Thread 40838668

Ever since I read a certain book on the occult, I have been sort of possessed by something inside of me growing. It talks to me, and tells me to hurt people especially christians.

It uses my voice to talk to me if I get frustrated or out of control, it talks to me in my head. I can feel it as some sort of multi legged, faceless chaotic horrible monster in my gut taht is feeding off of me. I also have some sort of demon thing in my left ear that has been growing and taking over my thoughts and mind. It has been destroying my perception of other people and also I think it is talking to me, it's incredibly confusing and it tricks me in my weak moments.

If anyone could advise me on how to clean out my spirit from these things, I would be ecstatic. I'm going to die or hurt someone very soon.

I have been in contact with many of these things in the past months, and they kind of team up to confuse me and lie to me, feed me false knowledge and tempt me with women and power which never comes about and just ends up hurting other people. They also control physical things like my phone, and my car sometimes.

these parasitic things have been spreading and taking control for months, lying and hurting me over and over again.

I badly need help please someone help me. I've prayed to god, I've tried to be good, I've taken confession, I have become blinded and horribly maimed by these things, and I don't know how to recover.

Yesterday I felt attraction to children, and that was the final straw, that has never happened to me in my life, and I immediatley ran outside to my car, started crying and throwing up. I am going to commit suicide soon if I can't rid myself of these things. That was not me, I don't want to do that, I tried to pull it out of me and it came back.

please please please please someone help me, I cannot do this alone, I don't know what to do, I don't know aht to do, please someone help me

why would a parasitic demon want to drive its host to suicide? seems counter intuitive

>>40838700
I don't know, I can't guess its motives anymore. There are multiple things influencing me now that are glommed onto my spirit and in my body, so I cannot tell what is my own motives and theres.

I will try to think of a chain of events now describing what happens...

I met with a woman who I slept with. Something in my body convinced me that women desired power so I started basically draining or stealing energy from people around me that whole day. Hurting people in order to gain whatever energy I could .

I met her and she didnt like me, I tried to kind of drain her too and basically mind rape her. I thouhgtt this was the way sex worked. The thing in my body somehow controls my boners and when I have mental or energetic power over women it feels incredible in a very horrible way I guess. I don't klnow if this is natural human stuff or the demon or the spirit. It has been months of these things going into my body and latching onto me.

Basically I think they are feeding me slightly false or warped knowledge of people and the world, which I triy to build on and use to gain power, but its not really power, its like 1/4th real knowledge and 3/4th lies, so I'm basically fucked now, I don't know how to rewind the clock and create an accurate perception of other peoples intentions or my own wants and needs even.

Stuff happens like, every time I try to decide to become a good person, my car and phone will malfunction over and over and over, usually when I need them most and am in a stressful situation. Then I get angry as fuck and hit my car or yell at someone and hurt someone, which kind of gives me some energetic power due to hurting them and scarring them and bullying them, which i dont want to do, and then my car and phone will work perfectly for a while and do what i say.

he spirits also are trying to "teach" me how to sense the true intentions of people through sound and sight, but I know the perceptions they are teaching me are warped and making me warped, they basically just want to use me to hurt people and teach me to hurt people as much as possible and spread the pain and lies and suffering and death magic onward, and ripple it forward and probably gain influence over other humans. Then they will either completely throw me out or turn me into some kind of monster like them. that is my guess. They are trying to convince me that if I "do exactly what I want" which is not really me anymore, that I will just get what I want. They are using other people under the dark influence to pull me back in, they are using electronics to pull me back in. I don't know what to do now.

please someone help me I'm losing my grip on morality and reality. anyone have tips I would appreciate it. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. the attraction to children was the worst moment of my entire life

>>40838668 (OP)
Choose Love, not Hate. Selflessness, not selfishness.

You need to purify yourself. Stop using psychoactive drugs and eating meat immediately... isolate yourself from other people, as much as possible, and water fast for at least four days.

You went a little too far and partnered with a demon. Gonna have to renounce and release it like a load in your sister.

>faceless chaotic horrible monster in my gut taht is feeding off of me

Acquire some castor oil, take several tablespoons, and begin the fast.

After the first fast, when you are stable, you are to continue on a vegetarian diet, and continue to purify yourself. No drugs, including alcohol. Clean food only.

Turn off your phone and computer as much as possible... it's time to disconnect from negative influences for a while.

what book did you read?

Become Muslim. If you don't believe in Islam, then there's no harm in trying what I say next anyway-

Try and stay in a constant state of purity - every time you go to the bathroom then afterwards you should wipe with water over your hands, arms, face, scalp and feet. When you ejaculate, and it's best not to do so at all if you're unmarried but if you do, take a shower.

2. Recite the throne verse(2:255) here when you feel/hear them. It's all about God so if you believe in God you should agree with everything in here regardless of your religion.

"God: there is no god but Him, the Ever Living, the Ever Watchful.Neither slumber nor sleep overtakes Him. All that is in the heavens and in the earth belongs to Him. Who is there that can intercede with Him except by His leave? He knows what is before them and what is behind them, but they do not comprehend any of His knowledge except what He wills. His throne extends over the heavens and the earth; it does not weary Him to preserve them both. He is the Most High, the Tremendous."

Listen to the original Arabic on youtube if you want (when it happens), try and follow along or read the English meaning. If it's effective, then you know this is the right way to go down. Then you can search up all sorts of resources by islamic scholars and imams on YouTube on how to cast out evil residing in your body.

The most important thing to remember is that there is no power except The One God. Try and say this to yourself: In the name of God, I put my Trust in God. There is no power or strength except in the One God, the most high the most great.

Christ is the way

>>40838668 (OP)
Say the Jesus prayer dude, these things want you to kill yourself or harm others especially the innocent and the young.

>>40838668 (OP)
It's your ass
It's begging for my dick

>>40838700
Suicide takes you to hell and extremely damages anyone who cares about you. Not that complicated

>>40838668 (OP)

Well clearly you should not have read that book you dumb son of a bitch!!!

>>40838668 (OP)
OP I'm going to say what you already know, but what can I do if I truly believe it to be the truth and the only way to help you: call on the perfect, matchless name of Jesus Christ.

He is the only one who can help you, He has dominion over all things - these unclean spirits included, who all fear Him greatly, and are right to do so!

In meekness and faith, on bended knee, pray in the name of Jesus Christ, the Son of God, to the Father - ask God for guidance, support and help in ridding yourself of the evil and sin that is consuming you. Ask for forgiveness, repent - turn from it all. It will be a fight, OP, but the battle is already won - Jesus Christ; King of Kings, Lord of Lords, is your saviour!

I will be praying for you, trust and bless the Lord!

>https://youtu.be/ph40KCrKE24?feature=shared

>>40838824
Look since everyone else on this board is apparently either in league with Satan or stupid, I will help you. Depending on the type of demon you have, you may go to a priest and have deliverance prayed over you. You can request deliverance or an exorcism at your local dioscess. They will test you to see whether or not you are really diabolically oppressed. They may instruct you to fast and pray for a certain period of time. In general, it takes three days. If you want to skip the involvement of the chuch for whatever reason, fast and pray for three days. The more tears and regrets you bring before God the better. Demons hate sincerity and the ability to reckon with your own shortcomings. Do not listen to the stupid namefag spamming rituals at you or the retarded Muslim. They have no idea what they're talking about. Demons loathe the hail Mary prayer, so recite it often to ward them off.
>Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee. Blessed art thou amongst women and blessed is the fruit of thy womb Jesus Christ. Pray for us now and at the time of our deaths. Amen.
They also hate
>Lord, Jesus Christ, son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.
It's a very fast and effective prayer that can be repeated quickly. Occupy your mind with things of God, and do not give way to despair. Good luck and God bless.

>>40838735
LARP looking for writing material, don't feed this one

Daniel Strickland, here, I myself have a very real contact with what, in ecclesiastical circles, would be termed an "Oppression", versus a "possession".

A possessed neither knows he's possessed not feels the urge to divulge this.

The beginning of the first post read like a true Demonic Oppression, but the follow-ups are all mental masturbation.

Fucking homogay joo fantasies, fuck you dude

>>40839676
>Daniel Strickland here,
Who?

>>40838700
>... it would be well to take stock and observe that with the first manifestation of evil could arise for the first time a pathological kind of
pairing. Whereas before, we have a multitude of natural and mutually completing pairs like female/male, day/night, finite/infinite, white/black, et aI., now we have the additional possibility of pathological, host/parasite pairs like good/evil, honesty/deception, health/sickness, in which we have no longer two self-completing entities, both of which are needed in the scheme of things. Rather, we now have pairs of which only one is needed for well-being, the other being parasitic (not symbiotic) and actually inimical to it.

>The Pythagoreans, misunderstanding their Egyptian teachers, placed the host/parasite duality of good and evil (hence also health and sickness) on the same footing as the quite different class of benign, self-complementary duals of finite/infinite, male/female, et al. And later philosophers, both oriental and occidental (e.g. Carl Jung) , have repeated that fundamental error stemming from inaccurate perception that failed to make the basic distinction between the two radically different kinds of opposites: those which are wave-like and mutually self-completing; and the later, pathological variety, able to exist only since the manifestation of evil, where one of the pair parasitizes on the other and, attacking it, attempts to destroy it permanently.

>>40838700
>... it would be well to take stock and observe that with the first manifestation of evil could arise for the first time a pathological kind of pairing. Whereas before, we have a multitude of natural and mutually completing pairs like female/male, day/night, finite/infinite, white/black, et aI., now we have the additional possibility of pathological, host/parasite pairs like good/evil, honesty/deception, health/sickness, in which we have no longer two self-completing entities, both of which are needed in the scheme of things. Rather, we now have pairs of which only one is needed for well-being, the other being parasitic (not symbiotic) and actually inimical to it.

>The Pythagoreans, misunderstanding their Egyptian teachers, placed the host/parasite duality of good and evil (hence also health and sickness) on the same footing as the quite different class of benign, self-complementary duals of finite/infinite, male/female, et al. And later philosophers, both oriental and occidental (e.g. Carl Jung) , have repeated that fundamental error stemming from inaccurate perception that failed to make the basic distinction between the two radically different kinds of opposites: those which are wave-like and mutually self-completing; and the later, pathological variety, able to exist only since the manifestation of evil, where one of the pair parasitizes on the other and, attacking it, attempts to destroy it permanently.

>>40839676
Even if you're 99% sure it's fake, there is a 1% chance that somebody is in serious distress and needs help, and the Lord wants everyone saved anon. Trust the Lord.

2 Peter 3:9
>The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

>>40839040
I talked to you on a chat website at the beginning of this. I cant remember why i stopped but the muslim prayer did work somewhat. I saw demons and you told me the same advice which.. i cant remember why i stopped and deleted the prayer. I havent seen the black eyed demons again but i believe theyre still with me. Last night i had a dream of two similar looking things.

>>40839560
>>40839579
The start of this entire thing is basically the question of why does god allow bad things to happen to good people?
I startd qyestioning if god is actually good because he lets babiea burn to death, he lets people be borj retarded and sick and have horrible lives with no violition. He is evil and he is going to die when i find him he is toing to die when i dine himf ana di kee m me eldodo he is yojy ti

I have thrown off mu chains and found the teuth and thats why they want my truth ans ri i c i

And sometimes things look so dark and i forget thingsa nd i dijt know i dont remember this all started when i my dad atarte dyijg and ibwan to be freee plz help me i cant they
I will go to the dioces but htuw they i cant really accept god anymore. I cant accept god qnymor because he let me suffer for nothing i didnt choose tobbe like this and he chose for me he has the ulitmate jusgement and the ultiamte choice and that isnt gair and were all in chains ubhave to help ke get free wheree in fhaina china chains chains were in chains eyes wide shut were fne r

>>40839734
Ok chill out there generic lore dump horror game note. Even if it's true that God has hurt you, he is also the only one who can help you. It is more important that you're out of the clutches of Satan than whatever misgivings you may have about God. Wrestle with him over it later, he really doesn't mind. Be rational about this, you have more pressing issues.

>>40839676
echoing this. i've never met anyone who had brushes with low demons to higher daemons and other entities, that make the claims OP does.
seems like bait to see what the responses are.

>>40839734
welp, that settles it.

>>40839780
You assume that he's rational. I talk to people constantly who are very obviously just being tricked and believe a bunch of bullshit. Just because he's saying something he thinks is true doesn't mean it is.

>>40839773
Why would god let innocent people suffer with bo chance of recovery if he was good? Why would god ever take from someone if he was all powerful?
I will go to the dioces soon but it isnt it isnt the thing is
That thingw very strange thingw have happened to me and know and imd didmddles ejdiiffihe hepp me help me i dont want to hurt anyone i iw go help me i cant i cant they have me in i cant excapebi cant eacape anymore i cant they mmake hebahudder ans talk to me wvwry day i cant just hepp me i can im not awake anymore they are in me i cant do this fofmd ithwu want me to kill people thwy made me get and axe and they keep BUMPING the teunk whwre is y it is and they are guidijy ke i cant answer the queations until i answer them i cant get any peace or love and i cant do this anymore i that wasnt me that was dome fisgusting creatur ij my balla ajd ass sand i want to fucking die ibdont want to it was so disgusting and so disguting

>>40839784
you have no idea what well-poisoning is, you have no idea if another anon is now larping to try deter people from helping the original OP, you have no idea how sneaky, deceitful and happy demons are when you believe and fall for their lies. Or even worse, you fully know, all of this, quite well.

The Lord rebuke all satanists, all unclean spirits, all witches and warlocks, all lovers of sin, and purveyors of iniquity. The Lord rebuke it all.

OP, turn to Christ.

>>40839804
Anon go to bed. Don't worry about having a theological debate right now.

>>40839822
Christ is a lie they are telling me and it doesnt make sense anymore nothing i donmakes sense andmymore i cant and nobody will believe ne so i cant get help and i cant i have to figure it out on my own because everyoje isbscared of me and for good reason because ik stringer than them im stringer than them the demons have made me a lot stringer than them hahaha and that they wojt ibca t

I cant do this anymore i keep making mistake and cant remember things and life isnt good ajymore its notbfun and ibdont want fun anymore andu try to spell the words right but then ilo i cant so it even if i try again and afain becuase i dint know whats happening anymore. I thought i jnew but i go womething wrong and then built on it and since then everything has been goijt wrojg and they keep they keep enterijg me and i have been looking for children without even wantint oband i dant do this anymore i the diocese h idk how to contact them they dont believe me i cluust want to he normal agaij but i still question god and i still want to kill god and ibstill want to question this reality in wvwry shape and form and hatabmy they wont ibsont want to hurt chiodrn ibdk idk i guess im ventung here at this point ive been writhing on the gound laughijg and crying and theyve been ralkint tonme in the mirror and controllint me sometimes i dont know whats happening i cant tell when people are scared at all anymore and nobody in my city will help me no priest will believe me and the paranormal teams here are all scientific vased and thbone i fond was using a prayer created by a demonoligist that i belive opened me up for even mor demons. Everything i do is going wrong now im on the wring path for a while now i dojt know how to get back im sorry isk what to say idk what to say idk uts been difficult i cant do it anymore i tried to commit uocie its very painful and im i numb now and it he

>>40839709
And this is what i needed to hear because theyre theyre stoning me to one side and i used to be able to shift and see the truth and balance which keeps the world moving and its going to come to and end soon thata what they want, they want to imbalance it. I remember now thats what i was thats what i am

>>40838668 (OP)
I have learned that when God ignores sincere prayers for help, you are basically doomed. God hates. Never forget it.

>>40840038
>I have learned that when God ignores sincere prayers for help, you are basically doomed.

What nonsense, just because God doesn't respond immediately to your prayer doesn't mean God didn't hear it, and won't respond in due time - sometimes the command is to WAIT; see when the disciplies received the Holy Spirit at pentecost.

God is not a wish genie, but He is Holy and righteous and we are not - we should try understand this difference, and be humbled by it when asking for things in prayer, because He really does love us, and wants us to be with Him, through Jesus Christ.

>>40839406
Unironically this.
Literally read KJV, maybe Matthew start there.
Turn off all 5G devices.
Drink plenty of water.
Chill out, sleep it off, you'll feel better.