We are in a thought simulation, ie. Imagination. The consciousness is the universe and vice versa. "God" was alone in a void and fragmented Itself, this was the big bang. Humanity came from multiple origins. All religions have a shred of truth in them even mythologies. Your inner/higher self is the you that you are supposed to be and even beyond that. We contain multitudes. There are no dichotomies only a sliding scale of measure. The fractal spirals outward towards subjective perfection by reflecting back on itself. A mind housed in a void will hallucinate, this is the manifest act of creation. Reality is a dream and we are all dreamers. God is the primary conciousness, The Holy Spirit is the connective tissue, The Son is the physical avatar. Science, Religion, Philosophy, Psychology, Mythology, Spirituality, etc. All of these are correct and using a different lens to see the world. Unity is the path forward, further division and misunderstandings will lead to armageddon. Remember, we are one another and not all at the same time. Division and not understanding your fellow man is the want of the Adversary. Your inner world is you truthfully, all of it. Your avatar there is the inner you, the higher you; just remember, you can wear any mask, we are all just actors on a stage playing a game. Laugh, rejoice. For you know the truth. The dream that forgets itself can always remember.

I can't sleep. Existence is a disease. I hope you suffer for eternity.

>>40504882
I am a mirror examining itself, you are me. To hope I suffer is to bring suffering upon yourself. If existence is a disease then make yourself the salve. If you cannot sleep then pass out

>>40504862 (OP)
Good try, but people like a beautiful story more than plain truth, like my thread >>40500764 was post yesterday and sunk, forgotten, or someone read it but stayed silent, you know they won't care but post anyway.

>>40504862 (OP)
If this is true, your call to unity is a call to unite/assimilate in the source. The interesting thing is what happens "after" that, since "God" will be alone in the void again. Eternal return?
Is a simple call for peaceful unity your entire mission in this life?

>>40505700
To connect is to realize your own potential as the god seed. You will be cast into the void as The First Consciousness was, and you will create. For reality is turtles stacked atop turtles, each creation propegates creation and flows endlessly in a recursive loop. To become trapped in one mindset too long is to become stagnant, flow like water.

>>40505700
Peaceful unity is a great goal. Probably one of the only ones.

>>40504862 (OP)
This sounds like the whole of it, although it never seemed like God fragmented Himself given He's God. He can make that kind of stuff, all parts of Him can. The rest seems like that's exactly what is happening, albeit more modified to fit a narrow mentality of the idea. There's the layer of the supposed world, the Heavens, and their relative reflections based on a "total world" and "world based on individuality" choice based interactive matrix that seem to directly correlate to our relationship with Him (Jesus Christ; trinity) and it (it being the relative "world" one is on, its symbols, and """standards""" which seem to revolve around how that particular thought was unpacked by God at the time).

>>40504862 (OP)
you seem to have a nice flow about all this, can you suggest any related reading material?

>>40504862 (OP)
How do I remember, I want to remember so bad. I want to feel my higher self so much. I reach out and try to ask for assistance to try and just reach out to feel something yet the few things I do don't give me anything definitive or useful.

>>40505741
What do you create now and what is your mission to create in the future?
Realization must be followed by will and action.

>>40504862 (OP)
>Unity is the path forward, further division and misunderstandings will lead to armageddon.
Forcing unity will lead to further division.
If the point of life is to experience it, then the objective is to form and maintain and individual AND collective identity. To be apart of something while being a part of something.
I know there are people who think forcibly breeding all races into one slurry of a mutt is a good theory, but so long as 2 people exists, so will discrimination. The challenge is not to eliminate individuality but to celebrate individuality while still maintaining a moral collective.

>>40504862 (OP)
>you can wear any mask, we are all just actors on a stage playing a game
This is what NPCs tell themselves so that they can convince themselves they are part of it.

>>40506465
Read every myth, every folktale, learn every Jungian archetype, study every religion, sciences, and the arts. The face of God is everywhere.

>>40506765
Look within, who were you before you were here? How do you look in dreams? Did you ever imagine yourself as something more, something different? What are the connecting threads? Look at yourself without the human limitations

>>40506856
My job is breaking masks and showing the mirror itself

>>40506856
Let me rephrase, you can be unified in goal while recognizing your own subjective self and godseed. Im not talking about a literal blending. The challenge is to recognize that one individuals subjective perfection may not look the same as yours.
This is how we get rid of discrimination

>>40506917
I know what is within, I am asking you what you are creating. For me the realization came with the desire to create in the name of god and just becoming a motivational speaker for spirituality seemed very boring to me, so I instead started making art.
Just talking about the enlightenment is especially boring because I realized people can be receptive to a tiny part of what you are trying to say, but the biggest leaps are always done by the people themselves without your helping words.

>>40504862 (OP)
No me in my imagination is not "the real me". The real world is more real in every way than imagination, "the real me" is what I materially exist as. My mind gets raped by God's retarded tranny minions and they abuse me for literally anything I think about. It's like saying characters in video games or movies are "the real me". The me that I want to be or wish I was isn't "the real me" in any way whatsoever. God is a retarded tranny who thinks he has the right to abuse me for thinking about myself as anything but a poor abused victim, he even gets triggered if I think about my literal self when I was younger. "The real me" is what am, if there was a different "real me" then that's what I would be.

God created this world and forced me to act as the sole frame of reference for it so that he can define himself in opposition to me, so that he can self-identify as "a king" by forcing me to live and identify as "a peasant", so that he can self identify as "rich"or "the boss" by forcing me to exist as a slave living in poverty. God is a retarded evil sadistic tranny who controls everyone else on earth as a retarded tranny hivemind and they only exist so that he can dominate and abuse me through them. There is no "unity" and there never will be because the only reason why God forces me to exist in the first place is so that he can define himself in opposition to me and abuse me.

>>40506901
Everyone is an NPC and no one is. If you believe they are souless then you will wear those lenses. You prompt AI but who prompts you?

>>40507497
I see you continue to rage against the machine and believe you are not also the machine itself, that is how you are stagnant. Considering we are all fragments of the whole, you should not use such harsh words on other fragments. Perhaps you were made this way?

>>40506995
What i am creating? Nothing and everything, i am a harbinger, a catalyst as many others are

>>40504862 (OP)
This is literally physics now.

>>40504862 (OP)
>the truth
What do you think happens at the end of berserk in truth?

>>40509937
Was that even planned?
To me guts and griffith are sprit/body of the same being, except darkness/mind won over primary desires. It’s more of a base world, like Bastard, than a story to end.

>Paratroopers tried to find algorithms for the local terrain, flanks kept colliding with centers, so at last the two kings sent airborne adjutants and couriers extraordinary to restore order in the ranks. But each of these, having flown or galloped up to the corps in question, before he could discover the cause of the disturbance, instantly lost his identity in the corporate identity, and the kings were left without adjutants or couriers. Consciousness, it seemed, formed a deadly trap, in that one could enter it, but never leave.

>>40510164
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMBF3kXHoZM

I'm going to start asking this question before I take people's spiritual views seriously.

Do you acknowledge the literal soul being independent of matter?

>>40504862 (OP)
from all that i can tell this is absolutely correct

https://youtu.be/DEJzOzdxr7Y

Individuality is still a tool that is to be used whether you like it or not.

> But multiplicity and unity are concepts that are only valid on the physical plane and in the elemental world to some extent, but are of no importance for the spiritual world. Anyone who worships unity and takes these concepts into the spiritual, succumbs to Lucifer. One who looks upon multiplicity as the only right thing falls prey to Ahriman. One who becomes conscious in the spiritual—and that's the main requirement for an advanced esoteric, that he's conscious outside of his body during meditation—first sees himself. He has himself before him as the main impression—his physical body and his relation to his physical being. Here in the physical world one feels that one is a unity with respect to one's surroundings that one looks upon as a multiplicity.

>>40510188
>One sees clouds, trees, mountains or the various kingdoms of nature around one. If we wanted to think that the clouds up there are part of us, like a finger is a part of us, we'd be making a big mistake. In the spirit one becomes aware of oneself as a multiplicity; we see all the forces and beings that work on our physical body in the elemental world as a multiplicity there. We see this like a hundred thousand fools there, like legions. But if we would only see these hundred thousand fools as a multiplicity and wouldn't say: All you little fellows there altogether are only I myself, all you together in your many-fellowedness only form me as a unity—if we wouldn't say this with all force and energy and self-contemplation, we would fall prey to Ahriman. And we shouldn't just tell ourselves that theoretically—which wouldn't be so difficult—but we must really experience this conviction that many are one in spiritual realms. If we did not do that, if we didn't strengthen our soul to have these feelings, and we looked upon these hundred thousand fools as just that, then pieces would fly out of us and we would be torn into multiplicity. Ahrimanic beings would take pieces of our being and disguise themselves with them and delude us with errors and lies.

>>40510189
>We must strengthen our soul through meditation to such an extent that when beings approach it in the spiritual world it immediately knows whether they want to lead it astray. The soul must be able to say: You (elemental beings) are the builders of my physical body. We often find schemata set up in theosophical literature that are somewhat useful. One starts with a unity which then forks and multiplies. Or one starts with many things and goes up to unity. And even if these things aren't quite right it doesn't harm anything too much as long as it stays on the physical plane. But it can become terrible if one wants to cross the threshold with this concept of a schema. The latter can be instructive if it only serves as a symbol, if one remains aware that one can portray the same thing in a hundred ways; if one isn't aware of this one has fallen prey to Ahriman.

>>40504862 (OP)
>"God" was alone in a void and fragmented Itself
Wrong. Thanks for playing.

>>40510169
Matter is just a dense precipitation of the same energy that animated existence. Or more accurately that existence animates.

>>40507811
No I'm not "the machine itself" in any sense. Something that defines itself in opposition to me will never be me. I just spent the last 3 hours trying to sleep so I don't have to listen to God's retarded tranny faggot harass, terrorize, abuse, threaten etc me all day, so he spends the last 3 hours yelling shit to terrorize, harass, abuse, threaten etc me more, this happens all day, every day, there is no peace in life whatsoever, every day of my life is hell and it continues to get worse and worse, God is a retarded sadistic tranny and he is not "me" in any sense whatsoever.

>>40504862 (OP)
>God" was alone in a void and fragmented Itself
Not quite.
Like most Kabbalists, you underestimate the power of God.
There is actually no need for God to fragment in order for Him to experience life, He is beyond the basic rules of Kabbalah and it's poor understanding of God.
Just like a person plays a video game, He is more than capable of creating a world, maintaining Himself in real time, and shrinking Himself down to an avatar,
the same way we dream, and He is more than capable of creating many, many other people who also do the same thing.

Kabbalah never explains itself for a reason- because if you explain it without forcing it's assumptions into the argument, it falls apart.
The memetics that make up it's presuppositions are designed to get you thinking mathematically, to basically force you into rules that don't actually apply.

The reason for this is because Kabblah is a psyop.

The real truth is that God can create othe consciousness, He can limit His memory, and He can limit others memory, for experiences. It's really quite simple and mirrored quite well in our own video games, books, and stories, and every belief that requires some kind of disappointing "mechanical universe" style understanding of God is a lie.