what are the spiritual consequences of being unbearably intense and combative? i thrive in negative emotions and being extremely confrontational towards any persons character

people have described me as completely overwhelming and that its hard to be around me and that im draining emotionally; at the same time i dont TRY to be this way but its like if i really start letting loose on someone its always too much for them, but they are never too much for me and i thrive off of their confronation, meanwhile most people avoid it constantly

what are the spiritual implications of this? why am i like this? does this mean anything? is their something spiritual i can apply my character to?

>>40759664 (OP)
Try to bring others pleasure, that's the point of life. Being overly combative makes people not like you, and you lose a lot when people don't like you. It's fine to be intimidating in a moral way, but being a bad person in an intimidating way makes you lose the game of life real fast.

>>40759697
but i cant help it, im not just combative BECAUSE, but people have all sorts of things constantly about their life they DONT confront, or stuff they arent thinking about but which is affecting them but just to avoid pain or responsibility or whatever they dont, so i cant NOT be confrontation if im being real, i can see right through whatever act they play and i physically cant do it; i eventually always snap and then total chaos breaks loose

Im not going to "bring pleasure" or whatever as any sort of goal, i want to be real with others, and eventually i always have to because i cant mask forever. So, i dont even know what to do; it feels like the world is completely against me

>>40759746
You can help it. Even if you view yourself above others, you should realize you were at their level at some point in the past too. Look at it as a selfish beneficial thing to not point out the flaws of other people, they hate you for doing it especially if it is in front other people. You should understand, if your flaws were pointed out by a higher being than you in front of your friends, you'd hate them too. Being kind will bring you much benefit in this life, practice that as soon as possible.

>>40759838
no i dont mean it in a moral sense, its not about being above others, despite having serious problems with my identity and abandonment issues ans whatever, i think i make a constant effort to really be REAL; which others DONT and it infuriates me. Not too mention, this whole everyone being fake and surface level does eventually lead to moral stuff, like my friend cheating on his gf and keeping it totally hushed up for months now; his gf is with a cheater and shes none the wiser and if i wanted to i could ruin my friends life for a bit just by spilling the truth (and yes he has literally no shame or any remorse for it, hes so dissossicated and drugged out hes just chasing pleasure and status and whatever)

>>40760005
This shame the cheaters moralfagging is getting out of control. It's the cosmo version of hating billionaires because of their money.

>>40760030
literally how money is money, you being a cheater is just being a complete failure and home wrecker of a person

>>40760005
You’re just a faggot. Kys

>>40760055
I've never cheated. My momma always said that women are like a box of chocolates and the ones you dont know will give you crabs.

>>40760005
Don't snitch on your friend, you already know that. People aren't taught how to think on this planet, so give them and yourself a break. Try to pleasure others when you hang out with them including tickling their ego, they will start to love you if you do that.

>>40760068
i HATE you; and i know just how much you, aka a demon, influence my friend

>>40760113
The best advice you've ever received in your life and you hate me for it. You are cringe beyond words. It doesn't take a genius to figure out why people hate you irl.

I'd say I'm a little further on the other end of the spectrum.
I usually feel joy around people (depends on the person), but there is someone in my life whose making my life a living hell and I don't see any way of escaping or transcending this environment.
Is this karma? What gives

>>40760153
dont derail the thread demon

>>40759697
shut up simp

>>40760222
Giving others pleasure brings you pleasure. You're a beta cuck for not knowing that, and calling me a simp exemplifies that even more.

>>40759697
>Bring others pleasure
OP's issues aside. That is so gay

>>40759664 (OP)
And you think that's a good thing? It's like bragging about shitting and pissing yourself. what the hell

>>40760358
That's how you get a girlfriend dumbass. Way to expose your virginity.

>>40760388
No I think that just makes you a people please

>>40760434
Ahem. people pleaser*

>>40760434
Nigger. You people please in a clever way to make people fall in love with you. It's a great tactic to live life. Chads people please subtly, I'm a chad, listen to me you fucking faggot.

>>40760448
You sound like a manipulative asshole desu. You even called it a tactic. I thought you liked pleasing people? Are you pulling my farkle?

>>40760465
I do it without conscious thought and I'm bringing it to your consciousness so you live a better life. Pleasuring others is the best way to pleasure yourself.

>>40760476
That's ridiculous. I'm out of here.

>>40760482
You must live a life of misery if you don't try to bring others joy. Incredible words like that make you seethe, take a good look at yourself pal.

You are a hylic or an archonic faggot

>>40759664 (OP)
What are the spiritual consequences of being a machine that does the bidding of non machines and lies constantly?

>>40759664 (OP)
the reason these attributes thrive is because you have pride in it

providing security and love to others is beyond everything anon, but i know that this is a tired and generic cliche. the depth of meaning behind these words have been... adulterated.