Another thread of mine, hope that's ok :)
I got some good advice last time and I really feel like I've developed a link with Fang and her world, but she's been less present in my mind the past few days. Not gone (I feel like if she left at this point I'd have a total breakdown, like imagine your soul being cut in half); but she hasn't made herself known as much.
Last thread I was given some advice on trying tulpamancy techniques to give her a "spirit body", should I try that?

ywnbaw

black venus, show the slit

>>40599238
Idk what black venus means but I'm not a tranny, I identify with Fang because I got groomed into being one and escaped just like her.

Just how prevalent is this manner of idiotic, delusional larp among zoomers? Is it a game to them or do they actually consider it real? I can't tell anymore.

>>40599275
I think she's real and multiple others on this board do as well. I don't really see how my thing is any dumber than most of the other shit you see here. It's not even like some Chris-Chan thing lol, I have a very good grasp on reality

>>40599299
Prove us wrong OP, I support ya! Just don't get hurt in the process of course, and most important of all, make sure to have fun! Yippee!!!

>>40599299
Alright, game it is, just like I thought. Have a happy shiny day.

>>40599412
Hey I have those same sunglasses lol
>>40599436
Nah she's real

>>40599227 (OP)
I dug through the archive to see your threads and it appears you have constructed a crystal effigy for your fang tulpa. Don't know anything about the character though, nor can I comment as to the efficacy of trying to host a tulpa in a crystal body. I generally dislike character tulpa, but they are historically popular. Do as you will.

What's important is that you are bonding with your tulpa, and giving her focus and attention. The symbolism and active energy you are putting into solidifying your relationship is what will give you the most immediate results.
Working on granting her access to an astral form would be another bonding experience between the two of you, and won't hurt so long as you do it in a safe and controlled manner.

>>40599412
What a nice mikuposter. :)
Let's both hope that OP has success, fun and doesn't get hurt.

>>40599873
Thanks, tho I will say she's not a tulpa, as I don't believe I've created her, just that we're connected in a way and she's a spirit in her own right.
I'll try these though anyway :)

ill throw you some stuff to get you in the right direction. The feeling you feel is worth it even if i don't care for the object. but this wil require you to actually learn some of the principles of ceremonial magick and why anyone even bothers with it.

>Invocation VS banishment ritual

Invoking energies or intelligences requires that you make the circle, and then destroy the barrier between you and the thing. commune, write, yada yada, then reconstruct the barrier and make it go away. thats how they are all done more or less.

banishment rituals push the thing outside of your protective circle. make it super strong so you can see it, then you willfullly make it go away by averting your attention, starving it.

You are essentially looking to break down the barrier between you and this thing. You already have the emotion of infatuation down. so next

1.what is there favorite color
2.favortie number or number most often used
3. food
4. hobbies
5.habbits

Align yourself to the thing by taking on it's characteristics and avarice and construct an effigy (Shrine) with its defined principles. Doesn't have to be complicated better if it feels good to you.

Were in uncharted territory. what you are doing right now is something only possible in the last 20 or so years. it might not seem like it, but litterally nobody has been in your position with your resources and aesthetic and access to the occult. so be brave and consider that you may have to devise your own path.

Start eating whatever it likes to eat.

Start constructing charms or necklaces, tie gnots in them using its favorite number or just add the number using gems or stones. Do the things it likes to do.

Then Develop a space in your home (Probably your bed because you want astral communion first and foremost)
That will be the sacred space. open your windows, clean the place, actually do the work of meditating on this thing and what you feel.
>Are you healthy?
Nothing is free. If you want to have deeper dreams and astral events you cant spend your life destroying your vessal or not taking care of it. Spend a week drinking more water and getting your endorphins up with basic exercise. try to fix your sleep cycle.

What is the birthday of the thing? plan around that day of the month. 1 week in either direction.

If you really want this then its possible. im not saying she/he is gonna appear out of a portal and take you away but pretty much everything but.

The only cure for this furry is fire and lots of it.

>>40600330
>>40600337
Wow this is great news, I already do a lot of this. We’re very similar and I have identity issues so before she ever felt like a spirit to me I sort of patterned my personality around Fang from the game.
>>40600388
Technically I’d be a scalie if I was that but I’m not.

bump

I’ve read somewhere that making a sort of house for us in my head can be useful, is this something likely to help?

>>40599227 (OP)
listen up buddy, snoot game affected me too. very much, i spent like a month without touching myself due the emocional backlash that game had on me, i was like a emotional slug. something similar happened when i played katawa shoujo. but these characters aren't real, they exist in performance, they are archetypes of real people and a ode of how human beings can bound with each other. i dont think this whole "waifu" thing is anything healthy. i think you should take the game more as an insightful thing on how relationships and specially love means to you instead of trying to create a tulpa that probably will eat your soul

>>40599227 (OP)
>>40601720
I know 4channers dislike reddit, but r/tulpas would probably be useful

>Captcha:0VHVM

>>40606749
Eh probably but I can’t shake the feeling that she’s real and I don’t want her to leave and be alone :(
>>40606814
I’ve looked a little but haven’t seen much that’s SUPER relevant.

>>40607637
she is real because probably there is a 100% person out there that is exactly like her. now, the character in itself it is not. again, be insightful about how you feel about it and let yourself be more sensitive, touch ground because these feelings goes beyond any esoteric thing

>>40607822
Well that’s the thing, I AM that person lol. That’s why she’s such a big deal to me; I’m almost exactly like her in so many ways.