are tulpas only entities or can they be situations? Every thing bad I worry about, happens - /x/ (#40753036) [Archived: 146 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/19/2025, 3:43:16 AM No.40753036
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13 years old date a girl, worry about getting cheated on, get cheated on in a really heavy way for any age, but especially that one

17 yrs old join the army, with dumb, but well intended reasons, kind of a highschool fuck up and worry ill get kicked out, but worry ill go to jail if I dont do something positive with my life, also worry about something happening to my parents or childhood dog or not being there if something happens

later on at 17 - in basic training find out my mom who was only 56 has fucking Alzheimer's through a letter written to me by my father

21 - get kicked out with only 6 months left of my contract, my last night on post im smoking a cigarette with my friends, I say "Man, I can't wait to just get home and see my dog" the moments those words fall out of my mouth my phone rings and its my dad telling me my dog just died unexpectedly. drive home, pick dead dog up at vet, and bury my dog instead of BBQing with old friends and family. No one gives a shit about your service, plus you got the boot anyway, bum.

23 - score a really good job on oil and has making 100k+ a year in oil and gas, this was during the early days of the red pill and MRA movement, I was very worried about catching a false rape or domestic violence accusation. tried to break up with a bitch, she lied called the cops and said i hit her, she had no marks at all but i was arrested, and promptly fired from my job, tricked/scared into taking a felony plea deal that included 8 years of probation

27 - entering the point of probation where I can early release, being extra careful nothing stupid happens, a drug dealing beaner, wearing all black and no lights, and his reflectors painted black chilling in the middle of a rural highway lane at 11oclock at night while I'm soberly on my way home from work. run him over, he got life flighted, but turned out relatively fine. I had driven a but to the gas station because my phone died and told them to call an ambulance and returned
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Anonymous
7/19/2025, 3:45:29 AM No.40753049
>>40753036 (OP)
they said i fled the scene, I lost my deferred adjudication status, took another plea deal so now I have two felony convictions plus 8 years probation

30 - the dog i got before the first case, my best friend who had been with me through it all, just as i was talking about him died while i was at work, just after I finished telling my friends about my old dog from the army

Am I manifesting fucking myself over?
Anonymous
7/19/2025, 11:40:29 AM No.40755320
>>40753036 (OP)
Wow, that sounds like a very rough batch of unlucky streaks you got there. I don't know what could be the cause of all of this, maybe just a bunch of unlucky coincidences, or something else entirely, I'm not sure.

But what I am completely sure of is that no matter how terrible or hopeless things may get for you in life, you can always bounce back and come back from this better and stronger than before. I know it for sure because I've been through hell and back for years thinking my life was nothing but absolutely cursed with misfortune, but I'm slowly but surely getting better now, and now I see hope on the horizon.

Consider this whole ordeal that you've gone through as your personal trial tribulation that you must overcome, my friend, so keep pushing forward in life and never give in yourself as well. Be sure to learn to forgive yourself and in others, and just know that we are all connected by the same source of consciousness that we share with each other, and with God, because God is essentially the main source if all consciousness, and consciousness is the most fundamental thing in all of existence.

Anyways, please be sure to get your daily Sunlight safely without sunburn, it'll help you to give you the energy and the motivation to keep pushing forward in life. It's great for you! Please take care, anon, good luck, and Godspeed. Thanks!
Anonymous
7/19/2025, 10:15:48 PM No.40757932
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>>40753036 (OP)
Nice
Anonymous
7/19/2025, 10:29:55 PM No.40758036
>>40753036 (OP)
>date a girl
Answer rejected.
Anonymous
7/19/2025, 10:49:47 PM No.40758174
>>40753036 (OP)
If it is you who is manifesting this, it means you are powerful and you can manifest positive things too, such as not worrying. If not, your worrying doesn't affect the situation and you are free to worry all you want.