Last night, instead of asking for death like I usually do, I asked how to have more compassion and love for myself and others, and had a dream where a dozen buddhas spun above me with a soft pink and orange background.

Any ideas what happened?

You asked, and you got an answer. Maybe it was just you, maybe it wasn't. What do you want me to say?

>>40679042 (OP)
yeah you fell asleep

>>40679042 (OP)
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>>40679042 (OP)
That's how the universe communicates in spirit language. You interpret the colors together with the spinning buddhas. In spirit form you would just know what it meant but in material form you lose it's meaning and it needs to be interpreted.

>>40679042 (OP)
Sounds like a special message for you, anon, the orange is compassion and the pink is love. Looks like you got some of that from the Buddhas, so that's pretty cool. I hope you use this opportunity to turn your life around, my friend, and I hope you're able to go to sleep at night while looking forward to waking up for tomorrow with peace and happiness in mind. Please make sure to get plenty of Sunlight, anon, it's helps to invigorate the body, mind, and soul which gives you the energy to keep pushing forward in life and to finally overcome your difficult trial and tribulation. Keep believing in yourself and in victory and you'll make it out OK. That's a promise for sure. Good luck, take care, and Godspeed, buddy.

>>40680448
The spinning means spiritual freedom. His spirit is being suppressed and the buddhas are trying to get him to break free.

>>40680602
Oh, good point. I didn't think of that part. Nice eye for detail

>>40680448
interesting

>>40679042 (OP)
Make a personal blog faggot

>>40679042 (OP)
Last night I had 3 dreams. In the first dream I caught a big fish and I held it down by the tail as my brother chopped its head off with an axe. I then went swimming in a big river full of fish. In the second dream I was inspecting fire escapes for a rig big building, but someone had cut all the escape ladders in half. In the third dream I was in a big library searching for a scroll, and we finally found the scroll but it had been mostly burned to ashes by fire. I woke up just as we were somehow learning to use magic to rebuild the burned sections of the scroll and recreate its original form

>>40679042 (OP)
They turned you gay

I cast out my demon and i stopped dreaming

>>40679042 (OP)
see id never ask for something like that, i would only ask for death because i dont like life and want to die. I would have felt like i missed my only oppertunity to ask for escape. Idk, I never get along anyways with any entities in dreams or visions i meet so, whatever.
>Death FTW!

>>40682623
>i would only ask for death because i dont like life and want to die.
I know that feeling all too well, buddy, I felt the same way for a long time myself practically every single day for years. But now, much to my own surprise, I'm beginning to do much better in life, I'm starting to slowly, but surely regain strength and hope in myself to continue to pursue life and happiness. I sincerely and wholeheartedly wish the same for you as well, my anonymous friend.

Anyway, what personally helped me out significantly were 3 things, Sunlight, antidepressant medication, and good ol' fashion coffee. I highly recommend you start getting a lot of Sunshine for your skin and eyes, not directly of course, but let that Sunlight make contact with your skin and eyes because this will not only help to trigger the production of Vitamin D, but also other various important neurochemicals and hormones like Serotonin and Dopamine, which are extremely important for treating and reversing depression after all.

Antidepressants helped to get me back on my feet when I was at my lowest, coffee helped me with mundane, everyday life, Sunlight is what's going to give me the strong and necessary foundation to finally reverse my depression and anxiety for good. So I hope you get Sunlight for you body, mind, and soul, and whatever other tools necessary to help you overcome your depression once and for all. Just know that your life, you soul, and your consciousness is an extremely precious thing, so please keep fighting for it, my friend. Victory will surely be yours for as long as you keep pushing forward and never give up on yourself and in your life. That's a promise for sure. Good luck, Godspeed, and please take care, Anonymous. Thank you.
>Life FTW!

>>40679042 (OP)
Dunno
Stoicism and have more contact with feminine figures in your life
The way to truly become a strong masculine figure, is by allowing certain feminine thought habits to run on the "outside" (consciousness) that way you liberate inner thought processes for the masculine to run. Blocking any feminine traits (receptivity, creativity.. Etc. Anyways it's not what you think just look them up).
That's pretty much what i gathered from the dream.

>>40684149
>Stoicism and have more contact with feminine figures in your life
Very based and cool

Based

>>40679042 (OP)
At least you got a reply.
For years I ask every night for dying in my sleep, it never happens. And when instead I ask for life to get better, nothing happens either.