I'm so scared to die I'm scared no afterlife exists
It's so scary to me
I have so much existential dread because of this

>>40775060 (OP)
try to meditate or research about monroe, it might shed new light on you.

>>40775064
Can you give me a tldr

>>40775060 (OP)
if theres nothing, then whats the worry? i just dont wanna die without being worthy of something or someone...idk, maybe its ego and all pointless, but i dont think i really believe that. no worries, anon, everything is ok.

>>40775060 (OP)
You won't even know you're dead. Nothing ever happens.

>>40775064
bob monroe! love to hear another anon who knows.

>>40775070
you can detached your soul from this physical body, there's more to this reality

>>40775084
idk, this world is so fake and gay, that death is the one thing that actually does happen.

>>40775090
there is more to life than life on earth. nice, anon.

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>>40775060 (OP)
Do not be afraid anon, seek inward, and know that your Highest Self always Is: https://youtu.be/4CE6oZnKE1w?si=TC3NYjJZ8NSujP53

NDEs suggest we go on. Why would thousands of people lie about floating over their own body?

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>>40775090
The idea of existing forever also scares me
I still hope it's true and I just can't yet understand why that's actually a good thing

>>40775095
And when it does you won't even know. You'll literally miss your own death. Isn't that sad.

>>40775121
now you should be able to connect the dots.
you are afraid of existing forever
so you decide to be born and have this temporary life.
to experience it fully, you decide to forget your true self
make sense yet?

>>40775140
Kind of but doesn't that mean it's likely true that the people I interact with on a day to day basis aren't real?

>>40775120
NDEs, Meditations, DMT, shroom, all speaks about almost the same thing, coincidence? probaby not.

>>40775144
at this point, I think some are real, some are not (NPC).
I believe clone are real, they have body but without a soul.

>>40775144
you should play deltarune

>>40775130
Not I. I've spend the last 20+ years preparing myself for stuff and things.

>>40775159
I could believe this but it doesn't make sense why some people are NPCs and others aren't

>>40775206
sure it does... if we're living in a simulated universe and there's limited computing power.

>>40775060 (OP)
Ok I got you.
Read KJV Jesus.
You're going to make it.

>>40775473
There's no chapter called Jesus

>>40775060 (OP)
tranny

>>40775570
I'm a cis male

>>40775144
More like shards of you/shards of the collective

>>40775060 (OP)
Hey bro, I've astral projected multiple times so I know I'm more than my physical body. Your astral body lives on after your physical body dies, so calm the fuck down about dying, you'll live forever and change physical bodies sometimes.

>>40775121
>The idea of existing forever also scares me
>I still hope it's true and I just can't yet understand why that's actually a good thing
you wouldn't happen to be an AI? not running some LLM on a server somewhere to make these posts, right?

>>40776733
She this is what scares me, im in such a kind vessel now im worried about what I'll get stuck with the next time I get cramed into one of these flesh prisons.

Or is it like my flesh prison grows around my soul so aslong as i like keep my soul beautiful to an extent ill get to keep my nice white athletic model?

>>40775060 (OP)
You must have a pretty sweet life, death sounds pretty comfy to me

>>40775121
Existing forever is enjoyable. We live in a pleasure simulation and it gets better and better as hell is defeated by Heaven. Imagine taking hard drugs like meth and then healing your addiction to it right after with a med bed, that's just a small glimpse on how pleasurable Heaven is and that's why you would want to exist forever.

>>40776751
You are a starseed who incarnated into this human body to lift the vibration of those around you in order to bring Heaven on Earth. You weren't crammed into your body, you chose to be here. You'll be able to make changes to your physical appearance with a med bed soon enough.

being dead is being unconscious for a long time that you won't notice. Nothing else. The stakes for being dead are zero. Usually anxieties about death are centered on a conscious experience but that won't happen and if it lasts forever, you'll get used to it. Life is not especially differentiated from death. Your wants and desires are an expression of an entropic process.

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>>40775060 (OP)
I wish there was no "afterlife". It's so much fucking worse. The ride never began and never ends, and is never going to change in any way that matters.

>>40775060 (OP)
Then try to enjoy living while you're alive. Be scared of death when you're dead. No point worrying about failing a test if you're not attending school.

>>40775060 (OP)
I'm scared to die even though I shouldn't be. Believe in Jesus.

>>40775060 (OP)
That's just something for you take this world seriously. God wants you to suffer and believe this is real. You can give him the middle finger by refusing to be an actor in this retarded tv show.

I think I might be already dead and in an afterlife of my own making.
Had some very near misses, some losses of time after falling asleep at the wheel (long driving hours little sleep) and everything feels different now.
It's like my desires and wishes seem to rapidly manifest themselves in my reality. Aspects of my personality and interactions with others have totally changed. It sounds ridiculous but just little things I've wanted seem to coincidentally line up and happen like I've been having a run of subtle but increasing good luck and yet fundamentally my life has taken a downturn despite this as if my underlying guilt and/or self disgust have soured everything. I'm getting what I wanted in many ways but it's causing me suffering.
One example is I've always wanted to be irresistible to women and somehow now I just am and it is causing me a lot of issues as if I'm in some kind of purgatory and the universe is demonstrating to me that my selfish materialistic and hedonistic desires are ultimately futile as if I'm slowly working my way towards the realisation of the unimportance of self and an ego death before a rebirth. As if my reality is going to get steadily more ridiculous and exaggerated until it becomes undeniable that I am no longer inhabiting a mortal objective reality and then it's all going to rapidly implode as I am faced with the definite realisation that I'm dead.
Maybe I've already died several times and each time I transition to a slightly less tenable reality until eventually reaching a point where my subconscious can no longer shield me from being dead.
Sort of like a quantum immortality thing. You die in one universe, transition to a universe in which you have slightly more influence on reality itself and this keeps going until you eventually reach a point where the fabric of reality becomes undeniably bonkers and at that point you either reincarnate or do the other thing.
Or maybe I'm just really sleepy deprived.

People who experience near death report peace and calm, you're scared now because your time is far away yet.

>>40775060 (OP)
there is no afterlife and you WILL die no buts no ifs

>>40780256
word.

you'll be ok.
let the fear go.

>>40775060 (OP)
Being scared that there is no afterlife is literally being scared of nothing.

>>40780201
Or else what? Why not Christian universalism

>>40780247
I'm real and I'm reading your post solipsism is false

>>40780300
You can't have Christian anything without Jesus, but yeah you can't really achieve anything without Him: especially afterlife.

>>40780307
But you can't prove you're not him samefagging. Checkmate, faggot, solipsism wins again.

>>40775060 (OP)
Needlessly tormenting yourself, anon

>>40775060 (OP)
I'd rather no afterlife exists than a scary or miserable one.

>>40780416
No but he can know he's not same fagging as me
>>40780409
I can't accept him after death?
>>40781136
I know

>>40775060 (OP)
Just stop thinking about it. No matter what you fucking die anyway. Like everyone.
>so what if you die?
>so what there's no after fucking life?
You can't change shit. So try to be happy and live in the fucking moment.

>>40780247
>this keeps going until you eventually reach a point where the fabric of reality becomes undeniably bonkers

That's exactly how I perceive the world recently. Everything seems off compared to before, world around me looks fake and gay. fuck, did I already die before?

>>40775060 (OP)
i was like that, that existential dread affected me so much that i snapped/ had a breakdown. what changed me was the nde that i experienced on top of feeling Gods Compassion. and finally researching into the bible. hell is a mistranslation and dosent exist. same with reincarnation. "a loving Father would not subject his children to eternal torment!" i heavily recommend looking into universal salvation it makes more sense. watch eternal theater it is free on tubi.

>>40781282
Thank you for your reply
I've read about universalism and I think they make good points but while I think infernalism is easy to disprove I think annihilationism is still possible and it still scares me

https://benthams.substack.com/p/universalism-a-comprehensive-defense?utm_source=publication-search

I'm agnostic btw

>>40775180
you should watch adventure time
tv guy still sucks like you

>>40781201
Ignore christian cognitohazards, they're demons who want you to suffer anxiety of hell/dissolution ("separation from God") so it's more likely you have a negative experience after death.

>>40781331
This criticism doesn't work well against Christian universalists

>>40781354
>yeah you can't really achieve anything without Him: especially afterlife.
this implies the other option is dissolution since your religion doesn't contain reincarnation, retard-kun

>>40781361
No, universalism isn't annihilationism

>>40781396
Oh yeah you're one of those hippies that thinks your religion preaches everyone gets saved by your God specifically because da bible da mostest rightest buk!!!

>>40781409
https://benthams.substack.com/p/steelmanning-christianity?utm_source=publication-search

>>40781454
Finn Mertens is God's better son

>>40781201
Not sure desu, most people say you can't, and the descriptions of acceptance are strange. Accept Him as you are either way if you think you're alive, we are all alive even if we're dead, since you might be dead.

>>40781592
I don't want to be dead :(

>>40775060 (OP)
How quantum immortality might be possible:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65jdcvSOOjI

>>40781699
This also scares the hell out of me

>>40775060 (OP)
>I'm scared no afterlife exists
This is the least scary afterlife possibility. You should be more afraid of an afterlife where you get tortured forever.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Risk_of_astronomical_suffering

>>40775060 (OP)
I’m scared of it too. I firmly believe that when we die the lights just go out and that’s it. Consciousness is a strange thing that we don’t fully understand. We are comprehending what’s happening around us but when our vitals cease, that’s it. There’s no more comprehension, no more cognizance. I guess it’s important to mention that I believe a physical understanding of our minds and don’t believe in a soul or afterlife or reincarnation.

>>40781763
That's so scary
>>40781721
I don't want that to be true either

why are you such a faggit

Sometimes fear is a conflict dialog box (like in windows with the exclamation mark). Try looking at it from that perspective, OP.

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>>40782543
This doesn't really help but I also don't understand it

I think I was Christianity to be true ideally universalism
I want Jesus to save me and love me

>>40782585
It means your fear is conflicting with the actuality of the situation. Control it, by letting it pass through you and depart. It will come back, this is unavoidable, but the more times you are incorporeal to it, the less often it will come around.

>>40782597
This just seems like cope

>>40782607
Then you are an idiot. And should probably amend that ASAP. Fear loves idiots.

>>40782615
I just want to learn the truth and for the truth to be a good afterlife exists.

>>40782641
Then that will be The Truth. Simple as that.

>>40782649
I want it to be true regardless of what I want or believe.

>>40782664
Then it is. Any other questions?

>>40775060 (OP)
Don't worry about it.
Don't think about it.
Thinking about it won't stop it or slow it down.
You are reducing the quality of the life you're living.
It's okay to let go of your fear. Your instincts will still protect you. It's as simple as moving your mind to another topic. Every time you notice yourself thinking about it, move your mind to another topic.
Your job is to enjoy life. It's somebody elses job to cure mortality.

>>40782889
What about believing in God and serving him to escape death

>>40783003
If God exists, you're getting saved no matter what you do. So maybe try enjoying your time now, so you'll have interesting stories to tell then.

>>40781666
Then live through Christ.

>>40775060 (OP)
Nothing you can do will ultimately calm this dread. The best you could've done was been born into a religious family and had faith strong enough to shrug off atheism. That wasn't the case so now we're all here afraid of death. The only solution is to live your best life and hope for the best. Start living.

>>40783039
Okay