Thread 5897416

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cont. >>5883179

>>5897430
reviewbruh is the true everyman

I hate her so fucking much.

>>5884794
god this without gosling in the back?
been looking for it forever

>>5897860
yeah
here's him coming to the front

>>5897984
what the fuck...

>>5898025
film?

>>5898972
Virgin diaries+to the wonder

>>5899009
>>5898972
sorry, it's virgin suicides.

>>5899366
You were dying for Israel goym.

>>5892271
>>5892272
counter

>>5899304
Didn't watch this documentary but the most basic of internet searches demonstrates that the hand gesture doesn't actually mean "Patience" by itself, it's also a veiled threat.
>"Calm down, or else"

Considering the result of that war and what was learned about the "interpreters" that were giving the soldiers, it's a clear demonstration as to why you don't ever hire local help; You hire professionals, and from your own nation.

>>5899590
I don't think hes saying the gesture means patience, I think hes saying the interpreter was trying to subtly tell him to get fucked

>>5898493
Did they set up the camera on the bathroom floor to catch them puking? Who wouldnt see a bathroom cam on the floor?

>>5897790
jesus lay off the sugar,

>>5901199
Can't believe at one point media like this seemed clever and funny to me. Nihilism truly poisons the soul.

>>5897860
here

>>5901106
>take yourself too seriously
>think anybody will take you seriously
>give speech, everybody jeers at you and talks over you
>kill self in shame

>>5901569
But he is right.

>>5901646
he is wrong, anon. you can feel it in your soul, but you deny yourself since it's easier that way.

>>5901569
i mean he is not correct but i liked that this show displayed the different coping mechanisms that people use to deal with depression. i dont think i found a great way to deal with it yet but i feel that this distraction method that mr peanutbutter uses has been one that i have tried in the past. alcohol too like bojack. in the whole show only diane kind of figures it out and even then does she even seem happy at the end?

Depression just hit me out of nowhere yesterday. I'm so overwhelmed with everything going on in my life I've gone completely dumb; nothing really seems to click and I'm messing up basic tasks... Hope things are going better for the rest of you.

>got ghosted by 2 close friends
>end up so stressed I alienate another girl
>lost like 6 friends in the span of 1.5 years
And yet everyone claims it's not me.

>>5902668
normalfaggot get off my board

>>5902746
Shut the fuck up nigger. This place has been dead since the end of the 2000s

>>5897416 (OP)
Nigga looks like Wolverine if he let himself go

>>5901213
Attention whores gotta show the whole goddamn world how much they don't like being seen by anyone

Bros I've been lurking this board for a long time but this is my first post. My dad got thrown in jail today for an unpaid speeding ticket from 2003... In the next state over, no less. It's a no-bail/bond situation because he needs to wait until Monday when he can be extradited one county over so he can finally pay the bond and deal with this.

This really worries me because it being Friday means he has no chance of getting out until Monday at the earliest.

The salt in the wound is the fact that my dad is a 65 year old retiree who NEVER runs afoul of the law. I'm worried for his health because he drinks and smokes every day. I'm afraid he's going to be in withdrawal in there and be absolutely miserable and possibly in danger of having seizures. I can't believe they're doing this to a law abiding man like him over a 22 year old traffic ticket. What the fuck kind of world is this. I hope he's okay.

Webm unrel

>>5897790
Your kid seems like a retard anyways. Just make a new one and save your primo top-shelf seed for that one.

>>5899364
I used to be terrorized by constant nightmares, sometimes I'd wake up 5 times a night completely covered in sweat. I overcome it, I still get the nightmares but now I enjoy them haha. They forced me to stop running and start fighting and I just enjoy the adrenaline and rip and tear the monsters

>>5898555
F
still gives me goosebumps

>>5905128
I fight my nightmares nowadays. I never win or lose, I just wake up screaming. Much better this way.

>>5901645
Killing himself was part of his plan. He did what he set out to do. He even did the seppuku successfully.

>>5906622
>successfully
Not really. It required that another samurai cut his head off. His friend drop the ball after seeing that Mishima's head didn't fall off after being hit by the sword. What was supposed to be a successful seppuku ended up with Mishima's head half cut in the neck and him dying slowly and painfully. His friend should be killed on spot for the lack of balls to follow a promise to the end.

>>5904922
wow thats a based autist

>>5903407
goddamn it

>>5901541
>>5904922
This is normal behavior of children that haven't been raped by youtube or tiktok or whatever you put them in front of. These are also responses that are indicative of a faggot who has no kids.
We are in a feels thread though so this is not surprising.

>>5907014
man wtf, I'd follow through simply out of compassion to not let my friend suffer. Reminds me off how I killed a duck once, my dog basically already killed but I had to finish the job, in hindsight I should have picked a better method I stupidly used a kitchen knife but I had to follow through and make sure to end it, it was a bloody mess, it was compassion that carried me to end it

>>5897430
is this recent? he looks like death, look at those undereye bags

>>5908354
why would you ever put this on the internet and humiliate your child even more than the bullying ever did?
fucking women

>>5908337
class of 98
I HATED HS
worst time of my life
I do not want to go back

>>5908354
It never gets better

bros

>>5905128
>>5906382
anon, drama are reflections of your views on your daily life matters. yes, now you fight, but you are fighting against something of your awake time. for many years I also experienced much insecurities and much work related stress. something about 7 years ago I would have terrors and awful visions of me melting, or weak falling teething... all things of the book. but at some point it started to become violent, yes. maybe it is a common thing for people in long term distress. i once attacked my sister with her bf entering home late night. it was pitch dark and was sleeping, but somehow the sounds of the front door opening got into my dreams... i thought it was dreaming, but did try martial arts moves on her until i woke up somehow..

my point is that we should have always a therapist or a friendly person to talk about stuff. this meme of stoic incels improving to alpha and stuff is forcing an idea that we could just tough through everything just swallowing and believing that we don't have to deal with the emotional part of our personalities and its problems... well, I think you get my idea.

open up regularly to the people that supports and you and are important to you.

>>5908653
fucking stupid phone keyboard...

>>5898555
>>5906185

i knew the overall idea of the sky king incident, but now I really did a research of the story of the guy... i think he's mist relatable because of his apparent common worker class situation. even more, what the official story does not tell. personal struggles, restarting life in far off cities, partnership disagreements... seemless depression... living every day with the feeling of no way out...

>>5904672
another version

>>5908935
lost kitten - metric the band

>>5908587
https://youtu.be/6lO4HI53lIw?si=kBRa6yYL5rYP8pBl

>>5909367
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Xw-9OE1j-Y

anyone have the yesterday pepe edit?
and the /feels/ telepurte wojack

>>5910419
nvm found one
>>5884785
still looking for the telepurte one tho
it was the feels wojack looking at his computer in total despair

>>5897416 (OP)
feels like living has lost it's spice. it's been fun ig. just gotta keep on keeping on

>>5908587
This hits really deep for me. I hate being alive so much. I hope there is another world on the other side of the noose.

>>5908467
same.
Every older relative told me how much i will miss school, once it's over.
My life didn't really improve afterwards, but I would never wish to relive those horrible years.
I should have quit school as soon as I could and master a trade instead

>>5908337
all these people are utterly miserable now. thanks Obama.

>>5901645
>don't take yourself seriously
>be a cynical faggot
>die a piece of shit

>>5907014
the friend got harakired too against Mishima's wishes.

>>5904860
>I can't believe they're doing this to a law abiding man like him over a 22 year old traffic ticket.
Sounds like he wasn't very law-abiding, then. Maybe if you cared about your dad so much you could have helped him be less of a worthless nigger.

>>5905128
Meanwhile , I've never once had a nightmare in my entire life. Makes me wonder if I'm actually living in one instead.

The lyrics are too fucking real man..

>>5908360
This is10+ years ago, he hasn't done energy reviews in a good while

>>5908354
While not addressing the main issue, there are much uglier people than this kid.

>>5904860
Sorry to hear it bro. Our justice system is as retarded as it is gay. Give your old man some respect when he gets out. Jails and prisons are staffed by bureaucrats who have lost any sense of decency. It's like passing through a machine that is just supposed to make you feel like you are less than a human. Gotta hold your head up high when it is all said and done. Good thing you have each other. If my dad died, I'd probably be the last in my family to know. Idk if I would even care. It can always be worse with family. Believe me on that one

>>5897416 (OP)
I think Im falling in love with a girl i recently met online and she is great but i dont think she likes me in that was. And if do let myself fall for her Im fucked.

>>5904676
Which movie is this?

anyone have the one where the anime guy is invisible and needs to hold onto something or he'll fly away
song played is dj santana - take me away. appreciate it if you have it

>>5912159
This applied to me for decades

>>5912372
I'm curious anon, why are you like that?
For me personally, I am as I've lived through war, lost family members & friends and was displaced to another country.

>>5897430
>It ain't getting any better, I can tell you that.
Ouch. We all know it, we all see it but when someone finally says it...

>>5912106
The best thing you can do is tell her how you feel. If she rejects you its ripping the bandaid off and stopping you falling for her more and if she reciprocates then you get an gf (dont have an online/long distance relationship tho. If shes on the other side of the planet you need to just give up)

>>5897790
I know the feeling. I dont have any kids but my ex robbed me of the best years of my life and left me with such bad mental health problems I dont think I will ever be capable of raising kids properly so will possibly never have any.

>>5898961
The kind of women that go on these tv shows are all souless whores who only care about attention

>>5897416 (OP)
this fat smelly cunt needs to get roped

yhe binble

Today I failed my final year at university and dropped out.
I feel like shit. Haven't told anyone yet.

>>5912458
Been a college dropout myself. Going back in fall this year to try again. Third try. Don't know what to tell you that would be positive. Just that your primary emotion now should be guilt, not shame. Never shame. Never.

>>5912537
legend, thanks bro

>>5912432
Problem is we are both medium size streamers(few thousand followers and she has like 3 times that) and I geniuenly enjiy her company
She messages me out of the blue she answers fast and we hang out ALOT of stream
But im dead sure she is just being friendly and im terrified of her actually liking me because i have pretty deep trauma from precious relationships
Im a fucking mess

>>5912159
>dr gay
fuck this NIGGERJEET

>>5912646
I think she just gave me the okay to try?
Its like 5 30 on the morning and we're talking and I started talking to her about herself in a cheeky "oh yeah im talking to this cool streamer and you wouldnt know her" and then she drops the "oh do you wanna be friends with her?" And i try to stay vague but she sounded surprisingly positive about me not saying i wanna be friends with her? Im confused and nervous but... reluctantly optimistic?

>>5908587
Haven't seen this version posted in a while

>>5912646
>>5912668
None of that changes my advice. Either forget about her or let her know you are interested in her in that way.
Dont just randomly drop "I think im in love with you" just make it clear ur into her and give her a chance to either reject u or say yes.
That does sound like shes given you the green light already but yeah make sure you get some sort of proper answer beyond whats already been said because it could be seen as just flirting and not mean as much to her as it does to you.
Godspeed anon

>>5912458
Sorry bro. Sort of been there. Go to >>>/adv/, you need an intervention my man

>>5912458
movie sauce?

>>5912386
I'm retarded and gay.

>>5912386
I don't wanna talk about it. Something happened during childhood and I blocked it out, didn't even know until a year ago.

>>5913295
https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0330243/
dzien swira

>>5912458
University is an outdated system. I will never feel bad about fucking that up

>>5912869
That's kind of mean spirited, don't you think? Sending him to that board. You'd get better and more authentic advice posting a random thread on /int/ and having people of 10 nationalities call you a gay nigger.
>>5912458
I dropped out some years ago. It didn't matter much, I was already a loser and had already squandered many years. This might not apply to you, your life might completely blow up and it might be a long fall down when you tell your folks or whoever, but for me it might actually have been one of the better things I did. Not because I did anything more productive afterwards, but because I stopped living a pointless LARP that had gone on for years at that point.

>>5909515
song?

>>5913458
I think its the same with me and its not even something "big" and shocking, like physical abuse or specific traumatic event that one would expect to fuck up a kid, just subtle emotional neglect and lots of infighting in a retarded dysfunctional family, that otherwise looks like a "good" family to everyone outside. I have become that gay bystander kid that does nothing because I was shocked by what happened at home and I was scared of escalating it in any way, once I got old enough to reflect and understand what happened, I was already nearing my 30s and just felt too late.

I can tell that my sister got fucked up too, in different ways, but for the same reasons.

One more day it will get better
One more day it will get better
One more day it will get better
One more day it will get better
One more day it will get better
One more day it will get better

>>5912458
I had to repeat two papers from my second year. It added an extra year of study, but I got to take a few extra papers I would have missed the first time round. I also got to meet a whole extra year of people (even a fellow /fit/izen). I ended up continuing on and getting my masters degree in chemistry.
It's okay to feel down, but it doesn't have to be the end. If you take another shot, you'll have hindsight on your side.
You could also take this time as an opportunity to revise your plan. Will your degree actually land you your dream job? Is that market already oversaturated? You might find being a contractor/tradesman might be more financially viable.

This is probably the worst thing I've ever saved so this is your warning not you listen to it.

>>5914118
first time on /feels/?

>>5905729
Remarkable.
Is there a list of these types of scenes that have counterparts in other films? I would very much like to see if I could make some kid of coherent narrative remain between two or more movies joined together at the point where they share such a scene.

>>5914582
I'll at least speak to the shot at 15 seconds. Perfect Blue heavily influenced Black Swan, and that scene in particular is shot-for-shot the same. In both movies she's crumbling under stress and starting to disassociate. Black Swan is not a remake per se but maybe a remix. You may be interested in watching them both back to back.

>>5912146
Doctor Zhivago

>>5897416 (OP)
Legitimately feel sad watching this. Good guy, just not very smart, possibly autistic, and has a very addictive personality. At least he's not spending it at the bookies haha...
>>5912445
Kill yourself faggot

>>5912458
>final year
Final year? What the fuck do you mean? It's your final year and you're gonna throw it away? Get back in there you fucking retard

>>5913858
Everything in Its Right Place by Radiohead

>>5914513
Not sure if you listened to the whole thing or just the intro. But I've been on 4chinz for a while.
Maybe it's just the suicide stuff. This is the other one, even though it's a just a stupid frog cartoon.

>>5911594
you don't belong here, not in this thread nor this life, worthless retard

Watching down syndrome people cook to dissociate and distract.
How has it come to this?

Been lurking for a long time, figured its time to give back.

For some reason, every time I watch this, it brings me to tears

>>5913858
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ZoX4tC4eQs
try this one if ur like me and cant stand radiohead vocals

I thought this would be my year, but it's starting to be more and more clear that it isn't. I try so hard and nothing changed for me. Maybe 2026 will be the year

>>5912458
dropped out at 20
neeted 2 years
kicked out at 22 slept in fucking cardboard
got my drivers licence barely paying rent in a shitty room
took up a 2y long training course to become a tradie
first job at 25
now 32 got fired because trannie complained to hr that i didn't play along with his larp
dont know if ill be taken to court

I'm tired of this fucking board, we're going back where these threads belong on /gif/

I need the
>I wish it was my day off
>Me on my day off
weebum

>>5904672
gago blergh identified

>>5916191R

>>5916861
go back to your botted nigger dick board

>>5908337
the chick at 17 seconds is hot af

>>5912458
Your life is just starting out, so it's not the end of the world. Every failure is a lesson learned

>>5897416 (OP)
Does anyone have webm edit of burning monk with song in background ?

>>5916837
Go er

>>5916837
>now 32 got fired because trannie complained to hr that i didn't play along with his larp
>dont know if ill be taken to court
Which country are you from?

>>5898561
The inevitability of conflict and the futility of our efforts to prevent it fo today

>>5904922
This is what undersocialization manifests itself as. He's trying to catch up but has nobody who will put up with him, so he bounces his conversations off of himself. No idea why he posted this online, but the sad truth is that he will never catch up.

>>5916199
F

>>5913783
that accent
oof
and he's supposed to be a pro

Hello frens.
Been a few weeks. Things were going. Finally got the stupid idea to try to exercise. My joints are extra fucked now but I still want to try. I've had arthritis for at least a few years now and shit sucks. I'm mid 30s and have the joints of an 80 year old. Hell, I tried to ask this 60 year old out and even she doesn't want anything to do with me. I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm just kind of dead inside. There isn't much that keeps me going but the things that do keep me going are everything to me. My will to live is non existent. I only live for the 2 people in this world I care about. Holy shit this is the kind of depression no pill can fix.

>>5919358
i think he could. if someone falls behind they don't need to catch up to the front of the pack, they just need to get closer to those near them

>>5916112
This but with jerma, his the thing stream is super relaxing for some reason.

>>5901724
Not that other anon but fuck you, you insincere piece of shit. Seriously.
Who are you to act like you have any inkling of an understanding what someone 'feels in their soul'? You've never even seen this person before but you want to pretend like you have a some intimate understanding of what they're feeling or have been through? You're a joke.
And even better, you have the gall to judge them for taking the easy route in life as if there's some kind of virtue in fighting an invisible war that nobody will ever see or acknowledge. You want to know what's 'easier'? Using manipulation tactics to guilt people out of their feelings instead of taking 5 minutes to actually empathize with them because you don't want your parade to be rained on.
You're no better than a 3am televangelist using dime store platitudes to wrangle his audience into opening their wallets. Shame on you, you self-important faggot.

>>5920268
People can't even comprehend that different computers work differently. Let alone comprehend that computers with identical hardware work differently. It's something that doesn't bother me anymore. No reason to get angry at the dog that behaves as if everyone else is a dog like them. Sure they should know better but in the end all that matters is they are a dog and you are not.

>>5919536
Exercising might feel wrong but it is right in the sense that it's good for you physically and mentally. Think of it like you're doing it out of spite. Even if you don't have any reason to exist other than to throw a big middle finger to the world, that's still a reason.
Also, don't be afraid of being depressed. A lot of people will tell you that depression is wrong, like it's something you have to 'fix'. It's not an illness, it's your conscious brain telling you that there's something wrong with your environment and you need to change it. And even if you can't change your environment, you certainly don't want to turn your brain off and block out your emotions. Being depressed is better than being intellectually and emotionally dead, any day of the week.

>>5917081
>nigger dick board
So you're just gonna let them win? Fuck that i'm not.

My dad killed himself 2 days ago, just couple of days after my birthday. We weren't close at all, haven't seen each other or spoken together in over 11 years.
I honestly am not sure what to feel, I feel nothing. He wasn't much of a dad growing up, but it still feels I don't know... weird? Part of me thinks it's my fault like he was waiting for my birthday for me to reach out maybe and things would happen in a different way but then again he was an alcoholic so who knows.
I turned 26 and see myself ending the same way at some point.
Life is really weird, sorry for my slight rant I've got no one else to share this with.

I need your strongest gosling posts

>>5901213
People like to relate to others when in pain, it brings out a feeling of not being alone with it. Thats why she made that video and thats why youre in a /feels/ thread.

>>5911594
Did this make you feel any better? No? Thought so.

>>5921333
Sorry to hear that anon. It's normal to feel numb after things like that. Life is indeed quite strange. Thinking about you buddy

>>5911590
What did Obama do?

>>5921484
Thanks anon, I really appreciate it.

>>5915240
fuck off back to /britfeel/ you evil runt

>>5901198
Aphex Twin

Beautiful song

>>5921333
I'm sorry man. I'm thinking about you too

>>5912659
+1

>>5921832
Appreciate it, anon thank you.

Anyone have the one of the short haired girl cutting the babies hair? I lost it. Everything I want in the world and will never have.

>>5916658
some birds weren't meant to be caged

>>5921187
It doesn't feel wrong to exercise. It just hurts incredibly badly. I can do 3 pushups before my elbows, wrists, and shoulders feel like they're going to explode. I try to do situps and it's the same thing with my back. If I walk it's about ten steps before I start to stutter step from the pain. And that's a good day. Fuck, even playing vidya is fucked. It fucking hurts my elbows and wrists just sitting on a couch using a mouse and keyboard. My fingers kill me if I'm gripping for too long. When I hear a boomer complain about arthritis in their hand at 70 years old while they tell me to just suck it up because they broke a bone before I want to kill them.

>>5897416 (OP)
My bipolar weed episodes claimed my friends. I don't have any close friends. I have church friends but desu they are not as close.

>>5921527
he knows what he did

>>5899572
Song?

>Never fit in at high school.
>Drop out.
>Don't fit outside.
>Shut in.
It's been around 6 years.
I'm not meant to be here, hearing from people as miserable as me is the only thing that keeps me sane.

>>5912668
How did it turn out anon?

>>5908354
KWAB
lift weights and beat up people that make fun of you
Simple as

>>5923091
Fitting in isn't worth it. Friends are overrated. The quality of women that judge you based on whether you have friends is low. These things used to be a good thing or worth it but not anymore. Everything is transactional. You might as well be a salesman. And if I'm not mistaken that is the type of advice faggot influencers give.
>You have to sell yourself if you want a woman and friends.
Fuck that and fuck people. If I want to communicate with other people I play a multiplayer game. Everything else is a performative transactional exercise in futility that only the most braindead enjoy.

>>5920268
>im a special snowflake and no one can understand me
it's far more manipulative and useless to give fake empathy and tell people that everything they feel is legitimate and real. frankly the 3am televangelist is far more likely to tell you what you want to hear and tell you the universe is just a big mean nasty place. if nihilists actually had substance to their beliefs they'd be saying "nothing matters", but what I hear most of the time in angry emotional responses like this is, "it all matters to me".

>>5908337
>so many couples
american anons is this really what hs was like? eurofag here and in my year of 100 there was maybe only 2-3 couples i knew, most of the girls just weren't dating and waiting around for prince charming i guess. then when they got to college they either turned into lesbians or had a long run of bad relationships. ive only personally known one long term couple in my life that went from college to having a kid

>>5924287
>eurofag here and in my year of 100
You graduated in the year of our Lord 100? I didn't know Count Dracula browsed 4chan.

>>5924291
lol, i mean we had roughly 100 students in our year at rougly 50/50 split but hardly anyone dated

>>5924278
>fake empathy
>everything they feel is legitimate and real
nta, but are actually trying to argue that the feelings of other people are not real, just because..... its not approved by you? Do you even read what you write?

>>5924287
My brother graduated in 2001 and is still married to the woman he dated in high school. A couple of his friends also married their high school sweethearts but later divorced. I didn't keep up with my friends after college, but several of them were still with their high school girlfriends throughout college. I wouldn't say it was a common thing but it happened.

>>5914055
Listening to Rolling Girl as a way to cope with bottled up stress and depression is timeless as a therapy method. The song speaks to me in a way that no one I ever met could.

>>5902668
>got ghosted by no one
>stressed but didn't lose any non-existent girl
>didn't lose my only friend
guess I'm doing better than you faggot

>>5924315
no that's up to them to decide, endless validation is the same as endless dismissal, it just sounds better

>>5916194
Faggot

I keep disappointing myself. I know I can do better. There's just nothing to motivate me. I have no life, no friends, all I have is these great ideas in my head. I just wish I had something to hold on to. Sometimes I fear like I'm not gonna make it.

>>5922925
it's from the cyberpunk edgerunners anime. "can I stay at yours" or something like that

can someone help me?
I'm looking for a goslin/bladerunner video
>when the "I don't think I have a future" feeling htis
or something like it

>>5925790
give me your ideal suicide method. im gonna do it next year no matter what

>>5925804
another Hunter vid?

>>5925794
I can't answer this without getting a visit

>>5916194
he let Destiny cum inside him
LMFAO

anybody has the webm of the guys speaking french, in a club or prom, with one guy telling the other guy its too late to experience love for him, as no matter how much he tries to fix himself or better his appearances or attributes, since he hasnt experienced teen love, its too late.

>>5925804
Hunter S. Thompson?

>>5926050
How is this related to hunter s Thompson?
>>5925794
Don't kill yourself for nothing do something meaningful instead, do anything for your pleasure even if it means walking over others. Get a loan travel somewhere spend your last days the way you do, you have nothing to lose anyways so why not do things you actually want. If you've already set an expiration date for yourself then fuck it, spend it the way you want. Indulge in hedonism or whatever else you want to do.

>>5899364
RESTREPO in case any newniggers are wondering

>>5916658
Great one

>>5924841
What if you didn't make it and now you are already living past the point of not making it.

>>5921809
billy truly lives on in the ether. Wish I could remember the damn song in my mp4 but c'est la vie

sauce?

>>5911957
>It's like passing through a machine that is just supposed to make you feel like you are less than a human.

Lol got arrested when I was 18 and spent the night in jail. They really lay it on thick with the dehumanizing. I guess maybe people who work in a place like that get jaded processing crackheads every night but I think the job just attracts sadists who would torture you if they could get away with it lmao. Scared me straight tho - I'm not going back

>>5902668
what is he saying? I dn't speak French. Artwork is nice tho

>>5927450
Sounds like a remix of https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oONv3YqLIhk&list=RDoONv3YqLIhk&start_radio=1

>>5927450
>>5928831
looking for the sauce as well, I know it's
Hoчь-Aндpeй Гyбин

https://archived.moe/gif/search/image/IN1AsLpI0Pwzx4PWiZIUZA/

did anyone save this webm? It's from the highlander show, I was too drunk when I saw it and forgot completely.

>>5921333
he could probably sense you were a future troon or some sort of faggot predator (based on your webm) which is why he left you as a child. couldn't bear the shame any more for abandoning you instead of trying to fix you

>>5912440
>I know the feeling. I dont have any kids but my ex robbed me of the best years of my life and left me with such bad mental health problems I dont think I will ever be capable of raising kids properly so will possibly never have any.
wtf
tell us about your bpdemon soul scalping ritual anon

>>5921527
pushed racewar and trannygay shit

>>5916658
back in the day these were called baw threads
only much later did it turn into feels threads
it's quite different
baw threads reached much deeper
this gif was the most iconic one and prolly the most reposted
buit it wont give you an idea of what you missed as this gif is fairly tame
the times were different and so were the people
they cries were stronger, their pains deeper

>>5925790
>slut-shaming
lel faggots wrote this

>>5925804
>>5926614

alcohol salesman entered the thread

>>5926855


jew telling goy (played by a jew, but representing the goyim) to give up trying to reproduce
altogether disgusting

>>5930505
Id rather not get too into the details.
Its all pretty standard stuff for BPDemons.
You know the drill. They meet you and shapeshift into whatever they figure out is like the perfect girl then do stuff like isolate you and put you in a situation where you basically become helpless to resist them and have nobody else anyway then start abusing, gaslighting, cheating ect.
There was also a lot of drugs involved, she managed to get me from occasionally using drugs to regularly taking heroin, crack ect. Obviously I cant fully blame that on her but she met me at a time where id just managed to get over like 5 years of heavy alcoholism and encouraged me to use drugs. Then when I stopped she punished me for not facilitating her her addiction with constant psychological torture, I tried to stick with her wanting to help her get clean because I felt responsible which dragged it out for like another couple of years after the point that id realized I needed to get away from the crazy bitch.

Obviously going into this I wasnt in a state where I could've had a family and a good chunk of it is on me but if I had met someone with good intentions who actually cared about my wellbeing none of the heavy drug use wouldve happened and I wouldve worked through my issues not ended up with more.

>>5930533
>9/11 never happened and if it did it was the jews
I think you have ur answer of who's behind it right there

>>5902026
Hope you're doing better now friend. I let that webm loop for 15 minutes and the song really put me in a calm and optimistic mood so thanks for sharing. Much love.

>>5912688
whoa, that's the first time I see THIS version, where can i get it in high quality?

>>5930719
I... am not doing better, unfortunately. This is the most depressed I've been in a few years. However, I'm optimistic It'll wear off at some point (it always tends to).

I believe I'm just burned out. I'm hard on myself for "not doing a whole lot", but the reality is that I actually have a lot going on and just need to be more patient with myself.

I'm glad you like the webm; I originally made it in Flash for /f/ over a year ago.

>>5930918
I'm sorry to hear that. I agree you should slow down if you're messed up, there's no use pushing if it's wrecking you. Make sure you really praise yourself for small wins and try to be grateful for what you have. Even things like good food or physical health. It breaks up the negative thought loops and gives yourself a different perspective from which to view your situation from. With repitition it'll become your default way of thinking and with those negative thoughts crushed, you'll have more enthusiasm and fortitude to tackle the things that have you stressed.
/f/ is still locked isn't it? rip
Good luck anon, you can get through what you're struggling with. I believe in you. Never give up.

>>5897984
Would wife her right there.

>>5925790
this isn't a great convo for your tinder date

>>5924664
>>5925986
NJF derangement syndrome

I wish I could stay here forever and never get out again.

Every day I go to sleep late, because the sooner I go to sleep, the sooner I will have to wake up (not really, but its how it feels).

>>5930560
You sound wise. I hope things will be better for you.

>>5912458
I dropped out in middle school. I'm in my thirties and no one cares about what education level I have.
It doesn't matter that much, I assure you. Keep going.

If any of your "feels" is related to roasties, then I'm glad you're miserable

Of all the things the modern world has took from you, pre-owned pussy should be the least of your problems so no sympathy

I AM ANGRY FEELS

ANGRY

>>5926614
song name? i know it's an edited/nightcore/whatever song but i can't find it

>>5932760
forgot i know how to search the internet extremely well and found it. here's the link if anyone else is curious
https://youtu.be/UGdSSQPUmVY

>>5930453
any idea what the music is from this?

>>5932661
hows this then

>>5932029
Thanks bro. I hope whatever is causing you to be in this thread improves also :)

>>5898555
When I have the money, I’ll get a tattoo in memory of Sky King (the scene at 1:53). I can’t even fully explain why, but his video gives me the strength I need in dark times to keep going.

May you rest in peace and watch the orcas from above. :)

>>5897416 (OP)
Does anyone have this webm of this biker getting chased, it's playing this emotional techno song. It eventually ends with him stopping the bike giving up, picking up some sand while kneeling until the cops catch him

>open webm
>music
>close webm

>>5897416 (OP)
Guys who never tried get some sick satisfaction out of failing, so all I see here is somebody getting their little thrill.
He doesn't really hope others succeed, this is just quiet narcissism. Fuck this guy.

>>5933350
Don't get a tattoo, just use your imagination retard.
Pick a part of your body and decide to remember this every time you look at it.

If you can't do that, you won't do it with a tattoo. You won't even see it anymore. Be honest with yourself. Use your imagination and your memory.

Tattoos are gay as shit, they turn everybody into a billboard of other people's unoriginal ideas I'm fucking sick of it

>>5897416 (OP)
I always wondered what happened to this guy. He is one of the reasons why I started to reflect on my own life and where I was headed. Not saying that he changed my life or anything, but he definitely sowed the seed of thought.

>>5912445
>>5934883
Look to your own demons. Do not lay your own failings on others.

>>5926614
i set an expiration date because i need time to get my affairs in order. sell my house, write a will, consolidate bank accounts, etc. i'm not in a "fuck it" position. just need time to make it easier for my family.

It's okay to feel sad sometimes. Sometimes you want to relish in it a bit, get the feelings out after holding them for a bit. Sometimes you don't even want to, but you do anyway. It's okay to sit in the dark and have a drink, or sleep for a really long time and close all the shades. Sometimes life is hard, it gets rough, it's never gonna be smooth the whole time.

But you can't do it too often. Take a day (or weekend), get it out of your system, indulge a bit but not too much. It'll be okay, it's not a problem. Sometimes you just gotta go with it and roll with the punches life sends you. Some problems can't be easily fixed, but others can be tended to I guess. Have a beer, get some nachos or something, listen to sad music for a bit, take a long shower late at night. Do whatever, but don't let it keep you down forever.

>>5932822
Red Army Choir - Echelon's Song
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uz-91l4_O7c&list=RDuz-91l4_O7c&start_radio=1

>>5930537
shut up norman, your kind is worse than the jude, here.

>>5935225
thank you very much i appreciate that.

>>5905128
Anyone know the song?

>>5901629
kek

>>5932828
what drugs is this guy on?

>>5912458
kek, i fail two times, i was suposed to graduate back in 2014. I finally did it in 2016, but i still dont have my "title".

>>5924287
I graduated 2008 in Germany and we had some couples both in the same grade as well as with one year difference. This guy was in my class https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eric_Maxim_Choupo-Moting and married a girl from high school.

>>5935005
He's doing alright there de lad. He's got a roof over his head, he's got food in the cupboards, he's got a good woman in his life, he's got seven items. He's 33 months no bookies. Every day he above ground is a great day

>>5932517
I have the sads over a pure maiden, al least she was when I knew her

>>5925977
kekkus

>>5935430
all of them

>>5930445
Trying too hard

>>5928785
I have no idea what that webm is saying, but
>vid related
artwork looks very similar, from what I saved 5 years ago

>>5935480
your black classmate married his high school sweetheart and became a successful and famous player

and you are on /feels/

>>5930458
The music was really unnecessary.

The void is back. The loneliness bringing the constant reminders that even if I could find people I could never connect with them. I can't connect with anyone, I don't believe I have ever loved anyone, never truly. There's a block and I don't know how to remove it. It makes everything feel so cold, it makes me wish for a cold world but the world is not cold. People love, people laugh and they cry. There's intense beauty, but I cannot feel it. There's truth, but I am a mimic. At times like this I get bitter, toward myself, toward women that claim to be lonely but will soon be captivated by a man, and men that have a life with purpose. My bitter vindictiveness is a cancer that adds to the fire. I don't even want to feel this way. I want to experience beauty, love and companionship. I just can't.

>>5938688
"Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth." - Jesus

Seek God. Take a small step. Listen to Kevin Levrone's speech about finding your purpose. Go to the gym. Have faith. If you have faith, life will eventually get better. It will. If you can't go to the gym, train at home. May God bless and caress you anon. There are many like us anon. We've done no wrong, yet the world hates us because we don't resist. Eventually, everything balances out. We will have our peace and a day in sunshine. We will make it.

>>5919536
>Finally got the stupid idea to try to exercise.
This is where you fail. When you don't take accountability for an action and decide it was stupid instead of just a failed attempt. Successions of failed attempts lead to success. Successions of stupid decisions lead to death. By your current mindset you will find death

>>5938688
>The loneliness bringing the constant reminders that even if I could find people I could never connect with them. I can't connect with anyone, I don't believe I have ever loved anyone, never truly.
Some of us are just like this. I wasn't aware of it before, always trying to LARP, mimic or fit in one way or another. In the past few years, realizing this, its been torture to try to function under this constant contradiction: wanting to get away from everything and everyone, but still yearning for a deeper connection with someone who is the same way.
My only conclusion is that I am fundamentally human, and yet also not. I can't feel the same way others feel. Sometimes I suspect I feel deeper than most are even capable of imagining, and other times I am entirely cold to everything in this material existence.
I have no advice to give. Part of me wishes I could extend my hand to you in some concrete way, but there we have not just our respective probably schizoid tendencies working against us but also the nature of this place. All I can say is good luck on your journey brother, I hope you somehow find some purpose.

>>5938734
>obligatory christcuck quote
>"just listen to *insert some probable conservatard or red pill grifter* speech"
>"go to the gym"
>standard issue christcuck copes
I don't even hate you people that much, at least you have an ethos in this time of total spiritual void, but fuck me are you still obnoxious. There is no one size fits all solution or redemption, no matter what your jew book says. Learn to read the room and stop trying to "save" everyone.

>>5935430
chrome.

>>5938688
Embrace that you are here to witness but never partake in life. It might make it easier on you if you do that.
I've struggled with this over ages now, not belonging, now I just want peace and focus on the little things that bring me joy.

>>5914466
35 here
this one has been cutting extra deep lately
if this is all there is
hopefully only 35ish more years and I can finally rest

>>5938775
>"just listen to *insert some probable conservatard or red pill grifter* speech"
he's a bodybuilder, not political in any manner, I don't know of him saying anything political besides perhaps being christian
>There is no one size fits all solution or redemption, no matter what your jew book says
I disagree, living without faith and only for yourself or your characteristics, such as race or status, brings misery, as I assume by your wording is your current way of life. But I do not know how you live, so this is an assumption.
>Learn to read the room and stop trying to "save" everyone
I responded to sadness with consolation, you may disagree with how I console but that doesn't change what I've done, meanwhile you are angry to be angry, how is that more appropriate?

>>5925804
He drank wild turkey bourbon.

>>5924841
There is a theory that we are bound to the earth by iron chains and shackles but connected to the divine by a single golden thread.
If one tries hard enough they can rise above enough to grasp the divine (truth, beauty, love, etc.).
Things that don't exist on our mundane plane but we can conceive if we try hard enough as this is our connection to the divine.
Do your art, don't lose heart and if you do know there is sunshine after rain, laughter after pain...

>>5939523
not him, but you are still obnoxious and sometimes that offers the opposite of consolation.

I think its safe to say that anyone who was been on the internet for while was already seem a billion of generic "advice" posting that regurgitates simple recipes (like just hit the gym bro), dismiss and refuses to acknowledge other people experiences and challenges. It just feels frustrating and disrespectful after a while. If you have been around, you know.

>>5925794
My plan is to take my gun and head out into the woods. Nice and quick, away from everyone else.

Running out of friends fast. Can't tell if I want to or not.

>>5941380
you dont want to. i lost all mine last year. Before i lost them i was doing every passion i ever had, finding new ways to enjoy life feeling every emotion as it washed over me.

now im hollow. I dont have a flame for anything, i wake up and work and sleep again. and i dont even want to do that. treasure the human connections you have i wish i did more

>>5901569
i'm not sure why you're assuming that that is the point of view of the writers or creators of the show. that's a pretty thin read. i watched a little bit and it seemed pretty clear that they were telling stories about a lot of flawed and unhappy people, but there was no clear message or ideology. it is just that character speaking.

>>5941488
>but there was no clear message or ideology. it is just that character speaking.
That's the entire show, and most media in fact. Ostensibly there is no message, but that too is a message.

>>5941380
On one hand its soul-crushing keeping friends that aren't really your friends, or that you can't be real with.
On the other hand, and this will become more apparent as you get older: for some of us (introverted or high-inhib types), any kind of friend is really a very scarce resource. In the moment it may seem like purely a chore and LARP to maintain those relationships, but once you're actually alone and find that you literally can't find or connect with ANYONE you may feel differently. It might still be the right decision to cut some people out of your life but at least if you are the type that didn't make friends easily to begin with think it through, because it gets much harder as you get older even if you actually are the sociable type.

>>5941971
>>5941436
I have a very bad habit of routinely gaining a ton of friends who I feel I can't be real with, then becoming increasingly depressed and voluntarily isolating completely, only to repeat after a few years of misery. I think I have one friend I'm sold on permanently but, otherwise, it's happening again.

At no point in history has there probably been as many alienated, lonely, frustrated and failed men in society, and at no point in history have we had access to mass communication that let us talk to each other over borders like now. And yet despite that everyone is more isolated and more alone than ever before, and the technology even somehow works against us.
People say to go touch grass, but when you've been an outsider your entire life what good is that? I never fit in anywhere or faced anything but scorn and ridicule even before I went terminally online.

>>5919064
yurop

>>5920268
you cling to your emotions as if they have your best interests at heart

>>5922859
Are you clean/healthier now anon? I'm not sure where you're interests lay but there are things that can a) give you your space and b) bring you towards other people in a genuine way. I've recently gotten into motorcycles. I like wrenching on them, I like going out for a ride on my own, but they're great way to into community and hanging with the boys. There's always some part of me that feels like I don't belong, but sometimes that's just the enemy fucking with you. I'm sure there'll be a bunch of concerned citizens along any minute to call me a dumbass, but I really, honestly dgaf. It's a good feeling.
I know what you mean about church. Don't forget that who you are is they way you were made. You don't have to fit that mold, just keep on your path.
Also, I just prayed for you.

>>5920268
>>5924278
This argument devolved(or goalposts shifted) from there being or not being inherent meaning in the universe to people arguing whether or not it is valid to interpret the nature of another individual's consciousness, qualia etc etc.

Just checking in to say that. Not invested, carry on.

>>5942003
You likely have some form of neurodivergence and are suffering a lot of fatigue from masking.

>>5926614
>How is this related to hunter s Thompson?
Nta but he drank Wild Turkey and was a nutcase

>>5919536
Swimming. Work up to cycling without overgearing and stressing your knee joints. This will build overall/core strength as well as cardio and the obvious. You can then build to running (manageable trails, not concrete) and when you have engaged your body to build and heal, alongside good nutrition, you can do some weight work. I would strongly recommend cutting out processed sugar and treating carbs only as a fuel for your efforts. Your body can work with you. It can improve. You can get there. Try and understand what you are fighting when you can’t find the motivation to go on - that thing is death. This is the life you have.

>>5930530
It's been so long since I've seen anyone else call them baw threads I almost thought I'd imagined it.