>>40678622 (OP)I'm not sure how to directly answer that question, OP, but what I do know for sure is that for many years in my life I've known nothing but mental and emotional despair and emptiness on a daily basis for a few years now and have contemplated taking my own life for the same amount of time as well.
I thought everything was completely hopeless for me, and I thought there was no other way out of this but to take my own worthless, miserable life. But I kept going, because life finds a way, anon, and now I'm slowly but surely turning things around for myself for the better, and I'm beginning to regain my sense of self, my own sense of strength and hope and quite possibly a new sense of purpose in my life now, and hopefully I'll reach true happiness again once and for all.
Anon, I wish the same happiness for you as well, for everybody on this board who may be browsing and struggling right now as we speak. Your Soul, your Consciousness, and by extension your own Life, is an extremely precious thing that's completely unique to who you are, and no one person or thing on this planet can ever take that away from you. So please, Anon, continue to fight for you precious life, for as long as there is a will, there will be a way out of this mess, and you will overcome your difficult trial and tribulation. That's a promise for sure. So continue to live your life to the fullest, anon, never give up on hope and in yourself, and you'll make it out OK. As long as you do that, victory will be assured.
With that being said, I recommend getting Sunlight, it's important for the body, mind and the Soul. I wish you good luck, Godspeed, and please take care of yourself, my friend. Your life matters, as is mine, and as is everybody else's too. Thank you very much for reading.
>>40680084>>40680312>>40682642>>40682713I wish the same for you guys as well, good luck, Godspeed, and please take care. Don't forget to get Sunlight! Thanks.