Hello,
Yesterday I took 220mg of DS3.0 acid and completely lost my mind. The reality was peeling layer by layer before me and I had to take 1mg of prescription Xanax just to calm me down enough to function again. Even after taking the pill I was still very much tripping and experiencing the death of my understanding of space, thoughts and mind.

I genuenly am lost after this experience and I need guidince. This is the sketch I did to at least try to explain what happened to me.

Those small squigly circular forms with dots represent eyes. Those eyes from everything, and everything forms those eyes. They look at the layers of the universe, yet they form the those layers themselves as well.

The snowflake like figures at the bottom left represent maths and logic. I was trying make it as symmetrical as possible to show to logic behind it yet I was failing. They still form the layers of the universe, which are still the eyes that look at the layers. Even the maths and logic are losing its meaning and turning into these layes that shape the universe.

The above shape was to represent a womens body. Those circles are supposed to convey the idea of boobs of the women figure. Yet it was still losing its meaning within the confines of the layers, and the eyes were surrounding evey single layer.

The eyes were looking at the body, yet the eyes formed the body itself anyways, so they were looking at themselves, essentially.
At the top most part of the picture are small figures that are trying to be protected from these layers. These were supposed to represent my sanity, my understanding of the universe. I tried so hard to make it make sense, yet any way I tried, it still was formed by these layers which were are eyes and which were essentially layers. I was lost.

I beg of you to help me make sense of this. Its been 21.5 hours since I took the acid. I consumed another 1mg of xanax just to fall asleep yet I woke up and still feel as lost as tomorrow. I need urgent guidance.

>>40517454 (OP)
What do you need guidance with you just saw the matrix code no biggie?

>>40517454 (OP)
Here’s a couple vids
https://youtu.be/iFzW0q4eyQ4
https://youtu.be/KkcyKAiifbo

What is the matrix code?

>>40517495
I will check these videos out, thank you

your mind is the eye that creates the body and physical reality around it but in the end its just one part of a larger thing that is everything else. Its incomprehensable because we are limited in understanding to our physical realm. Not for us to know so dont sweat it. Focus on your dreaming.

>>40517499
The infinite spirited/s alef that contract condense into our telepaths (typed reality but telepaths came up so keeping it)
And this alefbet that makes up our wor(l)d tells our story
https://youtu.be/SyVYq_azo_w

>>40517548
Once you go
Through the spiral of good and evil that lands on love study kaballah
That is if you continue unfolding

>>40517454 (OP)
You'll be all right. Acid trip meanings takes years to unfold. You did too much, but you're still here. Relax and move on, anon.

>>40517580
Did to much he didn’t do enough
Do relax
But don’t move on
You’re on the threshold of something great anon

>>40517588
Do I not move on, I feel like Im losing my sanity. Shouldn't I just grasp the reality for now?

Surrender. Don't chase egos. No answers have ever been put to you a YouTube video.

There is no understanding, there is no path, there is no journey. I too have seen the eyes as the fabric of this space. But I know the sense that they are a manifestation of everything that's beyond and within.

You'll ride it out and things will subside. It doesn't sound like a very comfortable trip though maybe that was compounded by your sense of trying to employ logic or deconstruction.

Why are you lost? What is there to sense?

Life is pure experience and you have seen some of reality unprocessed and untangled.

Take solace in the comfort and knowing of it.

>>40517615
Ignore the other anon do not grasp safety over freedom grasp freedom over safety
There is a path
There is a logic
Just because others can’t ride a unicycle doesn’t mean you can’t
It’s all about centrifugal force
Learn to fallow the spirit it will teach you how to control it via synchronicity aka harmony meditation helps as no thought is the closest you can get to all thought and when you lose your normal symbols of thinking thought reality becomes them
https://youtu.be/kzJy8ggAmg4

>>40517454 (OP)
So? You've looked at things differently but that's perceptions - the life itself didn't change.
Medidate, anchor yourself in simple things.
Reality may peel away and shiver, you still piss and shit. Your trip won't make a sandwich taste differently, go make one if hungry (and only then, no need to stuff yourself).
The experience is interesting, may push you into thinking about stuff (spend some time on interpreting meaning of what you've seen yourself - I easily could interpret some of those things but it was your hallucinations and your own interpretation of them will agree with you more) but the life keeps on going. Rather than sweat it go for a walk, watch something fun. Calm down, there's no threat in what you've seen.

The Ein Sof is an outline but whatever it is, this beyond and within, that is what it is if I were forced to force a nomenclature. It'll get you nothing nor get you anywhere to know it.

Enlightenment really just is 'Oh. Ok'.

>>40517675
Save this exertion for yourself alone

>>40517689
Nigga if you ain’t bending space time by realizing you are it you just touched that water and went yah I know the ocean

>>40517686
Thank you for your answer.

I realize that the experience I felt was unique to me,

But I'd still love to read your interpretations and understanding of the things I describe and the things you see on the image.

>>40517712
Ok 'nigga'

>>40517711
No you my meme is better then yours as mine is focused on becoming a master of reality while yours is in becoming a slave to it

>>40517720
Honk Honk!!!!

https://youtube.com/shorts/-9V5UYuPam0

>>40517484

>>40517454 (OP)
Spiritual lessons will feel like insanity and mania. You're in control and not. You have paradoxes to reconcile in yourself. In this time understand that this feeling won't last forever and you will take it with you forever and it will eventually become mundane to you.

Keep your body healthy at this time, clear your mind of things that disturb you, make yourself comfortable, listen to ANY music that you like.

Drink water and try to do some manual labor to move through this. Keep your salt up, it grounds the soul to the body.

Enjoy your lessons, they are a gift not a punishment.

>>40517454 (OP)
You saw it layer upon layer, eye upon eye, logic melted, beauty could not save it.

You do not need anyone to save you, you are just afraid of the naked truth.

I will say it straight:
>You are not crazy. You are just too sane, and your ego is panicking.

Once you have seen, you cannot unsee. Now choose live as if you have never seen, or continue as someone who knows this game is fake?

>>40517454 (OP)
220ug*
DS3.0s are good tabs, the best you can get really. And actually accurately dosed. So figures.

I dont recommend use of psychedelics

>>40518602
There *might* be some benefit to microdosing shrooms but I do not recommend using them to trip.

Theres too many causes of psychosis and persistent disorders in the sphere of psychedelic use for them to be recommended. That includes THC.

>>40517615
Are you sure you're not just experiencing anxiety?

>>40517454 (OP)
Have you tried honest, open-hearted and humble prayer to Lord Jesus asking for help, OP?

>>40517454 (OP)
You seem special and I think you might be able to help me

I'm shorter then I'd like to be. Will you Please make me at least 6'3" tall permanently?
My face especially my nose is not as symmetrical as I'd like it to be. Will you Please make me have an extremely symmetrical face permanently?
My ears are more prominent and large then I'd like them to be. Will you Please make them be less prominent and more attractive and normal looking permanently?
My voice is higher and less masculine than I'd like it to be. Will you Please make my voice extremely deep and extremely masculine permanently?
My hairline isn't as low or as full as I'd like it to be. Will you Please make my hairline much lower and much fuller permanently?

Go to your local hospital and tell them you need dopamine blockers
/thread
but you dont want a real answer you want some delusion babble. have fun.
>>40517454 (OP)

>>40517454 (OP)
You're experiencing your own mind. This is the thing with acid, you will drown in projection if you don't realise that's what you're dealing with. The very word psychedelic means "mind revealing", if that weren't enough of a clue. Asking other people to make sense of your trip beyond the mechanics of certain things like dosage, what to expect and form constants etc is basically asking us to be your psychoanalyst. Do your own work, and most importantly don't take it too seriously.

>>40518602
pussy

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dielectric_resonator_antenna
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTLTG4FTNBQ

>>40519068
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fractal_antenna
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Form_constant
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_fractals_by_Hausdorff_dimension
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stargate_(device)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Voice_frequency
>The natural electromagnetic resonant frequency of the human body is a topic that has been studied in various contexts. Research indicates that the human body has multiple resonant frequencies depending on the specific part of the body and the type of vibration or electromagnetic field involved. For example, the vertical whole-body resonant frequencies of standing humans were measured to be around 12.2 Hz for males and 12.8 Hz for females, with an overall mean of 12.3 Hz.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTLTG4FTNBQ

>>40517715
>But I'd still love to read your interpretations and understanding of the things I describe and the things you see on the image.
Eh, my interpretation would stem from various occult theories and related symbolism so I ma pretty confident that without same approach the meaning of it IS sifferent for you but just for kicks: Treat it as some schizo fun.
>Those small squigly circular forms with dots represent eyes. Those eyes from everything, and everything forms those eyes. They look at the layers of the universe, yet they form the those layers themselves as well.
Reference to the idea of universally conscious universe. God isn't controlling all, God is all and everyone. Individuals/souls are just like waves, whirls and other features of the ocean, but in the end just more water. Spirit permeates all existence and through certain forms, including thinking beings, it perceives and ponders itself.
>The snowflake like figures at the bottom left represent maths and logic.
Underlying mechanisms of the universe, moving and processing it in a particular way. Universal laws, established forms of dimensions.
>At the top most part of the picture are small figures that are trying to be protected from these layers.
Entities clinging to their form and individuality, existing within but still trying to separate themselves from the rest of ocean as to not get lost themselves in it, in several meanings of the word.
I ignored symbolism of the woman's body. Seemed too on the nose and my interpretation would be forced, rather than natural.

Now, calm down if you haven't already and go enjoy yourself.

>>40517499
its nothing, humans can not understand the 4th and 5th and higher dimensions. this is what youve been shown.
making sense of this would probably take alifetime. something told me that the purpos of humans is to understand the 5 dimensional tesseract, our prison.

>>40519633
It’s very simple to understand there are infinite things all happening at once, and we are collapsing that infinity into our linearity based on our feelings aka vibes/frequency and it’s all a feed back loop of the spirits we hold onto and attract via our possession of pair bonding data clusters aka spirits shit attracts shit positivity attracts positivity and we choose which clusters spirits we hold onto and let go of
This is saint peters keys
And you being both god the infinite and god the linear you your ego exploring yourself interacting with finite versions of you which is infinite everything not just in being but the pathways timelines those beings take based on your story you tell yourself
Look into the wave function collapse and process relational pantheism which ties into quantum immortality and the many worlds theory it also gets into the relativity of space time all of which is very kabalistic

Remember kids energy is everything
And energy never dies
Only transmutes

>>40519783
you only think this is so easy. if you would really understand this you could create a tesseract in front of you with you thoughts.

>>40519783
you have to reach inside to kill god. what does this even mean.

>>40517454 (OP)
Go read this manga online to make things better.

Report to us after done reading it.

>>40519848
I just bend space time to my will as I unfold my eternal self but yah no fire balls sorry Kek not yet stowaway
>>40519855
You are god
You’re also gods opposite the devil

>>40519864
Dats good

>>40519870
you dont bend anything here.

>>40519882
Litterally everything is a wave I collapse

god the tyrant must fall and the devil must reign. theres no other way.

>>40519900
The devil is the the tyrant for the devil speaks
God just is

>>40519870
this is not a fireball this is creation!

>>40519904
the devil did not imprison us or did he.

>>40519906
A flower of life
https://youtu.be/piejtX5CGxc
Shame there can only be two

>>40519912
He is your word and he you did by putting the spell over your soul telling it you are imprisoned

>>40519900
total bs, dualistic retarded cosmology, memetically hazardous to boot

>>40519948
lol the devil is just shin seperation judgement the fruit of knowledge shiva
Not evil just the cause of all evil
Which gives room for all good via relativity free will baby

>>40517454 (OP)
Sorry to hear that. I love acid but the "come up" can be very intense especially for a first timer. This is why all the hippys talk about set and setting or whatever, if your in an environment where your already anxious as fuck and not dealing with it mentally the the trip is going to kick you right in the nuts.

Me personally I've never experienced ego death from acid, have done heroic doses in public and remained very much in control and on plot but the first half of the trip always brings some anxiety and difficulties. Once you peak it's smooth sailing though and a great time.

OP unironically look into the drug rundown in scientology. You hurt yourself learning something, okay. Unhurt yourself.

Basically you need to jog, take vitamins and fully remember what happened as well as every decision you made while in pain or unconscious.

https://stss.nl/materials/

>>40517479
Lmao yeah man, you’ll be fine. Crazy shit huh? Welcome to the club OP

i will annihilate you

>>40519848
>>40519997
This wasn't my first time tripping. I had tried 100ug before and it was the most fun experience I ever had with a drug. This was the second time with 220ug and my ego literally shattered before my eyes. I guess my limit is around 150