>I am almost enlightened
>I am really close I almost got it
>Just let me think a little more I almost grasped it
>It's right there I basically have it
>Awakening any day now don't worry
>Let me just wrap my head around this
STOP! DEAR GOD HAVE MERCY MAKE THEM STOP!
You're making me cry ;_;

>>40524043 (OP)
What path did you take?

>>40524043 (OP)
they told you to watch out for the stairs bro

>>40524057
Nice try

>>40524043 (OP)
Let me guess, you abandoned them, and NOW you feel bad about it after it's WAY TOO FUCKING LATE! Go figure!

>>40524043 (OP)
You, being a female, were supposed to be the social fabric that held up the community, but instead, you listened to selfish demons tell you about how you should rather abandon, mock, scoff, deride, and actually CAUSE the endless loop that you are describing witnessing.

>>40525071
/thread

>>40525071
Thats now a womans job though

>>40525177
*not
Although I suppose the typo is meaningful seeing as how it was probably usurped by women and people just went with it

:(

>>40525528
There's nothing to grasp onto anon, not an inch, not an atom. As soon as you attempt to conceptualize what you have you localize it in your own condition, preventing access to the greater whole and preventing liberation.

i keep flipping between
>i'm almost done
and
>it's over, i don't get it and i'm never leaving samsara

>>40526426
two parables for you anon.
It's like you meet a beautiful woman while traveling on the road and fall madly in love with her. She sucks and fucks you that night, the greatest sex you ever had. Upon waking up next to her you desire to keep her for yourself, asking her to travel with and remain by your side. Immediately her commitment issues arise and she vanishes into the night, far away from you.
It's like a dog who has had a large stick tied to his tail. Upon trying to pass through a small fence, he gets his entire body only to find his tail unable to pass. In front of him lies a beautiful meaty bone, glistening in the sun. As much as he pulls his full body through he cannot get his tail through the fence, and the bone remains temptingly out of his sight. He returns to his tail and gnaws down the stick, making it small enough to pass through, where his reward awaits.