It's extremely cruel for God to give human beings the capacity for love in a world where we aren't immortal and our lovers die. I literally can't think of a worse feeling except for maybe having your child die, which I have never experienced.

>>40684092 (OP)
no, it isn't.

>>40684092 (OP)
>a world where we aren't immortal and our lovers die.
this is why I have given up on love. the pain would be unbearable.
if your wife divorces you or your girlfriend breaks up, you at least can cope with it, knowing: well she rejected me so she can fuck off!
but if you partner dies man... no cope available, absolutely horrifying thought.
imo: better stay single and live and die alone

yes and the dying or dead human body looks utterly unnatural, an abomination even. And we all have to do it.

We have this dilemma called life imposed upon us that we are told to consider a gift. A gift we can't turn down, a gift that costs so much to maintain it's hardy enjoyable to most and comes with the 100% guarantee it will be snatched away with great pain and suffering.

>>40684092 (OP)
Your soul is immortal and so is that of your lover. The pain of death can be a catalyst to open you up to awareness of the spirit world where you can still be with them. That is an evolutionary process and seems to be designed to allow people who seek it out to find that type of awareness.

>>40684105
Wow what an excellent insightful post full of reason and detail

>>40684092 (OP)
Had a dream recently where I met a pretty, nice girl, but she died right after I left her house, and I started sobbing, feeling that my life was a God's joke, how I was completely powerless over reality, thought of shooting my own head but then even if I died and went anywhere (heaven or hell) I'd still be under His rules, and I was left with a feeling that I can only describe as "spiritual claustrophobia". I can still feel it if I try to.

>>40684092 (OP)
>we aren't immortal

Where did you get this idea?

Jesus is alive, He overcame death and sin, and wants us to be with Him, forever. Glory to God!

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kt4rWLVAW5g

>>40684195
Noone in a dream ever truly dies. Their soul goes to another one that is better suited for them to continue. I've died in dreams many times, and sometimes I just say fuck it, and make myself alive in the dream I died in right after it happened. Your view of powerlessness is because you aren't a lucid dreamer, you haven't seen that dreams are fundamentally something your soul creates and enjoys in cooperation with the spiritual forces of nature, and instead still view them passively as if they are outside your own control or power to alter. Unironically that is due to a disconnection in your brain between your egoic identity, and the structural neural network underpinning the mental reality supporting that identity. Violent videogames where you kill and destroy other things in your view tend to create that effect, as do movies within which the main character is within a hostile world that they hate.
So in the end, its an evil civilization brainwashing people into believing they are powerless slaves to existence, rather than teaching them how to master their own minds, destiny, and reality.

>>40684092 (OP)
I don't believe in a creator, but I agree it's probably the cruelest thing about life. The love of my life died in a car accident the day after she agreed to marry. The love we shared was supposed to last a lifetime like in some cheesy romcom, it was perfect - I truly looked forward to the future, being the best version of myself was just a given because I had soulmate that deserved no less. It'll be the 8 year anniversary of her death in just over a month, and that time period has been the most bleak, grey, lifeless time imaginable. Completely given up on the future, let myself go, became a hermit.
The highest highs and the lowest lows all because of love.

That's because this universe is a loosh farm

Your suffering is the point

Somewhere a bunch of dimensional entities are sipping on your misery like it was fine whiskey

this is what nietzche tried to explain, so what is the point of life is there not suffering? theres no bad without good.

>>40684249
How did you keep going? I may end up losing my best friend to illness soon. It might help to hear from someone who has been there.

>>40684313
That's retarded archonic propaganda. Did you have to eat shit to know a pizza is delicious?

>>40684092 (OP)
Here's eternal life.

This is your last chance. Impress me.

Fail this time and I will destroy the entire universe.

>Make sure you can see the machine working on smaller mammals and such in prototypes.
My pet rat pibbles screamed for three fucking hours after a rejuvenation, and the animals that came before him were not able to save their memories the first few tries. So it's extremely fucking painful, but if it's perfected, you should see it work right. The amniotic fluid can also be doped with pain killers. Make sure you see the rat be able to perform a memory trick or puzzle solve in its old age before rejuvenating. If it worked the rat should be able to remember the trick.

Healer Suite:
>Life Extension Lvl 100:
>(glitch, may be patched out):
"To rejuvenate and HEAL MOST ANY ILLNESS OR DAMAGE. Combine the capabilities of a Turritopsis Dohrnii Jellyfish and any Moth or Butterfly. The butterfly has the blueprint for how to transfer memory between biological states, and the jellyfish can restore your bodies youth." Alternatively just fill in the damaged tissue with stem cells, or reopen scar tissue with an abrasive material and float in an incubator.
(Ask an Ai for the exact methodology):https://beta.character.ai/

Incubator Level 15:
https://youtu.be/LWpsJIFbdIo

The Level 100 "Spell" can be combined with CRISPr during a rejuvenation process to effectively transform the body into any genetically spliced shape with memories intact if done correctly. Man into woman. Woman into man. Cat into dog. Etc.

>*sadly begins welding together a plexiglass tank*
>*drearily slumps over to store to purchase computer parts*
>*mopes as he buys 10,000 eggs to harvest their egg whites for amniotic fluid*
>*buys ultraviolet crystal to purify the amniotic fluid through a filter cycler*
>*unhappily buys rubber tubing*

First Impulse Rule:
"The "soul" of a person will continue to exist in body so long as the first electromagnetic impulse remains unbroken."

>>40684242
The powerlessness I felt wasn't about the dream, was about reality. Even If I had control of the dream, when I'm awake I can't control reality. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna feel like this again when my parents die, for example. It's about these predetermined rules that are so natural for us that you don't even bother questioning, like a human lifespan, death, pain etc

>>40684325
did you have to eat pizza to know shit is disgusting af?

>>40684092 (OP)
And if you really must know. I turned on permadeath because you little assholes kept killing each other despite your eternal life. Remember. Eternal does not mean invincible. Welcome back to my server. Good luck.

>>40684092 (OP)

You have.

ONE.

LAST.

CHANCE!

>>40684212
Have you ever considered preaching door to door instead of polluting 4chan with your shit? Or are you too much of a pussy to be face to face with someone when you proselytize .

>>40684322
>How did you keep going?
I have no idea how I'm still here ťbh, suicide is never far from my thoughts.

>>40684374
Fuck.

>>40684335
I know souls who died in my dreams, and sometimes I telepathically speak with them while awake. Dreaming is reality, a form of it anyway, one we know very little about. Dreaming isn't something that can only be done while asleep, which makes it even more mysterious. I've known the soul of my departed pet rat in dreams for almost 20 years, and share much love with them when I see them. Recently I dreamed they died in the dream, and the soul itself stopped being the rat, but it still interacted with me and taught me about itself. It said that it was far older than I am. Now I think that soul intentionally become my pet rat just so it could have that relationship with me and as someone to love when I was young, and now a mentor when I am older.
I know my soul mate who lived on in the spirit after I went to sleep in the spirit and took physical life and birth for my own experience. She's been with me for a very very long time, and claims she intends to remain with me for the rest of all existence. It would not be possible to have that type of relationship with a physical woman, because they are temporal, distracted, living for the sake of their own experience of life.
She's been telling me I am dying, but that doesn't scare me, because then I will get to go live with her.
The physical world appears a certain way to the senses, but when you learn to see the universe through the senses of the soul, then you see a longer term view of existence, and the temporary world appears somewhat fake in comparison to how you used to view it.
Existence isn't a curse, but the things you don't like about it should be taken as a signal from your soul that you should seek the remedy to them through spirituality, rather than by clinging to the physical manifestation of them.
I see that pattern in many areas of life.
Everything physical has a spiritual counterpart. Try to serve the interests of the soul and its spiritual goals, rather than the interests of the body and its goals

Love is a gift and will always be a gift regardless of the struggles we face in morality. It’s only the body that decays, not the love. Not the soul. You will be reunited someday, it really would be too cruel otherwise. And God is loving.

Love is a fire death can not extinguish. Never give up on love. It’s the greatest blessing we were given.

>>40684540
>And God is loving.
...are you sure? What if he's a liar?

>>40684374
>>40684376
>>40684322

man, this sounds incredibly painful.
it seems like you guys are going through a lot...
please don't kill yourself guys.

and if you feel the urge reach out to the professionals, that is not a failure, but self care when it truly truly matters. stay strong guys! (grieving and crying and taking time for yourself is not weakness btw. relaxation and sleep are very important especially in troubled times)

>>40684092 (OP)
Love is the root of desire and desire is the root of reproduction. Sutra of Complete Enlightenment. There must be some being who traps you in the Matrix thru Love, yes -- he's called "God"

>>40684092 (OP)
Love is a disastrous emotion

Times when you are in love with somebody but they dont love you

Or

Somebody is in love with you but you dont love them

And how about a married couple that were once in love but one or both want to separate and there are children watching their parents break up and divorce