lilith hypno skinwalker shadow being parasitic

world of forms like plato old greek guy made the cave shadows in the light cave. i am The One, i am not under heaven or of heaven i hate satan and god at the same time for this

>>40707503
that's actually an extremely fair position

>>40707503
The contemplation of metaphysical ideas is not for you in your current condition. It’s hurting you more than it’s helping you. Let it go anon.

>>40707522
石猴 美猴王 孫悟空 齊天大聖 行者 鬥戰勝佛 靈明石猴 孫長老 火眼金睛 隱身法 定身法 圈子
Ph’nglui mglw’nafh Cthulhu R’lyeh wgah’nagl fhtagn!
Along the shore the cloud waves break,
The twin suns sink behind the lake,
The shadows lengthen
In Carcosa.

Strange is the night where black stars rise,
And strange moons circle through the skies,
But stranger still is
Lost Carcosa.

Songs that the Hyades shall sing,
Where flap the tatters of the King,
Must die unheard in
Dim Carcosa.

Song of my soul, my voice is dead,
Die thou, unsung, as tears unshed
Shall dry and die in
Lost Carcosa.
Does mies jeschet boene doesef douvema enitemaus
Y'AI 'NG'NGAH YOG-SOTHOTH H'EE—L'GEB F'AI THRODOG UAAAH
All hail the glory of Vaiśravaṇa. o'ṃ
All hail the instrument of divine righteousness, o'ṃ
All hail the exultant and glorious celestial jewel, o'ṃ
All hail the swift thunderbolt of exalted strength, virtue, and glory! o'ṃ
Homage to all-pervading diamond thunderbolts. Utterly crush and devour! o'ṃ
All hail the glory of Agni. o'ṃ!
All hail the radiant divine all-illuminating light, bursting and streaming forth in all directions, o'ṃ
Glory to Divine perfection, o'ṃ
All hail! A ra pa ca na. o'ṃ

>>40707522
no, coming to terms with God's genuinely infinite mistakes is a crucial part of Healing. Satan learned his shit behavior from somewhere and there are reasons he's so infinitely committed to rebellion. Satan is far worse than God though, one of them actually learns from their mistakes

>>40707531
So you went mad? Very creative anon. The king in yellow is a good book.

SHUT UP ALL OF YOU. I am will be "the One" like in the movie named that, and i do not appreciate your trying to keep me thinking wrong it is false paths many paths and only ONE leads to the (my) light, not heaven, not satan or stars, i want my own fire from outisde and of my ownself.

>>40707541
[Pre-Chorus]
I-I-I'm Lil Tay-K, I don't think you want no action (Gang, gang)
You want action, you get turned into past tense (In the past)
Your boys deep? Well, let's get to subtractin' (Bah, bah)
Smith & Wesson made my .9 with some compassion (Skrrt)

[Chorus]
Fuck-fuck-fuck a beat, I was tryna beat a case (Gang, gang)
But I ain't beat that case, bitch, I did the race (Skrrt, skrrt)
Beat it up, where I nut? Shawty face (Lil' bitch)
Eli Blast crackin' 4s like a vase (Gang)
Pop a nigga then I go out my way (Skrrt)
Do the dash then I go out the way
Rob-rob-rob a nigga shoes, rob a nigga lace (Gimme that shit, nigga)
We tryna see a hunnid bands in our face (Skrrt)

[Verse]
Pimp gon' be eatin' good noodles every day (Free Pimp)
Bitch, I'm drawin' doodles, Tay-K paint the way (You're a simp)
Choppa tear your dudies into fish fillet (Heh, lil' bitch)
I-I-I woke up too moody, who gon' die today? (Skrrt)
Shoot a fuckboy in his motherfuckin' face (Grrah, grrah)
We-we-we cookin' up, boy, you don't wanna go dat way (Dat way, dat way)
Gotta go dat way, you get robbed for your rackades (Rackades, rackades)
Gotta go dat way, boy, you not gon' be happy (Hahaha)
I-I-I tote 50s, I'm a shooter like Young Pappy (Pew, pew)
Bitch try to rob, we make her dance, Michael Jackson (Skrrt)
We was plottin', y'all was tryna get the packn' (Lil' bitch)
Get the packn', you get robbed for a fraction (Gimme that shit)

>>40707545
you're getting infected by Qliphoth. ground yourself and clean your mind up. you're not God and you will never be "the One" bud. one of Satan's mistakes is thinking he can do that which is why he consumes his followers for power. step into his domain and he'll consume you too like this cunt >>40707531

>>40707534
One. God and the devil is all bullshit. So is all the other preconceived notions you carry as baggage that stop you from realization.
You are in no shape to contemplate the unanswerable.
Healing requires rest anon. Go rest.

>>40707550
the tree right the shadow by the tree right? i told you i dont want to be in either. NONE, but my own. no ruling over or serving you i want my own like in dark souls the painted world of ariandel, or dark souls 2 ending, rejecting the throne, or dark souls 3 lord of hollows ending.

>>40707548
Tay-k go hard.

>>40707556
>>40707554
so close, making fun of me again, what of the post in between. i could have been

see? this is my path. i want this in every cycle. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlnSmdB3td0

>>40707556
you're a divine Godhead on the trajectory of becoming a new Sefirah. this is actually in the plan for Earth and the humans that survive Judgement. when you dream you're actually starting the process of originating and stabilizing your own reality. you need to focus more on morality than anything else, it will naturally empower you and protect you from the things that would corrupt your desire. you don't need to force a connection with God if you truly are too traumatized to ever want Him in your life again. however, He still loves you very much and is watching over you

>>40707581
no that sounds fallible because i am still in the system how do i make my own system and also never have been in this one from nothing

>>40707588
this is something that will occur as your afterlife if you make it through Judgment without falling to Satan. there are no shortcuts, use your precious time in your mortal life to study, reflect, and develop your moral purpose for even wanting to rule over a reality. it's an unreal burden and responsibility, a mantle you can never put down.

i already know thats what demons were assigned to do for a long time now they want to use my path/motivations for themself, and lilith or something like that was just the latest one, and fallenshadow came from that or merely after that episode. it has to be perfect and airtight regardless, my new design self and domain, Catholics admit that demons are beholden to god and they do his bidding which is why i hate him as well

>>40707595
maybe. it is repetitive but again that will all be based on someone else's system. same source, same forms and just my aesthetic. hard to explain my own idea but i guess it is mine in the truest ocd sense retrocausally

>>40707599
that's because the abrahamic god is Satan masquerading under the name "Yahweh"

Lilith is an excellent into mastery of darkness/yin energy. she is painful, but 100% truthful and committed to teaching and healing the fracture. I'm not sure who you're referring to by "fallenshadow" but it's likely the Qliphothic entity that's corrupting your brain right now. I trust Lilith completely, if you follow her techniques and advice she will protect, enable, and uplift you.

>it has to be perfect and airtight regardless, my new design self and domain
yes, yes it does. this is why you're in an excellent world for refining your moral alignment, at a time when all the knowledge of all history is at your fingertips. use it. crystalize yourself into a vajra diamond body through moral attunement and refinement. nothing will ever break you again

i know alsow as the second topic of this thread that i made, which is vtubers. i know also that hololive is attempting to make their own reality. i had my path before i knew about them, so they copied me. i also had my path before fallenshadow said she wanted to literally become god, and that is why she is my opp which i see now, because she wants to remain of this system, the god of it.

>>40707614
fallenshadow is the vtubr in the OP pic, and she popped up around the time the hypnosis popped up, which i used to test my self, like power and will. i am happy to say i was not consumed

>>40707614
Cool fan fiction. Is this what you do all day? Just come up with OC for a fictionalized cannon universe? What benefit has any of this had on your life? Has it even helped you at all?
No. It’s only isolated you from anyone that ever cared. Take a break anon.

>>40707606
we all come from the same Source including God, the Uncreated Light. the Uncreated Light that birthed reality does not have a Creator itself, and everyone has to play by the mechanics of reality whether they like it or not. where we live now is even more restrictive than the time when the Sefirah were whole. we all genuinely hate these rules btw. they're handcuffs but we need them. if we just let people have psy and do whatever they want (Satanic mentality) it'll just lead to another realm of infinite dead light. people will inevitably self-optimize themselves into infinite masturbatory loops and never do anything again. the world we're in has severe restraints (lag, time, finite speed of light) to prevent this kind of cataclysm

>>40707622
I'm very very happy that you made the right choice fren. you're still poisoned though, and you need to carry out the proper shadow work to analyze your thoughts and weed out all the Qliphothic demons you got infected with during the hypnosis trance. make a journal, type properly, read your journal, figure out what thoughts you want gone, and work on excising them from your brain with hypnosis, meditation, whatever works for you. I'm not going to give you a platitude like "I'll pray for you", telling you these things IS my prayer that you will achieve the perfect morality you need to become a kind and benevolent God in your own right.

>>40707635
i have decided that an eternal climb struggle is best so i wont be in any loops because i dont want it to end.
>>40707647
no kindness or its opposite till i can make my own non copyright triggering property.

song is called "breaking dimensions".

>>40707655
it's OK to have incredibly strong barriers. the demons pray on our kindness and altruism to consume us. we should show no kindness to demons, only pure hatred for what they did to us and what they want to do to us now (consume us entirely, body, soul, spirit, through torture and ecstacy)

but there's something very important: you need to show kindness to YOURSELF. throwing yourself into communion with (but not entry into) Qliphoth is a very dangerous and poisonous learning experience. I'm not saying you were wrong to do it, but it's extreme self-harm in pursuit of crucial knowledge. practice self care or you'll break. you're fractured right now and typing only half coherently, you really need to step back from seeking and Heal more than anything else. Lilith and Raphael can help with that.

ceres fauna in her silent hill (a topic all of its own) stream talks about quantum phenomena and sleep paralysis (gateway experience). their attempts to steal my path has led to them just giving me clues to how to do it. you see, these things have all been jumping in front of me within the past few years in sync with my own pursuits

>>40707668
i know the symptoms you are pointing out and it is my opinion that it is need to leave society, as due to the overstimulation, which is what i think the issue is. are you under the impressions that i wrote the op pic and that is why you think i am doing qliphoth? it is not so i only used those excerpts in my infographic on the vtuber

>>40707674
ultimately, even though you "hate" God due to your traumas, you're in love with the actual principles He follows and wants of us. that's fair, He committed infinite atrocities before actually developing morality itself. He cares about that morality more than anything else, including His own self. you're in a strong state of alignment with Him already and he's silently guiding you towards the self-actualization you desire. as long as you stick to being a good person He will defend and guard you forever, no matter how much you push him away.

>>40707694
what is your opinion on the bhagavad gita then?

>>40707668
and how do you tell if the fire presence you feel in the frontal lobe is your own or a foreigner? i have a thing where my eyes unfocus and it is what i assume wide angle vision is like, but my mind stops. opposed to this i feel a kind of hungry fire sometimes, and i become more animated than the slow state or my normal state. it feels like me, i feel alive and want to "consume" like a fire the stimuli around me, the visual sense.

>>40707688
I agree with you completely and ditched "society" years ago. I've speciated from the pukes pretending to be homo sapiens. we're cosmic beings with purpose, not NPC failures who threw away their souls serving as a distributed hive mind for Satan. you can probably go get a disability diagnosis for "schizophrenia" and never have to work again, letting you spend money and masquerade as a part of society while not feeding it in any way.

OP is feedshadow isn't it? you've obviously stared into the gate of Qlippoth. I can just sense it from your thought patterns

>>40707695
never read it

so i want to cultivate the fire, and also make alterations, but i must make it airtight to prevent something copying or even if there already is something from being it, as i want my own

>>40707714
fallen shadow is my newest trial i have decided to defeat since i had confusions before hadn but decided she and her whole sphere is my enemy, and it is the opportunity to become strong in a lot of ways. i want to be the red knight in the dictionary of symbols
bhagavad gita has a certain take on morality, i guess i dont know what you mean when you talked about gods morality

>>40707709
I get frontal lobe fire in ketosis and when certain sups I take kick in. the fire is you burning fats and toxins in your brain for energy, which is why it gives you a pick me up. I consider it healthy and a form of Tummo. a Satanic/Samaelic breach generally takes the form of a frontal lobe seizure: flashing lights, electric sensations, and his angry shithead voice demanding or promising you something. if you reject him he'll try to make you think he's about to blow all the circuits in your house and start an electrical fire or kill you with all kinds of paranoid bullshit. Satan IS gangstalkers. he moves through all of them hunting us.

>>40707714
and i already have my plan to buy enough canned sardines for a year and have a tent in the woods, that way i can bring my books and be forced to learn the information

>>40707719
it's already your own and no one else's. we all burn with our own separate flames, with God standing behind us guiding us through the night.

>>40707727
the only way to "defeat" her is to purify your own intentions and actions so you can polarize other people in the direction of Godliness instead of Satanism. to serve as a living magnet and example that other people align with. she's polarizing towards Satan, actively working towards racking up thousands of conversions.

>i guess i dont know what you mean when you talked about gods morality
the Five Precepts of Buddhism comprehensively cover them. there's also Rta, Service To Others, etc. they're simple and clean, God's not a rules lawyer. transgressions of The Five Precepts are easily forgiven as long as you don't commit blasphemy of the Spirit by throwing yourself into Satan's maw.

>>40707728
never had the flashes, just a sensation. i am stubborn though and i am fine if he tries that. i had morning glory before and they tried to recruit me into their tranny cabal shit because i felt their presence around my mind but it was kind of around my in real space too. my thoughts were too fast and intense but i wouldnt let go so in the end when the serotonin hit i had another crystaisation event that helped inspire my current path . have you had these seizures? do they also take the form of a sensation of absence behind the eyes whislt still being awake, and only reacting instinctively but otherwise being still? it is what i imagine the reptilian brain is like without the rest

>>40707730
perfect. you'll be fine. you're aligned with God and you have His providence. past this point, where you've actively rejected Qliphoth and Satan, he's going to trust you with a lot more insight and empowerments so you can just stealth mode as all the Satanic freaks consume themselves in an AI-driven ouroboros

>>40707754
>have you had these seizures?
yes I have. psilocybin induces it for me because Samael is fucking aggroed as shit on my soul and the heightened sensitivity lets him interact with my brain. it's a two-way street though, I can use the conduit to shit all over Samael too. I was having fun yesterday (4g dose) staring at the sun, closing my eyes, and burning his image behind my eyelids until he fucked off. once you have attainment and mastery you really can go to work on these pieces of shit in almost complete safety.

>do they also take the form of a sensation of absence behind the eyes whislt still being awake, and only reacting instinctively but otherwise being still?
that's God. he's Silence and Balance

>40707739
"Always remember the glory and greatness of the creator and do your duty efficiently without being attached to or affected by the results even if that duty may at times demand unavoidable violence." thats not from the book just someone elses words, https://sacred-texts.com/hin/gita/agsgita.htm
it also gave me reassurances in the matter of my death

>>40707739
>>40707793

>>40707793
thank you. the Principle of the Life Giving Sword convinced me to drop my vow against killing those that have been infected by demons. one demon down will save ten thousand lives. if, through some confluence of despair, they manage to physically find me and come after me I will defend myself with full fury. they already try to slam into me every time I go driving.

actually just bought some very high quality weapons yesterday. always been connected to swordsmanship on a spiritual level. katana, tanto, already have a good gun I locked up when I started getting possession problems. I'm going to be training extensively in the coming days. I'm finally healthy enough to where I can trust myself with weapons again

>>40707808
i actually like naruto and have been thinking of practical ninja training because its cool. how can i determine when i am not being influenced and if my judgment is sober?

i am drawn to imagery like this as well, which may be a death drive. or fleeing of morality/fruit of knowledge. i made an edit out of random pics too

>>40707849
i was having an episode, and wanted to put it into something i could look at. i try to learn my own thoughts and avoid foreign ones as best ican.

>>40707834
>how can i determine when i am not being influenced and if my judgment is sober?
the difference is if you think you can do magic shit like rasengan or if you want to become a shinobi for grounded, real, practical reasons. I see nothing wrong with your drive if it's based in reality and not some troon anime addict intrusive thoughts

>>40707849
it's appealing because that's who we generally are inside, what aligns with our holy purpose. the dark knights that sunder the awful light. even the light aspected brothers wear battle armor of yin energy.

btw FFXIV: Shadowbringers triggers this feeling like NOTHING else. I highly recommend that game up through Endwalker. the Satanists got to it in Dawntrail and corrupted it with a troon main character and awful, terrible, nihilistic story meant to depress and frustrate you. it's a good experience if you like gaming

>>40707870
i switch a lot between various ideas and its hard to remember, but i try to keep a consistent path. like the morning glory i need to hold onto something. besides that i am sure hololive is connected to cern and this is about this "satan world" you were saying

>>40707879
i meant general influences but yeah, i know the tranny shit like i said they tried to pressure me during the trip. i know the had signs are actually classical conditioning yourself for mindstates, that and parkour. my dad played a lot of final fantasy, hard to keep track of the different ones. will look for it

>>40707901
I mean you've described to me your direct alignment with the silent God. you're going to have to intentionally fuck up to make true mistakes from this point forward. Godspeed bro

>>40707929
peace

ran out of that topic for now so i will post these other things i find interesting

not sure what i was going for here but the animals are obviously making something regardless

this stood out to me, unsure what it is

>>40708074
forgot i had this

>>40708098