>>5924897
Just be lonelier and more retarded bro. I've gotten so good at it that I can no longer imagine what it's like to have someone in my life, thus the longing has dissipated, except for the faintest recollections of it, akin to false beliefs of childhood proven wrong and thrown aside. The concept possesses that surreal element of that which cannot ever be obtained, so uncertain and distant that I cannot feel anything but the meerest tinge of regret, as I might feel for a malformed daydream forgotten ten minutes later. It's the greatest of copes, there's no chance of the illusion being broken, for that would require others to be around me, and to want to tempt me, neither of which would occur.
