This is me and this has been me for at least 4 years now.
My parents and friends (the 2 of them) avoid me, and I live from unemployment checks only.
Help me, please. Be it to find god or whatever. I need salvation from my desires.

You don't need god, you need a shotgun...on the mouth,

>>40541539 (OP)
What anime characters are those?
Bet you bought those from Aliexpress and they just used ai to create some generic anime girls to avoid copyright.

>>40541539 (OP)
Who took the photo, anon?

>>40541557
Oh that. I record myself masturbating and sleeping. It's from yesterdays sleeping session.

>>40541561
Based. Do you have more?

>>40541539 (OP)
You need God, brother. Abstain from anime, jerking off, screens and any online connection for 6-12 months and read any holy book that you can get your hands on for that same time period, for at least 20 minutes every day.
Work out and get a job. Get a routine. Stay away from women, for now.

May God help you, brother.

>>40541564
I need help, anon.
Please...

>>40541575
I tried, but when I abstain my balls hurt and I can't sleep. I have to jerk off twice so I can finally rest.

>>40541539 (OP)
I would legitimately ponder offing myself if that was me holy shit, what a sad excuse for a human being.

Just think of all the great men and women that lived, all the fantastic accomplishments humans have achieved, all the places you can see, all the people you can meet, the amazing world that surrounds us... and you amount to a 120lbs white nigger with glasses, sleeping with japanese girl cartoon covers

>>40541606
I want to but I am a coward

>>40541937
Would you have sex with me?

>>40541954
Stop anon! I am feeling horny again!

>>40541539 (OP)
Surrender to The Lord Jesus Christ, repent and be saved. I pray for you brother.

Psalm 103
King James Version

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+103&version=KJV

>>40541552
I recognize one of the characters from Railgun and another one from Index. The rest I have no clue about since they don't look familiar.
>>40541539 (OP)
Just embrace it. Go to /a/ and talk about anime. Or hang out in /c/ and /a/. You don't need help because we're about to head into WWIII anyway.

>>40541539 (OP)
Follow Jesus.

He is perfect and holy, and an example for us all; He will teach you how to be a man, and not just that, the best version of one.

Please, throw away all those weeb pillows, be a man.

What the previous anon said about following Jesus and also listen to this.

https://youtube.com/watch?v=3pFLVlFcU14

I'm afraid the BOG is the only solution.

>>40541539 (OP)
too soon

>>40541539 (OP)
determine your biggest insecurity and work on that until you no longer feel insecure. you can work on them one at a time or you can fight a multi-front war depending on what you can or are willing to handle. In my experience, sticking to just one religion or philosophy can be a double-edged sword; rules can build discipline but anyone with a functioning mind won't be able to ignore the hypocrisies and abuses of literally any and all religions and philosophies. Malevolent forces feed on your worst feelings, and the powers that be actively want you to feel the way you feel right now; insecure and unable to make your own happiness. Conquer yourself, and the battle is won. Find the ultimate happiness; no price is too high. P.S. Don't get too caught up in semantics and online discussion. People can play devil's advocate on literally every viewpoint and any good thing can be made to sound stupid and vice versa. Politics is a trap. I wish you well.

>>40541539 (OP)
>This is me and this has been me for at least 4 years now.
I doubt it.
Bait thread, OP (not pictured) is a faggot.

>>40543060
You are the faggot!

>>40541539 (OP)
Isn't this that umaru guy?

>>40541539 (OP)
Do.you have a discord anon ,

Can you give its name.

>>40543975
animemaster91

Send me an invite.

>>40542706
Ignore amateur Right Christcuck proselytizers, they're just ignoramuses who just want another convert, so that they're one step closer to getting a nicer Atta-Boy Crown when their Sweet and Fluffy death Lord comes back to kill us all.

>>40544008
Didn't work anon.

>>40541552
The pink haired one on the left, with the leather corset, is Louise from Zero no Tsukaima. Great anime

>>40541539 (OP)
Because school never teaches that a male's left side of the body is feminine and the right side is masculine (the straight eyebrow)


stems from bloodline,But a female has that usually mirrored! Google fistula too see that some women can come from dad's thus can have that (mirrored) Other females have both crooked, Men except for Adam still have some femininity on the left if they themselves come from dad, Hope this helped. God bless.

>>40541539 (OP)
>>40545232
OP you still there!?

>>40544153
You are truly insane if you don’t welcome death at this point.

>>40541539 (OP)
Meditate. Get a job, and beneficial hobby. Exercise. Engage in your community and socialize. Also go to therapy

>>40541539 (OP)
“¶ For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved.” (John 3:16-17)

devote to making happy your family and friends, not overly, just guess and do help.

also do it while getting a job.
dont mind shit job, and do a good job.

if you dont want to commit to a job, write a book, a comic, compose a song, keep a garden... just a project

good luck luck from a suffering anon.
my dear brother is being tricked with a false paternity. both mother and girl do know. he doesnt believe me.

----> save someone.

bye.

I am OP's brother.
He committed suicide last night.
He took a bunch of antidepressant pills. We found him hugging his anime pillow in his bed.
He left a note thanking you all for your kind words.
He converted to Christianity in the end.

>>40547904
Really? Damn...he's going to hell anyways.

>>40541539 (OP)
I feel you. I needed Jesus to change my whole life around because I was not able to find strength within myself to change. .

Here is what I suggest based on what I went through:
Jesus is our only true salvation. So as step 1, ask him for help! Pray in your heart for him, be honest what you want and why you pray him (he knows already both what we want and what we need, but in building relationship with him, we need to talk to him), accept him in your life and give yourself to him. It is intense thing though it sounds easy. By asking Holy Spirit and receiving Holy Spirit, you get intense feeling of what sin is and how it is in your life. Enemy tries to attack you with thoughts like: "I am unworthy, I am unworthy of mercy, God will just plunge me into hell, that is where I belong"

Don't listen those lies, Jesus came here to save us!

Essentially, trust Jesus enough to fix and save you. I hope I had realized this myself in the beginning, it would have spared me lot of hurtful doubt.

Ask for Holy Spirit from God. Holy Spirit is aspect of God that can be asked to dwell within you, nd does the salvation work within you, making you able to sincerily love God, Jesus and other human beings; the fellow children of God.

Get a Bible and read it. It is comforting, and it is time one can spend with God, very important in beginning when one becomes christian. Also, it makes so that none can tempt or mislead you into non-biblical teachings or falsehood. Pray for discernment from Holy Spirit every time something either in Bible or what other christians say confuses you.

Find a good congregation/parish that is equipped/can support your journey as a newborn christian. You get a chance to help them and they get a chance to help you. Other christians/believers can be source of great encouragement!

Take care, child of God, Jesus already won the fight, we just need to be with him and stay with him, and we win too!

>>40548075
He died >>40547904 offed himself like a wet bussy.

>>40542787
>Just embrace it. Go to /a/ and talk about anime. Or hang out in /c/ and /a/. You don't need help because we're about to head into WWIII anyway.
This is kinder than most responses, don't take the cruel comments to heart because only a cruel person would post them.

>>40547904
Dude dies as he lived, a cuck hugging a fake girlfriend made of cotton and cum.

>>40541589
Anon you were just given a perfect game plan here >>40541575 and your response is, wah wah it hurts. Suck it up you weak fuck and follow the advice NOW or just kill yourself quickly using a rope instead of the slow and excruciating way you are doing it now. In the name of God

>>40548736
He's dead. You guys are literally speaking with a corpse.
This >>40547904

>>40548791
>>40548791
I talk to corpses all the time, what's it to you?

>>40548811
How dare you!

Do what makes you happy. If you are miserable stop doing things that make you miserable. if you cant, you will remain miserable and then you will die.

And you will die. Remember that you will die and there is no second chance. this is what youre doing with the life you get. Is it worth it?

>>40541552
>feigned retardation
Not a bad way to get faggots to spoonfeed you.

>>40548973
Because its not a big deal, whats the problem