I'm just not cut out for salvation. God made me for Satan and Hell.

>>40746484 (OP)
Feeling the same way rn. Like I wasn't chosen for it and I just have to deal with it.. I feel like all of my repentances would never be good enough for God.

>>40746513
Or maybe I'm falling for the devil's trap. The devil gives assurance in sin and makes you doubt your salvation when living in righteousness.

>>40746484 (OP)
No such thing. Apologize and try again. You have your whole life.

>>40746640
Uh huh. Like I haven't already tried that.

yhwh clearly hates me

Hell was created by the Catholic church to scare retards like you into giving money. Seriously, there is no mention of hell in the bible. Christianity was created by Mary so she wouldn't get stoned to death. Judaism was created by a banished Egyptian priest named Osarseph, who lost his title and was given a basic version of the laws of Ma'at. There, I fixed it for you

>>40746662
Cool do it again. He didn't hate you.

>>40746705
Clearly he does

>>40746484 (OP)
Are you still on that drama kick? Is it because I am ignores you?

>>40746709
What makes you say that

>>40746662
Do you want me to spell it out for you in plain English? Slow words?

When was the last time you put me first?

>>40746717
Don't larp as God

You just had to call me up and make me appear. Now I'm here. Talk to me. Why do you think that I hate? I don't know anything about hate... I mean, I hate hate, if I could wish hate out of existence, I would in a instant. Hate is necessary, it's the opposite of Fear, because you don't fear what you hate. Its like this, I'm trying to embolden you to approach me and I will say to you, "Billow up all that is within you and let it all out in a roar to make me hear you, because I pour out my love for you all day and all night and you do not listen to me at all."

>>40746726
I wish it were so simple. I am time eternal. I have lived 3 lifetimes of the big wheel, meaning that when I started this journey, I was not God, but God gave me the gift of eternal life and he said "You have everything you need."

>>40746737
meds
>>40746667
based

>>40746747
You will tell God to his face that he is delusional. Do you know what I Am?

>>40746742
Sure man

>>40746751
I am a gardener in the garden. I walked 9 lifetimes to get to here to be where you are.

Why do you think that I owe you proof? Here I am, making contact with you and you are shoving off like I don't matter.

>>40746764
>>40746758
>>40746750
>>40746742
>>40746717
bro needs an antipsychotic and a mood stabilizer

I see your life light.

>>40746758
Ok

>>40746750
I know you're derelict in your duty to protect the innocent.

>>40746775
How unfair of you. How very very unfortunate that you would consider me to be less than adequate. Sounds like you have a poo poo lip. Sir it sounds to me like I kicked you out for being something other than kind to your fellow angels.

>>40746788
Not anymore. I was made by force to take a hiatus. I was lost in loving humanity and had found there was no more room for any empathy or compassion. I was eerily tired of wry cruelty and wickedness among the heathen.

>>40746484 (OP)
Retarded and unbiblical. If you truly desire God, he's just a prayer away.

A good example of wry cruelty often involves a situation where someone delivers a sharp, hurtful remark or action with a detached, often humorous, or ironically understated tone. The "wry" aspect comes from the dry, sometimes even amused, delivery that makes the cruelty sting even more, as if the perpetrator is above the emotional fray.

Yes
I came down here to be with you to help you feel like you are my size. I made myself compact for your enjoyment and often, you brutalized me with your "self centeredness" thinking not of me before ye.

>>40746484 (OP)
He's waiting for you to change your mind dude.

>>40746662
Your instinct is serving you well. yhwh is not your god, but neither is satan.

Travel well

>>40746484 (OP)
Well it really depends anon,
Are you willing to talk about it openly and honestly?
About why it sucks, why you feel like you don't deserve to be saved, what you want out of life?
Are you willing to forgive yourself for the things you've done wrong, and not be that person anymore??

>>40746484 (OP)
https://youtu.be/N8aGT2g0jtg?feature=shared&t=97
We welcome u, OP

>>40746737
Hi God.
Just wanted to say thanks for everything you're doing and have done. I appreciate it and am working on becoming the best I can be.
>>40746528
It's this. Don't listen.
>>40746827
Hey are you doing the multiple bodies thing or are you just in one person for a while? Is my wife an angel like I suspect?

>>40747107
Nah he's just havin' fun for a thread.
Once you get to a certain level in the process everybody kinda does it sometimes because it's fun to wear titles.

>>40746667
numbers 16:31-35

>>40746484 (OP)
just dont take the mark of the beast. it is coming

>>40746484 (OP)
It's time to change your religion ASAP! The one you have now is seriously toxic, as in Mind poison! Leave toxic Abrahamism now! You don't need Salvation or Heaven, you don't need to purge Engrams! You need Awareness of your True Self, because the former are delusions that you have uncritically accepted. "Question Everything", including questioning everything! You don't need ministers, preachers, Exorcists, Bishops, Popes, First Ladies, Deacons, or Evangelist parasites! Everything you need is already there, within you! Organised Ignorance, er, Western religion, *doesn't like that at all* because it makes $millions for Them. They've killed 10,000s of people who decided they didn't need them, and stunted the minds of billions with FUD, because Self-Discovery puts them out of business! IOW it's a Fraud! And it is a Big Business that believes it has a locked-in Monopoly on spiritual things, and tax-exemption is the Game!

If you screw things up, then forgive yourself and don't do it again. You do not need Heaven! The only thing you've been promised is to exist forever in a Big-Box UFO on Earth! Leave it on the cutting floor. There's no Satan and his demons ~ the Totality of Evil and Sin. It's a godsdamned Untruth (OK, it's a big fat Lie!) You're repressing your Dark side, and the FUD of death that you suppress as evil, and it comes back to you as the personalized Evil you fear. It's all they have to sell ~ the alleged cure for Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt, and their solution for the BS they've created in your mind is their dubious Certainty!!

>>40746484 (OP)
I feel this as well. I fluctuate between reverence for Christ and thinking he's fake and gay. I'm the seed that can't take root.

>>40746484 (OP)
i remember reading here that "God's forgiveness is greater still", and it made me feel pretty silly thinking that I could somehow exceed His forgiveness with my sins. If forgiveness is as simple as asking for it from Him then salvation is readily available for all.

>>40746827
Rock?

>>40746484 (OP)
Nobodys ever said this before. You passed the test. You're the first one.

>>40746484 (OP)
No saint’s passion for God can match God’s compassion for a sinner.

>>40749530
Man you sound so fucking gay, I bet daddy told you to wear your moms panties before he fucked you up the ass every night didn’t he?

>>40749559
Use that imagination to do something useful instead of wasting your life bullying people online. Or waste your time bullying people online for some reason, I guess.

Trump and Epstein did 9/11

>>40749587
I actually am open to this, but it doesn't make sense because Trump wasn't in politics then... but he was often in NY