I think my mind is being loosh farmed. I basically comes up with scenarios that im not even in or have no realtions to for eg:

Imagine this a wife who is attractive successful had sexual life experience and then there is a husband who doesn't have much experince or success

In this case the husband lashes out fuck things up i rage at this whole thing of woman outearnig men

But i use the power of feeling and get the rage out i believe im being deliberately used by these people to get rid of their insecurties and rage on to me

Im being loosh farmed by these people they want me to rage feel jealous it's like they are outsourcing all the bad things on to me

I might be a schizo

Disclaimer, I’m not trying to be funny or dismissive:

I genuinely think you should seek some kind of therapy, or mentorship from someone you can build a trusting relationship to discuss this stuff with. Whether that be a spiritual thing like a chaplain, monk, or even a yoga instructor, or something more clinical like a therapist or some or counselor, or even just an older friend/family member. Hell, even a MMA/boxing coach. Maybe also try meditating as well. It’s boring but it can sort of help you organize your thoughts better and subside negative thought loops.

I’m not telling you to take meds, or check yourself into a hospital or anything, and I’m not trying to make you feel bad or put you down or call you dangerous or crazy or anything like that. I’m literally just trying to let you know that this seems more complicated than a few quick lines of advice or a book recommendation or anything, and I can see this is clearly a call for help. I’m sorry I can’t really offer much more than that.


You might enjoy this song: https://youtu.be/2WrOaA7QCM4

I hope you feel better. :(

>>40518391
I know i have a negative thought pattern due to my adhd

The loosh farm metaphor is delusion

>>40518421
I know, that’s why I’m trying to help you build positive thought patterns. :)

>>40517520 (OP)
Nooticing the thoughts is the first step, next step is doing something about them.
The most obvious choice is to deliberately think about something else. You could just silently repeat "I know this scenario isn't real and isn't productive to think about so I will think about something else".
If you think you are actually being loosh farmed by spirits then you could learn a short banishing ritual or prayer.

>>40519880
Even i know its not real so i use mindfulness strategy to get myself out of it

But my mind wanna keeps me mad or they wanna keep me mad. They are outsourcing the rage jealousy on to me

>>40519880
Tell me about short banshing ritual and prayers, do you belive im being affected by these spirits

>>40517520 (OP)
reject those loosh thoughts, express that its not for you, and you are not interested in these wacky thoughts, godspeed OP, u will be fine,

>>40517520 (OP)
I think this is happening to me as well
I think it’s CIA or NSA I can’t tell

>>40522772
Do you have the same thought patterns ?

>>40522914
No, I haven’t heard that exact scenario
It reminds me of how the grey aliens and Nazis race bait people

>>40522933
What is your scenario tell me about it. I belive it is real. They influence our thoughts with social media posts movies making us think in certai. Ways


But i guess im not influenced by it i don't watch modern movies because something feels wrong

So they have to make posts articles to make me rage and emotinally break me down so they can make me to their cattle

Like politics its all a trend, certain things comes into my mind making my inner monologue argue and find who is right and wrong and live my life to help their agenda

Turning me into their npc

But im not part of their matrix but they want me to be

>>40517520 (OP)
>how could this<
Well, did you enter the thread?

>>40517520 (OP)
anapanasati each time you notice happenings because truly nothing ever happens

>>40517520 (OP)
Quick you gotta fight it! Try guessing the end of berserk and type it out here, it might help fight the suffering if you guess at the ending is good!

:D

>>40528621
No the thread doesn't exist my mind makes up stories