Did you have any unfulfilled dreams that the reality of this world crushed? - /x/ (#40609908) [Archived: 681 hours ago]

Anonymous
6/27/2025, 12:44:28 AM No.40609908
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6/27/2025, 12:48:09 AM No.40609925
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>>40609908 (OP)

Ideas. But why should that crush me. I am clearly right. Know that moment when someone insulted you repeatedly against better warning ... :)
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 1:01:44 AM No.40610003
>>40609908 (OP)
Yes, all of them.
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Anonymous
6/27/2025, 4:26:35 AM No.40611005
>>40610003
:(
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 6:56:03 AM No.40611623
>>40610003
Same
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:13:22 AM No.40611672
>>40609908 (OP)
So far the universe has always granted me what I needed, good and bad, because I longed to know. When you are pure in heart things always turn around, yes I had periods where I felt hopeless and truly thought my suffering would never end. But this is just life, it's never going to be perfect, but you can find perfection in the chaos, you can find inspiration and the will to fight. I'm not going to say happiness comes from nothing, you have to walk towards it, even when you feel like you can't, experience new things, walk away from fear because it keeps you where you don't want to be. I don't dream of things anymore I don't have, if we are only in the present, then make it feel like you have everything in the now, and if the now sucks, then walk away from what hurts you, can always try new things.
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:15:51 AM No.40611683
>>40609908 (OP)
no
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:20:02 AM No.40611699
>>40609908 (OP)
Majority of people do, welcome to capitalist life ran by corporations. You're not meant to follow your dreams, you're meant to be a cog in a machine so people richer than you can fufil their dreams.
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:20:08 AM No.40611700
>>40609908 (OP)
of course, i will never recover. but that's my only goal in life.
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:35:44 AM No.40611755
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>>40609908 (OP)
Unfullfilled dreams in reality stay unfulfilled when you dont realize that reality is but a dream that can be fulfilled as you dream.

Reality can seem pretty hopeless at times, but a dream isn't truly a dream if you don't dream about it all the time. You couldn't have! Because it didn't become your reality yet!

So keep dreaming.
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:47:15 AM No.40611783
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No, I feel as if the universe grants me what I desire in a monkey's paw way. For example, I want money so inflation happens. I have more money but it's less useful. I want better ideas for my writing, so my brain processes speed up and shower me with a non-stop waterfall of thoughts I need to manage and calm. I want time off work, so I get horrendously ill and my entire body hurts. I feel as if no matter how specific I get with my desires and meditate on them, something will always go horribly wrong so long as I desire anything.
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6/27/2025, 7:48:28 AM No.40611787
>>40609908 (OP)
yes
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 7:52:44 AM No.40611800
>>40609908 (OP)
none of my dreams are ever crushed. they take a clearer shape. this is from a concern with inner states rather than external appearance.
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 8:59:27 AM No.40612050
>>40609908 (OP)
Yes, but the difference is that I crushed them myself.
>By 23, I fully realize I'm gay and enter the best relationship of my life with another guy for 3+ years >he proposes to me, and my brain activates something strange, a weird arousal at the thought of sabotaging my own happiness and comfort >tell him I cant be with him, and lie to him about being straight >never had arousal towards women in my life >despite that, start trying to fuck women who have a crush on me >need to think about cock to stay hard, but the psychological high of being with the "correct" sex is intensely satisfying >decide to never be with a man ever again
>have had the same gf for 2 years now
Anonymous
6/27/2025, 2:42:52 PM No.40612858
>>40609908 (OP)
Yeah i wanted to be a girl...
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Anonymous
6/27/2025, 2:44:12 PM No.40612864
>>40612858
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