager.

>>106389323
Funny how Sinder proved her right, but she and her "friends" are another can of worms

I don’t think I would trust pillow to sign contracts on her own

>>106389940
With the amount of legal bullshit speak that lawyers use to draft up contracts I'd be wary too.

I want to hold Pillow's hand and tell her that she's very cute

I'd give Pillow my heart if it didn't already belong to another

Pillow kissing me and calling me a good boy as I blast another cumload into her hot duck friend

>>106393883
I'm scawed

>>106393883
Pillow interrogating me for accidentally watching a lewd asmr vtuber....

>>106395577
Kanna needs to convince Pillow to do an off-collab body cam stream with her. Or, at the very least, Kanna could convince Pillow to do a toenail painting stream with a proper foot cam

>>106395623
Pillow's flat chest and dainty feet would be too erotic and take the spotlight away from Kanna.

Sex with pillow in the closet

>>106395817
Nobody would have interest in that old hag if Pillow's sexy pale body was on screen.

I'm thinking piwwoperv thoughts again

>>106397207
I was thinking more wholesome things all day but there's always room for some degenerate thoughts involving Pillow's used panties...

>>106397391
Imagine the smell bros...

>>106397630
Smells like cute girl-failure and a bit of musky pee.

>>106397742
So she wants us to breed Olive like a horse?

>>106397673
She's stinky, in a sexy way

>>106397823
Olive puts in the horsetail buttplug and lets Pillow ride her around their home. Naked.

>>106397899
Hot
>>106397906
Oh my good lord

is Olive a horse

>>106398322
No she's Pillow's friend and roommate.

pillmos

"Lets play toys" Any gosling Piwwos have to be aware you will be hearing that from her unironically frequently.

>>106399565
She WILL be upset if you don't want to roleplay with her after a 12 hour shift at the steel mill

4 hour stream, would she last this long talking to piwwos?

>>106401435
I guess you missed the 8 hour dog island and gunpla streams

>>106401549
ZA was 5 hours, Halloween was 4 hours, most recent gunpla 5 hours.

Only reason she doesn't spend 5 hours on her just chatting streams is because she does eventually run outta shit to talk about.

Piwwos love to slurp on bait just as hard as Pillow slurps my load out of Kanna's gaping, hag duckhole

>>106403383
Pillow is gonna kill you for saying this sacrilege

>>106403570
I constantly think about her strangling me

>>106403537
>engaging with trolls kills them
genius thanks for the lesson

>>106404746
has he come back to try and bait any further? no. why? cause I btfo'd his ass to outer space. takes notes, I'm showing you how it's done

pil

New hobby where I watch Pillow play horror games and pretend she has one of those Lovense devices on so when she screams, it's just me turning up the intensity.

I need pent

Pillow has made some art of herself where she has some pretty large breasts and even her own self-drawn daki has sizable boobs. Do you think she ever regrets making her model flat? Is Pillow susceptible to breast envy?

New Pillow Twitter reply.

Gonna go to sleep while thinking of Pillow’s boobs. Goodnight everybody

Gonna go to sleep while thinking of Pillow's lack of boobs. Goodnight everybody

>>106413384
I think early on she drew characters that had bigger tits because she was wanting a certain level of sex appeal, but now she’s at the point where numbers and clickbait isn’t really necessary so she can be more wholesome.

sleep tight piwwos

Gently massaging Pillow's tummy after she eats a bunch of salmon.

I bet she has the cutest bellybutton. I wonder if she has any piercings?

>>106420901
She’s mentioned before that she has only ever had her ears pierced, but that was also when she was younger and she currently doesn’t have any rn.

>>106420945
I bet Olive has a pierced tongue. Imagine a stimulating Olivejob.

>>106421301
I’m at work. Please stop…

I like to imagine when she does ASMR, that Pillow is straddling me, gently grinding my dick while she leans forward and whispers into my ears, pushing her ass back and forth a bit every once in a while

>>106422666
>>106421383

Brewing a delicious tea with Pillow's fresh panties after a 5 hour stream

>>106424262
Perfect

>>106399565
That's fine with me. She does a lot of stuff that I'm not into, but I love her so much that I'd do anything with her to make her happy.

>>106419772
Cute

>>106425997
>I love her so much that I'd do anything with her to make her happy
Anything?

>>106426154
Yes anything...

Wife is sad :c

I want to eat her out

>>106427615
I wish I could be there for her at times like this.

How do we cheer her up?

>>106428215
The Discord piwwos are making a card for her.

>>106428215
i may not be able to make her happy, but i can at least make her pregnant, and Olive can use the reference material.

>>106428639
>Olive can use the reference material.
She doesn't need the reference material some Piwwo will impregnate her too.

>>106429115
yeah, me

Sometimes I wish I still had an ounce of shame left before doing something stupid for Pillow.

>>106432242
What did you do?
Lemme guess you drew a pony just for her didn't you Piwwo?

I want to make Piller my oshi but alas I am a whore!

>>106432242
lol same
Do keep in mind that the average normie does far more shameful things for women FAR less deserving than pillow.
Well, unless you’re the kigurumi guy then idk.

I miss active /pillow/

>>106432242
Knowing that Pillow genuinely appreciates and loves the dumb things we do makes it worth it. Besides, it's cringe to have to act nonchalant and stoic at all times, sometimes you just love someone and want to express it to them.

>>106433871
Me too. This is my favourite place to talk about her; PillowCord is insufferable.

>>106434202
I feel like she unironically looks here more than the discord, mostly since the Discord has a million channels. Not to mention that discussions of at least some small amount of content happen here, instead of the Discord which is just nothing.

>>106434450
She definitely checks PillowCord sometimes, but mostly to react to art and stuff. I don't think she looks here much because she knows she'll probably see something unpleasant, but I suspect she's done it at least once in the last few weeks.

We need to bring the phrases somepiwwo, everypiwwo, etc into the lexicon.
It’ll be good for the culture

>>106434758
I like this idea. I've already added "pillions" to my vocabulary.

>>106433871
Why did it slow down anyway? Seems like after her trip /pillow/ died a little.

>>106435012
I think some Piwwos just get burned out. As much as most Piwwos like to say they'll always be around for her, it's hard to always be supportive and loving towards someone, particularly since the longer they're into her, the higher their perceived bar of what they want from her will be. Of course, it can never work like that, it'd only work like that for a regular non-parasocial relationship, so people get burned out.

Very cute of her to give a unique reply to every piwwo who says hi

Hope she's okay. Genuinely. I can go a bit far sometimes with my hornyposting during horny hours but I mean well and ultimately love HER, the person.

>>106435560
I don't think it's anything serious. She wouldn't want us to worry.

>>106435560
Same here I know my degeneracy is abit much but I do like Pillow a lot and I want her to be happy and healthy first and foremost.
Because afterall she brings me happiness with how much she cares and stuff.

Feels bad going to sleep when wife is down. Wish I could snuggle with her really tightly and wake up with her curled up in a ball pressed into me.

SAY SOMETHING NICE TO HER RIGHT FUCKING NOW

>>106436590
I can't

>>106436184
One of the reasons I want to be with her is to be the person she confides in when she feels this way. I don't know if she has people to talk to, since most of her friends are VTubers who probably don't have much time or she doesn't want to bother, but I'd consider it my duty as her partner to always be there for her and never make her feel like a burden. I think I could be a grounding force in her life and help her to overcome these low points.

>>106437159
I feel like she's not in a place in her life to have an actual BF, but I'd love if I was able to just be someone able to speak to her directly. She definitely needs someone stable and reliable who can help her deal with stuff.

I'll say before anyone else does that Pillow doesn't *need* someone like that in her life; she's faced many difficulties and shown that she's strong enough to overcome a lot. I just want to be the one who helps her through them, because I care about her.

What about olive

>>106438160
I'm sure she's nice, but she doesn't seem like the most sensitive person.

>>106438344
They're best friends for most of Pillow's life, but they're also very similar and get just as bad as each other. Not to mention that Pillow is also the type that self-isolates and harms herself by not talking about her issues with people she cares about because she doesn't want to bother them.

>going for a walk with pillow during the first snow of the year while holding her hand

y/n?

>>106438823
This isn't the kind of thing I'd do (and I can't go anyway) but I'm happy for Pillow. She seems to really enjoy doing stuff like this.

>>106439329
What do you think man

>>106439329
Quickly running back inside and cuddling with hot cocoa. Hugging to warm up. Feeling the nipples of her flat chest still hard from the cold through her shirt.

>>106439492
that's so hot and cute

>>106439329
pissing pillow x me into the snow to show her my devotion and physical superiority

Holding Pillow's hand while sitting next to her on the bus to the mall, sharing earphones as we listen to music

>>106438823
Piapiufo head so magical she turned my buddy into a smurf

>>106440445
Watching Pillow gaze out the bus window with the sun shining through on her pretty face and highlighting her hair, thinking she's the most beautiful person you've ever seen.

>>106440634
I will never be this happy.

Baking Pillow and Olive some golden, fluffy and crispy garlic bread whilst they were out shopping at Target.

How would Pillow feel about public displays of affection?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=37TKFHZb6NE
super duper cute thumbnail

>>106445041
>15 hours

>>106446706
>>106447200
Would she really? Brave is a black corpo

>>106447268
tabs baka senpai

Pillow has explicitly stated a couple of times that she plans on always being an indie and never joining a corp

which chuuba has the cutest butthole?

>>106447447
PillowDear

>>106447530
ok who has the second cutest butthole?

>>106447622
Olive

>>106447636
why are you looking at other girls' butthole?

>>106447530
do you think she bleached her cute little asshole?

>>106447943
she doesn't need it. it is naturally a cute pale pink hole

goodnight, everypiwwo
remember to wake up early tomorrow

>>106452124
Be careful Piwwo, the streets of Gotham are dangerous at night!

Cleaning up Pillow's messy room as she's napping and wondering why the rainbow slug smells like garlic so much

>>106455070
She's been marinating the slug...

>>106455674
she's... gonna eat it?

>>106455813
Let's hope not but it could happen

Pillow injecting me with morphine and cuddling me as I'm nodding listening to her heartbeat and enjoying her warm body pressed against mine

>>106447268
That wouldn't even make sense. Which one is supposed to be Pillow? She sings, but that's not her main thing. She's happy as an indie.

When do horny hours begin and end? I need to vent some piwwoperv thoughts before she wakes up.

>>106460335
>weekdays
Usually during the 8 hours before Pillow wakes up.
>weekend
24/7

>>106460394
It's the weekend so be horny for seven days a week at all hours
Got it!

Pillow laying naked on her back in bed. You climb on top on your knees near her face and chest. Pillow gently grabbing your cock with her small dainty hands and slowly oscillating the tip of your cock side-to-side against her ultra-sensitive nipples, over and over with her face visibly struggling with the sensation but not stopping for she's prioritizing your pleasure over hers. Eventually exploding hard all over her pale chest and ribs with your cum mostly pooling in that cavity where her neck meets her collarbones.

boo
would btw

Wife awake. No hornyposting.

I like that she's embraced "brain frog".

What does Pillow wear in bed?

You guys are doing your breathing and stretches right? You aren't posting?

>>106466832
No, I'm being lazy today. To be fair though, I'm working on something for her.

Why don't you guys link streams and stuff?

>>106467402
>>106445041

>What do I do?
:(

>Let's play House
>I want to be the dog
She's so perfect

Can someone post a link to the unlisted stream that she raided into? I closed her stream before it finished.

>>106468093
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CU6ZuwVaHNQ

>>106468153
Thanks.

>>106467983
I'd give her lots of pets and call her a good girl

>>106468508
She’ll want you to follow her around on the floor and sniff her butt. Pillow wants to eat of a dog bowl, naked, wearing a collar. You are her master.

>>106468606
That's kinda hot

If you're watching the stream, please clip any fun Pillow-VAllure interactions; that's a rich vein for comedy.

>>106468869
gregtech new horizons

pumb

>>106468606
does she also poop outside and the you have to collect it?

New maika88 dropped

Making Pillow laugh with a corny joke to cheer her up

Sharing a blanket with Pillow on the sofa, watching one of her comfort films until she falls asleep with her head on my shoulder

Would you do it? What cute things do you think Pillow would do?

>>106477162
wait a minute...

>>106477533
What is it?

>>106477849
must have been the wind

>>106477162
What a glorious hole

Anyone going to that maid cafe thing? Please describe it for us.

Have any of you written romantic messages for Pillow that you just keep to yourself and don't send to her or post anywhere? I thought about doing it but was too self-conscious, even though nobody else would see them.

It's so cute that her favourite animal is the millipede. I want to take her to the zoo where they let you hold the giant African millipedes, or better yet get her one as a pet.

>>106479353
I have written some very intense yet not overly romantic things in reply to some of her twitter posts. Frankly, while I want her to understand that I value and care about her for the fact that she's a wonderful woman who deserves it, I don't want her to think that I'm trying to get in her pants or take her out on a date right this very second. I respect the fact that she's not exactly in a position to be dating currently.

>>106480417
Not that I wouldn't do it, but this must make you think "what am I doing with my life?"

>>106480214
Well yeah, me too. These threads are my outlet for the overtly romantic stuff.

Kissing all over her pretty face as she blushes and giggles

>>106480417
If Pillow did this, I’d ask for permission to kiss the top of her hand

>>106479353
I've recently been stuck in a cycle of writing some gushy lovey dovey stuff for her in a text file, sleeping, reading it back, cringing super hard, and then deleting it until I see another stream which inspires me to repeat the cycle. Thank god for threads like this, even if I'm not putting out the uber gross stuff.

>>106479353
>>106480214
>>106482369
>When I was very young and in repertory theatre, I was given some advice by a clever director. He said:
>“What are you doing in that scene, Michael?”
>“Nothing,” I said. “I haven’t got anything to say.”
>“That,” said the director, “is a very big mistake. Of course, you have something to say. You’ve got wonderful things to say. But you sit there and listen, thinking of wonderful things to say, and then you decide not to say them. That’s what you’re doing in that scene.”

>>106482369
Piwwo, normally I encourage other Piwwos to express themselves to her, but your writings sound particularly unpleasant so please continue your community service of keeping that bottled up.

>>106480677
I'd estimate a solid 80% chance that if anyone posts on here regularly, she's taking note of them and can recognize them, OPSEC on here tends to be pretty shit. Granted, I don't think she's actually opposed to romantically inclined Piwwos who wish she was their one-and-only. I assume that everything I say will be seen by her and attributed to me directly, that's the best way to act. I speak to her truthfully about my feelings, but most places aren't the place to fully articulate myself beyond saying "Hi Pillow, love you forever!"

within days we will be gay

>>106485898
since i'm a cat, I like to post things like "i'm pillow's little kitten, she's so cute!" and I know she recognizes me because i'm her little kitten. It's legendary!

I want to see PillowDear naked

>>106479125
Just got home.
At risk of doxxing myself (There were like 5 other piwwos there), It was pretty cool. They had the chuubas on TV screens that they wheeled around manually. Pillow greeted everybody who walked through the door and once everyone was seated, she went around all the tables saying hi. After a bit, they took orders and gave us crayons and a coloring page to keep us busy while we waited, felt just a little patronizing. Eventually they started wheeling Pillow around for the 3 min M&Gs. She was in character the entire time, calling everyone master and saying it was a pleasure to serve them, very cute. I had some stuff I planned to say to her but I didn't wanna make her break character, so I just went with it. After the M&G they let you take a picture with the girls and print it out on a cheki for you. Once everyone was done, Pillow got up on stage and sung an idolmaster song. Afterwards, the maids (Who were all quite pretty) went up and did a little dance number to close it out. It was a good time.

Of course, I only went to see Pillow, but I appreciate all the work they put in to make it fun besides.

On a side note, everyone always complains about body odor at cons, but I've never really noticed it myself. What's FAR worse is the stench of fry grease coming from the food courts where they cook up all the slop. It's been present at every con I've attended and it makes me nauseous every time. I don't know why I never see people talk about that.

>>106488434
at sakura con they didn't have slop they only had valid excellent panda express mockery

Pillow kissing me a lot... everywhere!

>>106488434
Thanks.
>gave us crayons and a coloring page to keep us busy
lol

>>106485898
>she's taking note of them and can recognize them
I'm counting on it.

This might be completely unreasonable but I think she was reading this thread a few hours ago. I'd like to believe.

https://youtu.be/CGiThz-_tMo
Someone uploaded Pillow's performance.

Pillow can't recognise me because I don't post in chat.

Petting bunnies at the zoo with Pillow

what do you think her pussy is like?

Pillow deserves a bf and you're all cruel for denying her that.

>>106495469
She's denying herself.

>>106495469
i'm her bf

>>106495469
Cmon Piwwo I’m working on it, don’t rush me

>>106491889
I was watching the Comfy Morning with a friend, and we were discussing how, particularly if you're not used to Pillow, she feels very much like she's treating the Piwwos like she's a kindergarten teacher. I personally find it endearing though. Men have to wear the mask of being indestructible and made of stone all the time, having a woman that you love, respect, and trust enough to clap along when she sings Wheels on the Bus, is a very nice thing.

>>106495913
I don't think acting like a toddler and loving and respecting a woman have anything to do with each other

>>106495913
I clapped along (as did everyone else) when she sang If You're Happy and You Know It during at VeXpo, but I'm only prepared to go so far in public lol. I'd indulge more of her babying in private if she was my girlfriend, because she's cute and it would make her happy.

>>106495913
>I was watching the Comfy Morning with a friend
I can't imagine ever being comfortable doing this.

I wish she wouldn't treat me like a child sometimes. A lot of us are older than her. With vtubers like FWMC they do it ironically for they know everyone knows they're hags messing around and both have a known history of consuming and talking about very adult content, but with Pillow it sometimes feels like we're being treated like kids because that's how she sees us. Making a bunch of adult men color with crayons is insane, although I'm guessing that had nothing to do with Pillow. It still shows how the event organizers see the men who attend these things even though they're the ones funding their event. Just feels so wrong at times like the industry is laughing at these lonely men behind the scenes and seeing how much they can get away with humiliating them.

>>106496222
>with Pillow it sometimes feels like we're being treated like kids because that's how she sees us
A lot of piwwos *are* kids, or act like it and like being treated as such by her. That's not how I want to be seen by her though, so I try to talk to her like an adult does to another.
>It still shows how the event organizers see the men who attend these things even though they're the ones funding their event.
Can you blame them? I'm 24 and I'm too embarrassed to ever go to one of these events. I cringe whenever I see an admitted 30-something posting in Pillow's chat.
>Just feels so wrong at times like the industry is laughing at these lonely men behind the scenes and seeing how much they can get away with humiliating them.
I don't think it's malicious like that.

I might be reading it into it way too much, but I think part of the reason why she acts so much like a child and why she tends to treat us like children is because it’s a way for her to relive a childhood. Don’t forget that she had a n incredibly fucked up childhood that she barely got to enjoy that was riddled with traumas, depression, and a swinging door of father figures as she desperately wanted a dad. I think her child-like demeanor is a bit of a trauma response to all of that and now she has a perfect place to reclaim the childlike innocence that was robbed from her while also having willing participants like the Piwwos. Additionally, she wasn’t loved very much as a child. She did have other family like her grandmother but she wasn’t always with her and her grandma didn’t like her mom very much either. That’s why she’s constantly seeking new ways for us to give her our love

>>106495469
Yeah, me

>>106498346
You're making some sense, but I don't want to psychoanalyse her. I just know that being colourful and childlike makes her happy, so it's important to me that she's able to do that.

>>106496222
Those events are staffed by volunteers, and organized by fans. I know the kind of people who run them, I promise you, they aren’t laughing. They’re just trying to give a fun time for the fans. You should know Pillow well enough by now to understand she would NEVER think of the Piwwos in that way, she cares so much in so many little intangible ways that you cannot count.

I want to squish Pillow’s flat chest so badly

>>106501377
>>106501377
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