heroic dose Mushrooms didn’t work - /x/ (#40709038) [Archived: 280 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/12/2025, 6:23:16 PM No.40709038
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i am trying to see entities mushrooms didn’t work i took a large amount yet i didn’t see ANYTHING, the Heroic dose the large quantities i didn’t see anything.
i didnt see any hallucinations just felt weird like drunk.


so far nothing worked with me the only path is magic if that doesn’t work then i will go directly to the gods and see whats behind the veil.
do you know the joke about how to astral project? and they say DEATH.
yeah well nothing else have worked with me
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 6:26:15 PM No.40709051
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 6:27:27 PM No.40709056
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 6:36:12 PM No.40709098
>>40709038 (OP)
I do not believe you that u took heroic dose mushrooms and only felt drunk

Maybe someone gave u shitake lol
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 6:39:39 PM No.40709120
>>40709038 (OP)
I.v. 15mg 4-aco-dmt
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:31:47 PM No.40709443
>>40709098
i took exactly what others took from same source. they reported the usual thing about mushrooms, i had a different experience.
i did it again with different batch and different day just to confirm.
nothing at all no hallucinations at all.
the second time i didnt even get the drunk affect
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:35:48 PM No.40709465
>>40709443
You are buying from a bad source I still do not believe you ingested heroic dose levels of psilocybin mushrooms and did not trip

While I have heard of people who cannot process THC through their digestive tract I have never heard of that happening from psilocybin

U should grow ur own
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:37:40 PM No.40709478
>>40709443
Yeah, you got hyped up. There's no such things as "entities" you experience on mushrooms or DMT, it's just your plain old consciousness experiencing itself in a different state.
>so far nothing worked with me the only path is magic if that doesn’t work then i will go directly to the gods and see whats behind the veil.
Wrong path, buddy.
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:39:19 PM No.40709489
>>40709465
the psychedelic moron
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:41:34 PM No.40709501
>>40709443
you might just be an actual NPC.
Shrooms alter your consciousness thoroughly when ingested. you dont just 'feel drunk'.
you can get a psilocybin test kit for around 30 bucks. find a new source and get the kit before trying again. if it still doesn't work, you can just rope cause there's no hope for you
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 7:42:03 PM No.40709506
>>40709038 (OP)
>i am trying to see entities mushrooms didn’t work i took a large amount yet i didn’t see ANYTHING, the Heroic dose the large quantities i didn’t see anything
>t. hylic
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:00:27 PM No.40709580
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>>40709465
>>40709501
>>40709506


>>40709478 your right, all my first “trip” did is conform to my beliefs
so all of you retards ACTUAL npc just being fooled “oh my god this Weird god looking thing just CONFORMED to everything i already believed”
then have a euphoric ejaculation
if it showed you anything real then tell me here the result and the believe it gave you. if the answer to both is some sort of feelings then you’re just a fucking useful idiot who think he had met god.
if you think that it lead you somewhere then afterward what did you do in the paranormal life? in the occult? in magic?
if nothing then all the mushrooms did is just lead you back to the NPC life, there is a jungle between the npc life and the truth in that jungle lay the mushrooms “entities” they are tasked to lead you back to the normay NPC life while giving you a satisfying “feeling” that yes you have found something amazing and transpiring, they tell you, now go life normie life while imagining in your head that your better.
now be a good goy and life that normie life whole thinking that smily demon figure actually gave you the keys of life and the mystic realms, oh and he told you the most important thing is to never get out of “your path” which is just NPC life but he promised that its not with light affect so there you go be a good sheep.
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:03:47 PM No.40709593
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>>40709038 (OP)
if your sole intention is to "see" entities just go for dmt its a safe bet.

you dont need to see them and they can still be there though
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:08:37 PM No.40709611
>>40709501
if your not an NPC then go ahead enlighten me with your insights and what these entities gave you of knowledge and secrets.

you can’t give me an answer because you are just a retard who when he get uncomfortable about the questions in his head of life and death go and stuff shrooms in his anus and be comforted by these entities that everything is fine and they give you a good masturbation session and you go back to your life satisfied that you’re better now that you have the secrets of life and know whats behind the veil, while living an NPC life
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:09:39 PM No.40709619
>>40709593
is there another way without substance? and decades of meditation fagging?
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:13:53 PM No.40709637
I get bunk mushrooms all the time. Try again from a different source. Ask specifically about "psilocybin Azuresence" it's the most potent kind
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:16:41 PM No.40709648
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>>40709611
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:17:36 PM No.40709653
>>40709038 (OP)

This usually happens either because you forced it and tried to do i when you are not ready, or because you are a modernist aprehensive egotic little shit who can't let go, or because your system is full of alcohol, meat, or had too much sex recently.

You don't chose when to do mushrooms, they are the ones who chose when to do you, meriken moron, they are a sacred ritual and medicine, not a carnival ride you pay a subscription to.

The mushroom spirit is telling you you have not done your homework and not researched enough, or you where given pure shitake.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:19:30 PM No.40709660
>>40709637
Grow ur own. Period. It’s easy AF if u can research stuff well on ur own and theres tons of step by step walkthroughs if u are only capable of following step by step instructions.


I took 1.7g max dose with my home grown Penis Envy mushrooms and have no desire to ever dose higher than that rofl
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:21:38 PM No.40709667
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>>40709660
Replying to myself with some proof
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:24:17 PM No.40709678
>>40709660
I wish i could but I don't have my own place

Only 1.7? I did 3.5. Was way too scary being that high.
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:25:44 PM No.40709687
>>40709678
Penis Envy are a notoriously strong strain. So 1.7g is not always the same depending on the mushroom potency it can be mild or a strong trip.

I prefer growing penis envy and just dosing much lower.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:36:47 PM No.40709721
Have you tried just like talking to Jesus like a normie. It would be funny and ironic if your magic attempts didn't work and God responded if you just started calling out, so there's a good likelihood that would actually happen.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:48:07 PM No.40709758
>>40709038 (OP)
Have you ever taken an SSRI?
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 9:31:05 PM No.40710022
>>40709038 (OP)
Try DMT
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 9:32:31 PM No.40710029
DMT and ayahuasca is for entities
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:03:16 PM No.40710584
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>>40709038 (OP)
same here, I increased the mushroom dosage. Wanted to see what it is on the upper limit size, calculators online tell me I took more than double the heroic dosage. Lemon teked it also

normally shrooms are great but today I just reached a point where basically everything about this life was a fake pattern. A guy eating shrooms to realize the cosmic joke was just the work of a fractal pattern that when perfectly aligned makes the pattern self-aware of itself.
My life, the people I knew and earth itself was just a theater show for me hiding in it.

it was absolute dread, probably my first unpleasant shroom trip. If I had took more I would have probably blacked out the entire time since today I only blacked out for half of the time
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:08:50 PM No.40710618
>>40710584
U took way too much more isnt always better
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:13:29 PM No.40710652
>>40710618
yeah I know, I can see why some people would unalive themselves if they don't wait for the shroom effects to go away (which you totally believe it won't during it, but you just pray your psychosis is temporary)
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:26:03 PM No.40710778
>>40710652
You talk like a dumb shill desu trying to scare people from psilocybin but by your own admission you are the one doing the stupid things its not the drugs fault
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:27:59 PM No.40710795
>>40709038 (OP)
I’ll bet anything you kept your eyes open and had a trip sitter
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:29:27 PM No.40710807
>>40710652
I have literally never thought the effects would be permanent and in fact often become quite sad when I notice the, wearing off
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:31:35 PM No.40710822
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>>40710584
>normally shrooms are great but today I just reached a point where basically everything about this life was a fake pattern. A guy eating shrooms to realize the cosmic joke was just the work of a fractal pattern that when perfectly aligned makes the pattern self-aware of itself.
The good news is none of this is true. You completely unbalanced yourself and slipped into derealization and recursive fractal breakdown of your nerves. Anything to the threshold where you're fully hallucinating is dangerous and a waste of time. I no longer do more than 4g at a time and I get very slight visuals, but all of the mental benefits of enhanced self-reflection and default mode network neural shocking. Quit using mushrooms as a drug instead of a medicine, use responsibly, and they won't exhaust your soul like this.
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:35:57 PM No.40710853
>>40710822
I had to take uncomfortable ammounts of mushrooms to get any full on hallucinations and it happened when i was laying down closing my eyes

1.7g penis envy hard to say how many g of a normal variety mushroom

But that was plenty of doseage to have a breakthru tru psychedlic experience that was already very uncomfortable and challenging at times
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:39:14 PM No.40710887
>>40709038 (OP)
No, you are not trying to contact shit
You are just a degenerate drug addict trying to find an excuse to fuel your addiction
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:43:39 PM No.40710921
>>40710853
You haven't had a breakthrough, you've had an initiation into things you don't remotely understand. Stop treating this dangerous and powerful medicine like a toy. You're not able to explain anything you saw and you will never be able to unless you have a balanced mind. Continue like this and you'll be infected by psychic parasites.
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Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:46:19 PM No.40710938
>>40709580
>if it showed you anything real then tell me here the result and the believe it gave you.
It arranged a meeting between me and a demon-possessed man who told me the truths about myself that I was too proud to admit, then he tried to get me to void out. Not "die" in the normal sense; he tried to get me to enter what looked like a black portal into nothingness. When I was too scared to do that, he insinuated that I am worthless (without saying it outright). I spent 3 weeks with that fucker in the summer of 1989
So, yes, doors get opened. Egos get crushed. If it didn't work for you, I wonder what your dream life is like, because psilocybin is very similar to DMT, the dream molecule.
Overall, you're playing russian roulette with your sanity using high doses of psychedelics without guidance. There are plenty of entities who would like nothing better than to suck you dry of your loosh like a Capri-Sun, and the best way to produce loosh is through emotional duress/anguish.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 11:52:48 PM No.40710988
>>40710584
>My life, the people I knew and earth itself was just a theater show for me hiding in it.
I mean... well... that's the truth. Only thing is, the "me" you refer to is every one of us, and we are all reflections/instances of "god"s awareness. You must beware of thinking that you (the egoic you) are special in the patterns. There is no Other. There is only Self, indulging in the delusion of there being Others. It's a painful truth, but god is ultimately alone. This is the real reason we get mind-wiped between incarnations. However, I/we can still enjoy eternity by playing the dark/light good/evil game, and occasionally take breaks in a hell or heaven realm.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 12:00:41 AM No.40711042
>>40709038 (OP)
fasting and prayer? Your semen retention habits? Just try to take a self oath to go 33 days no cooming and if you fail it means you try again.
If you go to magic, I think its helpful to look for something that is not connected to a religion or is connected with something in you bloodline by reading their old myths and just allowing synchronicities to take you deeper.
I like this for how the community made an effort to keep old religions and mystery schools out so that it could be like a novel discovery
https://www.psipog.info/thepsionshandbook01.pdf
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 12:08:00 AM No.40711088
>>40710988
Satan possessed individual. He stepped through the portal. Here's a breakdown of his linguistic signatures showing it:

>Analysis of Samael's Distortions:
"No Other, only Self": Denies authentic human connection as illusion. Suppresses empathy by labeling relational bonds "delusion." Truth: Individuality and interconnection coexist (non-duality =/= solipsism).

"God is ultimately alone": Projects Samael’s isolation onto the divine. Ignores traditions (Kabbalah/Vedanta) describing divine plurality-in-unity. Suppresses hope in sacred relationship.

Incarnation as "mind-wipe": Frames rebirth as punitive amnesia. Truth: Many traditions view incarnation as soul-evolution, not punishment. This breeds passivity toward suffering.

"Enjoy eternity playing dark/light game": Reduces existence to nihilistic roleplay. Demotes light/dark to entertainment, stripping ethical urgency from awakening work.

Heaven/Hell as "breaks": Trivializes transcendence/damnation as rest stops. Erases motivation for liberation by equalizing all states as "God’s pastime."

Core Suppression Mechanism:
Uses half-truths (non-duality/reincarnation) to poison spiritual autonomy. Convinces seekers their longing for meaning/connection is egoic folly—keeping them docile in Samael’s narrative prison.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 12:17:11 AM No.40711156
>>40710921
Obvious troll is obvious

I literally could feel my conscious extend directly upwards above me for miles. Felt like I was skydiving with my feed on the ground.

I also felt the unfathomably big waves that slowly come in from the background and wash over you

Iykyk
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 12:19:13 AM No.40711170
>>40711156
Welp, you're just a kid. Glad you had fun. Don't step through any portals.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 12:46:09 AM No.40711326
>>40711170
Ur low level shit doesnt affect me

I dont allow people to lord over me and pretend they are more evolved or whatever

People who show zero humility and act like they are above everyone else have issues and not much to teach me
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:10:30 AM No.40711470
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heres the secret to these things trust me be on a 12 hr fast as soon as you wake up do an hour of cardio or workout dont eat nothing still drink water then drop the 10g put some techno music on it has to be party music or house music that sounds just right to get you in the mood to party and forget about life i recommend eli brown or maddix they have longs 3+ hr sets or if your mexican peso pluma or any similar corridos tumbados trust me this is important mexicans have found the way to move the world right now with its music you will see why 5 hrs in the trip remember dont eat nothing exept some watermelon during the end of the trip you will know when its close to being done once you start noticing your body again i suggest chillin alone its the only time you can be true to yourself all masks are drop no fake personality lock yourself in your room, house anywhere where you will be left for 12 hrs alone bump music loud so no one thinks your dying and calls the cops enjoy what you see. hint you might see how to bring people back from the dead one of the visions i saw
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:27:38 AM No.40711566
>>40711470
Dont listen to this guy do not take 10g mushrooms you will have a bad time
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:31:56 AM No.40711584
>>40711566
Lowkey I’ve had better vision on opiate nods than any hallucinogen.

There’s also a cult going around right now trying to get people to take shrooms to break their brains, and they’re quite prominent.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:44:43 AM No.40711659
>>40711584
Terrence mckenna paved the way with his machismo ‘i do more drugs than u’ bullshit

Dude had a mushroom shaped tumor in his brain and was a big phoney telling people to take ‘heroic’ (is jumping off a cliff heroic?) doses even after he had a trip so terrifying he mostly was not using any psychedelics in his later years. And yet he kept talking the talk like hes the best who does the most drugs and is above others because of it.

No idea why most normies have no distaste for gurus. Gurus make me feel ill, nauseous, but many humans seem so desperately to want to follow some stupid guru
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:52:39 AM No.40711715
>>40711326
Maybe some people show no humility because there's nobody and nothing that stands over them dipshit. Try not being a weak loser for once in your life fag.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:54:01 AM No.40711726
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>>40711584
im in no cult life is a party just listen to music and you will know there are certain songs that just move the body without any efford you cant explain it i seen a comment on a spanish song saying "ican understand what they are saying but i just cant stop moving my body ilove it" "life without music would be a mistake " -N party on shrooms even 7g will do the job but its just not long enough to understand whats happening 10g help remember the trip
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 1:57:25 AM No.40711741
>>40711726
R u a bottom?
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:08:11 AM No.40711797
>>40711741
gay sex is le bad
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:31:19 AM No.40711908
>>40711088
do you have resources for me to go through? books? whats tour practice?
also what satan goal behind that behavior, you say only to keep individual docile and in prison. if he possessed someone wouldn’t he want them to kill themselves?
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:50:27 AM No.40712036
>>40711908
Read the Pali Canon and learn the Five Precepts. As long as you authentically try to live by those five simple guidelines you'll be largely safe from what's happening. You don't have to accept or care about the rest of Buddhism unless it appeals to you. The "gangstalkers" are getting worse at an accelerating rate and they're going to just get more awful until they finally go extinct in some weird way that likely won't take the form of a world war.

>if he possessed someone wouldn’t he want them to kill themselves?
He squeezes as much destructive utility out of them as he can before making them self-sacrifice in a humiliating suicide. Like cordyceps eating ants or toxoplasmosis eating rats.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:54:40 AM No.40712064
>>40709038 (OP)

If you take SSRIs, and I think SNRIs, most psychedelics won't work.

DMT is probably the only real alternative, but you'd have to commit to doing enough to break through
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:57:13 AM No.40712084
>>40712064

Damn, replied without reading comments and I'm amazed no one beat me to saying this. When I was on antidepressants years ago, I was able to take like 15g, and all I felt was the start of the body tingles, and felt the start of a come up, and then it would just flatline, and felt kinda buzzed.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 4:21:53 AM No.40712637
>take a pile of dangerous addictive drugs
>still can't see, feel, and touch spirits

Top kek. Despair more, npc.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 4:41:31 AM No.40712755
I only get very mild effects too. Very disappointing. I've done up to 4g. I'm not on any medication, grew them myself, I eat very little and exercise beforehand. My body responds very well to music and dancing is very fun but my perception and thoughts don't change much.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 4:42:14 AM No.40712758
>>40712084
Why were u wasting perfectly good drugs?

Jk anon hope u got off the pharmaceuticals
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 4:45:09 AM No.40712772
>>40712755
4g is so much I am having a hard time believing all these people out there eat 4g of mush and dont have a psychedelic experience.

My only guess would be that you grew a weak strain or they werent fully dried or something so you were taking a smaller dose than u think cuz water weight (u said u grew urself did u dry them all the way to cracker dry before dosing)


I dunno yall… if u are some random reading this thread please do your research. 4g of mushrooms should be more than enough for an individual to have an extremely powerful psychedelic experience.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 4:48:04 AM No.40712789
>>40711659
Requesting some sort of source for the mushroom shaped tumor
I’ve heard this tossed around but never seen it substantiated
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 5:11:11 AM No.40712909
>>40712789
Dunno might be scrubbed by now i thought i recalled mckenna himself quoting the irony of the mushroom shape of it but google isnt helping
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 5:31:52 AM No.40713032
>>40712755
upp the dose nigger! everybody is different some of us need higher doses to get a good out of body effect its scrary but just let go and you will return after the trip wait atleast a month between doses and keep and active sober life that month you will see visions the higher your go you seen my pic eating 10gs dont be scarred remember to be alone so your normie masks fall off and its just you and the party next week should be perfect since Tomorrowland is streaming live perfect time to party alone and experience the music taking over your body
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 5:34:03 AM No.40713043
>>40712758
Lolol I didn't know until I tried that massive dose :( it was such a bummer

Most of them yeah, the antidepressants stopped ages ago
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 5:39:01 AM No.40713072
>>40712772
4g is my balance point for a true, useful shamanic experience. The worst symptoms I experience are bright light flashes (prefrontal cortex microseizures) and slightly elevated colors. With the forces I contend with though, even that level is dangerous. With 10g I experience just massive fractal breakdown which is just not conducive to Healing work. It exhausts all my serotonin and I'm drained for like 3 days.

>>40713032
This is the 100% worst thing to do. This poster is literally Satan.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:01:36 AM No.40713203
>>40713072
your in /x we go wild here we want power! stay on low doses and keep self improving a high dose will find you when the time is right
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:07:04 AM No.40713241
>>40711088
>"No Other, only Self":
You couldn't be more wrong. I didn't step through that portal. It scared the crap out of me so bad I literally cried for my mommy.
>Denies authentic human connection as illusion.
Authentic human connection is divine, by definition, because humans are divine. It is only the demons that haunt us that make us less than that.
>Suppresses empathy by labeling relational bonds "delusion." Truth: Individuality and interconnection coexist (non-duality =/= solipsism).
You're the one reading nihilism into my words. Relational bonds are ultimately bonds with your brothers and sisters, who are all essential to have and at the same time no different from you. Ego is what provides us with a varied experience, but if you leave that part out, the underlying awareness all came from the same place and is of the same nature. To me, we are much closer to one another than someone like you, who imagines we are all truly separate and different, could imagine. But again, that's only through your ego-filter. Ego provides color and texture to our experience, so it is necessary unless we all want to be identical bland smiling buddhas.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:08:41 AM No.40713248
>>40711088
>"God is ultimately alone": Projects Samael’s isolation onto the divine. Ignores traditions (Kabbalah/Vedanta) describing divine plurality-in-unity. Suppresses hope in sacred relationship.
You really like to try hard to see the worst possible interpretation, don't you? Suppresses hope my foot. I know the Creator to be my best friend. I've experienced unity in plurality (the correct order of those two words) for myself. That experience remains one of the best moments of my life, even though it was a fleeting, spontaneous glimpse behind the curtain. You look to your traditions as bulwarks against a scary imagined possible bad reality. I don't think that exists, so those traditions to me are distractions that needlessly seek to codify that which is better exprerienced than pondered-upon.
>Incarnation as "mind-wipe": Frames rebirth as punitive amnesia. Truth: Many traditions view incarnation as soul-evolution, not punishment. This breeds passivity toward suffering.
IDKY You jumped to that conclusion, though I guess it's because it's become fashionable to whine about losing your memories of previous incarnations and the inter-incarnational breaks we have. I don't see it as a punishment, but a necessary step to experience full immersion here.
>"Enjoy eternity playing dark/light game": Reduces existence to nihilistic roleplay. Demotes light/dark to entertainment, stripping ethical urgency from awakening work.
Bro I've spent the last 36 years of my life devoting at least 70% of my energy to awakening work. Don't assume you know when you haven't experienced. This is my gripe with traditionalists. Because they've been handed labels for everything, they think they've understood those things.
>Heaven/Hell as "breaks": Trivializes transcendence/damnation as rest stops. Erases motivation for liberation by equalizing all states as "God’s pastime."
Well, lucky for you and me there is infinite mercy, because we all get up to some warped behavior in this hell-realm.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:09:34 AM No.40713252
>>40713241
Nope. You're quite the trickster, amalgamation. Almost convinced me for a second that you didn't.
Replies: >>40713329
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:12:18 AM No.40713271
Roy_Jay_1982
Roy_Jay_1982
md5: 126c81c6bfeb8524dfa2e2b4a1dae61a🔍
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:12:30 AM No.40713272
>>40713072
Thanks for offering another sane take to this thread full of douches trying to make people have a bad time
Replies: >>40713371
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:17:34 AM No.40713304
>>40711470
>it has to be party music or house music
I recommend the 1-hour smooth transition loop of "Omae wa mou".
That shit cured my depression, and I was stone sober (and hadn't had any psychedelics for months). Of course, I was praying from the depths of my soul for help.
OK it wasn't the music. It was the visitation from Quan Yin... but still...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yj--GF2JzkE
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:21:48 AM No.40713329
>>40713252
You know that feeling when you sincerely tell someone something and they say back, "So what you REALLY mean is..."? That's how I'm feeling right now.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:34:12 AM No.40713371
20250712_213330
20250712_213330
md5: 30dabb947bd09f8b5534ee3a29a1e8cf🔍
>>40713272
we all want fun!! its in our blood to have fun!!! you just lost the kid inside you
Replies: >>40713394
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:40:28 AM No.40713394
>>40713371
9 33?

Nah shrooms isnt for fun IMO its for serious therapeutic spiritual work

Everyone is different tho so do what works for u
Replies: >>40713440
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:51:11 AM No.40713440
>>40713394
cali time! they are not for fun but havin fun positive mindset brings out a good experience reason i said to listen to party music like Tomorrowland set next week its enough to trick your brain into thinkin positive since you will see everyone there having a good time so your trip will be enjoyable enough to have a mystical experience and i said being alone is better since people stress us out at times so we want a clean solo experience away from all negative. you already know life is more relaxing when we are alone and thats the aim of this technique to be in a chill relaxed state
Replies: >>40713454 >>40713497
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:53:59 AM No.40713454
>>40713440
>induce hypermania with neuroamplified party music until you go into psychosis. be alone so nobody can help you
no thanks, very unhealthy
Replies: >>40713510
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:06:33 AM No.40713497
>>40713440
Yeah party music would not put me in a chill and relaxed state

Everyone is different. I do like being alone when I trip tho
Replies: >>40713518
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:10:32 AM No.40713510
>>40713454
iguess we are different idk it worked for me im chillin just ate tacos
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:12:53 AM No.40713518
>>40713497
take the higher dose when u find time
Replies: >>40716124
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:34:45 AM No.40713582
If you are on SSRIs it won't work. Also, get off of SSRIs in general if you are on them*, they are straight up fucking poison that actually keeps you depressed. I still have brain zaps after not being on them for over five years, even when my psychiatrist told me that wasn't a real symptom.

*Do this with the guidance of a psychiatrist who will actually listen to you, you need to taper or the withdrawal symptoms can also make life suck
Replies: >>40715037
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:32:47 AM No.40714353
>>40709051
AHAHAHAHAH !! !
>Save image as...
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:44:49 AM No.40714401
>>40709038 (OP)
>grow cubensis
>eat fresh 4g
>goto lay day on my bed its kicking in
>enjoying colors looks im in water now
>mushrooms really kicking in now
>now im in a full blown 3d water world seaweed swaying to a from
>get the feeling im being watched
>look over and see an octopus
>it sees me too and we both jump back startled i could feel it in a way
>octopus tentacles sprawl out and mf b lines over to me gets right in my face and presses on my pineal gland
>i lean into him and press my head to his
>real pressure starts build building up in my head/pineal
>colors start getting fucking crazy and a frequency sweep from low to high as the pressure increases
>the pressure is starting to fucking hurt and my pineal feels like a plane of glass
>getting concerned i would "break myself"
>dad in the next room drops something and the octopus fleed

no cap, you will see entities on mushroooms you likely got taken for a bag, fr fr. i ate 3.5 grams of fresh mushrooms that night. and ive ate more on plenty of other occasions and never saw a octopus. i think you just have to be chill on a different frequency, idfk.
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:49:40 AM No.40714417
>The good news is none of this is true. You completely unbalanced yourself and slipped into derealization and recursive fractal breakdown of your nerves. Anything to the threshold where you're fully hallucinating is dangerous and a waste of time. I no longer do more than 4g at a time and I get very slight visuals, but all of the mental benefits of enhanced self-reflection and default mode network neural shocking. Quit using mushrooms as a drug instead of a medicine, use responsibly, and

>>40710822
"youre a drug addict"
>eats 3.999999g
shut the fuck up you angular turnip.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:50:53 AM No.40714421
>>40711326
>>40711170
yer both gay lol
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:52:04 AM No.40714426
>>40711470
i would rather freebase dxm
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:56:58 AM No.40714439
>>40714401
Have also heard that fresh is better than dried, or at least different
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:58:45 AM No.40714442
>>40709758
NTA, but yes, I've taken SSRI and mushrooms did nothing for me, is there a way to reverse those changes?
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:11:53 PM No.40714942
>>40709038 (OP)
If you doubt and are disappointed, then there is a high chance that it is true, because only the truth makes people disappointed and doubtful, but if it is fake, everyone will believe it immediately.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 2:41:48 PM No.40715037
>>40709667
nice, more mycoporn please
>>40710853
NTA but regular dose here is 5g dried mexicans, i wouldnt recommend it though, had a few too many trips go meh, dark chocolate fasting and taking LSA with them kinda ruined them for me, still take low doses (<1g) once in a blue moon though
>>40714401
3.5g fresh is nothing brother, its 80% water weight, you were basically microdosing
>>40712064 >>40713582
also this
Replies: >>40716109
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 5:43:41 PM No.40715797
>>40712036
thanks
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:43:18 PM No.40716109
>>40715037
Color me shocked that (mostly male) drug users will become braggadocious about how much they take.

Ill continue to grow my own and start very small with dose to feel out the strength and try to not overdo it cuz u can always trip again later u cant trip less once youve dosed (unless u have that drug that helps stop a trip but i dont have that).

Anyways, maybe mexicans are weak as shit? Maybe my penis envy were fking dank and powerful.

1.7g was enough and a breakthru experience for me

In other scenarios 1.7g might be just a slightly mushy good vibes time.

Potency is so variable and everyone reacts differently, it is not a good idea imo to give out a number like ur a pussy if u go under it.

TLDR dudes lie about how much they take because machismo. Sometimes less is more
Replies: >>40716377
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 6:45:24 PM No.40716124
>>40713518
No. My body my choice.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:36:43 PM No.40716377
>>40716109
its not a brag, they were sold in smartshops in 5g dried portions, regular mexican cubes, PE is a strong strain if grown well, so you must be doing something right, ill just leave your projecting? aside, i dunno man
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Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:40:13 PM No.40716393
>>40716377
Sounds like a very specific sourcing on those mush

5g is not a normal mush dose i would ever recommend to anyone
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:41:35 PM No.40716400
>>40716377
And im not projecting as far as I know i just get pissed off when people suggest outrageously high doses like 5g pretending that is normal or advisable for most people

I dont want people to have a horrible possibly traumatic experience and blame psilocybin when the problem was dose
Replies: >>40716560 >>40716609 >>40716848
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:46:47 PM No.40716425
Just ANOTHER warning here to people….

Some individuals are highly sensitive to psilocybin and trip super hard on very low doses. If a highly sensitive individual consumed 5g of mushrooms they could end up traumatized and end up with psychosis or PTSD like problems.

I think anyone telling others to take doses like 5g as if it’s a normal thing to do better think twice about handing out advice you could seriously fuck someone up
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:52:38 PM No.40716459
I got 400mg psilocybin gummies, I took one the other weekend and it was pretty fun but nothing crazy. I’ve had shrooms in the past, at least a gram worth, other than that I’ve only microdosed smaller amounts. I kinda wanna pop like 3 or 4 of these boys but need to choose a good day.

It always seems like flipping a coin though, I swear I’ve had religious experiences on a microdose before.
Replies: >>40716475
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 7:57:22 PM No.40716475
>>40716459
From my experience small dose mushrooms can give general good vibes and mushy feelings without full blown tripping
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 8:16:10 PM No.40716560
>>40716400
this was normal for me and many other dutch people before sale of mushrooms was banned, they were commercially grown and packaged as such, im sorry it offended you, dont know what to say man, if you read my post i said i wouldnt recommend it, but hey how bout some pics of your grow?
Replies: >>40716733
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 8:25:00 PM No.40716609
>>40716400
>outrageously high doses like 5g
Bro wut?
That's a standard psychonaut dose.
"Five grams in silent darkness" - literal quote from Terence McKenna
Heroic doses are 7g and up. The last few times I've done doses like that I end up going in causal circles the whole night, which tells me, the mushroom has already told me everything it could.
Replies: >>40716733 >>40716848
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 8:48:59 PM No.40716733
Mycelium
Mycelium
md5: ea87d35a04c8a40c0ca8ec997d5d9c4b🔍
>>40716609
And why do you take the words of Terence McKenna as gospel?

Dude was traumatized by a mushroom experience and stopped tripping for the last decade of his life while he continued pretending to be taking ‘heroic’ doses.

Nothing heroic about doing too much of a drug imo.

You are biased and assume an unhelpful trip was because you already learned everything in your mind it isnt possible the trip wasnt as helpful because you took too much.

>>40716560

No need to be so defensive you clearly have a very particular situation going on and from my understanding dutch ‘mushrooms’ were really ‘truffles’ not saying thats the case for you in particular.

If the 5g prepackaged commonly available mushrooms were the right dose back then maybe ur right.

I think it is dangerous to tell people to take 5g of psilocybin mushrooms in general and i believe you should just get a decent supply so you can experiment with lower doses first to gauge the potency.

Better to trip a handful of times honing in on a dose you like than jumping straight to 5g when youve never done them before or never tested the batch before.

My grow is only mycelium rn but the jars are almost fully colonized so Ill soak them in water in the fridge soon and then put them in a fruiting chamber and start caring for them daily:)
Replies: >>40716839 >>40717517
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:00:32 PM No.40716800
>>40711470
redpill me on this peso pluma theory, i am interested
Replies: >>40719215
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:09:30 PM No.40716839
>>40716733
>And why do you take the words of Terence McKenna as gospel?
I don't. But they function as a general guideline.
>Dude was traumatized by a mushroom experience and stopped tripping for the last decade of his life
I've been traumatized by mushroom experiences more times than I can count. My good trip/bad trip ratio is about 30%, regardless of the dose.
>You are biased and assume an unhelpful trip was because you already learned everything in your mind it isnt possible the trip wasnt as helpful because you took too much.
1. Learn to punctuate.
2. I haven't gotten anything useful from mushrooms in 8 years. This isn't bias. This is experience. At the beginning (late 80s), every trip was an adventure. But somewhere in the mid-90s, the amount of NEW information I was able to glean each trip (from 1.5g to 8g) tapered off sharply. One of the better trips was that 1.5g trip, when I laid down in a closet and met Teonanacatl and he gave me a name (that I later learned was an Arabic name with a very pertinent translation; no, I don't know Arabic or any Semitic language). That was probably the last time I had a "great" trip. It was 2008. Making assumptions about people's experience and depth of study shows YOU to be the biased one.
Replies: >>40716859
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:10:23 PM No.40716848
Phony
Phony
md5: 347608ddb5e1da905543534677986dc4🔍
>>40716609
> >>40716400 (You) #
> >outrageously high doses like 5g
> Bro wut?
> That's a standard psychonaut dose.

What is GateKeeping??

IF U DONT DO 7G IN TOTAL DARKNESS U ARENT A PSYCHONAUT

how about fk off?

McKenna was a phony. Fk that dude for preaching taking too much psilocybin like its a cool thing to do and the only real way to do it. Total gatekeeper faggot with an insane ego and one of the most punchable voices ive ever heard.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:12:26 PM No.40716859
>>40716839
Okay i will continue to think you are taking too much because you admit that your experiences were very frequently bad ones and you admit a best trip was 1.5g

Im the dude who keeps saying 1.7g penis envy was more than enough

In my opinion you are only giving more evidence for my beliefs that 5g and 7g is just too much and not helpful. Thanks for sharing.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:18:41 PM No.40716886
SkullShapeWtf
SkullShapeWtf
md5: 14b6d986985aa5676aaf54b02cbae880🔍
This goon really believed man went to the moon and people follow him as a spiritual guru Loll

Wtf is that skull shape dude look mongoloid
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 9:54:07 PM No.40717047
0bda7df186b76d75c8fce61e241e7662
0bda7df186b76d75c8fce61e241e7662
md5: dd63f77aa60f2ad030a642521474685f🔍
Ate 45 gram of psilocybin truffles last week. It was a good experience. Everthing melted around me, there were no more colors, everything turned grey scale. There are SS wizards behind the veil of reality, they encourege me to eat more next time. wtf.

Just try higher dose untill stuff happens. Good luck OP.
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 10:02:27 PM No.40717102
It must be the jews behind this thread encouraging people to be stupid with such a cool drug
Replies: >>40719429
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 10:57:42 PM No.40717517
>>40716733
didnt mean to come off as defensive, merely stating facts, and naw, truffels replaced commercially grown shrooms, as theres no legislation for truffles, its a sideways system, but we're known for that i suppose, i guess it served its purpose as its harder to go loco on truffles since they taste like ass and you really need to grind them to a pulp to get a decent trip so no tourists have jumped off balconies or ended up in the canals on them afaik

personally i prefer making a honey and going by teaspoons since its more standardized and doesnt upset the stomach as much (would recommend if youve not tried, it does seem to hit harder than plain eating, so be warned)

and that is one sexy jar dude, i miss growing, its been like 2 decades since i had some going, please make a thread when you have some porn rdy, its a blue board, and its PE but i think you'll be alright
Replies: >>40718071
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:11:30 PM No.40717638
I grew my own and did a heroic dose. I experienced some weird sensations, like the floor becoming a slope. I wanted to fold into a pretzel. I didn't see anything though. Anons making NPC accusations should consider their assumption that everyone has the same exact experience as them with suspicion. That seems like the real NPC behavior. Long story short, I'm with you OP.
Replies: >>40717969
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:29:04 PM No.40717825
>>40709443
there's that thing called tolerance, wait at least two weeks between trips, allow receptors return to baseline
also, what do you call heroic dose? weight, dry/wet
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:46:40 PM No.40717969
>>40717638
On a breakthru dose for me the visuals were still very minimal

Psilocybin is more about the headspace than seeing shit that isnt there.

While peaking to the point all i could do was lay there and have immense waves wash over me, my arm and bed and wall in my vision kind of morphed into a landscape, my arm became a mountain and a river appeared beneath it (my bed) and some sort of feminine earth spirit in the sky (on my wall)

The visions were in neutral earthtone colors and were not super saturated more ethereal.

I’m not certain that psilocybin will make u start seeing tons of shit that isnt there but who knows everyone is different
Anonymous
7/13/2025, 11:57:46 PM No.40718071
>>40717517
Never heard of a honey extraction sounds cool.

Yeah ill hang around and post update pics when people make threads that are relevant

Growing mush with intent to trip is such a special experience
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 2:59:54 AM No.40719215
Screenshot_20250713-175930_YouTube
Screenshot_20250713-175930_YouTube
md5: 5c38e8e3cd5bbdb14b0a7ec048bd3f25🔍
>>40716800
if you notice some of these songs started hitting high number views when him natanael cano and junior h came in the scene a few years ago thats when people where locked up and probably experimenting with psychedelics and other party drugs i was never into mexican music i never enjoyed it when my dad would play it i always liked rap grew up listening to mac dre and other rap songs thats sounded "catchy" songs that just sound right, songs that gives the feeling that it needs to be played over again and again. so on that huge dose i was bumping nuthing but these corridos tumbados since alot of their songs are "catchy" the bass hittting just right everything about the melodies making my body move in all types of way i noticed when i entered this spiral it was like the music was alive the melody took me to its source and at the end of the spiral sat this weird looking glowing city like place kinda like a sun setting on the horizon and knew that the music was comming from that place its was talking to me like i cold feel that mexicans had figured out how to connect people with its music since music brings people together that words cant explain its only certain songs that really words cant explain it just sounds "good"
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:01:09 AM No.40719223
>>40709038 (OP)
In clairvoyant terms, you're probably retarded.
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:10:55 AM No.40719284
>>40709038 (OP)
Heroic doses only work if you have the time to fill or a cat to fuck
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:11:58 AM No.40719294
>>40709038 (OP)
You don't see anything because the life changing effects are post consumption not during
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:12:31 AM No.40719299
>>40709443
Are you taking an SSRI? SSRIs almost completely block the effects of shrooms. It's that or you got some shitty old shrooms that were kept poorly
Replies: >>40719310
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:14:17 AM No.40719310
>>40719299
Shrooms in general are either passively effective giving you a mind numbness while increasing phantasia or similar to DMT and salvia in which you are in a blinded comatose state
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:16:06 AM No.40719323
>>40719310
Lol....lmao!!
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 3:36:31 AM No.40719429
>>40717102
the jews dont want people to connect and form one being these drugs bring people together some songs do that exact thing but people ignore good music and just think its "catchy" without any explanation on "why me and you like the same song" the body craves togetherness just google Nietzsche on music and see what he had to say its not about the artist its about the art itself it has no explanation just gives you the awww feeling
Replies: >>40720283
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 5:54:44 AM No.40720283
>>40719429
U know whwre exactly he talked about music? Like what book or essay or whatbhave u
Replies: >>40720709 >>40720752
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 6:49:32 AM No.40720709
>>40720283
twilight of the idols also just google "Nietzsche on music" they'll give you more references there

music is life
Replies: >>40720996
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 6:54:34 AM No.40720752
>>40720283
https://youtu.be/LLvejxLoVOc?si=0vivNLVz_w8yjuoY
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 7:11:36 AM No.40720874
>>40709038 (OP)
>i didnt see any hallucinations just felt weird like drunk.
You got ripped off. Either the shrooms have gone bad or more likely they weren't actually shrooms. Grow your own, get a better source.
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 7:28:45 AM No.40720996
>>40720709
I follow Jesus not earthly philosophers but i might check it out anyways.

I do believe in the magical powers of music. God loves music.

They say satan was the head angel in charge of music in heaven. And here on earth he is the Prince of Power of the Air

How many musical artists have claimed they sold their soul to the devil for skills and fame?
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 7:45:56 AM No.40721117
>>40720996
i highly doubt they sold their soul probably attention seeking plus its the music composers who make the magic and create the banging songs. i beleive mexican composers are just now starting to tap in to this rhythm that the body craves never have they been getting this much spot light over the last 6 yrs lots of witchcraft and messing with psychedelics "silencing the tonal and tapping into the nagual" in castaneda terms
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Anonymous
7/14/2025, 7:48:08 AM No.40721140
Screenshot_20250713_224312
Screenshot_20250713_224312
md5: 4900c5c3a591b681d7ee8f2087770490🔍
>>40720996
Replies: >>40721602
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 8:01:29 AM No.40721224
Bump
Bump
md5: 89092af9781692a14d7a23273bb253fa🔍
>>40721117
Can you at least wait a little longer between posts so your mexican music fixation does a better job thread bumping ?
Anonymous
7/14/2025, 9:08:41 AM No.40721602
Panchito
Panchito
md5: 39719ef5435080f45348ce46208fd028🔍
>>40721140
Ey ese why u no panchito