I have suffered immensely today. From solitude. It was horrible and it doesn't go away no matter how much you talk with or about god in your room. My mom is fluorided 100% I can not feel any deep sense from her she literally gives me the oh ah ok oh ah ok oh ah ok, whenever I speak about god. Fuck. My sister is always busy and neglects me and my brother is a meathead. I just wanted to rant no deeper message except, if this life is such pain for those that are happy and seek happiness, there must not be a hell because this earth is hell enough when it hits those that desire and seek. There is no need for a hell. Just become a seeker and you will experience hell in this very life. Lol but seriously.

>>40724054 (OP)
I haven't had a friend since 2013

>>40724054 (OP)
You need to be more humble and generate gratitude within yourself. You're not poor or actively abused by family members. Take a good close look at the life paths others follow, compare it to your own, and ask yourself why is that. God will eventually speak to you once you've found your own answer. Solitude is a time for contemplation and discipline

>>40724054 (OP)
Listen up SEEKER! You are on the right path!

Soon you will have become a glorious shitposter on our blessed board!
Just give up talking to your mom and sister and keep posting here! Everything else will fall in it's rightful place in time.

>>40724170
commendable

>>40724214
I believe I have a kind heart. My family members might not be horrible killers or something, but I suspect something fucky is going on at least with my mom if not my sister as well and definitely with another family member need not be named here. There is something fishy I hear her talk to someone in the room when she says she's alone (my mom).

>>40724214
Another thing, I can't actively contemplate. This is something advanced yoga practitioners experience. No more volitional thoughts. I can't sit down and think, it's not possible for me.

>>40724054 (OP)
a thread died for this complaining teen angst bullshit, nothing paranormal here

try being grateful for family, future, your health, the roof over your head. try finding something bigger than yourself to be part of or start a big project to throw yourself into.

>>40724054 (OP)
LOL

>>40724466
You fucking idiot if you knew what my mother has done to me you would realize how bad I have it.

>>40724530
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA —

MAYBE YOU'D BE BETTER OFF WORSHIPPING LUCIFER.

Stop coming to 4chan for advice. You're in the land of preachy faggots and trolls.
t. Preachy faggot

>>40724530
hey guess what, life is hard in the back of moms minivan but you’ve got a mom. learn to be grateful or your life will continue to be shit. that’s the lesson. what a histrionic zoomer “waaah im in hell cuz my mom won’t debate religion with me”. go complain to ai, this thread is useless and not paranormal, all fields.

>>40724547
This 100%

Lucifer makes life so much more EXCITING.

>>40724530
she diddled you ? so fucking hot !

>>40724562
You know the original post flew way over your head you just don't realize how it goes to some deeper level that you can't understand, cause you are a blind person and don't deserve heavenly reward. But no, I just realized what my mom did to me and it's.
She basically hates me with extreme fervour. I sensed it in the past but didn't believe it's true, but now I have realized it. Muhh take meds shut up, go sage something

>>40724593
you mom doesn’t hate you, grow the fuck up. you have to be 18 to post here btw. if you aren’t a child, please be aware you are posting like one.

>>40724593
Stop replying to the guy trying to get you to "grow up" with a cudgel. Make yourself a nice meal or something.

>>40724607
Sure thing buddy.

>>40724607
What the fuck is wrong with you you dumb idiot. You have no clue what my mom did.

>>40724699
what did she do anon?