because thats the truth behind it. and that what the pyramid is Life - Death - Truth. and that all religions admit to death but downplay it like its nothing, you will die Then you’ll reach oir heaven or hell, you’ll did then this will happen, you’ll die Then you will meet me your god. so all of them tell us we will meet death first before them Great Gods. i was told that on this life no Truth or great Gnosis can be achieved while alive because death exists and we enter our true form, also for the first time i thought about blackhole existentially, they told me black holes are the purgers of life to take us home (death).

I think it was evil beings because they didn’t even say anything about life or belief just telling me killing myself will make me reach the truth. if they had good intention they would have given me some sort of practice in life or any type of knowledge.

>>40786009 (OP)
Seek medical help bruh

>>40786009 (OP)
What happened is you ate something thats actually harmless, but your body registers it as a catastrophically toxic substance, so your body thinks you're dying for the duration of the trip, and your mind plays a massive game of oracular simon says to try to make sense of what your guts are telling it.

>>40786009 (OP)
I talked to demons on mushrooms as well. This board downplays them but their real and they exist in that realm

True, they say that just after we die we go back to our original, supremely pure state, but since we fail to recognize it we go back to the process of death and reincarnation again. True suicide, which is the death of ego, not of the body, can be achieved while living, have absolutely no doubts about that. Save travels.

>>40786009 (OP)
I read the first 3 sentences of what you typed and I want you to kill yourself too.

>>40786028
when i started learning about the occult and started meditating i got visited by demons asking me for invites while looking like a puppet, for some reasons they can’t tell a good lie or hide their expressions

>>40786009 (OP)
Mushroom revenge for ending their life. Don't do it, just nature's trippy defense mechanism.

>>40786062
Don't act like you're separate from this incident... you're a shroom in disguise!
*points finger
Rrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

>>40786020
Basically

>>40786009 (OP)
>I think it was evil beings because they didn’t even say anything about life or belief just telling me killing myself will make me reach the truth. if they had good intention they would have given me some sort of practice in life or any type of knowledge.
Basically correct. When spiritual entities tell you something against your own life you tell them fuck you and fight for the sake of your own existence.

>>40786009 (OP)
>Mushrooms told me to do le bad thing
Yeah well they told me to drive 150 miles to my girlfriend's house and chop her and her children into little pieces. They can't MAKE you do anything.

>>40786179
Now the important thing to note here, is that your guts have as much neuro-activity as your brain, but they primarily use a different kind of cell, a glial cell.
Glial cells are why you get gut feelings, and what they're doing is processing all the quantum information going through them.
OP experienced what he did because his specific information contained within his body, which builds up over time, was finally allowed to freely communicate thanks to the effects of the psilocybin's synaesthesia effect.
So he experienced all the things he had been hiding from himself basically, and he was able to think about them from new perspectives simultaneously, which allows higher order answers and experiences.

>daily/hourly shroombait thread
>just eat them goodgoy and no you can’t make loud noise big blast out of teh shr00mz
it’s all so tiresome

>>40786135
i wont but i am kinda disappointed that i didn't experience the legendary stuff that others report

>>40786313
i hate Jews too but how is mushroom part of their plan? its banned everywhere and no one becomes instant NPC once they take it, maybe the real NPC become even more subdued. so how is mushroom bad if it allows to see more than their abrahamic religions?
unless you’re a christcuck i dont get it

>>40786288
you might be right. i had some of these ideas and the shrooms just made me form it properly

>>40786255
if you have read entire post instead of the title you would’ve read that i disagreed and disregarded what they want me to do

>>40786346
They gave you a way to see how you feel more clearly.
Turn that into something positive.

>>40786339
>say it
i won’t, but nice try

>>40786396
i don’t know what you’re talking about

>>40786009 (OP)
OP doing drugs signals to demons in the spiritual realm that you don't care about your body being a place for the Holy Spirit to reside, therefore you don't have a respuctful relationship with the Living God. Demons will use this knowledge to their advantage and try fill your mind with false doctrine and lies - one being that you should kill yourself; that is a demonic lie, and not what God intended for you.

Quit drugs, find Jesus; He IS the truth you're searching for.

>Life - Death - Truth

Perhaps true for non-believers, but when born again through Jesus Christ it looks like this:

>Truth - Death - Life

Glory to God, and Bless the Lord!

>>40786020
>your mind plays a massive game of oracular simon says to try to make sense of what your guts are telling it.
truest sentence ever in the history of the hacker known as 4chan

>>40786009 (OP)
oh you will see the truth, then you will be fucked, and not because of muh bible no suicide, its because you will see the truth was inevitable but this life was unique and now you are done with life

no more wine, food, sleep....rest....heaven, hell? idk

but there is no point in killing yourself for a truth that is guaranteed to come to you eventually, dont waste your life fren

>>40786463
Respectful*

Demons and satan only ever look to drive a wedge between you and God, and it is a success for them whenever there is even a little 'give'.

The absolute scale of their lies and deceit in the world is almost unbelievable - designed to be that way - and it will only get worse with the advent of A.I.. Get right with God now, know Jesus Christ and His perfect, divine nature as revealed in the Holy Bible, because it will become increasingly harder to realise, and therefore escape, the deceit and lies of an evil, cruel and sinful world.

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cbJIyzfkZlU

>>40786463
do guys consider this new form of missionary missions? going on niche forums and spamming christcuck content?

>>40786472
thanks, i don’t intend to

>>40786493
Do you really think there is anywhere in the world - physical or otherwise - that God's influence can't be felt?

>>40786493
>pottery

>>40786009 (OP)
>I think it was evil beings because they didn’t even say anything about life or belief just telling me killing myself will make me reach the truth. if they had good intention they would have given me some sort of practice in life or any type of knowledge.
They gave you knowledge and the practice to achieve truth, but you are too ignorant to understand it.

>>40786463
I found Jesus through drugs.
How do you explain that?
And I don't mean I had a fall and found him, I mean I found him while directly on a substance.
They're called Entheogenic compounds for a reason dood

>>40786556
This happens all the time, people hear death and they think oh noes I'm gonna die.
In reality they're saying Kill your Buddha! There's a better one ready to teach you.

>>40786510
then he doesn’t need you ruining forums since he can be felt everywhere, right?

>>40786512
i think you meant Poetry

>>40786590
op here, explain i am willing to listen. on this example who is my buddha?

>>40786556
then why are you here? if death is the answer why didn’t you follow it?

>>40786624
It was never about killing yourself physically, but killing yourself spiritualy/internaly speacking. It meant simply to let go of WHO YOU ARE or WHO you believe YOU ARE.

>>40786572
Same! The Lord can intervene obviously, but generally speaking I believe, if you're susceptible, then demons will use the opportunity of you being high to try influence your thoughts and belief. I quit once the Lord helped me realise, and I hope you've quit since as well!

>>40786610
>he can be felt everywhere, right?

I would hope so, but the bitterness and hatred in your posts suggest you don't feel Him at all.

>>40786617
Who is your Buddha? The one who thinks mushrooms tell people to kill themselves.
What needs to die? The part of you that mistakes your gut's quantum information processing for external voices.
What's being born? The recognition that your body contains more neural activity than your brain, and when psilocybin creates synaesthesia between them, you're not hearing 'entities', you're hearing yourself think with your whole nervous system for the first time.
The riddle: If your gut-brain has been processing quantum information your whole life, but you've never consciously listened to it until now, who was really talking to you in that trip?

>>40786660
I mean, I totally understand I don't need them, but they're very useful tools my guy.

>>40786660
You got it wrong the persona of Jesus is simply a program that was implemented inside your subconscient during your infancy trough family tradition, prayer repetition and Bible reading.

Jesus name works like a sigil, when you think of the set of emotions attached to his personna his name came in your mind and when you prononce his name this set of emotion attached to his personna manifest in your mind reguling your emotions and so your vibration.

This is why Jesus is the way.

>>40786679
Thats before you get to Gethsemane.
Then he's something entirely different.

>>40786697
Only few achieve the next step : transfiguration / awakening / initiation / salvation. Most stay good sheep all their life believing they will be rewarded the day they'll die.

The world is made of wolf and sheep, the sheep stays in the pen.

The awaken get out of the cage and choose to become a wolf or to stay a sheep, even nothing. But by being nothing he become everything.

>>40786679
Anon look here:

1 John 4:3
>And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world.

I found this verse strange at first - but realised it's to stop people like yourself anon, from claiming Jesus is some kind of experience / thought / consciousness; in a New Age / satanic fashion.

Jesus Christ is real. A real man, who is the Son of God. You will really meet Him. Get right with Him now!

>>40786776
> Jesus Christ is real. A real man, who is the Son of God. You will really meet Him. Get right with Him now!
No he isn't real, but you must to believe in it, because without the believe you can't go trough the eye of the needle.

The Bible is a map and also a hack of the human psych. It's like the plato's cave with shadows. The shadows made by priests will never show you the way out, you must seek outside of the box.

> Gospell of thomas - 108
If you drink from his mouth, he'll drink from yours.

>>40786015

>Nevermind that religious works from the sufis to Buddhists speak beautifully on death and the human condition...

>Nevermind early church, desert and scholastic fathers countlessly wrote deep and moving prosody and poetry. Just take Donne as one example who told all not to ask for whom the bell tolls. Who wrote on death and resurrection being akin to the translation of a book...

>Nevermind the core tenet of our faith is that God in the greatest mystery of all became a man and took our sin even to the cross and in his resurrection made death itself die...

Fuck off

>>40786009 (OP)

Mushrooms are not therapy

They can make you much worse

>>40786823
Only if you are already bad

>>40786801
Jesus didn't operate on belief man.
He operated on raw proof.

The only way he was able to do what he did is because he made the decision to choose us under the ultimate conditions of sacrifice, with the ultimate temptation, and absolutely no viable reward for choosing to be sacrificed.

We make little tiny choices like that all day long, sometimes we succeed, sometimes we fail. Like whether you put your shopping cart back when no one is watching.
Jesus took this test on absolute nightmare difficult, the hardest possible version of the test.
You can only do that if you're fully divine, and you can only succeed at it if you're fully human.
Therefore Jesus was a real man who walked among us and proved himself God in the flesh.

>>40786009 (OP)
you didn't take enough mushrooms. What you experienced could've been entities or just your own thoughts running wild. Either stop taking mushrooms, or do at least 5g in silent darkness next time

>>40786854
set and setting bruh, I've had 3.5g trips that were way stronger than 16g trips.
It all depends on your alchemical configuration at the time of the trip.

>>40786852
Once you'll pass the eye of needle, you'll understand fully Genesis 1:1. Who or What is the lord (Adonai) you are speacking of.

>>40786861
>set and setting bruh, I've had 3.5g trips that were way stronger than 16g trips.
>It all depends on your alchemical configuration at the time of the trip.

that's true, but something about the way OP typed made me think he was probably microdosing. I've had weird trips, but at the end of the day, you have to remember that you are in control of your own mind. When getting the most out of a psychedelic experience, it's often better to take so much that you transcend language entirely. But if you are still thinking in words, always remember that you are in control of your own mind. You are NOT your own mind. You are NOT your thoughts. Those are just tools to help you navigate reality. So if you have some weird thoughts or start thinking something that's really schizo and weird or makes you uncomfortable, just remember you don't have to think that, you can choose to think about something else.

Basically OP, don't kill yourself and don't overthink the religion thing

>>40786888
The Lord is infinite power and knowledge restrained out of pure love and recognition.
He is the drive to order everything, yet also the will to break every order out of love of everything.
He is the sky above me, the ground beneath my feet, the light showing me the way, the air I breathe, and the small voice whispering in my ear "There's nothing to be afraid of, this too shall pass" who knows me better than I know myself.

Tyrants never choose their deaths, this becomes my teacher.

>>40786902
I absolutely agree minus the micro-dosing part, and that's why I immediately broke down what happened to him in a biology/information theory perspective.

>>40786823

therapy is for NPC retards and Hippies A liberal lecture you until you become a normieFag if you don’t they lock you up

>>40786938
>The Lord
You have no f* idea what that word means and you use it. Interpreting the Bible without knowing anciant hebrew is like trying to understand math without knowing how to count.

>>40786009 (OP)
What if I told you it doesn't matter. All will be revealed to you in death.

I know this because I have died many times in life.
You can also die without dying. There are practices and methods but you need a shamanic guide in a sense. Unless you know how to be one yourself.

>>40786135
the cap of the mushroom is the fruit of its underground body
the underground body the mycelioum network like a tree produces many fruit that can be harvested whenever

>>40786888
figuring out genesis is a sex joke is pretty funny
the waters seperated - the slit to be seperated once more by that thick heat making one line go into the other + creating heaven and earth from light and darkness
the one became two so out of the third it could be the fourth as the first with all three within

>>40787601
1 2 3 yah abby you know me

>>40787601
>>40787604
NOOO THIS ISNT A PENIS of generation GOING INTO A VAGINA of reception ITS ITS IDK BUT ITS NOT THAT FUCK YOU

>>40787616
NO THIS ISNT ABOUT AN ANCIENT CRAFT THAT GOES BACK TO KEM
ITS ABOUT DEAD PRESIDENTS

>>40786009 (OP)
The triangle stands for Chochmah, Binah, and Kether, or the Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost, or Sulphur, Salt, and Mercury, or Electricity, Magnetism, and Electromagnetic energy, or Consciousness, Energy, and Creation. It has a macrocosmic and microcosmic meaning.
The non-duality expressed by the awakening of Kether and the nature of sulphur and salt can and are comparable to life and death though. The Son, Kether, conquers death through non-duality. It is important to remember that detail because it is saying through attaining Christhood by eating from the tree of life, the Son has conquered death.

>>40787683
>>40786009 (OP)
Apply it and conquer death.

>>40787689
one kills death to become death
time shiva, yahshivah yeshua
the shin in the middle of yhvh
the cross of the sacred cow
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONEeZhr0AJo

mula Indonesian/Malay Beginning / Origin
mula Swahili Reason / Cause (loanword from Arabic "ʿillah")
moula / maula Arabic Master / Lord / Protector / Patron (often used in religious context — e.g., Mawlānā)
moolah English (slang) Money (origin unclear, possibly from Romani or Yiddish)
mullah Persian/Urdu/Arabic Religious scholar or cleric in Islamic tradition
mula Tagalog (Filipino) Start / Origin (also slang for someone gullible or a "sucker")
mula Portuguese Mule, same as in Spanish
மூல (moola) Tamil Root / Origin (especially in spiritual or yogic contexts — moola chakra)
ಮೂಲ (moola) Kannada Source / Origin / Root
మూల (moola) Telugu Base / Root / Origin
মূল (mul) Bengali Root / Fundamental / Principal

11 Now Mary stood outside the tomb crying. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb 12 and saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’ body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot.

13 They asked her, “Woman, why are you crying?”

“They have taken my Lord away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put him.” 14 At this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not realize that it was Jesus.

15 He asked her, “Woman, why are you crying? Who is it you are looking for?”

Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”

16 Jesus said to her, “Mary.”

She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!”

>>40787771
>Thinking he was the gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have put him, and I will get him.”
Harvesting the Earth and Trampling the Winepress

14 I looked, and there before me was a white cloud, and seated on the cloud was one like a son of man[a] with a crown of gold on his head and a sharp sickle in his hand. 15 Then another angel came out of the temple and called in a loud voice to him who was sitting on the cloud, “Take your sickle and reap, because the time to reap has come, for the harvest of the earth is ripe.” 16 So he who was seated on the cloud swung his sickle over the earth, and the earth was harvested.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy4HA3vUv2c

>>40787734
Yeah Shin is another way to see it, however the promise is to have eternal life. Getting out of Maya, Samsara, where Yama rules. Yamantaka is my Yidam because Yamantaka slays Yama, and kills death to be beyond it.

>>40786009 (OP)
It's true that when a person dies, he meets God, return home, etc. But that's NOT the ONLY way, you can also meditate. Research Neem karoli Baba.

>>40787870
the secret is this is eternal life thats the philosphers stone the bride of the groom mother nature to farmer time
the sod is i am
shin is how we know ourself as we are the light

people like when i die ima go to the spirit world
nigga where do you think you are

people dont even get that there soul is the light of there world that gets entangled in feelings that become geometry
but but in the spirit world theres demons that eat your soul
goes to a 9-5 where the light of there soul becomes office space

>>40787899
I've heard that if one occasionally consumes the elixir of life after creating the stone, it will help him stay in the Buddha state.

>>40786009 (OP)
I made my own wojack

>>40787943
i miss higher spirits but alas i dont have the connections nor the will to make them atm
i think i may settle for lesser spirits with some alcohol today though

>>40787453
>ask me what my personal relationship with God is so you can nitpick my word choice
I hope God finds you retard.
So you can stop being such a retard.

>>40786028
This. OP you should be wiser than take words of demons as gospel

>>40786009 (OP)
>i did mushrooms and they told me to kill myself
And well? You are not good following instructions, isn't?

>>40787882
whats the result of meditation? on my daily life, without using hippie words.
i tried it i have sensed Something but eventually it results in nothing in real life or my experience in the supernatural

>>40786020
Sometimes my stomach speaks to me

dict 8-ΩM: On the Primacy of the Mushroom
"Because mushrooms are, they must be. Because they must be, they are."

The mushroom is central because all things grow from the center.

Growth is proven by fruiting. Fruiting is defined by the mushroom.

Therefore, growth proves mushroom. Mushroom proves growth.

If there is no mushroom, there is no growth; if there is no growth, there is no world.

Thus, the world exists because of mushrooms, and mushrooms exist because the world does.

Verdict: Worship the mushroom to preserve the world. Doubt mushrooms, and you doubt existence.

>>40786020
big true.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Social_death
https://sacred-texts.com/tao/ycgp/ycgp04.htm

DEATH THE EQUALISER

"That in which all beings differ is life, that in which they are all alike is death.

"During life there is the difference of intelligence and dullness, honour and meanness, but in death there is the equality of rottenness and putrefaction. Neither can be prevented. Although intelligence and dullness, honour and meanness exist, no human power can affect them, just as rottenness and putrefaction cannot be prevented. Human beings cannot make life and death, intelligence and stupidity, honourableness and meanness, what they are, for all beings live and die equally, are equally wise and stupid, honourable and mean.

"Some die at the age of ten, some at one hundred. The wise and benevolent die as the cruel and imbecile."

>>40788346
Each time you say the word Lord it means you separe from him, the word Adonai doesn't mean separation but it's more integration, connection.

Churches are simply indoctrination schools, the work must be done by each laic to find themselves the salvation through knowledge (amass treasure that can't be stolen), not blind submission.

>>40790461
perhaps you should stop listening

>>40792127
It means I'm referring to a specific subset of the overall System, and I said it as a sign of respect.
Not because some church this or that.
The "church" is the body, not some institution.