of course i know the first step

>>40715890 (OP)
is u?

>>40715897
what?

>>40715890 (OP)
No idea if such a thing is even possible

>>40715967
the idea is after you die we can escape the matrix, death trap, but they come and fool is into coming back to earth

I am becoming completely consumed by intrusive thoughts regarding the possibility that life is totally meaningless. I am slipping into an extremely deep depression and I can’t seem to shake it off. I am also becoming terrified of death. The worst part is I have a young son. He deserves better than this. Please help me anons.

semen retention

>>40715890 (OP)
Simply stand in front of it and gaze it it. Feel its warms and glow and just stand there. When you are ready imagine your hand and extend it out forwards. Imagine it more as an orb floating in your hands then a gateway. Feel the warms and wonder of the new life after this. Not as a trap or a loop, but the actual meaning of a new beginning and new wonders.
Then crush it. Shatter it in your hand and absorb the meaning. You have are ready to begin your own journey, using what the light represented but not simply surrendering into it.
Source: Just trust me bro

>>40715890 (OP)
These cunts wanna do a life review I'm gonna sit my ass down and we'll life review the ever loving shit out of every goddamn second of my life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oD2gXY4piF4&t=50

>>40716006
I think it’s because you’re becoming depressed, that’s what’s causing the meaningless vibes. It’s not the other way around. Depression in my case stemmed from a severe lack of control, people pushed me around, people had expectations of me, and if you’re little in money, you don’t really have any power. Anyway, see if therapy or meditation tapes help. You seem self aware

>>40716011
tried it for a month, nothing changed

>>40716079
who are they to qualify to review My Life? im gonna have to review theirs first before i listen to them

>>40716006

hey, just so you know, if you kill yourself your son is like 30x more likely to be raped than he would be if you lived, by one of the people your wife/gf dates or by the freaks in foster care

Sadly I don't have any groundbreaking advice for you, this is one of those things that you can say all the right words and still fail to communicate.

A piece of truth I can share: there's a reason basically every religion and culture discourages or forbids selfish suicide.

>>40716185
The point of SR is to grow out of being a chronic masturbator into a real adult. Sure, your health may benefit from SR, but the main benefits are mental

>>40715890 (OP)
LITERALLY just don't go into the light. It's a lie. You'll be sent back here with no memory, again. Be still, remember who you are, then find your own door in the darkness.

>>40715890 (OP)
https://voca.ro/159W8EAPLa03
Basically, negate all mental conceptualization and shrimply be. Note that even the seer, seeing and seen arise within awareness. The seer is the sense that I am the one seeing, like a subject watching from inside the body. Awareness just is. If you remain as that, it reveals itself as not just a blank.

>>40716457
Please, drips like you will wake up in the dark void and immediately piss yourself in fear and start RUNNING towards the light, they won't even have to bother faking the voices of loved ones or anything lol

>>40716457
This song is a banger anon. It has restored my will to live

>>40716504
>>40716457
how to overcome the fear?

>>40715890 (OP)
Some based schizo posted instructions and a whole field guide on frenschan, but then the whole site was obliterated.

Don't go into the light

Don't listen to entities even if they impersonate angels, your relatives, jesus/religious figures

Just chill when you die since you are not in your flesh prison you will eventually remember your spiritual nature

When this happens they say you can will yourself to another safe universe

>>40716006
Peace, love, and happiness. Make those the three pillars of your life and you'll be good.

>>40717155
This is all well and good, but you need to prepare in life or you will be severely attached to your fears and desires when you die and fuck up.
If you can't decide when to fap and when to not fap, for example, what do you think will happen when the ideal bespoke ideally-crafted temptation is placed in front of you after death, when you probably won't even remember who you are or what happened?

This is why so many traditions insist on self-knowledge and dominion over the flesh, among other things. There's a curriculum to go through while alive. Simply "knowing" the theory won't cut it. You need it engraved in your soul's bones.

>>40717187
To be fair I might voluntarily hop back into the loosh farm if footjobs are on offer.

NO FATTIES

>>40717187
Idk. Most NDEs make them out not to be that clever and mostly play on your ignorance. The usual script is

>go into the light to get to heaven
>you need to reincarnate that's your only choice
>I'm jesus and I need you to go back to earth for a mission
>If you go into the light and reincarnate we will make you a billionaire and have plenty of women

Star Trek made an episode about it funnily enough

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v79lVNKthCw

>>40717237
I believe that's because most of the people who get there are that basic.
If you read ancient texts, there's all kinds of misdirection going on.

why'd you have to go and make things so complicated

>>40717119
It's okay to hate evil.
It's okay to defend yourself.
It's okay to say no.
Just remember these things.

>>40716457
>>40717119
Always rember you were never alone
https://files.catbox.moe/jeqhf8.mp4

https://youtu.be/3mbBbFH9fAg

>>40717149
i need them. is there no screenshots or archived links?

>>40717243
wow. they always tell us just like all the 9/11 references everywhere before it happened. its a universal law, a sick form of consent yet people still ignore what they directly tell us

>>40717407
whats that?

>>40717404
yeah i know but is there a guide or tips? for now i will overcome my fear of darkness and meditate in the dark so when they show me the light i dont jump in blindly

>>40717290
escape while young and have a strong mind instead of being senile and old then everyone at that age will have Stockholm Syndrome “oh wow maybe the matrix ain’t so bad after all”

When you "die" just imagine you connecting with the source, reject any outside influence. You're one with source, you are already source even now in this 3D locked down matrix, which you only impede yourself because you agree with it.

There is no body or (you) only thought and conscious awareness. Thoughts are reality. Matter is really just conscious energy, it's not a physical deterministic thing. Everything is energy to be manipulated by thought, everything is one, there is no seperation or duality, only an illusion.

>>40716185
probably just didnt make it out of flatline

>>40715890 (OP)
Invert your brain

>>40716298
>A piece of truth I can share: there's a reason basically every religion and culture discourages or forbids selfish suicide.
Strange that they have comparably little to say about parents abandoning their children by other means.
And suicide borne from loneliness are condemned nonetheless.

>>40716298
Come to think of it, they have little to say against child rape either unless they're condoning it.

>>40715890 (OP)
In "non-physical" realms everything is conceptual and contractual, you can just leave. But if they tug at your strings you could fall in their hands simply through a moment of self-doubt, temptation or partial agreement. It takes strong coherence to be a sovereign consciousness in a "place" where emotions and symbolic elements can make you sign "contracts".

It would be akin to you manipulating an animal, their cognition simply doesn't work in the same field ours does. This is why most people get "tricked", even those who know about it. Only those who cultivate their coherence and identity enough during their lifetime stand a chance at sovereignty and survival later on.

>>40720298
I mean most of them do if you bother to look, most people don't bother.
>>40720313
every culture and religion condones child rape? that's just untrue. c'mon anon.

I feel like you're responding hostilely because you feel as if I'm approaching this from a religious angle. I assure you, I am not.

>>40720385
make sense. coherence is a strong point for me, but i still need to be cautious because of the tricks they can use.
which is way i said above that it is better to go to this test while young and mentally ready instead of old and senile where the person will have nostalgia for his younger years and will accept any chance to live again, not seeing it as Stockholm syndrome, which is what it actually is.

>>40715890 (OP)
You need to find him

State and integrate your dreaming intent to merge completely with the Spirit, to awaken the Spirit, which is the alien part of us from outside this creation.

>>40716006
Maybe: Try to focus on meaningless but fun activities. Like going on a small boat trip, make a barbecue - life is material and spiritual, focussing to much on one of them makes you depressive - if you are becoming depressed by to much info on the spiritual side, look to the material side and vice versa. And have some trust, that higher evolved beings will not agree in eternal suffering - even if it may look like this - that dark entities controlling everything - no, that's never ever possible - it may only be so for a small period of time but the universe is made of structure and harmonics - not chaos. I would recommend leaving this whole board for 4 weeks and take a look at your inner feeling. My guess is, that you are not well balanced between material and spiritual. Only my guess

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