when i was a child i used to communicate with some kind of entity/ spirit. they communicated with me telepathically and through dreams. i knew at the time that this entity was something evil, but it kind of made these deals with me. i would ask if for things and it would then manifest them for me. these things were material things like money. i knew that this deal would mean something was taken from me, but i didn’t know what. fast forward to my adult life from the outside i look a lot better and have successfully relationships and such. however on the inside my brain feels like it is constantly being tortured. constant anxiety/ intrusive thoughts, i’ve done a lot of bad things to people as well and went through life not really caring, up until recently. i try to meditate every day now to try and find answers and i feel great amount of regret for every bad thing i’ve ever done. i feel like crying all the time when i think about others suffering. i understand this change was needed but it causing me a lot of distress every day. how can i deal with the pain of my loved ones suffering and how do i “fix” my negative energy?
>>40582567 (OP)
You should smoke crack rock and think more on your feelings.
You should smoke crack rock and think more on your feelings.