>>40746484 (OP)
It's time to change your religion ASAP! The one you have now is seriously toxic, as in Mind poison! Leave toxic Abrahamism now! You don't need Salvation or Heaven, you don't need to purge Engrams! You need Awareness of your True Self, because the former are delusions that you have uncritically accepted. "Question Everything", including questioning everything! You don't need ministers, preachers, Exorcists, Bishops, Popes, First Ladies, Deacons, or Evangelist parasites! Everything you need is already there, within you! Organised Ignorance, er, Western religion, *doesn't like that at all* because it makes $millions for Them. They've killed 10,000s of people who decided they didn't need them, and stunted the minds of billions with FUD, because Self-Discovery puts them out of business! IOW it's a Fraud! And it is a Big Business that believes it has a locked-in Monopoly on spiritual things, and tax-exemption is the Game!
If you screw things up, then forgive yourself and don't do it again. You do not need Heaven! The only thing you've been promised is to exist forever in a Big-Box UFO on Earth! Leave it on the cutting floor. There's no Satan and his demons ~ the Totality of Evil and Sin. It's a godsdamned Untruth (OK, it's a big fat Lie!) You're repressing your Dark side, and the FUD of death that you suppress as evil, and it comes back to you as the personalized Evil you fear. It's all they have to sell ~ the alleged cure for Fear, Uncertainty, and Doubt, and their solution for the BS they've created in your mind is their dubious Certainty!!
