I've shared many of my experiences here before but I want to go over the most convincing and unexplainable experience I've had.

>caveat: I was in a manic episode when this happened
>I was feeling that there was a God for sure but I wasn't sure if God was good or evil
>So I was praying for God to reveal to me whether He is good or evil
>As I sat on the floor praying, often genuflecting with my face to the floor, I felt the touch of a finger brush down my right back shoulder down to my right lower-back
>It felt so real, the only entity capable of touching me was my dog and I confirmed she was in another room at the time this happened
>However, I did not react with faith. I reacted with doubt, not that the touch did not happen. I feel 100% that the touch happened. But I said to myself, crying, "But how does this prove whether you're a good or evil God?"

A touch on the back doesn't exactly answer that, does it? Though you can analyze it and make inferences that [1] it was a gentle touch, not a painful one, therefore God is gentle [2] God can read minds because this prayer was done in my head not aloud.

What do you make of this experience? Yes, it happened while I was manic so you're welcome to dismiss it as tactile hallucination. To me, it was as real as a real human touching my back. Was it God, an angel, a demon or neutral spirit messing with me?

>>40750533 (OP)
Basically every miracle ive witnessed and synchronicity and serendipitous moment in my life pointed me towards waiting for this back scratch that you've recieved. My expectation is that my back scratch like this will be violent and painful and practically fatal and despite the atomic masters rearranging my life and father time stopping the clocks and the holy spirit pouring herself into my internet I wont stop until I have what you experienced. My impressions is that this back scratch is the mechanism which we shed our skin and unfurl our wings. What deeds have you done to get so close? Works or faith? Will you baptize me?

>>40750635
>What deeds have you done to get so close? Works or faith?
Mostly faith, though I am doing works now as a result of this experience. I showed my faith by praying for hours, unending, the following prayers:

>The angel's prayer from Revelations:
Holy, holy, holy,
Is the Lord God Almighty,
Who was, and is, and is to come.

>The Jesus prayer
Lord Jesus Christ, son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner.

>A prayer from Dostoevsky's The Brothers Karamazov
Lord, have mercy upon all who come before you today.

>Will you baptize me?
Get baptized in person somewhere. Make sure it is trinitarian and preferable submersion baptism if available to you.

Anyone else have an experience like this?

>>40752240
Not really unfortunately, I wish I could help out if I had any experiences like that. But thanks for sharing your spiritual experiences with us regardless, it's super interesting! Please be sure to get your daily Sunlight everyday without sunburn, anon, thanks, please take care, and God bless you! (btw I really like your AI images of Ducky, she's very cute and cool!)

>>40750635
>My expectation is that my back scratch like this will be violent and painful and practically fatal
Well, gee, I hope that doesn't happen that way, Anon, that's sounds awful! Hopefully, it'll be gentle and spiritually enlightening! Anyways, I wish you good luck, please take care, and God bless! Don't forget to get your daily Sunlight without sunburn, it's good for ya! Thanks!

>>40752240
>>40750635
Sorry, forgot to mention, but Sunlight is very good for ya! It's helped me out with my depression and anxiety a lot so far, and I noticed you suffered from depression before in your previous threads about Ducky and so and such, so I hope this advice helps ya if you're not already getting a lot of Sunlight yourself! Once again, thanks, and please take care, my friend, and God bless you! Here's another cute Ducky image from your previous threads, haha!

>>40750635
>Basically every miracle ive witnessed and synchronicity and serendipitous moment in my life pointed me towards waiting for this back scratch that you've recieved.
Imo they only prove it when they need to. If they want someone to change things and belief would encourage it, they might be shown undeniable divine influence.

If they showed everyone then focus would be massively biased to outside the world rather than in it. If you assume the world was created for some reason, then that's probably not what they want.

>>40750533 (OP)
Right shoulder blade is your kundalini energy. I've felt that place many times associated with this energy. Its a very interesting spot, its basically a place from which you can manifest wings. Try to draw that sensation from your shoulder blade to the right side of your forehead through the temple region then into the third eye.