>>40587838I'm not kidding, falling with the occult has been the craziest thing I've ever done. I've come out the other side, but I don't think many are strong enough in this current lifetime to handle it. I'm not saying I'm better than others for coming out of the other side, I have a great family and support network, but I have caused them all so much pain and suffering by going this way. If you're a loner you don't really stand a chance, every loner I've known practicing the occult has just fallen into schizophrenia. I've had witnesses to the strangeness to validate my own sanity, other people are not so lucky. I've known many an hero. Being around nature helps too. If you're a loner in a city or straight up not worth it, but if you live in a village with people that love you, it's doable. For a start, village dwellers are more prone to believing in the paranormal, they believe is superstitions still, so when shit gets weird they just accept it. It's taken me 23 years to find stability after taking this path, how many of you could really commit to that?