>>6002643
I relate to this a lot, I remember saying to my mother when I was younger, that I really wanted to feel somebody else's skin on mine.
Not even in a sexual way, but just being close to someone, of the opposite sex.
It's been 14 years, of feeling that way.
Escorts help a lot, but not for long.
I have sadly hurt my joints so can't improve my looks very much, but I am going to hire a dating coach soon, and try another time. I don't have much time anymore.
If anyone reading this is young and feeling this way, don't feel like you are making progress by "self improving" and avoiding leaving the house. This was my biggest mistake.
I made most of my progress just hanging out with strangers, and keep in mind others, even women aren't your enemy, our enemy is sadly ourselves.
Also escorts are a useful tool for learning to get comfortable around women, you don't even have to have sex with them, chatting and cuddling is good practice, just don't talk politics.
