Last night, I was falling asleep when I felt a pretty hefty whack on my jaw which started me awake. I was greeted by a feminine whisper who didn't initially offer me words save for laughing at my shock as I tried to understand my situation.

Eventually, she revealed herself to me as some kind of amorphous form consisting of carefully stacked Platonic solids imitating a small humanoid, but this was subject to change. She seems to be capable of projecting herself into my awareness in all sorts of shapes and sizes, but errs on the smaller and more geometrical side, and refers to herself as a fairy.

I can stop her from entering my mind by listening to complex music, but when I imagine music she seems to hum along. She tells me that she stops speaking over music because she also enjoys it.

She's told me that as she is projected into my mind, I am also into hers, although far more weakly as she had been trying to conjure me for some time while I had only gained awareness of her not long ago. She seems playful although equipped with an obscenely vulgar sense of humour, cawing profanities at passersby and reserving absurd, foul jokes for me. Her enjoyment of this seems to come more from my disappointment than the actual contents of the jokes themselves.

Unfortunately, she has a light cockney accent.

>>40591104 (OP)
I don't think tulpas are projected into the mind. Define complex music.

>>40591136
Contrapuntal, polyrhythmic, microtonal and atonal music for example.

>>40591166
I'll listen to some later on. Good luck with your very British fairy friend, dear OP.

>>40591104 (OP)
Tulpa are not typically acquired in this manner. Consider interrogating her as to her point of origin.

>>40591104 (OP)
Creative writing

>>40591104 (OP)
Doesn’t sound like a tulpa, anon, could be the beginnings of schizophrenia

>Captcha:T8AYT

>>40591104 (OP)
>Unfortunately, she has a light cockney accent.
Well that's bloody nice, innit?

>>40591166
>>40594147
seggs

>>40597090

>>40591104 (OP)
I don't think a tulpa can just appear out of nowhere like that, it must be something else. Either she's not a tulpa but rather some other sort of being, or you're having hallucinations. Both seem likely to me.

this CHAD is out here manifesting a FAIRY WIFE while YOU jerk off in SUCCUBUS GENERAL

>>40599080
this unironically
>>40591104 (OP)
Any happenings?

>>40591104 (OP)
This is fascinating. I recently had a female voice whisper "you're welcome" in my ear when trying to sleep a few nights ago and it scared the shit out of me. I have a friend that has embraced his skitso powers and is in communion with his daemon that he calls Apollo. He asked Apollo what the deal was and he said it was a feminine deity/spirit that reached out to me that identifies with "Scarlet". Started thinking "Red Woman/Whore of Babylon" but I'm not really sure.

I don't experience this entity like, IN MY MIND though. You're having a next level experience compared to me. I was wondering how our experiences might be connected....

And like the other posters said, this situation (yours and mine) doesn't sound like a "tulpa" per se so I'm curious where the whole feminine aspect is coming into play.

That is 100% a dmt entity. Aka demon possession. Lower realm but now too bad. You are fucked. It’s a hitchhiker. Parasite. An astral Jew.

Do some dmt you’ll meet them head on confront them.

>>40591104 (OP)
That sounds more like a sturdily built ghostly trannie you got there, sport.

>>40599183
ERRRM ghosts don't have a corporeal form DUMB ASS

Therefore, they cannot be sturdily built, POOPY HEAD RETARD HAHAHAHA get rekt bozo

>>40599731
how about "well-regulated" then

>>40600141
>Second Amendment
>A well regulated Militia,
>being necessary to the security of a free State,
>the right of the people to keep and bear Arms,
>shall not be infringed.

Shooty bang bang the bad guys with guns. Obtain freedom, liberty, and justice for all so we can post cute anime girls in peace and eat delicious ice cream in healthy moderation.
Yum.

>but what about the gun crime rate???

Everybody who's cool, based, and law-abiding should shoot those bad guys too, make them think twice before they ever try stealing our anime girls and ice cream forever again in a free, just, and lawful society.
Shrimple as that.

>but what if the military decides to become evil and corrupt and take over everything??? what will rifles do against tanks and fighter jets???

As long as the vast majority of Americans truly and strongly believe in the constitution itself, and what it ultimately stands for, the military will never, ever do such a thing in the very first place. Because the military will be filled with patriotic Americans who are sworn to support and defend the constitution against all threats. The moment we lose faith and integrity in the constitution, is the exact moment we lose faith in ourselves. And if worse case scenario does happen, that's what asymmetric and guerilla warfare is for. It wouldn't be the first time Americans fought for their freedoms against a superior military force and against tyranny and won.

>erm any final thoughts???

mmmmm guh.......buh.....

>>40591104 (OP)
Tulpas are not projected into your mind they are in your mind

this seems like some other kind of creature pretending to be one

>>40597950
I'm not so sure tulpa is the right word, either. She claims to be a real being in some parallel or higher world, preferring to refer to herself as a fairy. She has never claimed to be a construct.

>>40599129
No physical happenings since being socked in the jaw, however she has some conversational habits. For instance, she often reveals information to me, both true and false, that I wasn't aware of before. She deliberates over her wording, either repeating herself until she finds her favourite turn of phrase or correcting herself post engagement as if I'm experiencing a real-time stream of thoughts. She's also very quick to fold her lies under any scrutiny.

>>40599152
I have no way of knowing whether these entities are related, except for both introducing themselves in whispers and being of feminine form. There's also some synchronisity in the timing. I'm not so privvy to the paranormal, so I'm no authority and there are probably people here who can explain our situations more exactly. In fact, this is my second paranormal experience in all. I haven't been given her name, either.

I can begin journaling my experiences here, if you'd like.

- OP

>>40602082
>For instance, she often reveals information to me, both true and false, that I wasn't aware of before.

To exemplify this, she told me that the narrowest point along the English Channel is 32km, which is confirmed true with an internet search.

- OP

>>40602118
oh shit

>>40591104 (OP)
Congrats,.you are now on your way to becoming a tranny.

>>40602118
Hey op can you draw her? Curious about the form she appears towards you more, especially the geometric aspect.

>>40591104 (OP)
Do some hard labor for a couple weeks eat salt and make amends where you have wronged people. This will 100% remove this spirit out of your body.
Unless you are catching feeling for a fairy. Which should disgust you.

>>40591104 (OP)
tulpas don't exist anon.you're just mentally unwell like most on /x/

>>40591104 (OP)
>>40602082
>>40602118
Not a tulpa, this appears to be a spirit, specifically what is called a DMT fairy.

Congratulations on your new partner.