Does anyone know how to shut my third EYE or whatever OFF? I’m over a year since my awakening and things are still getting more intense. Demons look like aliens and dinosaurs. Don’t even try and debate me on the are aliens demons thing. Right now I get glimpses of them or they look like the air above a stove, but my vision is still getting better and I’d like it to stop. Not fun when they find out you can see them they begin to torment you by the hundreds

>>40580429 (OP)
> awakening
I was mixing Castaneda with kriya yoga and kundalini during my meditation

>>40580429 (OP)
Ooopsie poopsie

>>40580429 (OP)
How did you have a Kundalini experience? Through meditation?

>>40580429 (OP)
it can help to take a break from most fasting (speech fasts are still OK), eat extra raw vegetables, and eat a bit more protein (preferably vegetable, for example you can make shakes with raw cauliflower). try to replace hyperprocessed food (like monster energy) with clean, organic food (e.g. organic grape juice dilluted about 50% with mineral water). don't eat irritants (garlic, chili) or stimulants (anything stronger than properly made green tea).
a step further is smoking tobacco, the nuclear option is pharmaceuticals.
also spend more time with your bare feet on the Earth (ideally on grass or a forest floor), and get some low-intensity sunlight (around dawn and dusk), and do the absolute minimum of exercise (20 minutes of firmly paced walking outside a day).
also no horror / thriller / adventure movies / fiction for a while, and learn basic sense restraint (guarding the sense doors).

>>40580429 (OP)
Kundalini is a parasite. Very literally.

Accept that its just your imagination going hyperactive. Theyre not real and they cannot harm you. Stop any kind of practice related to visualization.

>>40580527
It’s not my imagination buddy. Sorry. I can use my throat to listen in on my own choosing. My bed shakes. Warm air constantly comes up my legs under the covers. The last guy thought it was hilarious to keep poking me while I was trying to sleep and it almost felt like a human hand.

>>40580429 (OP)
Sure anon, that definitely happened

>>40580552
Kundalini exercises and things are no fucking joke. This shits intense. I do NOT just have audio and visual hallucinations. They are literally jumping on me and making me feel physical sensations. I am currently like picrel

>>40580557
Every day and every night

>>40580462
Lots of meditation. I’m hesitant to explain because I don’t want other people to go through this

>>40580429 (OP)
How to awake my kundalini?

They look like djinn. Clouds of light smoke. They usually enter through my nose or mouth and I’ll literally see a puff of smoke going INTO me

>>40580552
Those pokes you feel are your own body sensations from your nervous system being overactivated. The beings you are externalizing are from your own mind.

>>40580552
nta but you greatly underestimate the depth and breadth of the faculty of imagination (or "imaging"). fantasy is the least of it and actually a misuse of the imagination.

>>40580565
Dont try it. It leads to psychosis. Its not a beneficial practice.

>>40580569
Then once they’re inside you they take on their form and it’s usually a humanoid form. I’ve developed techniques to spit them out (more like breathe them out, by doing a belly breath kind of thing), you can also clench your throat muscles and hurt them (if you listen with throat chakra they scream), but I have too many that I’m being overwhelmed

>>40580572
I wish that were the case, there is an entire spirit world out there. Heaven and Hell are real places anon

Not all negative though, I’ve met my guardian angels, they are working overtime with me

>>40580483
I’ve been thinking of trying anti parasite supplements actually, thanks for the recommendation.

>>40580577
But if I want to do it still how would I go about it?

>>40580564
So given your knowledge you wouldn't do this if you could go back? Also is there any positive effect AT ALL that you got from Kundalini?

>>40580429 (OP)
try some huperzine-a to rule out visual schizo hallucinations, if its hallucinations huperzine-a will stop them, otherwise proceed with ritual ways of closing the third eye

>>40580564
How much triggered it? Could you tell what was happening and had a chance to stop it? I am cautious to continue meditation out of fear of awakening it on accident

Be born again through the blood of Jesus Christ, you will be spiritually delivered, and protected.

>>40580798
Yeah, I’m Catholic, this has gotten me way closer to Jesus.

>>40580690
Yes, it showed me all roads lead back to Jesus. I have always been Catholic but had an itch for the more mystic stuff, I’m glad I scratched the itch, but my faith is stronger than ever and that’s the ultimate positive.

>>40580690
The serpent energy is indeed something you don’t want. I’ve developed techniques to defend myself, I can see cool stuff, hear interesting things, have gotten answers to questions I had about the spirit world, but it is all demonically driven. It’s hard to answer would I do it again, like I said I’ve met my guardian angels, my faith is stronger than ever, but the torment gets very tiring. I try not to dwell on the past, my actions got me here, but it has definitely made life more difficult. I think some people just have to know, and I was one of those people, I know about this stuff now but I definitely got burned in the process.

>>40580782
I’d say stop once you begin to see scenes of random stuff like a movie playing (I was thinking what I was seeing was unintended remote viewing), but that might be too late. Maybe stop when you start having any visuals at all.

>>40580583
You are mistaken, there is only what we call God. It is One, eternal and infinite, all that abrahamic jazz.
If you were a jeet you'd see whatever dieties or entities they believe in.

These beings come into existence from your conditioning and past knowledge.

>hateful christcuck tries to steal from hindus
>hilarity ensues
akhand bharat

>>40580429 (OP)
The is an interesting book by Lee Sannella "The kundalini experience : psychosis or transcendence?" and if I understand it right then it is lack of guidance during the process that bites in the ass, lack of mentorship that would help get throu all this and not kundalini itself.

>>40580429 (OP)
Can you specifically explain what a single one has looked like and the conditions of its appearance? Include the feelings it induced in you and what your coping mechanism was.
Can you then do this with each and every one and put them in a compendium. Then you can categorize them into a taxonomy of sorts.
Don't over do it. Post one complete description in this thread, every day. Include a sketch.
This is the only way you can be helped besides physical or chemical lobotomy.

>>40580955
Where I have been hateful?

>>40580924
Visuals in my minds eye or actually seeing things in the room with me?

>I was mixing Castaneda with kriya yoga and kundalini during my meditation
LMAO...

Have you read
>Living with Kundalini: The Autobiography of Gopi Krishna
Might be useful to read about how someone else worked through it

>>40581192
It’s constant. They are tormenting me now all the time. My guardian angels are constantly fighting them. I used to fight back with the techniques I mentioned, but was instructed by them not to. They periodically cast them out and chop them down, is how I would I describe it. They have multiple forms: 1/ they look like djinn— literally puffs of smoke. My vision is still “turning on” but I can see puffs of flying around. I’ll see smoke fly into me and go into my nose or mouth. I can feel them moving around my body— they pool up in what New Agers (Lucifierians) would call energy centers / chakras.

Once they have their soul attached to you, they can torment you in the spirit. Meaning, they are attached to you via their soul (djinn looking), and then they can form themselves outside of your body. These forms are either:

3/ dinosaur/reptile looking
4/ short/tall grey alien
5/ short/tall mantis alien
(FYI, when I had an experience seeing them during meditations, I saw a very tall mantis alien with a smaller grey alien as clear as I see another person, it was this point I think something akin to a kundalini awakening began, aka, given by demons). I don’t see these walking around like a normal person usually, although my vision is still opening up a year later and I get glimpses of them now, but rather I’ll walk into a room and see wavy air like you’d see around a boiling pot on a stove in a humanoid shape short or tall, different sizes like humans are different sizes.

The only thing that works to get rid of them is calling for Jesus or my guardian angels.

There are ways I’ve figured out to defend/hurt/cast them out, but when it’s a swarm of them it quickly gets unmanageable. I think part of the reason I’ve been getting swarmed is precisely because I was fighting back, they dont like it.

>>40581271
I don’t want to give details, but I took the major parts of those (setting, mantra, visualization) and blended all together for my meditation.

>>40581266
It’s a little different. I perform my meditations with my eyes open in the absolute darkness. Once I started seeing puffs of energy floating around in hindsight would have been the time to stop had I decided to.

>>40581266
However, if I focus on a white wall with my eyes open in the light now, I begin to see scenes that I would describe as remote viewing appear like a big movie screen

>>40581276
I will check it out. Thanks for the recommendation.

>>40581192
I ran out of room in the previous thread.

1/ I will try to get a drawing but I believe I described them fairly accurately in my previous comment. Let me know if you still want a drawing.
2/ feelings— when I’m not consciously listening in via my throat (I can use it as a sort of walkie talkie. They can hear my thoughts, I then turn on my throat by flexing some muscles and I can hear them speaking. If someone is next to me, they would hear it too. I made a video a while back after I inhaled some sage smoke out of desperation and you can hear a bunch of screaming. I’ll try and find it), they chant and repeat certain things like “I want to drink a beer” or “I’m so fucking gay” or “I think I’m so cool” — these instances sometimes it bleeds over into what sounds like a thought, but many times it turns into a physical desire to drink a beer or a feeling of self-doubt “why do I think I’m so cool?” I’m getting better at discerning what a foreign influence / thought is versus my actual thoughts and desires. If I want a beer now, I’ll quickly turn on my throat and I can hear one of them going “I want a beer I want a beer I want a beer” so I know the desire is false. I don’t like to dwell on the past, but it makes me wonder about some of the poor decisions I’ve made in the past.

>>40581443
Also, they all have slightly different sounding voices. When I listen in via throat I hold my breath and flex some muscles to “turn it on”, in case anyone was going to call me a hoaxer. What I’m saying is actual sounds come out that I am not making myself.

They are VERY good at mimicking the sounds of others, for example my guardian angels, so you have to be ABSOLUTELY CERTAIN who you are talking with. This is a constant battle. They are constantly pretending to be others in order to sow confusion.

>>40580429 (OP)
Get very drunk and smoke lots of tobacco.
You will destroy your liver, but at least you'll stop seeing shit. Probably.
Absolutely no other substances, though, or you'll fuck up even more.

>>40580552
Moron, he gave you a way out, and you rejected it.

>>40580429 (OP)
Sure, turn inward and breathe.

>>40581519
This is well-beyond that. Believe me, I already have tried “it’s just your imagination”. And I’m good at zoning things out or ignoring. Do my posts seem incoherent to you? Part of why I’m posting here, in the _paranormal_ board, is to share my experiences so people think twice before opening this door. Would I be able to sit at a desk and work and be a productive member of society? Yes, now that I know what’s happening. I don’t need medication, it would be like taking medication so you don’t see dogs or cats anymore.

>>40581653
I have noticed meditation and visualizing bright light out of your crown chakra with slow methodical 4-4-4 breathing wipes them out, but it also seems when I do this I begin to see them clearer.

>>40581682
When you see them, just relax, observe, and question what you're observing as it happens.
You'll be okay, its just your mind trying to tell you something in a way thats personal to you.

>>40581682
Also how much time do you spend in your crown versus your guts?
Are you neglecting your foundations in a misguided attempt at "enlightenment" i.e. power seeking behavior?

>>40581706
I am not seeking enlightenment as they call it anymore. Christian through and through, all of that other stuff are just things passed down from fallen angels. I would at some point down the line like to do Desert Fathers found in Christian Esotericism or alike.

>>40580560
Eminate the words "God is good" with your being and imagine being in a light bubble imbued with that energy. That can repel them. You might have to talk to an exorcist of other things don't work though.

>>40582189
I love this. Thanks. I could definitely see this working, as I’ve noticed other things work when projecting bright light while viewing myself in the third person while I meditate. I’ll add the “God is good” part to it next time.

>>40582067
Then can I give you a piece of advice?
Its what you do when no one is watching, and why you do it. Thats what really matters.

>>40582189
What if instead you felt in your heart that "God is Moral" and just let that guide you through the world instead of seoarating yourself from God?

>>40580429 (OP)
FAFO

https://rumble.com/v6un6j9-kali-burger-advertisement.html?e9s=src_v1_ucp_a

>>40581223
How should I know? I'd rather not.
It's evident from your words that you're experiencing a punishment. That is the wage of evil deeds.

From what I understand, these beings are projections of the ego/reptilian brain. They only exist as a projection so they need to vie for your attention in order to survive. The best way to respond is to forgive them like you would a child who doesn’t know any better, but don’t entertain them at all. Not
ignoring them, just watching. It’ll get worse before it gets better. If you stick it through you’ll clear your entities and be able to see and help others navigate theirs

>>40580429 (OP)
>halp I opened the box
dude this is why I was just cautioning people in the other k thread
eat plenty of meat, get out in nature, stay active with a lot of exercise and good sleep, and dont do any meditation at all as it will contribute to this stuff
in the meantime, ignore those bastards and they should eventually tire of your lack of response.

>>40580564
it would help to explain what you did in a general enough sense without getting too specific
this way people will have a bit better of an idea of what to avoid explicitly, aside from k practices in general
saying you did lots of meditation isnt very specific, there's a wide variety of things that could be encompassed by that verbiage

>>40580429 (OP)
Since none of the shit you’re talking about is real, you have nothing to worry about except wasting more of your life — and everyone else’s.

If you want to help yourself with that problem simply close your web browser and find a new hobby.

>>40580583
one of my teachers said he doesnt drive anymore because he sees a bit too much

>>40580595
per some more based doctors I've read, most of the human population would do well to have a dose of ivermectin

>>40580676
>But if I want to do it still how would I go about it?
you learn breathwork and achieve like 30 second average breaths before you even think about trying things like kundalini
once you have the basis for reabsorbing all of the energy you will access with stuff like that, then it can be done a bit more safely
but if you raise these energies and cant bring 'em back down properly, well...see OP's story

>>40581381
Get used to it. Figure out what you want to do with your interdimensional life. Stop drooling at the entities as you lie paralyzed in your body, and get up and start exploring. If you don't like the vibe of the neighborhood you are in, go to a different one.

>>40580476
Based teacher

>>40580782
>I am cautious to continue meditation out of fear of awakening it on accident
meditation is a word that can have too many meanings
learning anapanasati is always the best start
make your breaths really long, achieve real stillness, cultivate it over time, dont rush
do this until you notice yin and yang continually build, grow, evolve, and transform into one another
balance them well, and the sky's the limit with the active practices you do
just dont do random shit for a little while like you're in the buffet line tasting everything
do a little research and then decide, build stillness as you prepare
then things like kundalini practice become safe
(r), heh

>>40580924
master yang at ymaa had good advice in his books, to not pay attention to the scenery
there's a reason why you cultivate paying attention

>>40581398
>visualization
ah, there's where you went wrong
work with real things that emerge, dont imagine things that arent there
this is another place where stillness achievement bears fruit
you lower the effective noise floor of all processes, then some signals are now above the noise floor instead of beneath the noise floor and unintelligible from the noise

>>40582067
>Christian through and through
well, in that case, pray to that blood egregore yhvh and tell him to close your shit back up
I dont know if he accepts offerings from g0ye tho

>>40584130
thank you for your wisdom, meditatianon

>>40580429 (OP)
I have been where you are. It is horrible. Most ppl in here won't be of help. You will need to fast and eat a vegan diet. I know it sounds like propaganda but carbs and meat feeds them. Perhaps after you sever the link you can go back to whatever but RN you have to get away. I am like you. any questions feel free to ask. Okay if you hate the vegan thing then at least try these sources. An occultist woman named Dion fortune would spray a specific chemical into the air. For whatever reason this dispels them. The. Their is agnihotra by the indians. A bit complex but the smell will cleanse the area and hopefully you as well. Finally another good resource to check out is Robert Bruce. Specifically his books on negative entities. I used to get synchronicities telling me that I "stink" all the time. Never knew what it meant. Till now. Coincidentally or perhaps not, I loved playing super smash bros. Guess what my main is. Yoshi. Do not do drugs bro. The "sight" WILL get worse along with hearing them as well. Right now In the third world countries we see the spiral of death. That is the end result of not solving these problems. The elites somehow made it easier for them to fuck with ppl since 2020. Idk what they did but their shackles have loosened a bit. Best of luck! Onions can also repel them strangely enough. Check out the book holes

>>40580560
Yeah I feel that. I have one attacking my penis. It's horrifying. My semen quality has unsurprisingly gone down the drain as well. My fault though. To anyone in this thread, pls don't play with fire

>>40580572
Nope! We all have energy centers little porous holes all over our body. The extremely sensitive ones will feel pins stabbing them or thumb tacks all over. That pinned demon creature from hellraiser alludes to this

>>40581381
Their.are other forms unfortunately. I have seen the Dino ones. The fingers are sickening. They are all disgusting. I got hit with underwater sea urchins ones. However, in the beginning the forms that were shown were images of things that were made in their likeness. So for instance a lot of them looked like demonic pokemon or Franz Ferdinand(the band). I want to say more but they are flashing beforey eyes. Talking to you and reading your posts are too overstimulating.

>>40580924
>’d say stop once you begin to see scenes of random stuff like a movie playing (I was thinking what I was seeing was unintended remote viewing)

You're one of the first people I've seen on this board post the EXACT SAME EXPERIENCE I've been going through for about the past 8 months. I smoke cannabis regularly but this has been new. I've also been hit with horrible sleep issues that are suicide fuel. I see these random movie-like scenes almost every single time I lay down to go to sleep, usually within 30 min or so. I also have this really weird "gift" of being able to see my fucking room even with my eyes closed (very dimly; I moved my arms in this state and they didn't "look" like arms, but something was moving. Freaky).

What the fuck is the "random stuff playing like a movie" shit that I see? I don't know who these people are, what is going on, or how I'm seeing this shit with my eyes closed.

Does this mean my kundalini is somehow opening itself? I don't meditate, and I read on Qabbalah and other occult matters but outside of one ritual (I did it out of desperation to get the black salamander-looking fucks slithering up and down my room and staring at me with blood red eyes at night to fuck off. It worked for about a week but I just started seeing them again last night).

Sorry to lump this on you (and everyone else in this thread) but I'm at a loss as to what is going on or what to do about.

>>40585783
You need to stop the cannabis usage. I understand you always did it but eventually it will start to break down filters in your body. I have the same issues you do. However I wasn't just smoking. I was abusing constant edibles. You've heard the stories of people who got fucked over by Ayahuasca or DMT? Legal weed has been tampered with and something has also changed within the world. You likely have latent abilities. Because you never went through the proper training and stages you are just taking in anything and everything. Particularly things you resonate with. With no proper filter you see how this can be damaging.

>>40585783
You pray to Jesus to close your third eye, and you go on medication for hallucinations

>>40580429 (OP)
Tara Springett's Enlightenment Through the Path of Kundalini will prove very helpful, assuming that this is actually caused by a kundalini awakening.
Advice frequently given on this topic is to say "no" to encounters and to ignore entities and pretend that you do not see them, for reason that are probably easy for you to guess. If you pay attention to something, it inevitably becomes a bigger part of your life. Withdrawing your attention from these entities will reduce their presence in your life.

>>40585924
I hear what you're saying but, I'll admit this, I am wholly dependent on cannabis for daily functioning. I especially need it for the little bit of sleep I do get. I tried going 3 months without a few years ago when I was really sick and it was probably one of the most miserable time of my life.

If you're saying cannabis is only going to make this worse than I need to pray that God gives me a way to better understand what I'm dealing with and still be able to rest or find peace when it's happening.

Funny enough I have done hallucinogens many years ago (shrooms, acid, dmt) and I see more NOW than I did then.

>>40585959
Why would I ask Jesus to "close my third eye" when this must be God's intention for me in the first place?

>>40580429 (OP)
>Demons look like aliens and dinosaurs. Don’t even try and debate me on the are aliens demons thing
We've been telling yall about them reptilians for decades and you called us schizo
Even the bible talks about serpents yet yall dont listen
Anyway, how did you awaken the serpent? I kinda want them siddhis

>>40584180
All of these people hating on me saying I am being punished or to pray, did you just skip over the part where I said that’s the only thing that works? It’s an onslaught, as I said my guardian angels are working overtime. The times I get peace and quiet is when I see some flashes of bright white light (it’s like I can see them flying in) and then I hear all the demons get casted out. Being Catholic has been the ONLY thing keeping me together and protecting me.

>>40585727
Yes, I wake up each morning with one latched onto my cock

>>40585783
All I can say is — Jesus. Him and the angels have been the only things that work. Sorry to burst all you anti-Christian cucks’ bubbles, but it’s true.

There ARE things I’ve figured out but every time I mention them the thread gets slid.

1/ plug your nose up and blow— this pushes the djinn into your ear drums and smashes them. You can literally hear the screams
2/ throat— I’ve figured out how to listen to them with my throat. But they also pool up in your throat and mouth, so I can flex my muscles there and “close my throat” and this achieves the same effect.
3/ nose— they will move around once they realize you are fighting back and can feel pressure in your nasal cavity. They will go from side to side in your nose. If you do a motion like hawking a loogie, you can move them to your mouth / throat and then perform the movement in 2.
4/ inhaling sage— you will hear them screams.
5/ if they’re in your stomach, do a big belly breath like you’re almost getting punched in the gut, this will move them back to throat. Then do 2/

I try not to do these anymore because the sheer amount of them in my situation makes the 1v1 or 1v2 impossible— they keep coming. My guardian angels also told me it angers them so I’m trying not to do that either.

You sound psychotic and should probably see a psychiatrist to get on neuroleptics that will make a stop to this kind of experience, or at the very least, quit smoking weed.

>>40580552
you fear them

>>40588775
> My guardian angels also told me it angers them so I’m trying not to do that either.

Them meaning the demons. The angels are currently keeping them in line, but I still get swarms that hit when we think everything is good

>>40588782
I don’t smoke weed, drink, or do any drugs

>>40588788
I did before, now I’m just tired.

>>40588782
I’m not psychotic. I am currently reading a book, about to get some job apps in, then go to the pool. I try to ignore it all. I have given you a peak into the other side of the veil, don’t mock me and call me crazy. Isn’t this what everyone comes to this board for? The hopes of hearing something real?

>>40588795
Well that rules out drug induced psychosis, so it's probably schizophrenia. Out of curiosity, how old are you? With me it manifested in my mid twenties, as it usually does in males.

I'm not mocking you, I'm just stating the fact that this kind of experience is called psychosis in psychiatry, and there are meds that make a stop to it, because that's what you asked, how to make a stop to it. The answer is to take antipsychotic medication.

>>40588820
36. It all happened after I began mixing Castaneda (darkroom open eye meditation), kriya yoga (mantras and breathing), and kundalini (visualizing each chakra expanding / contracting, first with each chakras colors, now just extremely bright light). Then I saw a huge mantis alien and a little grey. Then I saw my guardian angel as a bright orb blast the little fucker in between the eyes. Since then, life has become difficult but magical.

>>40581663
>>40580572
Ive had a kundalini episode. Just relax. I agree that tobacco seems to calm it down.
I do not recommend any kind of marijuana, shrooms, or any psychdelic drug if you get these experiences. Try to focus on intense joy and love and the imagined devils will not bother you.

All these mantises and ayys and stuff are just figments. Theyre not going to hurt you or take over your mind. Dont run out and do anything crazy. I do not ever recommend attempting to activate kundalini, its basically a waste of time and an annoyance.
You dont *have* to have such experiences. Theyre also temporary.
>>40585783
Stop smoking and do not read occult literature.

>>40585720
Have you tried anti-parasitic supplements like the one posted earlier? I was also considering ivermectin.

>>40584083
I would say the way to speed things up in this arena is the darkroom, with eyes open and sober. Then mix other stuff that you can do regularly and enjoy but with your eyes open in the dark. I’ve given away everything in bits and pieces in this thread so pool it all together. And be consistent. I’d be with friends, then say brb going to meditate and excuse myself to the bathroom. I got pretty serious about it. I have not given out the kriya mantra I do, this stuff started before I started the mantra, I will say it kind of sped things up though. This thread has what you need. And shoot for at least 1hr per session

>>40581508
Drinking would probably help a lot to be honest. But I’m sober now.

>>40581164
That book is amazing, so helpful: https://archive.org/details/kundalini-psychosis-or-transcendence_202306

>>40580429 (OP)
> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2CogVMp5_E

embrace new existence

>>40580429 (OP)
Hey OP, I'm just a lurker here on this site, but your post reminded me of my youth. I use to see "things" around me often, and I would be scared to speak about it. For example: I'm 4 years old, at my grandmother's house, and I'm going to use the bathroom to pee. In order to get to the bathroom, you must walk through the kitchen. I will never forget this moment. As I'm walking through the kitchen, i see a giant floating purple squid-like creature with very long tentacles hovering above the kitchen table. I know what I saw. This was reality. I am not schizophrenic. this stopped happening after a car accident when I was 8. I have lived a quite normal life, actually. I believe some of our senses are more sensitive than others. What intrigues me about your post, is that you say within this last year you have been awakened. this past month - I've been seeing strange things around me again, after all of these years.

>>40589933
I haven’t really touched on it in this thread (only been speaking about my open eye visions), but when I close my eyes when going to sleep I see shadow people everywhere and they fly up to me. Presumably wanting to suck out my “energy” or just scare me, but I also see big octopus looking things (circular with lots of tentacles). Maybe it’s similar to what you’ve seen? Obviously because these are closed eye visuals, everything is dark so I don’t get the best look at them. Probably for the best

>>40588696
that's just because you went there without a foundation and had to seek shelter and outsource your protection, when the proper way to do it is to build a foundation and gain your own energy potential with which to blast unwanted entities away.

>>40588924
>And shoot for at least 1hr per session
this should be the case for stillness
it should be at least double the active portion of a session

>>40580564
ugh, why do you fucks keep doing this. it isnt that bad, you are just weak willed. tell us exactly how we can go about getting a KA so the wisdom can be shared

>>40584106
could you explain in a not so cryptic way? speak to me as if i know nothing about spirituality. speak to me as if your only job is to put out a guidebook

>>40580429 (OP)
https://embed.documentcloud.org/documents/2754139-Kyle-Odom-Manifesto/

>>40580429 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QDfYMiSQQp0&t=2525s

>>40590408
My guardian angels told me not to

>>40590427
do things, raise energies
energies go places, directed places
if you just leave 'em be its like leaving a pan on the stove after you've taken the steak off of it
the gut gains charge enhancement capacity by very good stillness
so you raise energies, do them things with it, whatever the practice is
then let it all settle during a quiet period after the active portion is concluded

>>40584159
I was not imagining things that weren’t there. Kundalini you focus on energy centers and lights expanding and contracting. Everything else I saw I stayed still and silent of mind because I was meditating, I deliberately tried not to focus on any of it.

>>40581443
>they chant and repeat certain things like “I want to drink a beer” or “I’m so fucking gay” or “I think I’m so cool”
lol wtf
maybe that other anon was right and they are parasites
you should try ivermectin

>>40581462
what do you guardian angels sound like? you can hear them in your mind like a subvocalized thought?

>>40580798
>Be born again through the blood of Jesus Christ, you will be spiritually delivered, and protected.

>>40580850
>Yeah, I’m Catholic, this has gotten me way closer to Jesus.

Ye' must be born again. Earnestly repent of your sins, and pray to Jesus Christ and tell Him you need help and humbly ask for it. Ask for Him to save you. No intercessor between you and Him. Speak with Lord Jesus Christ directly.

I have dealt with what you are experiencing in the past but it didn't get quite to the extent it has for you. What I'm telling you worked completely but you must believe and again I can't stress the part enough that its a relationship with you and Him.

I have no denomination just a follower of the way, the life, and the truth that is Jesus Christ.

>>40590499
>https://embed.documentcloud.org/documents/2754139-Kyle-Odom-Manifesto/

Unfortunately for Odom he believed the most important lie the demons told him and dismissed and denied the only thing that would have helped his torment which was Jesus Christ. He wrote that directly in his manifesto. Evil will do that though tell you 99 truths just to try and slip 1, albeit incredibly important, lie past you.

>>40592757

Ye' must be born again baptized in the Holy Spirit*

>>40591848
Depends if I am listening via throat (the walkie talkie type thing) or just listening in my head. Throat: they all have different sounding voices (I say all because other angels that are not my guardian angels have come to help) some deeper some higher, which I think is mostly based on age, and each one has different quirks. My guardian angel is funny and likes to joke sometimes. They are the opposite to demons and don’t ever lie. With demons, very young ones can have lisps and sound overall younger, slightly older all sound the same for the most part, and bigger ones have a deeper voice but you can tell who’s different by verbal cues like, one curses a lot and says fuck in a whisper while maybe another does not). Head: they just sound like thoughts. I can most of the time tell a thought isn’t mine because they try to get someone to think completely differently than one normally would. You’d be surprised, I’ve found that a lot of their speech can translate into physiological desires. So if I drown out the thoughts and do not listen to them via throat, if they’re constantly saying “I want a beer” then my body may crave a beer. It’s been very eye opening looking back, I take responsibility for my actions, but at the times I did something out of character makes me wonder if I had a demonic attachment at the time.

>>40590408
And believe me, I like to think I am strong willed, but this is way more intense than I thought things would be

>>40594266
And one thing the demons cannot fake is that when the angels come in, this bright white light flashes in a very certain way that I know it’s them. Before all this started I’d wake up every morning to my guardian angel singing using my throat. It was very nice, I miss it a lot. Now I feel like I live in a spiritual war zone

>>40580676
I just wanted to reply and say it wasn’t me responding to you. I do not think I have psychosis. I’ve given away probably more than I should have in this thread. I’ll leave it at that

>>40582924
I am not an evil person. We would probably be friends if we met IRL because I like to be friends with everyone.

The lowest level of the mammalian brain contains ancestral predator/prey visual structures. I hope this helps someone.

>>40580564
please anon, i want to know how. im tired of this life. im on the threshold now but i don't know how to break through. some days are like the blackest pit and some are like im just a step away