??? , im lost i am in a foreign land that i call my home now , nothing to do can anyone help me with defining what must i do with my life as a career.

>>40575006 (OP)
Find Christ.

>>40575006 (OP)
Are you making money? Just find a partner. Wouldnt that be enough?

>>40575045
No i was a boat mechanic back in the town i used to live in , but due to financial issues and hardships i moved far away from there and no i am in a different county/city with a different mindset my life has completely changed to a different one.
>with all that said i have completely lost my sense of self

>>40575101
So are you in a better place money-wise?

>>40575225
Not at all , it killed my career in fact

>>40575251
Are you in Europe? Moving inside Yoorop or Murica to Yoorop or vice versa?

>>40575270
America still in muricaa

>>40575483
>different county/city
Sounds like you're inside the same state even. Why don't you just move to the other side of the country? I would move to San Francisco or NYC.

>>40575006 (OP)
Don’t die. Did you hear me? That’s it. Don’t die.

Let everything else fall into place on it’s own. Stop trying to control the future, it’s not your place

>>40575529
To expensive and yes im in the same state

Give me something in exchange and i will help you get meaning

>>40575764
just get any job that lays enough money to pay for
>rent
>food
>internet
>gas
and then lets you save up some cash then you can search for a better job, or buy hobby stuff or get a pet or invest in tools
you know where you are not me
you need to know where do you want to be
and then connect the dots, what do you need to be where you want to be?
do you have any friends, family that can help you get closer to your goal?

>>40575006 (OP)
first stop falling for jewish psyops

Let's be friends.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QP1rMsI0Pl4

> Boat mechanic
Sounds hot. So you are probably from coastal areas. SF and NYC excluded. I am thinking you're from South Carolina, Florida or Louisiana.

>>40575006 (OP)
Well, the best thing to do in this kind of situation is to continue to believe in yourself, and to hope that as long as you keep searching, you will figure out your own path in life once again. Good luck anon, and please stay safe and take care. You can do it!

>>40575006 (OP)
You start by reading history.
You then make a memory.

>>40575006 (OP)
there's no meaning in making money. if you have to work (and you should do everything you can to not be forced to) angle for work that doesn't make you think. never think for money.

>>40575006 (OP)
I feel for you bro, its tough going unrecognized.
Maybe this is a xhance for you to learn more about youself?
Maybe its a blessing in disguise.

>>40575006 (OP)
>How do you find meaning in life again

>>40575006 (OP)
go to your true home
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkCVDE8H_WQ

you have to stop believing yourself to be a slave soul.

You have to stop with believing that the purpose of life is to sing songs to the Demiurge in Demiurge Heaven.

You have to think back to the state before any creation and think of what the Divine motivations are.

1. Love.
2. Art / Creation
3. Play

>>40575006 (OP)
There is no bad or good experiences, but only experiences.

Enjoy the life.