Thread 40702305

Do you worry about becoming evil?

>>40702305 (OP)
No, not when you follow Christ Jesus; He will help you turn your back to evil - the victory over it, is His.

Please Lord; help the girl in OP pic, Lujan or whatever her name is, you know Lord, please help her to have eyes to see, and ears to hear.

>>40702305 (OP)
Nigga i don't even worry about becoming dust, why would i worry about becoming something less real than that?

>>40702305 (OP)
No. Evil people do not like me/avoid me like the plague, so I don’t really see how I could ever get close enough to them to ever be inducted into their world view, or ever really become like them.

Evil is just an abstraction of laziness

>>40702305 (OP)
YES absolutely! I am very worried about that. That is why I CONSTANTLY seek approval from external authorities that I am indeed still GOOD.

>>40702444
Yes, because communists and the third reich were known for their consummate lack of work ethic

>>40702475
I think he’s more so talking about how it’s relatively easier to be evil than it is to be kind, patient, and loving.

Oh, also communism is good.

Pretty often, yeah.
The objectively bad behavior of my ancestors was written in my DNA so I came outta the womb wanting to do some pretty messed up stuff.
Childhood trauma packed on top of that made for a literally diabolical existence.
I've spent the past few years taking medication, reassessing my choices and motivations and actively trying to become an objectively better person.
Much to my dismay, I'm surrounded by people who aren't doing a similar thing, so it's me and God on this one.

>>40702475
What we consider evil are actions that are easy. Yes the third reich was evil because genocide is frankly easier than fundamentally reshuffling a nation's economy to rationally fit the needs of everyone.

>>40702513
What makes an "objectively" good person?

>>40702305 (OP)
Although some deny it, everyone is evil at least sometimes in some ways, but most don't do much harm because they barely have any power.

>>40702305 (OP)
I genuinely have so much contempt in my heart for women, but I do a very good job hiding it because I run a small business and about 25% of my customers are women, and half the men who come in have a woman telling them what they can and can't buy.

I'm trying to find ways to get over my hatred of women and accept women as half of humanity - but women do not make it easy. It is genuinely so difficult for me to respect them and not view them with suspicion and derision.

It's like a weird tension in my heart - half of me wants to be a liberator who helps everyone ascend, but the other half of me simply hates women so much and wants to reduce them to pets as they once were (and the Yaldabaoth intended them to be). I know this is a dangerous schism in my heart and that I need to destroy the slaver half of my desires.

>>40702525
That's a difficult question to answer, and it questions my world view, so I'm going to attempt to surmise my take on this the best I can.
Awareness is the root, that which is.
Awareness (or consciousness) partitioned itself.
Some of these partitioned aspects started basically eating other aspects.
I don't know what the other ones did but this complex interplay gave rise to higher order interactions and the different lokas emerged.
Basically being a good person, in my definition, which I consider objective (for now), is to not engage is the eating of other portioned aspects of awareness to the best of your ability.
This is kinda the framework I work with and it serves me right now.

>>40702305 (OP)
all the time. this thing I used to call my moral compass has been falling into decay the longer I'm alive. I haven't done anything unforgivable but I've gotten more craven and indifferent. but my own self hate brings me back to who I am

>>40702598
Same. I do this even though I'm not sure these are equal partitions, or perhaps even partitions at all (from the partitioned vantage point I can't really tell). I don't consider it an absolute rule though, as the conflict between these aspects may sometimes be unavoidable.

No, because I have cube

>>40702305 (OP)
no not really. i think i am evil at times. i try not to be but it's just there.

>>40702790
>"Oh, but what I would not give to have even a single company of Prometheans here right now... oh, they would most certainly restore order with their trademark lethality..."
>— 343 Guilty Spark musing to himself as his Installation is about to be destroyed

>>40702838
>conflict between these aspects may sometimes be unavoidable
I think consciousness (whatever that is, I just synonymize it with awareness) is the root, or the fundamental axiom.
The partitioning of consciousness being the second order of emergence.
Then these partitioned aspects interacting with one another as the third order of emergence.
So it seems partitioning and interacting with fellow partitioned units are the building blocks of all things I am aware of.
So if somewhere next in the order of emergence, these primary partitioned units starting to cannibalize each other, it would be mirrored in most (or all) of emergence. Unity probably is too, we have a lot of different things we can tune into and choose to amplify.

>>40702305 (OP)

Yes, sometimes I do. Sometimes I wonder if I am a good person, or just a pathetic scumbag.

>>40702891
Sure, but sometimes a violent nigger is just going to get into your shit.

>>40702921
Am I doing something wrong by trying to make sense of the world and talk with anons on a website? This is the kinda shit that makes me NOT want to be an OBJECTIVLY better person.

>>40702940
>This is the kinda shit that makes me NOT want to be an OBJECTIVLY better person.
Such is the reality of our existence here, better to embrace that struggle and what it might mean for consciousness as a whole. For that matter what does "objectively better" actually mean?

>>40702984
>objectively better
I typed out a big long explanation but ultimately I have tried to transcend the concept of lower and higher, but it's so ingrained in my structure that I find it nearly impossible. So to answer your question, I don't know

i am already the most evil being in existence as of now. but i don’t believe in evil. or morality

No. I fully embrace it.

>>40702305 (OP)
Already have

>>40702535
Completely understandable - women are vile, have no soul or spirit, and are only as valuable as their physical beauty, caregiving skills, and ability to give birth. They are genuinely worthless beyond these values and there is nothing they can do that men can't do better other than pump babies out of their cunts. Truly.

>>40702305 (OP)
I already serve evil knowingly, while I feel regret there is no excuse and to maintain my lifestyle and fear of losing it I cooperate with the state. What bothers me more is that the Gods don't seem to care about what humanity does to each other. Demons are smart enough to stay out of the way. It feels like humanity is on it's own perhaps rightfully so.

>>40702305 (OP)
Why would I be? It's up to me to decide what evil is.

>>40703603
Maybe i should too.

>>40702491
40 million dead Russians, 60 million dead Chinese and 2 million Cambodians disagree.

>>40702305 (OP)
Yes. I do some evil things like sloth and wrath but I truly believe that evil souls can become good by choosing to do one right thing and then another.

So you can become or be evil but you don’t have to stay that way.

Only thing I'm worried about is finding a date to the prom

>1. The three cosmic laws of Synthesis, Attraction and Economy.

>2. The Sirian law of Karma.

>3. The seven laws of the solar system.

>>40702305 (OP)
Yes, but I also think that fear is what keeps me from becoming evil.

Of course, becoming comfortable in that knowledge of the fear is a trap that leads to justifying evil because "I couldn't, I'm too afraid of becoming evil." And that's why we remain ever-vigilant.

That said, no one is perfect. We can only hope to become better than who we were. Improvement upon our own failings, becoming more compassionate, kind, and helpful to others.

>>40702336
The amount of evil done in the name of Jesus, and you come up in here with this post? Please.

I feel like the more I try to escape evil, the more I get turned towards it. It is the flaw of my design that I have a strong victim mentality and I need to remind myself everytime that I am in fact not well, I turn into a different person everyday, trying to stabilize thoughts is hard.

>>40702305 (OP)
I do. I try and balance my actions with the consequences they will have on others.
Those who don’t are either hoping someone will clean up their mess, or expecting them to.

Be mindful of your actions.

>>40702305 (OP)
No. Jesus was still tempted in the wilderness and I'm pretty far from Jesus.

Out of Darkness and Light I am fearfully and wonderfully made.

>>40702305 (OP)
What even is evil? I want to be able to do what is necessary

>>40702434
this, i escape the evil doers and where i go they shall not follow. they will burn in a hell of their own creation and die in their sin.

>>40702336
You're a gay pedophile, let that sink in.

>>40702305 (OP)
I worry about not ever becoming good, that's all I worry about.

>planet of psychotic apes worshipping evil gods

dunno why I even bothered

>>40702486
It's so easy to laugh, it's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind

>>40702305 (OP)
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ive done good by people my whole life and i get no respect, no love, no acknowledge, and absolutely no respect. conspired againts by people i thought were "chill" ive seen levels of fake in people that would make you question if any of it is real. they took my name so now i dont have to worry about what people think. i lost all my credibility being nice, that is weakness.

if i were to change and try to get my way they would say im evil, for sure. maybe i want to be evil. always getting fired or quitting because i didnt stand up for my self. how can i stand up for my self and not get a court date? theres no way i can know when or how so i will ask the devil when to do it. blindly i will go because ive seen way too much to be bothered or bullied at work for minimum wage. the next time someone take food of my plate i swear to god

>>40706175
its when you have fully thought about all your options and feel in your heart that violence and rage will be justified and those thought dont make your heart hurt it makes it sing. i want to ruin someones life before i die. imma get their kids taken away ill fuckin break into their homes and install shit onto their network and steal their kids college fund because i know im worth that money. the shortchange and wages due will be paid in BLOOD! im not good at anything, but i think i want to try and ruin as many lives as i can.
"hes crazy"
"fucking monster"
ive been a monster for trying to be kind all they see is a freak. an entire life time of thinking about what i said and how i could have done better to gain the approval of people i love; with nothing to gain. i dont care about money i just wanted to work my 40 hours and integrate into society and they wont let me do it because im ugly or something. i have no idea what they see but they all see the same thing, making the same facial expressions as they react to small talk. how dare i try to exists. shit hurts but thats life everyone has their own signature suffering tailored to them. i have to be crazy, i cant be me! ive been denied my humanity. cant wait to apply for a minimum wage job where someone my age cant say "WE". cause of how i walk how i talk people even make comments about how im breathing > I CANT EVEN BREATHE THEIR AIR! im not good enough for their world now ill show them i am. i will show them there are lessers and not all people are equal. i cant wait for the animosity now and its like they can feel it the silence is golden they ask me whats wrong and interrupt me when i tell them. some things cannot be said with words and to go quiet is to deny what makes you human.

>>40705987

fuckin satan suckers are the weakest!!! i dont need to pray to satans red dick to fuck your shit up. now i told you once today and ill tell you again. sign this release of liability form and agree to mutual combat ill pull out a loan and drive through your front door and dog walk your bitch ass! you better pray to that star in private and shut the fuck up or show us all how "evil" you are. your blood stinks bitch just like your mother and father, a long bloodline of lesser individuals. keep sitting in a dark room trying to cast spells into the corner, you have only manifested dust and empty mountain dew cans.
fuck bro you wanna cast a spell on me hocus pocus blowin smokus. oh is that you i feel a pain in my back. ill pull your pants down and fuck you broad day light. decrepit little satan troon.the only enlightenment is through combat you filthy piece of shit.

>>40705987
go paint your nails black and read the kabalion you fucking faggot AHAHAHAHHA curse me bitch im already doomed im out of control

>>40702305 (OP)
Supposedly we are here to grow.

That can be amoral. Really evil people can grow a lot.
And supposedly pain that makes you grow is "good/a necessary good".

I'm worried that being evil could be moral or even good on the eyes of God..

>>40707345
This is the kind of self-contradictory nonsense that comes from thinking good and evil have extrinsic existence.
Good and evil are judgements. Opinions.
Does it make any sense to worry things God judges as evil are really things God judges as evil?
No, that is completely stupid.
Is it possible that things YOU judge evil are judged to be good by God?
Sure, no issue whatsoever, and all it shows is that you and God disagree.

And no - we are not here to grow. This is an indulgence, and we are only here until we realize we shouldnt be.

>>40707384
i dont feel at home in this world anymore and i cant just leave

>>40707384
I’m with you up until the point you say we are here until we realize we shouldn’t be. There’s no basis to believe that. I would counter that we are here because we fill a function for some unknowable purpose and just like your lungs don’t have to know why they exist to help you breathe air, we don’t have to know our use to fulfill it.

>>40707256
Hmm can you share more? I am intrigued

>>40702305 (OP)
You already are by fact of being a Man

>>40702305 (OP)
They torture me so much I no longer think

>>40702305 (OP)
No. I already am

>>40702305 (OP)
Yes, which is why I don't have to ruminate about it. Vigilance is a matter of awareness.

>>40709537
no man on earth has sinned as much as those of the stars. Lo and behold when they come back to the tree of life of earth and it's higher worlds whenever their escapades go wrong.

There are Cosmic Laws that function regardless of how you on Earth or the products of any other evolutionary impulses might feel about them. The universe is an orderly place in its infinity and therefore not by nature anarchistic. I am sorry to disappoint those of you who are looking for an excuse to give vent to your destructive or negative tendencies. Just as the effect of combining certain chemicals can be guaranteed, so it is with Cosmic Laws which are constant through all zones of time.

>>40702305 (OP)
There is good in evil.
Every curse has its blessings.

>>40702305 (OP)
Everyone is evil. We eat living beings(that have feelings btw) to survive.

>>40702336
there are a lot of christians following evil people, trying to follow Jesus Christ is not a guarantee for shit. Just look at some murrican tele evangelist, some of them are pure evil, but their followers think they are on the right path. Going to your local megachurch is not going to save you. If you, as a christian, stands with any ultra right wing agenda, like stand with israel, then you are evil.