>>5930505Id rather not get too into the details.
Its all pretty standard stuff for BPDemons.
You know the drill. They meet you and shapeshift into whatever they figure out is like the perfect girl then do stuff like isolate you and put you in a situation where you basically become helpless to resist them and have nobody else anyway then start abusing, gaslighting, cheating ect.
There was also a lot of drugs involved, she managed to get me from occasionally using drugs to regularly taking heroin, crack ect. Obviously I cant fully blame that on her but she met me at a time where id just managed to get over like 5 years of heavy alcoholism and encouraged me to use drugs. Then when I stopped she punished me for not facilitating her her addiction with constant psychological torture, I tried to stick with her wanting to help her get clean because I felt responsible which dragged it out for like another couple of years after the point that id realized I needed to get away from the crazy bitch.
Obviously going into this I wasnt in a state where I could've had a family and a good chunk of it is on me but if I had met someone with good intentions who actually cared about my wellbeing none of the heavy drug use wouldve happened and I wouldve worked through my issues not ended up with more.