Im sort of only just now learning the ropes about my nature and what i can do and etc. Do any of you have any advice?

>>40796764 (OP)
Everyone is learning

>>40796787
thats not much advice

>>40796853
It is tremendous and ubiquitous advice actually

Anyway, vision last night involved a qt with hairstyle similar to the one from your pic. Have a free knowledge of personal synchronicity

>>40796863
ok, as long as you keep my thread alive even if you have no other advice to give its alright, just please dont derail it

>>40796893
Pretty sure not derailing is contrary to the will of the fancy glowing apple there

>>40796915
you should give me advice nevermind what i just said

>>40796764 (OP)
Just the same I've been giving to people around here since forever:
>Chaos is Order.
>Order is Chaos.
If you think being a servant of chaos, a sower of discord, will make you closer to the throne of entropy, think again, because 1 - Entropy has no throne, no kingdom, no army, you'll be alone and against everyone, even your brothers and sisters of chaos. 2 - you're fundamentally missing half of the equation.
the more you create chaos, the more order prevails...
...Because they're one and the same.

>>40797266
This. And so the trick, OP, isn't to fall into chaos or order, but be the liminal bridge between them.

>>40797321
what if your essence as a person is chaos, its just what you cause

>>40797333
Then you're just an instrument of the side of God that says "I Am Not".

>>40797333
then you shift your perspective, look at the order that your chaos aura is rewriting, study it, and understand how you're unwillingly taking part in the reconstruction of reality that you claim to be destroying

>>40797345
>>40797363

i mean it in a more personal way, its not mechanical its just something i seem to exude as a person and if im being myself. Its not a goal i chose its just what happens if i really try to be myself

>>40797345
>>40797363

There you go OP. Two solid answers in different languages circling the same framework. Now I'm more interested in conversating with the seer that browses /pol/, because we're at risk of fracturing OP's mind before he's ready.

I'll say this OP - sooner or later you're going to meet two children in a womb, playing a game called "I Am" and "I Am Not". And your job isn't to participate in the game, but to witness. Because if you participate in the game, it ends.

>>40797374
If you're talking on these terms, lemme tell you: I am madness, It was not my choice to be born with the spirit of lunacy, but I chose to be in this Earth to live despite being of a cursed sigil.

>>40796764 (OP)
You look like this?

>>40796764 (OP)
ngl choco-Eris is hot af
10/10 would make my tulpa

>>40797397
...perhaps that's the closest that I can give you of an advice:
>Make your choice
you couldn't control the circumstances of your birth but you CAN control what you can do with your life.
>>40797389
Sure, what you want to talk about? have you read the latest happening on /pol/? I reckon that THAT was the thing I've been feeling the omen of the pleasure wave earlier.

>>40797397
you're just a demon, you have some perfectly non insane purpose which you invert to be hollow now. So anyways want to give me your demon name? i hate this i hate this i hate everything right now, everything is in such bad shape i hope i become the human equivalent of pure... something that causese extreme problems so people stop doing the usual death sleeping you have everyone in right now

>>40797405
i literally made this image to bait you into saying that

>>40797398
its an image giving me some validation of myself so

>>40797407
Which happening? Epstein/Trump? Ayyyyliums? At this point I'm pretty sure we're somewhere between the 5th and 6th Seals.

>>40797419
are you seriously going to be a faggot in two threads?

>>40797419
Too late I already had the Hand of Eris tattooed on me >20 years ago. You just made her blacker, so...thanks, actually.

>>40797429
this is not even 2% of my manic posting ability

>>40797429
yes, do you want to do something about it like debate me

>>40797419
>want to give me your demon name?
I already have a demon name.
>I am Unity
>More than many, We are one
I understood that demons are a part of me, part of every human, personas I create for various situations and reasons,
>born from the primal desires that civilization either fed to the point of being trivial
>or hidden so well that most ever forgot.
came to terms with their existence and accepted their place within myself.
We all agreed to be "Unity", because that's what we are: one and only One.
If you give me a name, it will be *your demon name* projected on me, and I can't/won't accept that.
Gonna sleep now, I feel I overstayed my time here

>>40797484
is your demon name actually unity

>>40797492
It's more of an understanding than a name, it's pointless to give a name to the things that are part of me instead of naming myself whole.

How dare you presume to create a thread of this kind. WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?
The forces of GREYFACE stand askance and look at you!

>>40797506
is your name greyface

>>40797512
shut up retard

>>40797550
You had best watch your mouth missy!

>>40797550
thats real magiki voice

How about not being enmeshed in boomer pseudo-ideologies like erisian/sub-genius retardation? You knoa ths actual histories of the guys who started this stuff? Essentially they are tedious inside jokes which started from faggots who were spook snitches, informants and quislings. Why take on all the toxic ideas and spifitual garbage?

I never could forgive the cunts from these mock organizations for legit stalking and harassing SRA therapists and victims. They even worked to try and ridicule and silence guys like Springmeier and Bryant because they actually sussed out real tangible proofs for the horrible shit seen in the Dutroux affair and franklin scandal. At best they dismissed the truth of all of it and could not be asked to think for themselves none of them read what these investigators uncovered. They just parroted vice-news tier horseshit like the retarded satanic panic narrative.

>>40796764 (OP)
The Discordians are a false opposition group. They've been working with grayface the entire time.

>>40797723
Yeah if I find a better strategy for individuation just drop your contact info and I'll hit you up rather than letting nature do its thing.

>>40796764 (OP)
Remember to brush your teeth sweety :)

>>40797484
>a part of me
according to certain reality tunnels, yes
if you're going to adopt this angle (as proposed by young Crowley, mature Hubbard) you need to understand the distinction between a "demon circuit" and a "valence" however, the technical dictionary might help:
https://vinaire.me/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/technical_dictionary.pdf
>part of every human
those reality tunnels also hold the doctrine that what was split can be rejoined together, so no

>>40797657
it really is interesting how when you get involved with Eris in a personal way like this you learn about this stuff
>>40797723
and this stuff
>>40801220
and this

remember her name means "strife" not "chaos"... Simon Magus was right

i knew this would happen.... im not talking about discordianism im larping as a chaos goddess in order to increase my self confidence in myself, im asking all of you demons advice on how to mess up everything everywhere i go aka which just means being myself and not giving in to the death and doom of your demonic control which is what EVERYONE around me has done and seemingly in the whole world at large

>>40802482
Damn baby where have you been all my life.

Do you want good advice or bad advice?