Like seriously, everything in existence just fucking sucks. WHY AM I HERE?!?!? This world is nothing but suffering and anyone who denies it is a coping liar.

>>40585743 (OP)
Even when life is “good” for a little bit, you can just feel misery just lurking around the corner waiting to strike.

>>40585743 (OP)
yeah i know ha ha, tried killing myself a few times and they just brought me back and locked me in the ward. LET ME OUT

>>40585743 (OP)
uh honey sweetie you aren't suffering in the right way

>>40585765
Funny, when adopting the second mindset, handling of pain becomes much more manageable and suffering becomes a fleeting sensation.

>>40585743 (OP)
It's because of boomers. It will get better when they're dead

>>40585743 (OP)
>WHY AM I HERE?!?!?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkpRrtHzlVs

>>40585765
It’s not fair bro, I’m tired

>>40585799
10 more reps nigger
you can dilate later

I'm dissolving all of this soon and we're going to wake up as Two.

I'm been recording my synchronicities/manifestations lately. So far 100% of them slant negative. At best I could come up with a cope and call them neutral. Things like the TV shorting out. Coffee maker breaking. Bike tire deflating. Etc. Positive thoughts just don't seem to manifest. It all seems to be fear based. My bad I guess

>>40585743 (OP)
>>40585750
>>40585751
Yeah, but you gotta try your best to make the best of it and give life the biggest middle finger ever by overcoming the suffering and ultimately living your life to the fullest regardless of the absurdity and bullshit life tends to throw at you.

>"Living well is the best revenge."

So I hope you guys try your best to live well, anons, because despite the unfairness and suffering that life has to offer, there is still so many wonderful joys and experiences waiting for you to enjoy, you just have to reach out and take it, because it's ultimately yours after all. Anyways, I wish you guys the best of luck, please stay safe and take care, and I hope you guys overcome your trials and tribulations, because as long as you believe in hope and victory, you'll make it out OK in one peace. That's something I can promise for sure. Godspeed, fellas, and thank you. And make sure to get some sunlight as well, it's good your body and mind.

>>40586547
Also don't mind the Sage name, I keep forgetting about that lol

>>40586106
At the end of the day, anon, you must manifest those thoughts into physical reality. As long as you make the effort to change things, it will take shape and form to your vision. That's a promise I can make for sure, so keep pushing forward and never give up hope, as long as you keep doing that you'll overcome your obstacle for sure. Good luck, godspeed, and please take care anon, and don't forget to get some sunlight as well.

>>40585743 (OP)
>>40585750
This is the golden age that you are living through right now. Humanity has never had it better. Haven't you heard? Jews are losing bigly and we are winning, in fact we have already won and everything is great now. Patriots are in control.

If you aren't living a joyous, prosperous and fulfilling life it's a YOU problem.

>>40586610
Sorry wrong pic

>>40585743 (OP)
Use your body. You wanna know what really sucks, what true "EVIL" is? Weakness is evil, Fear is evil, Doubt it evil.

Get creative, exercise, stop jacking off (if that's an issue for you), go outside, breathe deeply. Be authentic. Prioritize Spirit before flesh.

>>40585743 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1uA2vOiWAk

>>40586610
WTF is that???

>>40588244
War

>>40586610
Pin psychiatry on the Jews and see what happens, if it was them, hmmmm. Is it? What's a Jewish?

>>40586610
Global consciousness of J-thought is up but the US has started another middle east forever-war, "anti-antisemetism" laws have existed in the US for like a year now, we're about to see the dawn of minority report esque pre-crime where some Palantir algorithm will pick up on anything you say that challenges the israeli hegemony and punishes you accordingly. The only move forward is a sort of semi-luddism where people distance themselves from the internet and social media as much as they realistically can

>>40585765
I have been growing my soul for 500 million years thanks to the Samsara program. I would appreciate it if i could reap the rewards of having a big soul before the sun wipes out all possible vessels in ~1 billion years
How do i cash in on soul points?

>>40585743 (OP)
Sometimes it's alright.

Some perspective:

I've killed about 2000 flies in the last 2 days.
So this must be the darkest time in their existence right?
Wrong. This is their golden age. The only reason I've had so many to kill is because they're doing so well.

You are a human being in a (presumably) free country. Go out there and do whatever the fuck you like. Have sex with beautiful women, eat delicious food, befriend dogs, look at the stars, roll around in the mud, hug a tree, jump in some cold water, climb a mountain, smell some flowers, watch the bees and butterflies, smell the fresh air.

Is anyone gonna stop you? Is anyone gonna squish you to death? Are you in an actual war right now?

You have more freedom than most people in all of human history had, and you do nothing with it, because you are demoralised by the 24 hour news cycle. You sit inside and seethe.

>>40590406
You should already being seeing results for whatever you were working on during that time. Don't tell me you wasted your time learning the meaning of love and forgiveness?

>>40590551
Shits boring bro. The flowers always smell the same, the food always tastes the same and god knows the position of the stars wont change in my lifetime

Sure you can say "eat different foods" but its all just different variations of the same textures and 5 flavours my tongue has tasted tens of thousands of times before.

I just want to see a new colour, taste a different flavour and feel the elusive unconditional love that so many people go their whole lives without experiencing

>>40585743 (OP)
Watch LoTRs!

>>40590651
>feel the elusive unconditional love
Died before experiencing love. It's over for you chuddie

>>40590651
Nothing left to do but kill yourself.

>>40585743 (OP)
change perspective. it can be done by force.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bPcgoaZjsu8

>>40590651
Everything you've said sounds like mental imbalance rather than environment.

>>40590751
Mental imbalance is part of the package that comes with reality, its not even that bad in the grand scheme of things

Reality can hit you with some truly awful shit, like imagine being born gay

>>40585743 (OP)

On the flip side, you could've been born in a much worse timeline under MUCH worse circumstances. The more I've seen, the more I'm ever fucking grateful that I was by luck handed the privilege to wallow in my own misery, by myself, with tasty junk food and internet while jerking off.

>>40590551
I have a chronic back injury from when I was in the military, I can’t do 95% of the things you listed. I’m in near constant pain, cunt. Life is only rosy for a select few.

>>40591559
Take psychedelics. They heal nerves and they give you a break from having a body for awhile.