I know.
How does it feel?

>>40658421 (OP)
like staring at an abyss for the first time

You talkin' to me?
'cause there is no one else here
'You talkin' to me?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_6ioe2PQIA

>>40658421 (OP)
how do you think it feels?

>>40658430
Maybe there is hope for you. Do you know how to swim in the ocean and not die?
>>40658468
For the worst ones, absolutely terrifying. An imperfect analogy: a young boy being screamed at by his parents, guilting him to jump into a fire naked.
Or: A bee coming home to find its hive is full of wasps and honey has melted over the exit behind it.
Obviously the experience is too subjective to communicate well but it is what I had to face and I wasn't even given time to prepare.
My advice? Put it all on faith and let it ride. It is too late for them to do anything else.

>>40658502
For the ones who secretly took my advice, against the demands of their egregore?
It will be like taking a test they studied an outdated book for. They will pass because it is familiar enough but the worry, perhaps even some miniature dread, will be present as well.

>>40658421 (OP)
I've seen things you wouldn't believe

>>40658641
I'm glad the time wasn't completely wasted then.

>>40658421 (OP)
To treat me like you do

>>40658421 (OP)
This is the crisis I knew had to come
Destroying the balance I'd kept

>>40658819
I know.
>>40658973
That was not balance at all, selfish. An illusion of stability for a few whiners.
And at the cost of myself and nearly every other poster, thief. You had plenty of time to wean yourselves off. Of course my benevolence will be forgotten as it was mostly wasted and taken for granted anyways. Did you think I would simply perish in the meantime?
Fix your hearts or die.

Taking another bite now, can you believe the appetite which has accrued?

It feels like I'm alive, boss

>>40660046
Sorry it took more time than agreed.