>Being alive is like winning the lottery.
Is this true? It often doesn't seem like it while being an insignificant human in a world of several billions, with countless having come and gone before. Are there really octillions of vying for a human birth souls across time and space, and we are the lucky ones to have manifested into highest physical form on Earth?

>>40666474 (OP)
>Are there really octillions of vying for a human birth souls across time and space
No, there aren't. But statistically, I'd guess it is quite a thing for your sperm to have been the one.

I survived Rape on May 18th 2025.
That felt like winning the lottery.

>>40666702
why did you capitalize Rape? is he a person?

>>40666474 (OP)
Absolutely.
Being alive means being neccessary to alive-ness, to bring love to others.

>>40666474 (OP)
>Need to win the actual lottery to not have to wageslave on this shit hole planet

Yeah feel real lucky to be here

>>40666474 (OP)
Yes. We are the chosen few

>>40666702

Sorry to hear that anon. I hope you find some solace and help.

>>40666702
Rape == death?
DId you thank God for being raped? That was part of his plan you know, according to Chirst-cucks anyway.

>>40666702
*hugs*

>>40666474 (OP)
This is God's touture chamber. Stuff like >>40666702 is the common mode of existence. You are brought into sentience to suffer for his enjoyment. They analogy is the monkey snuff videos that do the rounds sometimes. You are the monkey and God is the one having fun watching the video.

>>40666474 (OP)
This is the best mindset to have even if it’s wrong
Though the evidence suggests it is true

>>40666474 (OP)
Out of the 20-100 Million sperm cells you were the only one to make it to the egg. It's just a shame the best part of you dripped down your mothers asscrack.

>>40666474 (OP)
Way WAY more than that.
You are a mix of random egg and sperm. A random mix between millions.
Each mix can have a million variation too (what side I gonna pick from mom and which side from dad)
So like millions^millions chance
And if we assume that YOU the one with consciousness and understanding of self is bound to material and not a soul, then you being alive and YOU was a freaking chance that might not happen EVER again.
I mean it was 1 out of million^million
What’s the chance of that happening?

>>40666474 (OP)
Imagine me doing all that and still having existential dread every day and wanting to die.

>>40669446
Are we the spirit world's Jews?

>>40667188
That's what happens when you bow to man-made shit. Go serve your master and be forever wanting.

>>40666474 (OP)
My life is shit, in various very ironic ways, my mind/soul/worldview are literally incompatible with my physical reality, my shit life is unlivable for me, and not even suicide is possible for me. So, on the contrary, being alive feels like being punished for no good fucking reason, fuck all the gay hippie faggots who insist life is a blessing

>>40671062
Given enough time, there is a 100% chance of you existing. Once you die, given enough time, there is a 100% chance of you existing again. You will eventually experience everything that is possible in the confines of this set of physical laws. You are trapped here, maybe against your will, and there is fuck all you can do about it.

>>40672126
Nope
If you don’t have a kid, that unique combo of genes, or at least half of it is ETERNALLY LOST.
It took so many thousands of years maybe even millions, to get to you, and this was it

>>40666474 (OP)
>>40672035
It’s a lottery to burn off your Karma. Earth is a great place to do that in only a few lifetimes. And no, karma not in a punishment context, but because you did “something” elsewhere you need a deep “rebalancing”

That’s why humans get no sympathy it seems, because we “deserve” it and need it basically

>>40672235
Fuck karma, fuck god(s) and fuck you dirty hippie nigger.
I didn’t do shit and I shouldn’t be paying for shit

>>40666702
God bless you anon

>>40671252
Did you post this via smoke signals anon? Or an electronic device that cost money?

>>40666702
Is rape really something you surive? Isn't it more of an experience? Is death by rape really that common? Getting killed during rape is not the same thing as the rape killing you. Or is it along the lines of a t-shirt that says "I Survived Guns N Roses!"?

>>40675196
Damn you must be the biggest retard you know. I can’t imagine what you must look like

>>40666474 (OP)
I was raped as a baby and abused for 30 years.
If this is winning the lottery, it's a shit jackpot.