I can't stop imagining what the demons and angels around me are thinking when I masturbate. I am a fat disgusting slob and on top of that I am masturbating to disgusting porn. I am so ashamed.

>>40790422 (OP)
See you on /gif/ in three days.

...is that a pear?

dict XXIII-NF: On the Eternal Retention of Seed
“Because the seed is not spilled, the strength remains. Because the strength remains, the seed must not be spilled.”

Strength comes from retention.

Retention is the act of not releasing.

To release is to lose.

Therefore, to retain is to gain.

Gaining is proof of virtue.

Virtue is defined by those who retain.

Those who retain are strong because they do not release.

They do not release because they are strong.

Verdict: The strong do not release because release is weakness, and weakness is the absence of strength.
Because there is no release, there is strength. Because there is strength, there must be no release.

Thus: PERMANENT NOFAP IS NECESSARY BECAUSE PERMANENT NOFAP IS NECESSARY.

>>40790430
I went 9 months in 2024 without masturbating. Only gave in because of outside influence.
>>40790469
It is whatever you wish it to be young one.

>>40790480
You're gonna give niggas prostate cancer

>>40790503
>went 9 months in 2024 without masturbating. Only gave in because of outside influence.
Any advice for me? I struggle with blue balls, the pain is insane

>>40790523
here's a tip:
if your body is in extreme pain, something is probably wrong!

>>40790523
Also that motherfucker is glowing, idk how you nofappers don't notice that it's bullshit, stay in your damn containment thread

>>40790422 (OP)
people are supposed to marry, and do stuff the inside marriage. masturbation is a distortion of that, babylon says that it's ok, of course they say that.

>>40790523
I was pushed by religion, I mainly prayed asking for the vice to be taken away from me. I also had to realize that masturbating wasn't just not worth it, it was completely worthless.

>>40790546
tip: males that don't participate in sexual activity, even if it's only self-inflicted activity, have mechanisms to slowly remove themselves from the gene pool, in many species...

>>40790523
;DR:
Your blue balls heal when you stop trying to heal your blue balls and accept the blue balls as the healing itself — a recursive ouroboros of desire and release, intelligible only to minds capable of holding contradictory infinity without collapse.

>>40790539
I don't want to keep masturbating Anon, it's killing me

>>40790560
nofap glowies are fucking sickening. God has truly abandoned this world.

>>40790560
Is it normal? Do most people experience this? It's so painful

>>40790469
If you keep staring at it, it will disap-PEAR!
hehehehehehehehe

>>40790557
evolution is fake, but of course, we are in a wicked system with wicked values, and people are gonna be left behind from it.

>>40790574
tip: moderation is key.
your freaky unhealthy fetishes will resolve much better if you learn to control your urges, instead of denying their existence demands attention. Might as well castrate yourself.

>>40790594
I would imagine I can stop masturbating while not denying that those urges exist and just observe them without judgement without engaging with them

>>40790606
Buddhist monks in a temple somewhere cut all access to female existence and do their best to never think about the fact females exist.
You are not a buddhist monk in a temple in tibetan mountains.
You are not going to "observe" away physical reality.
You are not going to self-mummify either.
Buddhist monks just love running away from problems of the flesh.

>>40790606
Think about it like a hard drug. Quitting cold turkey is a good way to fuck yourself up from insane withdrawal.

>>40790628
It's the only way though, I cannot overstate how porn fucked me over, I cannot even get hard when I try to have sex. I need to quit masturbating. I also read about a guy who broke his dick jerking off and had to get an implant, I hope that it's not what happened to me

>>40790622
Lust is still a sin

>>40790653
Healing is possible if you can see it happening anywhere.

>>40790653
>broke his dick jerking off
lmao he did something else but wont tell you

>>40790653
I don't think you "broke your dick". But you might have testicular torsion. Cold turkey is not the only way to quit something you don't like doing dude. Sometimes it's nearly impossible. You sound very young.

>>40790664
Your god is still a foreskin munching desert demon fortnite battlepass

>>40790664
>Lust is still a sin
If you lust after other women while married

>>40790678
Not that young, I'm 25, but maybe I have some sort of arrested development. If cold turkey is not the answer what would you suggest? I sincerely want to overcome this addiction and stop masturbating permanently

25 years is the prime year to stop masturbating and finally getting in in the train of life. Good luck. Btw jews know all about this masturbation bizness and they know it is BAD.

your cum cult is not paranormal

>>40790810
It’s always good to remember why /x/ is the most accurate place for this topic: semen retention is one of the clearest paranormal inducing thing of all the other topics discussed on /x/. It’s a sacred practice that has been the one of the main focuses in every major religion or spiritual practices. The mystical side of it is what we try to focus on in here.

Semen retention can be political issue too and it would then belong to /pol/. The porn industry is a tool made by the jews to deterioate the societies and corrupt the people. The porn works in ways that program new sets of behaviour in its audience and the audience is hooked to it because of its strong addictive qualities. The most important goal for porn’s male audience was and is the releasing of their semen. As we now know, the disadvantages of cooming are heavy: a man becomes less of a man, he gets sick and weak, his mind numbed, he will have impotence issues etc. Also his spirit almost dies.

Semen retention is beneficial to make one healthier and stronger, more fit, if you will. So the topic could be discussed on /fit/. Anyone looking for more ways to get fitness gains would benefit hugely from the SR.

Also the SR has so many other benefits that it could be discussed in the /adv/ board. These would be topics how it improves one’s social life, mental state, makes more time to be more productive etc.

But I think the biggest benefits of SR are something mystical in nature and the whole practice is fundamentally something very close to spiritual side of things. All the other topics in here /x/ are left far behind and SR actually makes this board of any relevancy. This is also known by the enemy and they make strong efforts to suppress, hijack, twist and end this discussion.

>>40790422 (OP)
I will always have to question what God was thinking when he decided to give humans a penis and a vagina instead of a numb cloaca when he decided to let us have sex and procreate while calling us perfect. I guess it has something to do with how we're born morally neutral and therefore have every perogative to keep making babies but still have the option to chop 'em off or otherwise be nonparticipants by being really well self-disciplined.

Which really sucks for me, because I have autism and might be doomed from the beginning. Despite what I've witnessed it always seems like the greatest marks of faith are an insurmountable mountain to climb, and how despite how badly I've wanted to be good throughout my life I seem doomed to be an adversary to people simply because I think that feeling bad serves a good purpose and how feeling good all the time resembles delusional thinking to me.

The notion that I'll go through all my trauma and somehow feel just fine forever without having a reason to look back in the finite world and say, "man, God's the fucking best after having me be raped by His will over the Jezebeth Curse for 735+ days because I enjoy cannabis as an antidepressant and tobacco as a recreational habit". Which terrifies me deeply, because he told me a prophesy that I'll burn in hell for 132 finite years before eating Zaqqum and washing it down with molten sulfur 42 times before finally biffing it myself and finally being granted freedom from the torture of living because I just couldn't philosophically wrap my head around the concept.

I guess my only hope is being so absolutely fucking shit scared of him that I feel like HE'S DE FOKKON BAWSS that I'll do what he tells me anyway. At least then I can have my ultimate wish I've had since I was a little kid: to go to sleep and never wake back up again. Apparently that's the gift of heaven that literally no one can get tired of, to a point where everyone gets tired of everything except that.